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https://erikaautumn.com/music/singles/stay-with-me/

Artwork, Lyrics, & Music © Erika Autumn

Lyrics:

Stay with me tonight 
I'm getting colder now
I can not be cold tonight please get closer now 
Want to see me dead you get your closure now

We had plans to get married but that's over now 
Everything we ever did always went south
My heart feels like it could jump out my mouth
I'm quiet as a mouse while my demons screamin out loud

I dare ya to try to carry this weight
That lives in my heart since ya pushed me away
I know you intentionally caused my pain
it’s drivin me crazy you turned me insane

lead on the pedal when I drive away

You promised to feed me when I was a stray
I’d die of starvation if you got your way
You're done leading me on you led me away
You built up my trust just to leave me astray
 
crushed me like a cigarette in an ashtray
then disappeared before the smoke cloud could clear
hey 

Stay with me tonight 
I'm getting colder now
I can not be cold tonight please get closer now 
Want to see me dead you get your closure now

Everything we ever did always went south
wake up without you learn to live without
My heart jumped out of my mouth
I'm quiet as a mouse while my demons screamin out loud

guess I was addicted cause I got the shakes
depending on you wasn’t my only mistake
our fate depends on the decisions we make
with the path we were on couldn’t hope to be saved

maybe it was the things that we didn’t say
communications cut off messages not relayed
the emotions within actually cut like blades
went down with the ship and lost all that we made

not made for the ocean we drowned in the waves

you crushed me like a cigarette in an ashtray
then disappeared before the smoke cloud could clear
hey 
 
Stay with me tonight 
I'm gettin colder now
Silently screamin
when my voice has given out
Want to see me dead you get your closure now
 
I'm quiet as a mouse 
while my demons screamin out loud
loud…

Stay With Me

https://youtu.be/nBQqXgPUHJ0

All clips from Regular Show Copyright © Cartoon Network
Music by Erika Autumn

It's been 2 years since the Unknown Spaghetti Album. Had to drop a Various Spaghetti Artists track. :)

Various Spaghetti Artists - bouncin that Benson water

Various Spaghetti Artists - bouncin that Benson water [Official Instrumental]
Produced by Erika Autumn

bouncin that Benson water [Official Instrumental]

Beat produced by malloy x jean parker x siem spark: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llp8Rk8CSiE
Lyrics, vocals, mixing & artwork: Erika Autumn

Lyrics:

Please don't ask about the sprite in my cup
(in my cup)
I can't help the purple tint is not enough (in my cup)
Add a little more (in my cup) can't help myself
it's too rough

Pour a little more (in my cup) in to cover the pain up
(please don't ask) Don't care if I stop breathing
(please don't ask) Don't care if I wake up
Not enough anymore (in my cup)
Just to get baked huh
Can't suppress my nerves
Anymore with the reefer

Do I hear the whispers
Of the fantasies in your mind
From all the way over here tonight

I wish time could go in reverse
I’m not Tony Hawk hit the ground
no reverts crash

what was that
no I didn’t stop breathin
stop trippin
I don’t care
what you think you’re seein

Please don't ask about the sprite in my cup
(in my cup)
I can't help the purple tint is not enough (in my cup)
Add a little more (in my cup) can't help myself
it's too rough

Pour a little more (in my cup) in to cover the pain up
(please don't ask) Don't care if I stop breathing
(please don't ask) Don't care if I wake up
Not enough anymore (in my cup)
Just to get baked huh
Can't suppress my nerves
Anymore with the reefer

when you don’t come home
add another brick to my castle
made of styrofoam
if I call again
and you don’t pick up the phone
listen to your voicemail
so I don’t feel alone

to hear your voice is makin me sick
but might be my last hope
and this hold you got on me
got me strung up like a lasso
when I fall to the ground
my heart shatters like glass though

remember all the times
that I know I was the asshole
flashbacks of the times
that I put you through those hassles
I thought you were my last hope
you strung me like a lasso
don’t let go
when glass hearts shatter they explode

Please don't ask about the sprite in my cup
(in my cup)
I can't help the purple tint is not enough (in my cup)
Add a little more (in my cup) can't help myself
it's too rough

Pour a little more (in my cup) in to cover the pain up
(please don't ask) Don't care if I stop breathing
(please don't ask) Don't care if I wake up
Not enough anymore (in my cup)
Just to get baked huh
Can't suppress my nerves
Anymore with the reefer

Please don't ask about the sprite in my cup
(in my cup)
I can't help the purple tint is not enough (in my cup)
Add a little more (in my cup) can't help myself

Not Enough (In My Cup)

Tywin Lannister by The Fifth Reality & Erika Autumn

Producer: Galactic Neon
Additional Producer: Erika Autumn
Composers/Performers: Galactic Neon, Erika Autumn
Mixing/Mastering: Erika Autumn

Additional Credits:
Galactic Neon: arrangement, drums, lyrics, programming, synth, vocals
Erika Autumn: additional bass, lyrics, vocals, mixing

© 2023 The Fifth Reality & Erika Autumn. All Rights Reserved.

Lyrics:

So much money
Call me Tywin Lannister

Play the Reigns of Castamere
Off the bannisters

Take all of your
Land, soldiers, 
and your bitches

Jabba the Hutt
Big Bubba
I got riches

So much power 
Call me Tywin Lannister

Hang all of my enemies
From the bannister

Look good
In suits like the Kingpin

Big earnin'
Bitch while I'm deadringin'

oh yes let me hear you scream
like it’s a blood bath
I’ll let you visualize
the destruction I caused here 
then kill you last
when I let you die
it’ll be a blessing in disguise
I can bring you to your knees
to avoid seeing these tragedies
when you see these eyes 
it’s too late I never quit
should’ve thought sooner
but of course no you never did
so if you want a tragic end 
then you can have it bitch
I’ll take you out blind from the
the toilet while you’re takin a shit

So much money
Call me Tywin Lannister

Play the Reigns of Castamere
Off the bannisters

Take all of your
Land, soldiers, 
and your bitches

Jabba the Hutt
Big Bubba
I got riches

So much power 
Call me Tywin Lannister

Hang all of my enemies
From the bannister

Look good
In suits like the Kingpin

Big earnin'
Bitch while I'm deadringin'

Tywin Lannister (feat. Erika Autumn)

Tywin Lannister (The Fifth Reality & Erika Autumn)

Written, performed, & recorded by Erika Autumn
Copyright © 2023 Erika Autumn

https://youtu.be/v-WLT4uGa04

Lyrics:

I’ve been living
In an old abandoned house
Now they’re telling me
It’s time to get out

It’s not that other people
Found me here
The spirits and I have been
On good terms for years

Now they’re living in my nightmares
Only bringing me to tears
Don’t know what I did to deserve this
Don’t know if I did something wrong
Maybe they finally realized
I do not belong

Maybe they finally realized
I do not…

Cause now they’re living in my nightmares
Only bringing me to tears
Don’t know what I did to deserve this
Don’t know if I did something wrong
Maybe they finally realized
I do not belong

Now I’ve been forced out of
My old abandoned house
The nightmares serve as reminders
To keep me out

Nightmares (acoustic) [June 9, 2023]

Written, produced, performed, & recorded by Erika Autumn
Copyright © 2023 Erika Autumn

https://youtu.be/SrT4RUXeKW0

Lyrics:

Stay with me tonight
I'm getting colder now
I can not be cold tonight please get closer now
Want to see me dead you get your closure now

We had plans to get married but that's over now
Everything we ever did always went south
My heart feels like it could jump out my mouth
I'm quiet as a mouse while my demons screamin out loud

I dare ya to try to carry this weight
That lives in my heart since ya pushed me away
I know you intentionally caused my pain
it’s drivin me crazy you turned me insane

lead on the pedal when I drive away

You promised to feed me when I was a stray
I’d die of starvation if you got your way
You're done leading me on you led me away
You built up my trust just to leave me astray

crushed me like a cigarette in an ashtray
then disappeared before the smoke cloud could clear
hey

Stay with me tonight
I'm getting colder now
I can not be cold tonight please get closer now
Want to see me dead you get your closure now

Everything we ever did always went south
wake up without you learn to live without
My heart jumped out of my mouth
I'm quiet as a mouse while my demons screamin out loud

guess I was addicted cause I got the shakes
depending on you wasn’t my only mistake
our fate depends on the decisions we make
with the path we were on couldn’t hope to be saved

maybe it was the things that we didn’t say
communications cut off messages not relayed
the emotions within actually cut like blades
went down with the ship and lost all that we made

not made for the ocean we drowned in the waves

you crushed me like a cigarette in an ashtray
then disappeared before the smoke cloud could clear
hey

Stay with me tonight
I'm gettin colder now
Silently screamin
when my voice has given out
Want to see me dead you get your closure now

I'm quiet as a mouse
while my demons screamin out loud
loud…

Stay With Me (Live in Studio)

Stay With Me (Live in Studio) [June 25, 2023]

Artwork, Lyrics, & Music © Erika Autumn

Lyrics:

why am I not scared of the drugs no more
why am I not scared of the thought
of the sight of me lyin on the floor
with a pill bottle in my hand
havin flashbacks of you walkin out the door

you’re not in my life no more
you started to get bored
so you had to turn it into a war
strung my heart like a marionette
I’ll never forget
still sore from hittin
the floor when the strings tore

I’m done doin your dance
done bein your puppet
you had your last chance

took another risk
gave death a glance
don’t feel guilty
that’s just the death of romance

wish I could go back in time
wish I could
undo the damage you did to my mind

wish I could say I fine
but if I said I was fine
then I know I’d be lyin

and that’s the same crime
I’ve accused you of
committing time after time

yeah I’d be lyin
if I said I wasn’t a hypocrite
from time to time

why am I not scared of the drugs no more
why am I not scared of the thought
of the sight of me lyin on the floor
with a pill bottle in my hand
havin flashbacks of you walkin out the door

you’re not in my life no more
you started to get bored
so you had to turn it into a war
strung my heart like a marionette
I’ll never forget
still sore from hittin
the floor when the strings tore

there's no way to fall back up from hell
I know it way too well
I’ve been close to the devil
I know her she’s myself
if I reach out for help
would you let go of my hand
I hear your laugh when I land

this is what I deserve for giving
second chances
if the strings have been cut
then why can’t I forget the dances
one last memory
to commemorate the dead romances

yeah I knew you were lyin
when you said you could distinguish
the lies by the look in my eyes

why am I not scared of the drugs no more
why am I not scared of the thought
of the sight of me lyin on the floor
with a pill bottle in my hand
havin flashbacks of you walkin out the door

you’re not in my life no more
you started to get bored
so you had to turn it into a war
strung my heart like a marionette
I’ll never forget
still sore from hittin
the floor when the strings tore

and I’d be lyin
if I said I wasn’t still craving it
from time to time

No More

Artwork, Lyrics, Vocals, & Mixing by Erika Autumn
Beat by ProBangers (Ryan Jobe)

Lyrics:

in for the long ride
in for the long night
you can see it behind my eyes
these drugs got me cold as ice
can I warm up in your ride
never met you before but I trust you
and I think I'll be alright
it's been true every time
except that one time...

nocturnal adventures again
makes me remember why the moon is my friend
the little light that helps me fend off the threat
had a bad habit of pullin on the thread
reality debt comes back to collect
flood of collectors hangin over your head
and when they show up
they're hooded like death

come with me
we'll smoke weed
we'll drop shrooms
and you'll see
colors beyond belief
in your wildest dreams
please don't take ecstasy
the only E I should see you on is me
when you finish your drugs take me

fly higher
everyone's a liar
except in matters of desire
you don't even gotta say it
betrayed by
your eyes
I see 'em on fire
from the natural
glow of the night
not the lighter 🔥
been missin' those link ups
so I'm crawlin' on that web like a spider
I used to shier
still protective and defensive
but if we form a connection
I might let down my defenses
know the risk I'm spendin
is a little expensive
but that's the only currency
I have access to
I try to extend it...

come with me
we'll smoke weed
we'll drop shrooms
and you'll see
colors beyond belief
in your wildest dreams
please don't take ecstasy
the only E I should see you on is me
when you finish your drugs take me

the sunrise blinds me, reminds me again
why the moon is my preferential friend

reduced to stardust
infinity we have no end
those shadows are us
guess the world went nuclear again
good thing I'm trippin
into the new wasteland
couldn't handle reality so raw
at least when I'm on these
I don't feel so lost
Unfortunately I'm about to
encounter the final boss
and I don't think that I'm prepared for this at all...

come with me
we'll smoke weed
we'll drop shrooms
and you'll see
colors beyond belief
in your wildest dreams
please don't take ecstasy
the only E I should see you on is me
when you finish your drugs take me


Take Me

Artwork, Lyrics, Vocals, & Mixing by Erika Autumn
Beat prod. by malloy

https://erikaautumn.com/music/singles/ended/

Ridin on the sunset again
Feelin like reality's suspended
I don't want this to be ended
Til I get hit by a fender
As I walk out on the street in my dreams
Wake up in a cold sweat again
PTSD now I gotta get high
Gotta smoke too much weed
Can't afford to go to the dispensary
Just went there and had a disaster again
Now my bag is full of air
And I'm lost again
Without all my friends
They're just one text away
but I don't know what to say...

Ended

Recorded at VanillaMint Studio™ March 10 2020

artwork redone December 9, 2020 (this is THE bird that inspired the song and the picture is from the day the song was uploaded. it needed to be in the artwork, not some random pigeon lol.)

[explicit]

Lyrics

what is that flying by
it’s a surveillance drone
open your eyes
Birds aren’t real

Look out the window
and it is clear as day
Birds aren’t real

they literally just exist
to watch you dude
Birds aren’t real

it’s a conspiracy by
the government dude
BIRDS. aren’t. real.

see the sun shining outside
and one thing’s clear
Birds aren’t real

They can’t even die
their circuits just fry
Birds aren’t real.

That grease on their back
is motor oil because they’re robots
Birds aren’t real

Their eyes are literally cameras
dude
BIRDS AREN’T REAL

what the fuck even
are those noises they make
Birds aren’t real

Have you ever been able
to catch one?
Didn’t think so
Birds aren’t real

see the sun shining outside
and one thing’s clear
Birds aren’t real

They can’t even die
their circuits just fry
Birds aren’t real.

Birds Aren't Real

1. super advanced pickle digging technique
2. one percentile of my shaggy sauce
3. ET smoke his own biome
4. what garfield ass planet am I on fam
5. infinite beef destitution
6. automatic dysphoria
7. that toad tuckin bingus is always lookin at me

2020 is weird fam...

Song titles, album art photography, & vocals on "what garfield ass planet am I on fam" by Ryan Brown.
Additional lyrics & composition, recording, production/mixing/engineering, editing by Erika Autumn.

Concept album all improvised/recorded/mixed/uploaded in 1 day. (December 7, 2020) 

This is the continuous version all as one track. (the individual tracks were uploaded same day, but were obnoxiously taking up space on my Soundcloud page.)

SUPER ADVANCED PICKLE DIGGING TECHNIQUE LYRICS:

I have a super advanced
pickle digging technique
I’d like to show you
but you’re not currently
with me
when I’m asleep 
is when I have the 
most time to think  
about my super advanced pickle
digging techniques

ET SMOKE HIS OWN BIOME LYRICS:

ET 
smoke his 
own 
biome
now he
doesn’t wanna
go home
smokin on that
purple homegrown
can’t remember
his number
to phone home
but he doesn’t 
think that’s a problem
cause ET smokin on his own biome

AUTOMATIC DYSPHORIA LYRICS:

automatic dysphoria
coming through your screen 
automatic dysphoria
fuck this computer 

automatic dysphoria
this is some bullshit
automatic dysphoria
I want to die

I still want to die
every day

automatic dysphoria
makes me wanna scream
automatic dysphoria
complete

Unknown Spaghetti Album

Various Spaghetti Artists - Unknown Spaghetti Album

Independent Musician, Producer, Singer-Songwriter
(Indie-Alternative, Hip-Hop/Rap, & Experimental Side Projects)
"No More" & "Stay With Me" Available On All Platforms!

Erika Autumn

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