LEFT BEHIND

Written and Recorded by: @whoisscarred
Mixed and Mastered by: @whoisscarred
Produced by: @killkvmi

Lyrics:

No I’m not giving up
I’m getting out of my head 
Now how you breaking trust 
You feeling indecisive 
Now it’s up to us 
To get up out this nonsense 
Escaping over first 
While leave me unconscious 

Independent villains clutch the gas 
And moves on out the way 
Started with some chaos in the back 
They Shooting down my pain 

I got it out my mind 
I’m never feeling fine
Someone reverse the time
I’m walking in here blind 

Come across the vision 
that you tryna state your innocence 
Frame the perfect picture 
At the bottom, what you witnessing 
Focus on the point of no return
But are you listening 
Watch out for ones who come around 
I’m staying vigilant 

I came in with my wrongs
Switched up and I still looked lost 
Broke down bitch and it came with costs 
Off the rails but I’m never low  
And I’m never sold 
And I’m never cold 
Smokin on gas no medical
Out my mind driving off the road
Seen the signs that I need to go 

No I’m not giving up
I’m getting out of my head 
Now how you breaking trust 
You feeling indecisive 
Now it’s up to us 
To get up out this nonsense 
Escaping over first 
While leave me unconscious

ASTRAL PROJECTION (PROD. KILLKVMI)

DOPAMIN

i don't wrap no fucking pack
and i don't kill no fucking people
all these people with some expectations 
never fucking lethal 
i've been working hard for life 
but my past involved illegal 
i've been trying to understand 
trying to be better man'
trying to move past the shit 
that i'll never wash off my hands 
there's never no promises in a life full of questions 
ive been feeling depressed and i get off my ass 
but i'm fatigued and i'm tired 
like why that bitch try to drown me 
why i'm feeling so empty 
like why my friends fucking doubt me 
trying to love till it's gone 
i put my heart in my songs 
fuck a face mask wearing fan that hates when i'm gone 
like can i mosh to this one? 
i fucking promised myself that it is one then i'm gone 

i fucking hated myself 
you fucking taken my health 
but i've recovered from that shit and now i'm taking the belt 
i'm not here for the wealth 
i'm taking care of myself 
i'm busting in with a reason and you can't take what i've felt 


messaged on the daily like you're saving my life 
when i listen to your music like i'm living my sight 
my finest dreams come alive when you get down and you write 
grant you're amazing you are the light of my life 
tried to kill myself then i put on heart 
you are just like me yeah a teen with a dream 

never had a second thought about where to start 
i'm here for all the kids that are stuck in the dark 
you aren't your depression man yeah i know the obsession 
try grabbing love by the hand then they go pull out a weapon 
life's here to serve you you do not serve it 
finding your purpose isn't through material earning 

i was 16 yeah i felt empty as fuck 
no one on the bus found friends in the dust 
hated every single person couldn't find who i trust 
complex trauma then i turned to the drugs 
acid fucked me up 
couldn't leave for months 
panic attacks and thoughts about fucking me 
woke up oxycodone still fresh 
i'm surprised that my heart still beats in my chest 
what am i here for god like what am i doing 
i'm 19 in a few days now i'm feeling so useless 
like am i destined to work? a fucking job that i hate? 
to work a fucking second job to put food on my plate? 
i want my momma okay
fuck drugs you're a slave 
addiction not a joke but you glorified bitch 
popping drugs for a fix, check a bitch then i rip 
your fucking lungs through your throat 
use your depression as a boast 
i'm toasting to myself and my mother fucking circle 
all my people that are closest i love with the most of me 
svi is the clique we in it for the most you see 
my loved ones get my soul i love deeply 
deeper than the river runs to the sea 
for y'all i won't let demons get at me 
imma work hard cause bitch it's my destiny 
to save people is the reason why i'm battling bitch

RECOVERY [PROD. XEROGI]

SACRIFICE PROD. FENDI444

IT FEELS [PROD. EVO FROST]

NOT AGAIN (FEAT. LOST ULTRA) [PROD. RAILREPEATER]

HANDS [PROD. EVO FROST]

PURPOSE [PROD. SKAMI]

RID ME [PROD. AMERTUME]

something different from me

song about my parents. love you both.

part 1 composed by https://soundcloud.com/johnnascus
part 2 prod by https://soundcloud.com/danielsgone

art https://soundcloud.com/wasbeatz & https://soundcloud.com/c3of

burn the bridges
life constructs them
he was a man, she was a plan
they had a stan, live off a fan
microscopic with a touch intelligence
he was known for every mistake
she had engulfed thousands off of the take
i know why nobody told me they are human too
why
why am i just a side?
you pillow every tide
the faces that you lie
break

//

burn the bridges
life constructs them
he was a man, she was a plan
they had a stan, live off a fan

walking to the store with a meddle in my stone
my brain is thinking grove and ive barely left my phone
now im, hounding my honest i pillow mistake
everything habits its honest ittake
wouldnt you know if you talked with a state
every opinion is constant debate

microscopic with a touch intelligence
he was known for every single stake he was
engulfed with thousands up off the take
i know why nobody told me they are human too

why?
why am i just a side?

im insane and i just know it. (dont judge me)
peel the skin off my fingers, get hold it
what is this feeling if im locked in ceilings
and only four walls confine me and my brain is a high lead
yea i'm high key
with ur high keys
im a hype beast
someone fight me

HYPE BEAST (COMP/PROD. JOHNNACUS & DANIELS GONE)

Slen X Twentythree You Think You Know Me (prod. pulse & epsyle)

inspired by @zerkey66-6
inspired by @zerkey66-6
inspired by @zerkey66-6

RACIONAL

Prod. @sanperseus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuUpuCg4hrw

Why I always feel so depressed ( Prod. PERSEU$ ) + (Link youtube)

elixir. [w/ theus, fvck sasy, dyedie, fvllxvt]

instagram: www.instagram.com/crazydemxns/
youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCIiVOjCMeneJLf-_e3m49kQ
email: crazydemxns123@gmail.com

theus: https://soundcloud.com/codd3r
fvcksasy: https://soundcloud.com/ferdy-e-sasy
dyedie: https://soundcloud.com/skittlez-7229961
fvllxvt: https://soundcloud.com/fvllxvt

elixir. [w/ theus, fvck sasy, dyedie, fvllxvt]

prod: @enemy000
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/09OyTuEouy3vwmFpl8G3hH?si=F9r1LrwORi26tgu6hCfKQQ

PURPOSE [PROD. SKAMI]

ERROR SVI²

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