Isaia Huron

NoThoughtAllFeels_One

This was never going to officially drop either but I don't like keeping music in my drafts
I made this while I was living in the church, I had a $150 electric drum kit and was fucking around on it and this came out of it 
It's the first song I've put out with me actually playing drums

Deadweight_Sketch_4

LEOLEOLEO
You got so cold
Out of nowhere 
My trauma started sensing it
Long before you stayed over, but I just kept on waving it off 
I keep rejecting my gut instincts, on some risky shit
I be sad, but I be glad that my gut ain’t ever wrong
I’d probably benefit if I just started listening
Scrolling through our text messages reading trynna figure out 
Where I fumbled, let me know because I’m missing it 
But watch, as soon as you hit me a week later I’m digging you out
That’s probably your problem with me, cause I lack discipline
Once I’m in them guts I got a habit of forgetting it all 
And its sad ‘cus I take pride in facing challenges    
But I be falling Too $hort on the west coast when you spreading it out
& California’s where I drown in all my vices 
Soon as you drive off I got another one 20 minutes out
And she in Hollywood you know she ain’t righteous
She might can’t even spell that but I love when their head’s in the clouds
But I’ll get back to us cause you the one I like
It hurts me when you cut me off cause I saw you as my wife
I wanted you to yell if I forgot the baby wipes
Send money to your parents if the city cut off their lights
I had dinner with a black pageant winner, but I thought of you all night 
Found out y’all shared the same birthday so, technically, I lost twice, ha
Leo, Leo, Leo we’ll probably never align
But we could trio, trio, trio, I got enough to give out twice
And loving every inch of you is what my problem is
When I’m with you I can’t exist where my bravado lives
I’m spazzing out since Im the cause of all my damages
But I’m alone as a result of what your ego did
Every night I think about if I was egoless 
Are there some things I could avoid if I just killed that shit?
I can’t think of no other answer than “of course it is!”

Closure
Closure 
Can I have a little 
Closure
Closure 
Can I have a little 

Something I fear is on my mind
A thought that I can’t escape this time
And that’s when its all over and done, I still might end up lonely 
I could succumb to compromise 
And sign my name on a dotted line
And switch up what I prioritize 
I still might end up lonely 
I still might end up lonely 
I still might end up alone
I could reverse the curse on my family line
Help you do the same, ‘cus what’s yours is mine
There’s one little truth that I stand behind 
That’s: “I could end up alone”
I could invent a machine straight from my mind
That could give you the choice to go back in time
And redo some things or relive it twice 
And you’d still leave me lonely 
You still leave me lonely 
You still leave me alone
I’d pay for a nail tech to give you a wild design 
Even if your account was bigger than mine
And I could be left with 22 dimes 
And you’d still leave me lonely
You could’ve said what was on your mind
Instead of leaving me naked and blind 
I told you I would give you compromise 
But you still left me lonely 

Feel like every part of you is where my problem is 
I gotta find another girl to have my kids
If its another Leo then I’m in the lions den 
I could tame that kitty like Daniel I’m on my prophet shit 
I’m headed to a city where I should have been 
Where they lying to themselves ‘bout being celibate 
And I ain’t block you, I just had to go and change my shit

Isaia Huron

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