LEFT BEHIND

why am i here?

Lyrics:
im so exausted, might take the potion
break in to a million pieces, its the caution
nothing but a skeleton, having no emotion
broken inside, and left with no options


step on the ground, im shaking the leaves
compared to no one, i dont have a breed
open my broken wings, hope ill be free
feeling so sick from the head to my feet


and once i have left, no one will notice
bitches be shaking that ass for a profit
my eyes in the city, be sure not to mock me
pull up at ur house and make it a cockpit

yah, dark to the bone
scrolling thru your feed when im on the phone
my feelings and past are thrown in a hole
maybe thats the reason of why im alone

YUH WHY I AM ALONE
MIGHT AS WELL TAKE A BULLET TO MY FUCKING DOME
BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOU SO I CAN CALL IT HOME
AND I WANT THIS NIGHTMARE TO BE NO MORE

SPILLING MY BLOOD ALL ACROSS THE FLOOR
BITCH BEST BELIEVE WHEN I KNOCK ON THE DOOR
BOUT TO RELEASE MY HATRED ON YOU
BITCHES THATS ME, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, FUCK YOU!

StepOnTheGroundShakingTheLeaves (PROD. Λ$Η3$)

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Noveci - Frozen Embers

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LYRICS

I'm my god
Turn everything to avant garde
Burn everything that all y'all cause
Ask for your death, now all y'all lost

Why??

DEATH [PROD.SAE]

FEEL IT W/ PUKE, FAT SLUT AND CYSTIC FIBROSIS

i don't wrap no fucking pack
and i don't kill no fucking people
all these people with some expectations 
never fucking lethal 
i've been working hard for life 
but my past involved illegal 
i've been trying to understand 
trying to be better man'
trying to move past the shit 
that i'll never wash off my hands 
there's never no promises in a life full of questions 
ive been feeling depressed and i get off my ass 
but i'm fatigued and i'm tired 
like why that bitch try to drown me 
why i'm feeling so empty 
like why my friends fucking doubt me 
trying to love till it's gone 
i put my heart in my songs 
fuck a face mask wearing fan that hates when i'm gone 
like can i mosh to this one? 
i fucking promised myself that it is one then i'm gone 

i fucking hated myself 
you fucking taken my health 
but i've recovered from that shit and now i'm taking the belt 
i'm not here for the wealth 
i'm taking care of myself 
i'm busting in with a reason and you can't take what i've felt 


messaged on the daily like you're saving my life 
when i listen to your music like i'm living my sight 
my finest dreams come alive when you get down and you write 
grant you're amazing you are the light of my life 
tried to kill myself then i put on heart 
you are just like me yeah a teen with a dream 

never had a second thought about where to start 
i'm here for all the kids that are stuck in the dark 
you aren't your depression man yeah i know the obsession 
try grabbing love by the hand then they go pull out a weapon 
life's here to serve you you do not serve it 
finding your purpose isn't through material earning 

i was 16 yeah i felt empty as fuck 
no one on the bus found friends in the dust 
hated every single person couldn't find who i trust 
complex trauma then i turned to the drugs 
acid fucked me up 
couldn't leave for months 
panic attacks and thoughts about fucking me 
woke up oxycodone still fresh 
i'm surprised that my heart still beats in my chest 
what am i here for god like what am i doing 
i'm 19 in a few days now i'm feeling so useless 
like am i destined to work? a fucking job that i hate? 
to work a fucking second job to put food on my plate? 
i want my momma okay
fuck drugs you're a slave 
addiction not a joke but you glorified bitch 
popping drugs for a fix, check a bitch then i rip 
your fucking lungs through your throat 
use your depression as a boast 
i'm toasting to myself and my mother fucking circle 
all my people that are closest i love with the most of me 
svi is the clique we in it for the most you see 
my loved ones get my soul i love deeply 
deeper than the river runs to the sea 
for y'all i won't let demons get at me 
imma work hard cause bitch it's my destiny 
to save people is the reason why i'm battling bitch

RECOVERY [PROD. XEROGI]

OATH

RENOUNCED [PROD. RAILREPEATER]

INERTIA [PROD. LOST ULTRA + RAILREPEATER]

I'M SORRY GRAVEBOY [PROD. GRAVEBOY]

IT FEELS [PROD. EVO FROST]

NOT AGAIN (FEAT. LOST ULTRA) [PROD. RAILREPEATER]

HANDS [PROD. EVO FROST]

PURPOSE [PROD. SKAMI]

Track 4 on "Mentally Disturbed"
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Produced by @aletheo

Lyrics:

don't wanna kill them anymore
but i will still end up at their door
lay in their pain like just before
drowning in sin can't be restored

death is right down the corridor
witness his spleen lay on the floor
indicate that i'm just an orb
laugh and dismember his fucking corpse

laid them to rest as their soul decays
heaven will hate and despise my name
down below trap them in the gate
study their acts as i elevate

bleed 
bleed 
i'm watching them bleed out
bleed 
bleed
i'm watching them bleed for me

don't wanna kill them anymore
but i will still end up at their door
lay in their pain like just before
drowning in sin can't be restored

death is right down the corridor
witness his spleen lay on the floor
indicate that i'm just an orb
laugh and dismember his fucking corpse

INERTIA [PROD. LOST ULTRA + RAILREPEATER]

ERROR SVI²

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