Uppbeat - Exhale (feat. BVDLVD)

Castle in the Sky

Sapphire Tears

Soft Spoken (prod. by tennis player)

love...produced by autrioly

(lyrics)
her presence inside of my chest and its ending
i live in the past and im still here pretending that im feeling fine when im not
poison inside of my skull has my head go to rot
acting okay when im numb aint a shock to me 
im a good liar, i guess its a part of my essence
its something i dont understand
why cant i sleep without holding your hand?

numb as a mannequinn
i feel panic only when you aint standing beside me handing over all of your love as youre holding me close
is it the touch that im missing the most?
scrolling through pics on my phone only seems to remind me that i am now all on my own
im hardly existing with knowing youre missing
if i could rewind wonder how would it go?

do you want me as bad as i wanted you, baby?
its haunting to have any thoughts of us lately 
and dawning on me is the thought that a need for you daily is all that i need to be sane in this life
i might wanna be dead if i time it right
i could fly to a greater height, i know
maybe there i could get you back right after that
cuz bettering myself's the goal
i wont break

i want you out of my head
(x3)
so come to be mine and with me again

(x2)

cannot stop all the thoughts even while im unconscious
weep in my dreams and im waking up nauseous
is there a way i could stop this?
taking no caution
i could be sippin' on toxin

type out a paragraph, struggle to send
wish i was sure of myself but i only pretend
i look at the moon up above
what is this feeling im healing from?
think it is...

love.

<3 \\<

LOVE

"LOVE"˚ˑ༄ؘ p. autrioly

i'll be just fine [prod. noria]

(reuploaded)
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
Lyrics:
problem kid
everbody wanna fight me
bang my lid
well go ahead and try me
i talk shit
aint nobody gonna stop it
go apeshit 
imma die up in the moshpit
problem kid
aint nobody ever love me
bad ass bitch
everybody wanna fuck me ;)
problem kid
i make everybody notice
problem kid
goddammit you should know this

pour a double mule i let the liquor kick back
like "why you stumbling around?" i broke my foot up his ass
i see you sittin on yo couch just livin life like you're fine
until i burst in unannounced and fuckin take it its mine

smoke a fucking blunt on top the daisys you push
smell the rubber dodge the cops i got an ounce of the kush
lil shawty didn't lie she can suck like cold
but i been burned too many times i gotta ride on my own

fuck yo life ill piss my life away
i need you like i need yesterday
lashing out is just the way i stay
between death and being not okay
cuz i got pro...
and i can't solve them
wonder where i got them
make me believe that im the pro...

problem kid
everbody wanna fight me
bang my lid
well go ahead and try me
i talk shit
aint nobody gonna stop it
go apeshit 
imma die up in the moshpit
problem kid
aint nobody ever love me
bad ass bitch
everybody wanna fuck me ;)
problem kid
i make everybody notice
problem kid
goddammit you should know this

Spotify

PROBLEM KID!

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

https://www.linktr.ee/chrisrain
Produced, mixed & mastered by Chris Rain
Artwork by Chris Rain

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-hate-me-lyrics

SPOTIFY

HATE ME

Stream Shadow:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/erickwho/shadow

Lyrics:
Heard they're playing your heart
Like a drum girl 
Babe you should know
That's a no no
Hook with yo ex
Then knock at my front door
Knock at my front door
Fuck do you want hoe
For so long
I've lived in your shadow
From the distance
I watch as they play you
I watch them play with your heart
Like you played with mine
Now my heart's pitch black like

Girl you don't know
Just what you turned me
So best cautious
Coming round me
Don't think you'll recognize
Your old friend
I'm probably lurking
Under your bed

Ouu girl watch your back
Ouu girl watch your back
I'm not the same man
I'm not the same man
That you knew in the past
That you knew in the past
I'm going insane
You've driven me mad
Ouu girl watch your back
Ouu girl watch your back
I'm not the same man
I'm not the same man
That you knew in the past
That you knew in the past
I'm going insane
You've driven me mad

Watch your back
On your way home tonight girl
I'm not the same man you knew
Now I'm a psycho
For so long
I've been wanting your love girl
Now it's too late
You done fucked the world
Uh better run
When you see my face
Cause right now
I just wanna hear you in pain
Yuh girl I'm not the type to play
So keep an eye over your shoulders
Crossing these streets

Girl you don't know
What monster's in me
You play my heart
I'll play you times three
Don't think you'll recognize
Your old friend
I'm probably hiding
In your closet

Ouu girl watch your back
Ouu girl watch your back
I'm not the same man
I'm not the same man
That you knew in the past
That you knew in the past
I'm going insane
You've driven me mad
Ouu girl watch your back
Ouu girl watch your back
I'm not the same man
I'm not the same man
That you knew in the past
That you knew in the past
I'm going insane
You've driven me mad

Shadow

BANE OF EXISTENCE (prod. Young Fam)

What the fuck
I'm so nervous for
Shaking like I'm withdrawal percocet
Wonder if I just spoke up would it all turn out that I was getting in my head
Been months
Well and a bunch of years attached
I was in fourth grade just to be exact
In fact by the time we graduated
I figured that I wouldn't ever say shit
Fuck no
What a cruel world its been to me
With no friends to keep
And loose ends that keep on slipping
But back then I didn't worry bout shit other than this
As a young kid
I just went to school
And had and innocent crush I guess I just refused
To go up to her and say how I felt
Because in my mind shes too perfect
Hell I doubt she even notice me
When we spoke I just fumbled
Sounded so dumb so I tried to let it go
By the end of high-school I pretend I didn't know you
Felt embarrassing
Couldn't get a grip
I ran into you in the public
So many times
And whenever I would try to talk
My brain shut down and and my eyes were caught on you

If you hate me
Can you let me know
I can't tell at all I guess I gotta crush
Think it may seem
I'ma mess I know
Should I just move on girl am I outta luck
You look at me
I'm folding
It breaks me down I think I've had enough
If you hate me
Can you let me know
If I fell in love or if I gotta crush

What the fuck
I've had many dates
Never shy when I'm met with a pretty face
But every time that you pass me by I wanna run thru the dry wall cuz I can't get it straight
She a gorgeous girl
I don't know her well
Yeah I'm sure that she got her heart broke before
And I hate that
I wish I could fix it
Going down that roads like driving stick shift
Whoa
High-school sucked
By then it was safe to say that I'd never get a chance
On top of that I was a loser making music while she going out making friends
Grew my hair out long got dreads and became a mess people always give me stares
I had a bad break up with a ex got my shit together and I started taking care
4 years had past it all crossed my mind again
I decided it was time to try again
I hit the dms like hello how you been
I had a couple things I wanna talk about
Then to my surprise I got no reply
And said fuck it its fine put it all behind me
Moving on in life
Didn't think about it
Then she joined the gym that I had been working out at
If god is real then has aligning this
Divine timing
Better call a shaman in
Some how I better get the guts to walk up and say what I wanted
For the longest time
So I breathe take second to collect myself
Light headed and I'm shaking
Just like back in the day when we met but now
I looked at her and I'm saying

Shadow

ErickWho

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