Infidelity Is Unorginal

Kind of an interlude track while I work on some of the other songs. Comprised of mostly kaossilator sounds mixed together with some different production ideas. 

Shit Happens When You're Not Looking

La Pomme v3 (Ft. Condor Aka Conan The Musican)

Claustroliphic

I travel on all fours 
through all doors
on all floors
halting all tours 
this crime will not be ignored
and I will not be held in contempt
of my own court

force your beliefs down your own throat
cuz we hope you choke

not because of hate
and not for lack of change
but because this war is the same
it will never end
and I will never speak just to believe
in peace but my silence ends
before i ever admit
defeat 


so you best be screaming just to see me leave
or ill never take the hint 
until your steppin on my feet
and then its too late 
to recreate 
the stage in its entirety
im finally ~
trying to admire
more than just my own 
imagination 
and i imagine
your patience is staggering
so i dont feel bad about tag and baggin this


you havent seen anything yet
and dont let the sounds beget
the issue is fresh and not set
to fester
until i pester the scab 
like scrub my past 
while i lay incomprehensibly still 
on my back

and the fact of the matter
is this pattern
is haggered

like the mirrors 
have been shattered 
for a thousand years
and no one can see 
themselves as they really appear
but the feeling is there
so we kick and we scream 
until we see what we really wanna see


and when you realize their fake
will you see that youre the same? 
and what will you do to change? 





you think theres a reason? 
do you think theres some meaning 
to the human pieces that adorn 
our feast 
but we gorge on the indecency
like its the only warmth we can while were freezing?
the only important force inside us that doesnt feel like cheating

We are cannibals
we are cannibals, baby
all our morals are painted in blood

We are cannibals
we are cannibals, baby
we have come to eat your heart


Nermal - Cannibals With Heart

What I Really Think? I Think You're Asking For It (Ft AttachZach-10K)

The Dirt Room

man ive had enough with this here process
i got enough knowledge to piss off the boss 
but he wont hear it 
or he'll just laugh it off
and each day i wake up feeling absolutely nauseous
i didnt come to work
i came here to vomit
i guess the perks of livin to work
dont settle in my stomach
and i feel like running
cuz the money doesnt come 
but its no problem 
im about to jump 
up on these chumps
and show em posture

man i sure am sick of what it costs us
ive been a wreck for as long as weve been caught up
but she wont steer it
this ship that weve been sailing
and each day i wake up feeling absolutely nauseous
i didnt stop to flirt
i came to be honest
i guess im not the first 
to stab you in the chest with your words
you pussy foot around the verb
until you get what you want 
i guess its up to me show
you how its done

youre on the run
you only use me for shelter

im used for fun
only when you want attention

All my life
Ive felt this apprehension

and only time 
will end this mission

so whatchu gotta say 
about the fact that i attack the patterns
or i matter pack the phantoms 
into limbs that pat me on the back
and i scatter mass appeal

like a field on fire
tired of this mindless pyre
riding on a flat wheel

All my life
Ive felt this apprehension

and only time 
will end my sentence

The Perks

Comfort(I Wish I Wasn't) Ft Zach And His Cats

Somebody Hold Me

Close Enough2

So, Aesop Rock put out an album of instrumentals and said have fun with it....here's a first pass at some of his beats from The Blob.

Lyrics:
I cant breathe
without breaking 
everything
locked in 
and spinning 
on two wheels
committed to
outskillin
my enemies
as long as the apology 
pardons me
cathartic hollowed
but bothered
to follow upside
your head with a broken bottle

so gimmie gold
or dont blow the choke hold
i grow to focal
positions and hit em
a sinister vision-ary
cant be compared
to any
not scared to air it
i am not eric 
just call em feezy 
cuz this is fucking easy

prepare
for treason
a reason to see
me heated
but beware the genie when you run out of wishes
no guest list fixed up
the empty nest is lit up
pinch hitting booth sitter
i disappear and rearrange 
like atmosphere
my eyedea
is rockin
to aesops blob
and
blarin hopsin
in my car
as i roll up on your
party with blues duct taped to my car
pretending to be the cops

i dont give a fuck
about what you want
vices grip on your mouth until you drink the punch

and if you scream
your fated
traitor
catering
the last time youll
get to say grace
at any table
this fable
is faking your fate
again
and i guess you paid to get in
not surprising
how late it is 
the horizon
is fading
and the tide is 
smashing
castles
i guess the pass is
acting casual
call out actors
its all we need to follow faster







so you want feel it for fun? 

the buzz aint becoming 
funded but hunters
are coming 
at the front
like you blew your cover
the mother fuckers
are cut up and im crushin all yah boxes
you get locked in 
the roof is fallin
on yah
its appalling 
you fathered
the lock and key
and lost em
cuz the beat thats in my pocket
is enough to knock it
the breath in your chest
i got the scent 
the grace to win
never second
my guess
unless were facing certain death 


i dont know man
i get heated and get it beaten into me
i mean i may have a sense of dignity 
looks like pouring cement at my feet
but i wont be sent to see
the ocean
all the water i know is colder
while it fills my mouth and nose

Feezy - Aesop's Blob Music 1

More music I did using Aesop Rock's "The Blob" album. 


Lyrics: 

i dont know what to do

every day spent in the same shoes

but if i were to follow you

would you be ok with that sentence

if i fit the follow through
would i get a chance then?
if i cant be happy 
please stop it


this aint ground control
so where got me going?
im not holding this ghost hostage
anymore
i buried your heart in the floorboards
like omg please no more
why cant this be over
i know im not sober
but baby dont hold my head so close to the toilet
if i abort it 
the horror show is
only the first course
and ive been reported
to whore my lonely
ghost
for something more than a crying shoulder
its not worth fighting for
i got older and you got boring





so what do you expect next
hold me up against the wall
press end
cuz i cant
be friends with you lady without
the way you do it so insane
ahh
tap the vein
not afraid of your razors
when your in my way
you aging 
why am i waiting? 
fuck this fake shit
did you expect this crazy?
hate it? or you think its sexY?
you got some craving 
it permeates
airwaves
fate is 
what were facing
and i aint even chasing
amazing
i can taste it on your tongue 
thats why i aim it

i dont know what to do

every day spent in the same shoes

but if i were to follow you

would you be ok with that sentence

if i fit the follow through
would i get a chance then?
if i cant be happy 
please stop it


and i am no axe to fall
but you only cry wolf
but its not his fault 


Feezy - Blob Music2

More "The Blob" music from me. Be sure to check out Aesop's original album!! It's sick! 

this is my shit 
dont pretened to miss it
im quick to predict this 
dip like what the chip on your shoulder is missing
im fitted a holster 
a folsom prison of business
a door gets closed
so i break it off its hinges
the enmity is everything
i dont defend cuz this medicine
is better than gettin in
bed with em
im mean to an end
empathy edited
federally regulated
eventually faded
off the money that theyre making



so close your eyes
and pretend its alright
as they chase and break us into parted lines
i counted the paces were walking without a question why
 

whatever happened to matters
of missin values
like shattering the ladder 
were satisfied with valium
but we step up to bat
fanatics act
out 
the american dream 
is doubt
but i wont begin to let in 
or cloud my heart
i started this art
and wont let it fall apart
or cause you harm
i got off the farm 
with animals under my arm
the farmer draggin behind 
my car
100 mph straight into the wall
its all i got 
cuz its all we are


try not to cry as you finally 
find the right words to say

Feezy - Blob Music 3 - Just Say No

Blob Music! Chyeah. Track 4. I added some horns to the beat.


now dont get distressed
as you wait for this confession
everybody else in heaven had to wade through hell to get there
im just here in limbo screaming
about the 
dream deceived
but i wont refuse the misuse
of my meanings
to teeth on my evil
like an easel-y 
caged in eagle
so touch and go 
play that field of dreams
miss every goal
oh how do we know? 
we control both teams
i bet if you open your eyes
you will see me


theres nothing better than arguing bout the weather
like sensitive to pressure 
but tethered to a kite
fighting like mother nature
had her way and then escaped yah

its a shame your basic
chaser is corny capitol gain
now i train to claim
a part of all this fun 
its just a start
on the run 
and pressing buttons
turning knives in all their hearts
i wont stop or stand alone
im growing so tall
i touch the moon
dont be surprised if you see me live with my next move

Feezy - Blob Music 4

More of Aesop's blob music! This ones featuring Zach Cole on the guitar. Credit to Mr. Kromz Homes for some awesome lyrical inspiration.

Now ive never been left to wonder
when my chance is coming
cuz I couldn’t stomach the thought of it not
but no front could hustle
me puzzled at the way we breathe 
the easy hate and state the facts like
we were born but not green
you feel like screaming cuz your peers are evil
and not seeing the means to an end thats not 
doused in diesel
fearing all but the fetal
positions we hear of
but when the masks are peeled off
like a scab i wonder if the general mass will hear us


now hip hop will never die
but we bastardized the tide thats rising 
kindly smile and deny it a seat to fly
they said fuck those miles
but man am i tryin 
to file down the knives that line the aisles
in my mind before i rhyme

so watch where youre steppin
i dont take confessions
i just clean the mess and set up for the next best  
of my depression
cuz they always guess at where im headed im vented
and heading in directions we were all blessed with

so, whats the missed pitch 
hip hop what is this
maybe its none of my business
but baby ive been changing 
so escape before its too late
and not safe
to be out late 
cuz im on some shit  
when im on this train
im hanging from a string
but chained to all my dreams
of a better scene
that isnt demeaning things 
other than money 
and fame
but i guess well
see when weve got all we need


Feezy - Blob Music 6 - Mind Control

Another Aesop Blob beat...dig it. 




so dont stop
my thoughts when im floating 


last to touch your heart but not holding
course of action 
lacks a chance
it has been
lies despite common sense
that i have

i purported courted most important
sore to speak of 
so get the orderly
just to clean up
this treated fetus eater
heat seeking vision system
but i didnt mean it

i just get heated and get a little eager

speak my nonsense 
and vomit in your speaker
so process 
the loss or not its off the chart 
but dont sob when its lost to
polished production a function of who gives a fuck
is it fresh or nothing?
put it to rest or bump it
im not the one who 
gives a fuck or am i wrong to trust in
another chump
who cant think of something 
with which 
to bust in
i russian comrade
stomp him
into the ground
but then i recognize
my own burial mound



so dont stop
my thoughts when im floating 




so much for seeing me out
i made my way back around
its the taste i leave in your mouth
youve got it bad and im the only one around who can help


ive got to feel your
something
my hopes rusted 
i get a busted lip 
everytime we kiss
and slit wrists
throat ripped in between your teeth
its defeat
thats cheated me
i cant believe in things
that once preceded me
im admittedly
should be comitted

and fitted between 
these pages
facing my destiny
but im wrestling demons
in my dreams




and when i say i hate this 
i dont know how to take it
i fake my way through making each day fit
written on my skin
is each scar
ive seen
and i scream my worth with blood in my teeth



so much for seeing me out
i made my way back around
its the taste i leave in your mouth
youve got it bad and im the only one around who can help



and when i say i hate this 
i dont know how to take it
i fake my way through making each day fit
written on my skin
is each scar
ive seen
and i scream my worth with blood in my teeth



Feezy - Blob Music 7 - Floating

Last of the Blob Tracks I'm gunna do. Thanks to Aesop Rock for providing such awesome beats with "The Blob"

so here we go again
its a photo finish
will i swim
or will I sink into another winners
finished visions
its a change thats unoriginal 
all pendulums
are pivotal
so crack that head case like a criminal
to think i sweated the heavy
its like my head is ready
to come inside 
and bust a rhyme 
until youre screaming monfette
is better
at burning letters
and setting
the sun on horizons
like minds set
take a forward step to find me
i couldnt pile on the blinded miles
just to find a finer-phile
is a sign
of cynics suiciding into
beautiful butterfiles
that i ate for lunch
before i drank the punch
and mustered enough
guts to
swallow
that touch
for fun
nah
this is something i want
you can feel it in the font
this could never be wrong


theres a fine line 
between desire
and my mind being on fire
you think 
you know
ive got something to show you...


chained to nothin
i feel the comfort
coming
i picked apart the cover
to find some reason
to hate the season
but believe me
when i say its easy
to fit into
feelings
like we just did
without realizing it

i 
got a promise
to myself 
to honor all that im about
and i could faulter or
fall into your arms a little farther
lets be calm about this
while i disarm my heart
bomb squad armor
its not far til were not far apart
hit it harder
its not long til ive got your heat
your kiss is softer
while your hips get what they want
you got me feeling like another
blooming season
at the center of attention is affection towards 
a pristine ceiling


Feezy - Back to Blobbington

Original experimental music from the 2014 RPM Challenge and on. Check out the free downloads I've done using Aesop Rock's album of beats titled "The Blob" !!! More original works on the way ;)

Erk M. Feezy

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