im going up. no1 is gonna stop me now.

verse 1:
play this game way too much
trade some lies from our tongues
shoot my heart with your gun
put your lips on my blunt 
your mama say you selfish 'cause you get what you want
like "baby, how you bring home birkin? you not making enough"
you don't like your life, you're taking ketamine just for fun
that's cool, but girl, don't talk to me if i'm not the one
a fool i was to think that you'd want me off them drugs
that's cool, but i don't want you 'round my crew just because

hook:
i'm zenned out, i'm feeling so hazy 
i don't give a fuck about my friends cause they can't save me
i don't need no shawties, i don't need no babies
i know that i'm popular with all the fucking ladies
don't be mad that your favorite label wants me
i just know that i should put on for my city
i just know whatever happens, imma get green
i just know that you better fucking come clean

verse 2: 
sticks and stones used to break
you say you go to clubs like every weekend just to shake
i don't know your mama but i bet that she's ashamed
i don't think that molly's doing good things to your brain
i don't think that i'm the one for you
i don't really wanna see this through
i've been wasting all my time on you
i'm really just another drug you use

hook x2

Zen (ria)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoGcSe66djY
produced by @1hallow and @ayyitsryo
engineered by slappy

dream log still soon(er) <3
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0zfo78ZDD2iSFw6yczdT93?si=490e39d718724383
lyrics
[hook]
and the world keep spinning on it's axis
all she wanna do is rot away
and I got caught skipping all my classes
can't fucking wait to run away
i just don't think I belong here
my vision is not clear
don't know what to do
if I should stay or I go
feels like I'm logged out, running out of access
can't fucking wait to run away
[verse]
i don't remember the past week
it's slipping right past me
i've been running thru backstreets
and making new friends
they tried their best to look past me
stuck me in the backseat
they stared at me laughing
i won in the end
cause I'm the best to ever do it
no cocky shit I'll prove it
they fake but I saw through it
guess it's time to face the music
take a look at what I'm doing
and let me ask you if you're doing it
touched down in LA and then I said "I could get used to this"

[hook]
and the world keep spinning on it's axis
all she wanna do is rot away
and I got caught skipping all my classes
can't fucking wait to run away
i just don't think I belong here
my vision is not clear
don't know what to do
if I should stay or I go
feels like I'm logged out running out of access
can't fucking wait to run away

runaway (hallow + ryo)

i need some water, my throat is getting dry again
hard to keep my attention when i'm off of a xan
bad bitch shit, bet you're new to it
i told you not to talk to me don't wanna hear that stupid shit you gotta say
digging up a shallow grave 
(honestly!)

LAX to NYC
All designer brands on me
Fuck that! (ohhh)
I'm just tryna get a big bag!
They keep asking if I'm (upppppppp)
Bitch I been that

I think I'm becoming selfish
And I don't think I wanna change regardless
of what I've been on
moving in silence i'm moving alone
labels keep texting me shit that i don't understand but i'm getting my check and I'm gone
bringing him into my whip i'mma hit it and dip i could never show him some respect
i done lost so many friends, but they all crawling back now they know that I'm next up

and I'm stressed and they want my life and I don't know why

Yeah my life is filled with 
dog tags
prada bags
fake bitches
jetlag

rolling up
counting up
popping beans and getting st- stuck

cherry fanta
pop a bus
redbull
(throw it up)

face down
asphalt
Don't know when I've had enough

bad bitch shit p. billsburyjoeboi x ria

Justlikeu4theimage

instagram: @cybertrash
twitter: @cybertrashsucks

it's my birthdday!!!

sink into the couch (cuddlewme)

prod
@1hallow
@suyuki
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
im starting realize that its my fault
cause i dont know where i woke up 
or what we did last night
she tell her mama that im awful
heard he was talking, left his body
where it wont see the light
its 2am, i feel my nose sting 
fuck, i heard my phone ring
i promise ima call you back
too intoxicated, keep it lowkey
please dont say you know me
cause no one ever had my back

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

i know
that even when you're with him 
you feel alone
and i wish i could help you, but it's
too late now, the sun's gone down
and its cold, its so cold
and when the withdrawls kick, and you feel so sick
well just know
you're still home

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

awful (hallow + suyuki)

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

AWOWAOEIAIEA AWOOOGA AWOOGA WOEOAIE cybertraash

SOS w/ reef (31sentinel + simon m)

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

BadGirlsClub (mochila & skress)

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