you know everything about me, the trauma stuck inside <3

Core memory: all ready for the big east basketball tournament circa 2019-2020. I was a manager on seton hall men’s basketball team and I found this song on the quick bus ride up/a few days before. Anyway, I woke up in New York and watched the sunrise as i got my lift in at the hotel before the big day/game day… all to get canceled by COVID the whole season. I was in shock, and can’t believe our best season ever got cut short. This song kept me sane tho. That’s life! #SetonHallClassof2022

she’s my t swift,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnGZ5miy6pc

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i got that repost
like bitch im splurging
dream bout murder
don't wanna hurt him

we tie that ass up
we shoot the target
dont wanna talk now
what's with the blocking

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i let it go
if we had bad blood
i'ma let you know

you a hoe
keep all that shit
i'ma let it blow

are you talking to me
disturb my peace
i hate your guts
everyday i feel weak

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i got that repost
like bitch im splurging
dream bout murder
don't wanna hurt him

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i got that repost
like bitch im splurging
dream bout murder
don't wanna hurt him

we tie that ass up
we shoot the target
dont wanna talk now
what's with the blocking

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

stream

ruin (video in desc.)

mania

prod me

lyrics:

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

(relish)

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

barrel of the gun
enough to make him run
fuck it do him dirty
i won't let you hurt me

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

and i tried
fuck im tired
no time, you in my mind

your breath
hold your breath
it's DEATH
i smell DEATH

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
shoot that fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

presave

death

state 2 state

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

i gotta work (Landonn)

@iankon
thank u 4 all ur support as of recent. enjoy. <33

Sunrise In New York (Prod. Iankon)

Human Nature

Human Nature (Prod. Mochila)

###DigitalAngel

##DigitalAngel (Prod. Mochila + Skress)

First drop in Neila!! Hope y'all enjoy :,)

Produced by @bluejetta
https://bleujetta.bandcamp.com/

Disappointment

@davidshawty
@high-tide-558948456
@asianorchinese

Apart Of Me (feat. David Shawty & TyFontaine) (Prod. Glasear & Sam Thraxx)

Produced by redMOSK 

thank u for listening ily
my main is back on wednesday

Smoke Across A Strawberry Sky (Prod. redMOSK)

Reassure (Prod. Heavn)

Delivered(Prod. by Dayrick)

#hi #wassup (prod. Skress)

thank u for 1 million total plays!!! i love u all so much, #ACAB

lyrics:
loose cigarette upon my lips i
feel my best
im in my head i count my thoughts too much
watch my step
it would be easy if i cruise thru life
with no regret
i burn down everything that makes it right
and nothings left
got late night calls from all my exes
and ive been looking for an exit
turn your words into a weapon
i remember when you said it
it go

i fucking hate u!
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

and i stuck to you 
like parasite
i always end up lying to you baby
ill be fine
and you so cryptic with your words baby
gimme signs
you show me everything you feel
read between the lines

im the person that you made me
i wonder how ur feeling lately
and i just cant help from wondering
why?
cuz u treat me like im garbage
tell me that i start it
i remember what exactly you im-
plied
and it goes like

i fucking hate u
and everything you seem to like
a fiery hatred i bring out
and i dont know why
you so two faced
baby this a piece of mind
this how you are
baby you the one that i despize

you realize that i makes mistakes
i know ur cold inside
i know ur filled with hate
sometimes people never change
and im happy to say

i fucking hate u and everything u seem to like
that you seem to like x2

ifhy (pacific)

pour bleach on my body
bcause
I
want2 feel clean^_^

Sunrise In New York (Prod. Iankon)

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