CURSE (FT. LXXIV)

Song belongs to @g_a_o and @breakingthematrix

Peacekeeper-Gao The Arsonist X Dr Skywalker

IT GETS UGLY [PROD. BY BASINTHEHAT]

Concept EP by Mikey Rotten
Produced By Mikey Rotten 
Narrated By Abrvmelin

Demon Mode

'Been Alone' the third project in the 'Explanation' tapes by DeadWrong.

if you get lost

Flex Talk (Ft. MKULTRA)

Produced by @stanfordkon
Tracked/Mixed/Mastered by @thornwallstudios

Lyrics:

who i once was has now turned to dust
and the rust coats my shell as i bloom from my husk
lust fills my rage as i sit in dismay
the thought of it endings not one i can take
suffer in solitude, i can conclude
the life i am chasing's not one i'll resume
proofs in the mirror cause how much can i change
got this brand new image but the same stale brain
arrange all the pieces but nothing is solved
living the storm while projecting the calm
nothing is wrong or so i would hope
wait in the darkness until it is revoked
I'm afraid of feeling close cause im so far gone
thought it'd get better but boy i was wrong
longing from something that i just cant place
all that i've learned is that only death awaits

cant get my mind straight from the same old dream
cold sweats wake me up with the feelings of relief
grinding my teeth cause the thought of it stays
but the days get heavy and the nights give way
to an impulse, an urge
surge of my doubts
tried to escape, it wont let me out
brains in a loop as i brace for the worst
cause i'm always be second best even if theres no first

life is a curse i've begun to retake
the same old story with the same old mistakes
the ones i can change if i can just find my way
my roots grow deep but its still hard to stay
away from it all but i still feel the pain
the life i was making went down in my flames
no blame game but every story is skewed
no side to take but everyone had to choose
still at a loss, no way to regain
the things ive accomplished cause nothings the same
feeling insane with responses i get
like im trying to get better, you aint seen difference yet
i could beg and then plea for you to believe
at the end of the day well i'll always be me
 fact of the matter, the only one i can see
at peace with myself cause i've held it so deep
at a crossroads in life so i gotta take the leap
fall flat on my face or I can land on my feet
the risk that i take is one that i've gotta make
if you bend before you break how much farther can i sway
gotta fix this myself so dont get involved
resolving my problems by the end of it all

not achieving perfection, i still got my flaws
but my self relection's left me with resolve
smile arrises, back on this track
unhappy for years and i won't let it back
better than i've been, no doubt in my mind
like it's been here years but i never took the time
to look deep inside and find out what i want
thrill of the hunt is to me not enough
no rewards at the end its the process that matters
commitment to greatness takes 10,000 hours
PAIN

Pain (prod. STΛNFORD)

@swerzie

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no checkin up I ain't carin now
leave a note he isn't there right now
I cannot wonder your wherabouts
outta the picture no paramount
I did my best but no workin out
mention your name its a burden now
used to believe in love now I ain't certain
I'm keepin that wall up I'm hurtin

told that bitch, you should go
I don't want you anymore
I might drown in this blow
fuck I'm mad I can't slow
know you left cause I'm cold
pray for death, I feel close
all the stress, I can't fold
feel the stress, I can't fold, na

come get your shit I just want it out
I think about you I feel nauseous now
I been so lonesome you're not around
Ima take percs till I'm fallin out
I cannot answer no callin now
don't get too close I'm so rotten ow
Ima just go put the drugs in my nose
friends and my family they worried it shows

lost all my guidance you gotta be cautious 
thought that we had it but threw out the progress
truly I hope that you get what you wanted
I wasn't it girl we gotta be honest
quit with the fronting and quit with the kidding
I'm buddy benzo and I'm bout my bidness
she wanna save me I'm sorry you didn't
I see my chance I go hard Ima kill it

no checkin up I ain't carin now
leave a note he isn't there right now
I cannot wonder your wherabouts
outta the picture no paramount
I did my best but no workin out
mention your name its a burden now
used to believe in love now I ain't certain
I'm keepin that wall up I'm hurtin

YOU SHOULD GO [PROD. TOOTH]

A-LOW Rx X Zigwap - Adrenochrome [Prod. bustanut]

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IT GETS UGLY [PROD. BY BASINTHEHAT]

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