starkids

i think it's fucking stupid
i go to sleep and wake up
like what the fuck am i doing
the way i see your fucking face
i get why i'm pursuing
the opposite of what i want
i guess i'm fucking moving, i'm moving

i'm moving towards a direction that i don't like
i think about when you cross my mind once or twice
in a day in a hour
any day, any power
that i can't withhold
that i can't hold back


i think i've got a problem
i think i barely see it
i'm getting fucking clingy
over shit that i can't be in

i dont wanna fix it 
cause girl if i fix it
then i will forget about whatever we had
don't wanna end it like that
i'm not going out like that
i'll never go out like that
i feel the pain and its bad

i know the second that i see you
i'll be fucked up when i meet you
fuck, fuck, FUCK

i don't like where this is going (bloom)

lyrics

you said it's alright
i been here all night
thinking about it
about it again

and i've been sitting here clueless
so fucking useless
i could just shut the fuck up
and pretend
like we never
any more plans

know that i'm in the wrong
know that i did the bad thing
yeah i know it's too good for me


totaled
the damages i've contained
solo
are more than just endless pain
i know it's hard to blame you

i wish you could just talk to me
i'm sitting here in agony
i waste away and honestly 
i try to be who i'm not to be

totaled (deadyami)

back n forth

physs

pretending

mixed by @johnkwondll

lyrics

Baby I can tell you’re into me, you’re into me
And if you’re down baby keep that same energy
Keep you around till you tell me you aint feeling me
Remember days when you said you was my enemy
Them my brothers, pussy nigga you aint kin to me
We gon touch down with my niggas in the phillipines
Keep it real I cant fake the peace
So nigga watch just what you say to me
She heard my new song screaming “ryen it’s the shade for me”
Baby please stop playing with me

Its gonna take two if we’re gonna make this right
Poison in my cup and its got me feeling right
I’ll tell you when I touch down when I get up off this flight 
Tell me when you touch down and I’ll on your stripes
Yeah you tell me that I’m fine when I know you’re not alright
She only wants to see me trash, she dont wanna see me fly
I dont wanna have to give it up-
Cuz I know that you never wanted to give a fuck
So don’t you call me crazy

Trying to get my life together, I’ve been acting crazy
Everybody outside of my circle trying to save me
And it gets hard for people like me
You dont know the patience it takes to like me
Doing what it take for the peace to find me
Anxiety from all the things you used to tell me
I still hate the way you are and I still hate the way I am
I think I took it too far
I dont wanna do this shit again
And its been exactly one month since I’ve been off the grid
I’ve been tryna save myself but I dont know what safety is
I dont do this for myself, I do this for the others kids
And dont you ever lie to me, I’d rather you tell me how it is, love

N 2 ME (p. typhoon)

prod. KBL

Jade:

No intervention
Couldn’t keep us together
And you was spending way too many months
Trying to save it
But I know you know better

Cause I don’t want to
Waste your time
But you
Won’t find out
Till I’m
Halfway gone and a
Plane ride down
Well I
Love you now
Just like how I loved you then
But now I think that I know better
Cause I don’t think we should be friends
At all
—
And now you’re up in arms
And darling
I’m so terrified
I cross my heart and hope to die
Your needles in my eyes

But really am I wrong?
Addicted to the thought of you
Seeing that I was off
This feeling sobered me up
—

You’re in love
But I'm so jaded
You’re in love
But I’m not vacant
I feel love
And I can’t take too much

Hope that one day
You’re sick at the thought of me
Cause I think I got a problem with honesty
Like when it’s not with myself
I can’t get over it

But you’re so understanding
So you’ll probably be fine
So I don’t got nothing to worry about
I’m fine
Except I’m out of my mind
Out of my mind
—-

Intermission
Find myself
Running through the backstreets
you know I’ll bleed for it
North France
To Orleans, or
Straight to Paris
When I need it
Double Back
It’s for my health
You tell me what I need
So I don’t gotta plead for it
At the Exx, pour a liter for em
Tripping, maybe
Gotta fight it off

Back cruising down the ends
Think it’s been like two summers
Since we last talked
Living for the weekend
I just seen your friends
Had me hit a moonwalk
I got tired of thinking
That it wasn’t dead between us
That’s just fact talk
And my forté?
Iont back talk bae
No strings in my back
God save me

Yeah this my fucking confession
I felt like shit for many months
But that’s the worst of regression
And I feel the same huh?
I’m sure you’re getting the message
Trying to make some number ones
And keep some seats on they edges

This ain’t the best that you gon' get from me
I just hit up Kirin cause I know he got the works for me
Won’t let this be a first for me
—-
No intervention
Couldn’t keep us together
And you was spending way too many months
Trying to save it
But I know you know better

Cause I don’t want to
Waste your time
But you
Won’t find out
Till I’m
Halfway gone and a
Plane ride down
Well I-
Well I…

Jade (prod. KBL)

strangers

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

sad4whattt

sad4whattt (From "Euphoria" An HBO Original Series)

s/o britney for the inspo
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgXAIcPp4Eo
lyrics:
[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

[verse]
onto the next one, i ain't ever been the type to be an extra
and all these bitches swear to god they the baddest
they hit me up on ig for the address
she wake up at ten to do her makeup 
if you want sum lil boy you better take sum
and i ain't never really had to fucking fake nun
and now we all up on your block tryna shake sum
tragic, i swear its tragic, overdramatic 
magic, they think its magic, she's so ecstatic
there aint no two of me, i swear you're new to me
let's quit the foolery, burn this to new degrees

[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

toxic

toxic (mochila + tim randolph)

#NeBuLaFlowType$hiiT

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

ginger tea

thank u for 1 million total plays!!! i love u all so much, #ACAB

lyrics:
loose cigarette upon my lips i
feel my best
im in my head i count my thoughts too much
watch my step
it would be easy if i cruise thru life
with no regret
i burn down everything that makes it right
and nothings left
got late night calls from all my exes
and ive been looking for an exit
turn your words into a weapon
i remember when you said it
it go

i fucking hate u!
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

and i stuck to you 
like parasite
i always end up lying to you baby
ill be fine
and you so cryptic with your words baby
gimme signs
you show me everything you feel
read between the lines

im the person that you made me
i wonder how ur feeling lately
and i just cant help from wondering
why?
cuz u treat me like im garbage
tell me that i start it
i remember what exactly you im-
plied
and it goes like

i fucking hate u
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

you realize that i makes mistakes
i know ur cold inside
i know ur filled with hate
sometimes people never change
and im happy to say

i fucking hate u and everything u seem to like
that you seem to like x2

back n forth

ericdoa

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