I DONT CARE YOU LOST MY TRUST 😭😭😭

Shit  i  like

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i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

heather

s/o britney for the inspo
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgXAIcPp4Eo
lyrics:
[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

[verse]
onto the next one, i ain't ever been the type to be an extra
and all these bitches swear to god they the baddest
they hit me up on ig for the address
she wake up at ten to do her makeup 
if you want sum lil boy you better take sum
and i ain't never really had to fucking fake nun
and now we all up on your block tryna shake sum
tragic, i swear its tragic, overdramatic 
magic, they think its magic, she's so ecstatic
there aint no two of me, i swear you're new to me
let's quit the foolery, burn this to new degrees

[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

toxic

toxic (mochila + tim randolph)

@cybertrash
play pretend - prod. cybertrash
mastered by YAKI
REDEYE (demo) - prod. DvDx, Juberlee, Glyph, cybertrash, YAKI
mastered by YAKI

REDEYE (demo)

things with wings

cheap liquor

thank u 2 @midwxst for hopping on the song , luv u
thank u 2 joeboi and cricket for helping me finish this song fr.

love u all thank u for loving and caring about me. 
instagram: @cybertrash

with u ft. midwxst (cybertrash billsburyjoeboi 31sentinel)

lastjune

00:00 the cake is a lie
02:06 dancinwithsomebawdy
04:32 bigassbearman
07:11 kickstand
09:25 paystub
11:43 arm and a leg
14:15 lastjune
16:45 imcoolimgoodimstraight
19:04 crisis actor
21:14 sweet tooth
23:22 sweet tooth live outro
23:38 "the only gesture is to believe or not"
23:57 eric's "ai" grandpa speech

ericdoa - DOA (w/ transitions)

song for when the bar closes

Produced by @sh1nyx
Mix, Master, Vocals by @sh1nyx
《+》+《-》
track 1:

whippin those amgs and that gle
rock out, pop out to the scene
big body benz she tryna be seen
sippin on cobra ian sippin on lean

im w twin gettin money team
studded belt u can see it gleam
i pull out my nine i let it ring
ya ya she get up on me, she get up on me 

i been making racks since i was 16
nd she look good in her 2 piece
cant rock with her if shes a groupie
designer bag, she rockin celine

i ride a 2 door no backseat
ran around 12 like a trackmeet
i do it solo ion like doing feats
i do it solo ion like doing feats

track 2:

past all the drama
ap5 taking down armies like moses
i left the past behind
had no choice but to burn some ties

i hit the saks at the mall got some bands on me
she gon try to hit my phone i be like what u need
with the crew 4 deep we riding scats and amgs
pull up to the function with a 9 i aint tryna make a scene

i try again, i try again
he got dropped he had 2 reload
and we cuttin it up on the dlow
they say how u did it i dont even kno
i try again, i try again
im in that truck hauling kilos
its not who im tryna be tho, its not who im tryna be tho

i know these haters mad im balling, feel like marc gasol
bb yea i love it when u wear that camisole
got a 2 tone shawty on me she said i stand tall
she wanna ride with me in the back end, she wanna ride with me in the back end

sh1ny - 《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》⌁《+/-》

ft. @josslockwood
guitar by @kayzelledagum
mixing by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @destructionmanual on instagram

time w/ joss lockwood (st jimmy + kayzelle)

cypress grove

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/optic_core and https://soundcloud.com/dazegxd GOAT PRODS :00

lyrics:

i just built a brikwall N slammed U right againsT it
N i hope that u stick cus i aint tryna clean the image
n honestly its kinda funny how i look @ all tha physics
Think i modded real life cus .. u werent spos'd to stick it

ian talkin 2 deez bitches ! im talkin 2 tha screenZ\
they can see my energy yea they can see tha GREEn
and they can see the bullets that'll B resting in ur spleen
U werent spos'd to talk but u did it 4 ur E(go) guess U shoulda stay'D clean


Look.  i dont wna talk cus if i talk ima hav 2 run it back for all the demons
N i donT wna do it
Look. U been talkin lotZ up on ur blog, N we been boxin w tha joX actin stupid.. 
I lUV tha laste of fluid
Look.. I just seen a kid get blown up out his spotCUS he was actin super convoluted.
N yal kn0 that we ruthless 
Look.. I dont wana b the one to tell U bad news but ur bout 2 get ruined. 
Itz feeling kinda humid

S: "Mr. stark?"
T: "what the fuck do u want?"
S: "i dont feel so good" 
T: "spidey, ima be honest, I dont give a FUCK"
S; "ughghhdh"
T: "goddamnit! fuck this kid! he'z so fucking annoying!" 


wake up! ecstasy still on my tastebudz!
U dont wna test me, if u test me, there is nO makeupz
Gotta folder on U wit some dates just like a paystub
got30 in this uzi but u cant copy my cadence

automatic grade huh 
dont bring dat K up
cus if u pull it out uh. 
ima leave U laid up
U say u got a lotta drip 
U in tha waves huh.
actually thts false ur in the lake we left U face UP !


Look.  i dont wna talk cus if i talk ima hav 2 run it back for all the demons
N i donT wna do it
Look. U been talkin lotZ up on ur blog, N we been boxin w tha joX actin stupid.. 
I lUV tha laste of fluid
Look.. I just seen a kid get blown up out his spotCUS he was actin super convoluted.
N yal kn0 that we ruthless 
Look.. I dont wana b the one to tell U bad news but ur bout 2 get ruined. 
Itz feeling kinda humid


S: "Mr. Stark im back!"
T: " what the actual fuk.."
S: "havn't U missed me @ all??"
T:  "NO! i havnt! it was SO good without u. it was perfect without U here"
S; "U deadass? U serious?? BRUHHH BRUHHH"

brick wall (dazegxd + optic::core)

prod. phixel
lead guitar sample : dynastic
mixed/mastered by phixel

editors notes: this one has a LOT of lunamatic inspiration, specifically from their song on the ballsgiving collective album which i love so much :0 this uses a guitar sample that dynastic originally sent as a wip song in the gendergrind server, but she let me use it for this which is good and cool
theres a lot of other cool factoids about this song too;
1.) this song has my favorite lyrics on the album, my favorite lines are capitalized below
2.) i recorded this when my snowball was broken, so i used a shitty karaoke microphone from 2015 to record this, which kinda worked apparently
3.) mosts sounds in this besides the main guitar sample was made by me, i didnt use a lot of outside kits for this
ok thats it enjoy this song

lyrics:
i am just so inconsolable
lying thru your teeth to all your friends, they gullible
and i wish you werent so horrible
you are never ever welcome thru my door at all
YOU ARE DOING NOTHING WITH UR LIFE!!!
OVERSHARING TRAUMA ON TWITTER LIKE ALL THE TIME
whens the last time that you went outside
its the perfect day to get up to some real crime

think outside the trap box, start to get some clarity
this isnt a matchbox, this is a mercedes
rig the place with cherry bombs, blow this joint to hades
be the sweet n be the sour, be the lemonade see
think outside the trap box, start to get some clarity
this isnt a matchbox, this is a mercedes
rig the place with cherry bombs, blow this joint to hades
be the sweet n be the sour, be the lemonade see

arent you tired of making beep boops on your spare time?
makin hyperpop "music" that barely even rhymes
arent u tired of making that bird app your whole life?
tellin kids to get some bands but u dont have a dime!!!
TAKE THAT CHAIN EMOJI OUT UR NAME, UR FAR FROM EVIL
U POST FEMBOY PICS WITH CAPTIONS LIKE 'MY GOD I NEED HIM'
AND UR WONDERING WHY UR STILL SINGLE?
TALKIN HUMBLE BUT U STARVE FOR DRAMA, YEA UR SEE-THROUGH

think outside the trap box, start to get some clarity
this isnt a matchbox, this is a mercedes
rig the place with cherry bombs, blow this joint to hades
be the sweet n be the sour, be the lemonade see
think outside the trap box, start to get some clarity
this isnt a matchbox, this is a mercedes
rig the place with cherry bombs, blow this joint to hades
be the sweet n be the sour, be the lemonade see

theres a whole world out there
and its ready to destroy but u dont even care
its a whole world out there 
but u just dont seem to wanna get up out your chair

think outside the trap box, start to get some clarity
this isnt a matchbox, this is a mercedes
rig the place with cherry bombs, blow this joint to hades
be the sweet n be the sour, be the lemonade see
think outside the trap box, start to get some clarity
this isnt a matchbox, this is a mercedes
rig the place with cherry bombs, blow this joint to hades
be the sweet n be the sour, be the lemonade see
*various vocal glitches im not gonna transcribe lol i just slapped portal on it*

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