5/8

mastered by @prodmusa

You said
That everything is fine
But I'm not confident that anything is all right
And you said
That you think that I'm cool
But how do I know that's even true
I'm embarrassed of all the thoughts I have
It’s the rarest when I don't fucking care
I feel stupid all the fucking time
What am I doing here?

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah
No

You said
You care about our connection
And you don't want me to take anything the wrong way
And you said
You said that it'd be best
If we stopped acting
Because its distracting
And that's fine
The race can't always be mine
And maybe it's just my sweet tooth
(Yeah, ohh)
But I sense sugar in the recipe

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(I'm just jealous)
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Jealous, jealous, ohh)

And when the ceiling tiles fall down
What will replace?
I'm not the one enamored by
The hand that's stricken my face
And when I feel sick in bed
Will the fetal position save me?
All that I can do is hope for the best, I guess
And I don't wanna puke when I'm on stage
And you better not trap me in this cage
Distract me from the fear of open sky
Manhattan makes me feel
(Manhattan makes me feel)
(Like I'm)
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
When all is said and done
I hope we can still be friends
You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck

JEALOUS

d1s‮

Rock N Roll Bitch

Montana

I Hate My Job (Demo)

premonition if it was good

CONTENT WARNING: The following track may be triggering for victims of grooming.
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originally Created for Camp Boneyard, mainly on April 9, 2024

Johnny johnny johnny (Micah Callari remix)

Single 4 of 4
featuring vocals & writing by @jauntsen
written, produced, performed & mixed by Micah Callari
mastered by @ryptage

LYRICS:
(Aw, shit)
(Snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare)
(Snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare)
(Action)

I just deleted the past
Sixty thousand views down the drain
I saw myself in the mirror and it wasn’t me (It wasn’t me, wasn’t me)
Class clown, I was an actress with a mask
The stress of wearing it was too much to maintain (Maintain)
I saw a girl in the mirror and it might’ve been me (Oh god, oh god, oh god)

Times are changing, strength is waning
I cannot allow this to go on
Who’s remaining, who’s still waiting
It’s cheesy to say, but I’ve moved on
I let my character rest in peace
I am the queen of my destiny
Something in me that is festering
Cuz who even said that the show must go on

(Me)

When I was younger, I thought I’d be famous
I didn’t how that shit worked
We were just kids, like who could blame us
Gut punch, that shit hurt
New me, new friends, new hair, new face
Call me by a name I had tried to erase
I’ll put the past me in its place
Cuz it’s a fucking disgrace

Peel my mind out so I can just destroy it 
Annoy the fuck out of me, I know you enjoy it
Is this supposed to have a meaning (Don’t go back)
I ride the high off of deleting (Don’t go back)
I would rather blow it all up than deconstruct it
I would rather blow them all off and keep on running away
I’m quite familiar with this feeling (Feeling)
Of my whole psyche peeling (Off the past)

(Showstopper, nobody can stop her)
(Nobody can top her, nobody can topple her down)
(Showstopper, damn she’s off her rocker)
(Damn you better watch her make herself the talk of the town)
I get so goddamn emotional (Showstopper, nobody can stop her)
I try my best and still fuck up (Nobody can top her, nobody can topple her down)
If God says “be the jester” (Showstopper, damn she’s off her rocker)
I won’t dig my old self up (Damn you better watch her make herself the talk of the town) 

Times are changing, strength is waning
I cannot allow this to go on
Who’s remaining, who’s still waiting
It’s cheesy to say, but I’ve moved on
I let my character rest in peace
I am the queen of my destiny
Something in me that is festering
Cuz who even said that the show must go on

Times are changing, strength is waning
I cannot allow this to go on
Who’s remaining, who’s still waiting
It’s cheesy to say, but I’ve moved on
I let my character rest in peace
I am the queen of my destiny
Something in me that is festering
Cuz who even said that the show must go on

(Showstopper, nobody can stop her)
(Nobody can top her, nobody can topple her down)
(Showstopper, damn she’s off her rocker)
(Damn you better watch her make herself the talk of the town)

Showstopper

Showstopper (feat. jauntsen)

fully reproduced remix of "Rainbow Factory" by WoodenToaster
as heard on eris mirror @ _xallfest 3

Rainbow Factory Reset (originally by WoodenToaster)

Kick down the doors, let's shake this gr

Here's a version of that remix you all love, just with the Jay Park verse left out. Enjoy :)
You can also listen on YouTube: https://youtu.be/UGdSSQPUmVY

Unlock it

Charli XCX: Unlock it x Better off Alone Remix [No rap/No Jay Park]

and i live by that

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Rainbow Factory Reset (originally by WoodenToaster)

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