i feel warm and alone
a cup of tea for this devotion
let me drown
deep in the heart of these rainy days
coz breathing is a burden
on this up grey clouds
smile me yours
and all feels like before
i'll be blown back home
to the pace where i belong
i'll be blown back home
to the haze where i belong
swimming on the bluest sky


October

an afternoon sun
was on your eyes once again
and i can't breathe, can't even look away
the air's too humid with tears

so i listen to this mild temperature
she whispered 'hold on tight as we're moving back to last christmast eve'

this train sing me story of how your eyes smile goodbye

November

I nailed on this fluorescent rainbow
& sit next to our dreams
still trying to wave him goodbye
there are spaces on the sky tonight
but let these crying clouds fill it up
then everything will be just like it should
please don't tell me
coz I'm on vacation
clouds & tears oh clouds & tears
cover my senses to keep them steel


September

Jealousy was always here for June
Where summer and the flowers are someone else’s
Like yours, like his like this

So I wake up, sunglasses at night
To start a day, to lie
To hide out from sight

But these are useless
You’ve been addicted to happiness
Useless, you’re happy

So let it rain
I don’t really care


June

Mei (mono)

February (mono)

so it's clear
the forecast tells me so
you're home now
safe and sound

don't bother yourself
looking back on your run
it's just cornflakes
not a soul mate

just a prayer now
for those laughs before your eyes
and the softest hand that held me once
take it. it's yours
i got one from another time

just a prayer now
if you have a chance
stay inside and dress warm
hold your heart close
coz it's rainy lately

April (mono)

that smell of the winds

a familiar scent of childhood

dancing grass on a descent sunrise

1994

he never know, he never cares to know

as long as his favourite costume

stays with him

he keeps riding on his bike

go on son, go as fast as you can

maybe someday you'll fly

and cut the strings that hurts you

he never knows, he never cares to know

that someday is now

when he flew a kite on a darkest night

A Kite On The Darkest Night

the self-forgiveness i brought along
has lead me ended here
watching sunrise shines at the rear side mirror
as the local catholic schools faded
so i pulled over

so let me touch this silence
for pretending my empty heart
twilight sky and a swinging grass
for the rest of the time that i should live
so i pulled over

begging for a karma
to ruin me instantly

False Forecast

it stains on my skin

spreading disease and the cure

was a rapture, was a mud on your pride

so tell me more, as the history rewinds

right handed self-righteous

a preparation for your final blow

Erik Indarto

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