Lyrics:

Your blades are sharpened with precision
Flashing your favorite point of view
I know you're waiting in the distance
Just like you always do
Just like you always do

Already pulling me in
Already under my skin
And I know exactly how this ends, I

Let you cut me open
Just to watch me bleed
Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be
Don't know why I'm hoping
For what I won't receive
Falling for the promise of the emptiness machine
The emptiness machine

Going around like a revolver
It's been decided how we lose
'Cause there's a fire under the altar
I keep on lying to
I keep on lying to

Already pulling me in
Already under my skin
And I know exactly how this ends, I

Let you cut me open
Just to watch me bleed
Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be
Don't know why I'm hoping
For what I won't receive
Falling for the promise of the emptiness machine

I only wanted to be part of something
I only wanted to be part of, part of
I only wanted to be part of something
I only wanted to be part of, part of
I only wanted to be part of something
I only wanted to be part

I let you cut me open
Just to watch me bleed
Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be
Don't know why I'm hoping
So fucking naive
Falling for the promise of the emptiness machine
The emptiness machine
(I only wanted to be part of something)
The emptiness machine
(I only wanted to be part of)
The emptiness machine

Linkin Park - The Emptiness Machine (Acoustic cover)

The Emptiness Machine (Acoustic cover)

Lyrics:

I don't know what's in your head,
Clearly even you are unsure about your thoughts,
Just tell me...
Was it worth it...?

Many days started to fade,
No matter what you're going to say,
Everything just starts drifting away...
Effort is lost, like a mirror broken on the floor,
Which shards just harm you more...

(Which shards just harm you more...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

Doubts took you away,
It's like I'm getting all the blame...
From the dawn to the sunset,
You were afraid of your haunted mindset...
Complications of the situations,
Been always there to give a needful motivation...
Many words just ricocheted away,
It feels like spitting in my face...

(It feels like spitting in my face...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

All this silence,

And for what?

Consequences,

Left us dead...!

(Left us dead...!)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

(Days started to fade...)
(Many words just ricocheted away...)
(Mirror broken on the floor...)
(Silence rips it through your core...)

Indifference (Acoustic version)

Listen on YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koc3PhvMQIk

Short song preview on TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@ersideas/video/7422085613660212512

Short song preview on YouTube Shorts - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/lk_KZG1Ao3M

Lyrics:

I don't know what's in your head,
Clearly even you are unsure about your thoughts,
Just tell me...
Was it worth it...?

Many days started to fade,
No matter what you're going to say,
Everything just starts drifting away...
Effort is lost, like a mirror broken on the floor,
Which shards just harm you more...

(Which shards just harm you more...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

Doubts took you away,
It's like I'm getting all the blame...
From the dawn to the sunset,
You were afraid of your haunted mindset...
Complications of the situations,
Been always there to give a needful motivation...
Many words just ricocheted away,
It feels like spitting in my face...

(It feels like spitting in my face...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

All this silence,

And for what?

Consequences,

Left us dead...!

(Left us dead...!)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

(Days started to fade...)
(Many words just ricocheted away...)
(Mirror broken on the floor...)
(Silence rips it through your core...)

Indifference

Lyrics:

Slowly fading away
You're lost and so afraid
Where is the hope in a world so cold?
Looking for a distant light
Someone who could save a life
You're living in fear that no one will hear your cries
Can you save me now?

I am with you
I will carry you through it all
I won't leave you, I will catch you
When you feel like letting go
'Cause you're not, you're not alone

Your heart is full of broken dreams
Just a fading memory
And everything's gone but the pain carries on
Lost in the rain again
When will it ever end?
The arms of relief seem so out of reach
But I, I am here

I am with you
I will carry you through it all
I won't leave you, I will catch you
When you feel like letting go
'Cause you're not, you're not alone

And I'll be your hope when you feel like it's over
And I will pick you up when your whole world shatters
And when you're finally in my arms
Look up and see love has a face

I am with you
I will carry you through it all
I won't leave you, I will catch you
When you feel like letting go
'Cause you're not, you're not alone

And I will be your hope
You're not alone
And I will pick you up
And I will be your hope
And I will be your hope

Slowly fading away
You're lost and so afraid
Where is the hope in a world so cold

RED - Not Alone (Acoustic cover)

Lyrics:

Alone in the shadows left to cry
No one hears me no one cares why
World's a mess full of deceit
Heart's in pieces beneath my feet

Broke up left with silent tears
Indifference sharp like piercing spears
Corruption's thick the air is foul
Lies and greed in every scowl

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

Life's a game we played to lose
Left with pain old bruises bruise
Empty souls
Shallow disguise
Numb to truth deaf to cries

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

Ignorant minds so blind to see
Caged in fake
Lost humanity
Broken down but still I breathe
Holding on to what's underneath

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

(Alone in the shadows left to cry...)
(No one hears me no one cares why...)
(Broke up left with silent tears...)
(Indifference sharp like piercing spears...)

Alone in the Shadows (Cinematic version)

Lyrics:

In the quiet, where the shadows play
I am the whisper you push away
A ghost among the ones you love
A flicker fading, never bright enough

Every moment, like a storm untamed
I’m the water, lost inside the rain
Giving all to fill the endless void
But I dissolve in silence, overjoyed

I’ve built a home in your light,
But I’m fighting for the fire still inside

I’m the echo in the hollow, lost and far
The flicker in the dark you never saw
I gave you skies to make you whole
But who will catch the falling soul?
I've poured my heart into your hands
Yet in the dark, I barely stand
Still holding on to pieces of my worth
But is there room for me in this world?

I am the thread in the fraying seam
Unraveling in someone else’s dream
Between the smiles, in spaces small
I’ve given everything, given it all

The night surrounds, the weight too deep
A thousand promises I’ll never keep
For who am I if not the one
To chase away your setting sun?

But even the brightest flame must fade
Fighting for the dignity it gave

I’m the echo in the hollow, lost and far
The flicker in the dark you never saw
I gave you skies to make you whole
But who will catch the falling soul?
I've poured my heart into your hands
Yet in the dark, I barely stand
Still holding on to pieces of my worth
But is there room for me in this world?

Through a mirror cracked and torn
I’m the shadow never mourned
But even shadows rise to fight
To reclaim the place in their own light

If I dissolve into the wind,
Will you remember what I’ve been?
The battle scars, the silent cry
That I was always worth the fight…

Lost

Listen on YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBaI7dlfG2I

Short song preview on TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@ersideas/video/7421192381489351968

Lyrics:

Hard to rest in piece...
Minds flowing in unsettled streams...
Need to get out...
What's the best way out...
From this mess alone...?

I stood in the light, where the world seemed so clear,
With the warmth of your words, every moment felt sincere.
Dreams were alive, dancing wild in my head,
I never thought this would leave me dead.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Your smile turned to ice, and the skies grew so cold,
The truth in your eyes was a story never told.
In the darkest abyss, I felt the sting of your knife,
Now I claw my way out, battling for my life.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

The weight of betrayal, it shattered my soul,
In the storm of despair, I fought to stay whole.
Every demon you summoned, I faced with a roar,
I’ll burn through the pain, stronger than before.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Through the fire, I walk with scars on my skin,
But from the depths of the ruin, a new life begins.
No more chains to hold me, no more tears to fall,
I’ll stand in the flames, and rise above it all.

Mixed Thoughts

Lyrics:

I'm staring at the mirror, but I don't recognize the face
It's like a stranger's staring back, lost in a different place
The smile that used to light up my world, now faded and gone
All that's left are broken reflections of a life that's come undone

I'm drowning in the shadows, and I'm lost in the pain
Trying to find my way back, but it all feels in vain
These tears keep falling, like an endless rain
I'm just a shattered soul, searching for someone to blame (someone to blame)
Broken reflections, they haunt me every day

Gone is the laughter echoes of my past
Gone is the joy replaced by shadows cast
Remember when we danced before the song was done
Now I watch the twilight waiting for the sun
The memories they haunt me whispers in the night
Every step I take is heavy can't take flight
I used to be a dreamer now my dreams are gone
Walking through this haze can't see the dawn

(I'm drowning in the shadows)

I'm drowning in the shadows, and I'm lost in the pain
Trying to find my way back, but it all feels in vain
These tears keep falling, like an endless rain
I'm just a shattered soul, searching for someone to blame (someone to blame)
Broken reflections, they haunt me every day

Listen to the silence hear my heart it breaks
Walking through this darkness feeling it with aches
Reach out for the light but it slips away
Hoping for tomorrow a brighter day

(I'm drowning in the shadows)

I'm drowning in the shadows, and I'm lost in the pain
Trying to find my way back, but it all feels in vain
These tears keep falling, like an endless rain
I'm just a shattered soul, searching for someone to blame (someone to blame)
Broken reflections, they haunt me every day

Broken Reflections (Acoustic version)

Listen on YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrDuyE_m0Sw

Short song preview on TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@ersorrow/video/7424288298987736353

Lyrics:

In the silence, I find my peace  
In the dark, I'm free from the disease  
Of hearts that bleed for only gain  
They take and leave, they thrive on pain

I'm safer here within these walls  
Away from all the selfish calls  
But somewhere deep, I hear a voice  
A yearning I can’t drown, a choice

To be alone or seek the light  
One soul to stand beside, through night  
Through all the chaos, all the scars  
A bond that’s forged beyond the stars

Alone, but never really lost  
I want the world to know the cost  
Of every heart that’s turned to stone  
While I still dream of someone’s soul

Alone, yet waiting for the fight  
With you, my soul friend, by my side  
We’ll tear apart the mask they wear  
For we are more than just despair

They feed on fear, they prey on hope  
Their greed, it tightens like a rope  
But here with you, I break the chains  
Together, we escape their reigns

In every word, in every glance  
We share a truth, a second chance  
To rise above their hollow lies  
With you, I finally realize

To stand alone is strength, but still  
To have you makes the silence fill  
With echoes of a world where two  
Can fight for hope, for something true

Alone, but never really lost  
I want the world to know the cost  
Of every heart that’s turned to stone  
While I still dream of someone’s soul

Alone, yet waiting for the fight  
With you, my soul friend, by my side  
We’ll tear apart the mask they wear  
For we are more than just despair

The world outside is cold and bleak  
But in your eyes, I find what I seek  
A fire that burns, that understands  
Together we will make our stand

Against the ones who take, who drain  
We’ll show them what they can’t obtain  
A bond of trust they’ll never break  
A world we’ll build for our own sake

Alone, but not forsaken!  
Together, we awaken!  
We'll crush their selfish lies!  
We'll tear down all disguise!

Alone, but never really lost  
I want the world to know the cost  
Of every heart that’s turned to stone  
While I still dream of someone’s soul

Alone, yet waiting for the fight  
With you, my soul friend, by my side  
We’ll tear apart the mask they wear  
For we are more than just despair

We fight as one, no fear to fall  
In solitude, we’ve heard the call  
The world won’t break the bond we’ve made  
Our souls entwined, we’ll never fade

Solitude

Listen on YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcufrlriPhA

Short song preview on TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@ersorrow/video/7427281459624381729

Lyrics:

You’ve been sinking in your thoughts too long,
I see the weight you carry, where it doesn’t belong,
You try to hide it, but I can see the strain,
The battle in your mind, the endless waves of pain.

Every night you fight a war unseen,
Falling apart in spaces in between,
You don’t have to tell me; I already know,
The scars you wear, the ones you never show.

You can’t shut it off, it’s burning you inside,
I can feel your pain no matter how you hide,
You’re trying, but you fall every time,
Screaming out, but trapped within your mind.

The weight inside your head, it’s pulling you apart,
I know the walls you build, the ones that cage your heart,
You blame yourself for every breath you take,
But I understand, though it won’t make the ache break.
You hurt yourself to feel something real,
But every scar’s a wound that time won’t heal,
I’m here, and I’ll never walk away,
Even when you’re lost and you push me away.

You overthink every word you’ve said,
Convinced that you're the monster in your head,
You’re terrified to show the depths inside,  
Afraid of what I’ll see, but there’s nothing to hide.

I’m not going anywhere, I’ve seen the dark,
I know the demons tearing you apart,
You can’t scare me off with your broken heart,
I’ve been there too, falling into the same dark.

You wish you were stronger, but you feel too small,
You’re haunted by the past, but I’ve seen it all,
It’s hard to breathe when you’re caged in your own skin,
But I’ll stand by you, no matter where you’ve been.

The weight inside your head, it’s pulling you apart,
I see the walls you build, trying to guard your heart,
You blame yourself for everything you feel,
But I understand, even when the pain’s too real.
You hurt yourself to try to make it numb,
But every mark just shows how far you’ve come,
I’m here, and I’ll stay through the darkest day,
Even when you’re lost and you push me away.

You think you don’t deserve the hope I give,
But you’re the reason I fight, the reason I live,
In this storm, you’re not standing on your own,
When you feel like fading, know you’re not alone.

I see the war that’s raging in your mind,
You’re breaking, but I’m right here by your side,
You’re worth it, even when you feel so small,
We’ll make it through, even if you start to fall.

The weight inside your head, it’s pulling you apart,
I know the walls you build, the ones that cage your heart,
You blame yourself for every breath you take,
But I understand, and I know the heartache.
You hurt yourself to feel something real,
But every scar’s a wound that time won’t heal,
I’m here, and I’ll never walk away,
Even when you’re lost and you push me away.

I won’t leave, I’ll never let you go,
I’ll be your light in the dark you’ve come to know.
And maybe one day, you’ll let me in,
But until then, I’ll fight the war you’re in.

Overthinking

Lyrics:

I’ve been sinking in my own thoughts,
Drowning in the weight of all my flaws,
Can’t escape the chains I’ve wrapped around,
The voices whisper, ("You're the one who brought this down.")

Every night’s a war I fight alone,
Breaking down in silence, cold as stone,
But I know you see the cracks inside,
Even when I say I’m "fine," I know you recognize.

I can’t shut it off, it’s burning me alive,
A fire in my chest that I can’t survive,
I swear I try, but every time I fall,
It’s like I’m screaming, but no one hears at all.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

I overthink every word I said,
Convinced that I’m the monster in my head,
I’m scared to show the depths I’ve reached,
Would you run if you knew the things I preach?

But you hold me close, you see my soul,
Even when I’m breaking, losing all control,
You’ve seen the darkest parts I try to hide,
But somehow, you don’t run, you just stay by my side.

I wish I could be stronger, but I’m shattered glass,
Every time I try, I just fall back to the past,
It’s hard to breathe when you’re trapped in your own skin,
But you say you’ll stay through the mess I’m in.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

I don’t deserve the love you give,
But you’re the reason I still live,
In this storm, you’ve been my light,
When all I wanted was to fade into the night.

I can’t stop the war in my mind,
I’m breaking, but you’re still by my side,
You say I’m worth it, that I’m not alone,
But this battle’s mine, this weight I’ve known.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

But you never leave, you never let me go,
You’re the only light I’ve come to know.
And maybe one day, I’ll let you in,
But for now, I’m stuck in the war within.

Overthinking 2

Lyrics:

Hard to rest in piece...
Minds flowing in unsettled streams...
Need to get out...
What's the best way out...
From this mess alone...?

I stood in the light, where the world seemed so clear,
With the warmth of your words, every moment felt sincere.
Dreams were alive, dancing wild in my head,
I never thought this would leave me dead.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Your smile turned to ice, and the skies grew so cold,
The truth in your eyes was a story never told.
In the darkest abyss, I felt the sting of your knife,
Now I claw my way out, battling for my life.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

The weight of betrayal, it shattered my soul,
In the storm of despair, I fought to stay whole.
Every demon you summoned, I faced with a roar,
I’ll burn through the pain, stronger than before.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Through the fire, I walk with scars on my skin,
But from the depths of the ruin, a new life begins.
No more chains to hold me, no more tears to fall,
I’ll stand in the flames, and rise above it all.

Mixed Thoughts (Acoustic version)

Lyrics:

Alone in the shadows left to cry
No one hears me no one cares why
World's a mess full of deceit
Heart's in pieces beneath my feet

Broke up left with silent tears
Indifference sharp like piercing spears
Corruption's thick the air is foul
Lies and greed in every scowl

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

Life's a game we played to lose
Left with pain old bruises bruise
Empty souls
Shallow disguise
Numb to truth deaf to cries

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

Ignorant minds so blind to see
Caged in fake
Lost humanity
Broken down but still I breathe
Holding on to what's underneath

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

(Alone in the shadows left to cry...)
(No one hears me no one cares why...)
(Broke up left with silent tears...)
(Indifference sharp like piercing spears...)
(Corruption's thick the air is foul...)
(Lies and greed in every scowl...)

Alone in the Shadows (Acoustic version)

Lyrics:

I’ve been crawling through the ashes of a wasted fight,
Every scar a reminder of the times I tried,
I built my hopes like castles in the shifting sand,
But every wave just crushed them with a heavy hand.

I’ve screamed till my voice broke, torn at the seams,
Chasing down the echoes of forgotten dreams.
No matter how far I run, I’m still in the dark,
The fire inside is dying, just a flicker, a spark.

How many times can I fall before I break?
How much can I give before there's nothing left to take?

I keep reaching, keep believing, but I'm sinking in the deep.
The harder I push, the farther away the light retreats.
I’m stuck in this cycle, tearing at the chains,
Screaming in silence, but all that remains
Is the wreckage of my heart, drowning in the rain.
I'm trying and trying, but I’m still failing again.

I see the cracks in the mirror, the person I’ve become,
Fighting wars I can’t win, yet I won’t succumb.
I swore I’d rise above the shadows of my past,
But every step I take feels like it’s my last.

I’ve been chasing ghosts that lead me nowhere,
Running from the truth, suffocating in despair.
How much longer can I wear this broken smile,
When I’m sinking in the weight of every wasted mile?

How many times can I fall before I break?
How much can I give before there's nothing left to take?

I keep reaching, keep believing, but I'm sinking in the deep.
The harder I push, the farther away the light retreats.
I’m stuck in this cycle, tearing at the chains,
Screaming in silence, but all that remains
Is the wreckage of my heart, drowning in the rain.
I'm trying and trying, but I’m still failing again.

Why am I still here, trapped in this storm?
Every ounce of hope has been battered and torn.
I’m fading, I’m breaking, with every mistake,
But the pain in my chest is the only thing that’s awake.

I’m screaming! I’m breaking!
But no one can hear me!
I’m falling! I’m failing!
There’s no escape from this misery!

I keep reaching, keep believing, but I'm sinking in the deep.
The harder I push, the farther away the light retreats.
I’m stuck in this cycle, tearing at the chains,
Screaming in silence, but all that remains
Is the wreckage of my heart, drowning in the rain.
I'm trying and trying, but I’m still failing again.

I’m trying and trying... but I’m still failing again...
Failing again...

Shattered Actions (Acoustic version)

Lyrics:

I’ve drifted to the edge of this colorless place,
Where words turn hollow and shadows embrace.
Broken promises hang like smoke in the cold,
Left with empty echoes, feeling tired and old.

I’m done with this world, with it's empty disguise,
Where empathy dies, and they turn blinded eyes.
Drowning alone in the depths of my mind,
With one final breath, I’ll leave this behind.

Disappointment cuts deep, a scar on my soul,
Surrounded by faces, but none make me whole.
Every touch, every lie, just another wound unseen,
Lost in a cycle, trapped in this dream.

Left in the dark (I’m choking on pain)
This hollow feeling (Drives me insane)

They never saw me, never knew I was there,
In a world so fake, stripped of all care.

I’m done with this world, with it's empty disguise,
Where empathy dies, and they turn blinded eyes.
Drowning alone in the depths of my mind,
With one final breath, I’ll leave this behind.

Leaving the hollow and sickening lies,
I fade into silence, I finally alive...

Leaving

Echo

Lyrics:

I’m drowning, caught in the undertow,
Waves crash heavy where my fears grow.
Deep down, I hear the monsters call,
Echoes of weakness build my hollow walls.

But I’ve held my breath for far too long,
Fighting shadows where I don’t belong.
Every heartbeat feels like it’s borrowed,
A fragile strength carved out of sorrow.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

The mirror shows cracks, the truth unfolds,
A battle waged within my broken soul.
Deep down, I see the monsters lie,
They feed on the tears I’ve tried to hide.

But beneath the weight, I feel a spark,
A fragile flame ignites the dark.
Every scar reminds me of my name,
Through the hollow, I’ll rise again.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

Let the tide take what it will,
I’ll find my way through the still.
The monsters scream, but I’ll endure,
Through the hollow, my strength is pure.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

I’m drowning, but I’m breathing now,
Rising from the depths, I’ve taken my vow.
Letting go of the fear, I’ve come to know,
In the pain, I’ve found a strength to grow.

Drowning

Lyrics:

Cold rain pierces through my skin,
Washing the filth of where I’ve been.
Every drop, a memory I can’t erase,
Each one cuts like a ghost’s embrace.

I scream in the rain, but it drowns my cries,
Tears mix with ashes from a thousand lies.
This hollow life, it tears me apart,
Each breath a curse, each beat of my heart.

The rain whispers truths I don’t want to hear,
Every drop whispers louder than fear.
I see my reflection in the puddles below,
A broken figure I no longer know.
The cigarette burns, but it won’t keep me warm,
Its ember’s a beacon for the coming storm.
I scream into the night, but the sound won’t stay,
The rain steals my voice and washes it away.

I scream in the rain, but it drowns my cries,
Tears mix with ashes from a thousand lies.
This hollow life, it tears me apart,
Each breath a curse, each beat of my heart.

Let it flood, let it break, let it drown me whole,
Let the downpour bury my battered soul.
The rain hides my tears, but it can’t conceal,
The emptiness I’ve been forced to feel.

I scream in the rain, but it drowns my cries,
Tears mix with ashes from a thousand lies.
This hollow life, it tears me apart,
Each breath a curse, each beat of my heart.

The rain keeps falling, it never stops,
Each drop a requiem for what I’ve lost.
Hopeless life, no shelter, no flame,
Just echoes in the rain, whispering my name.

Cold Rain

Lyrics:

Your hollow eyes, chasing fleeting lies,  
You traded your voice for the comfort of disguise.  
Bound to the tides, you’ve forgotten how to fight,  
Just a shadow moving, dimming every light.  

You’ve built your world on the words of a thief,  
Plagued by the weight of your paper-thin belief.  
I see your chains, they’re polished but tight,  
You lost your mind in the gray of the night.  

Gray mass, faceless and cold,  
Trapped in the story you were sold.  
Hopeless decisions, they scar and decay,  
But you’ll never break free; you’ve thrown it away.  

Marching in step, to a hollow drum’s sound,  
Every choice you make just buries you down.  
You cling to the script like a lifeline you trust,  
But it crumbles to ash; all that’s left is the dust.  

Gray mass, faceless and cold,  
Trapped in the story you were sold.  
Hopeless decisions, they scar and decay,  
But you’ll never break free; you’ve thrown it away.

Where’s your pride? Where’s your mind?  
You’ve let them leave you blind.  
Shadows crawl, you fade and fall,  
No dignity, no voice at all!  

Gray mass, faceless and cold,  
Trapped in the story you were sold.  
Hopeless decisions, they scar and decay,  
But you’ll never break free; you’ve thrown it away.  

Gray mass, you’re nothing to me,  
A sea of shadows I refuse to be.  
Your hopeless decisions are chains you embrace,  
But I’ll stand alone—I’ll carve my own place.

Gray Mass

Gray Mass (Acoustic version)

Lyrics:

I’ve been sinking in my own thoughts,
Drowning in the weight of all my flaws,
Can’t escape the chains I’ve wrapped around,
The voices whisper, "You're the one who brought this down."

Every night’s a war I fight alone,
Breaking down in silence, cold as stone,
But I know you see the cracks inside,
Even when I say I’m "fine," I know you recognize.

I can’t shut it off, it’s burning me alive,
A fire in my chest that I can’t survive,
I swear I try, but every time I fall,
It’s like I’m screaming, but no one hears at all.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

I overthink every word I said,
Convinced that I’m the monster in my head,
I’m scared to show the depths I’ve reached,
Would you run if you knew the things I preach?

But you hold me close, you see my soul,
Even when I’m breaking, losing all control,
You’ve seen the darkest parts I try to hide,
But somehow, you don’t run, you just stay by my side.

I wish I could be stronger, but I’m shattered glass,
Every time I try, I just fall back to the past,
It’s hard to breathe when you’re trapped in your own skin,
But you say you’ll stay through the mess I’m in.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

I don’t deserve the love you give,
But you’re the reason I still live,
In this storm, you’ve been my light,
When all I wanted was to fade into the night.

I can’t stop the war in my mind,
I’m breaking, but you’re still by my side,
You say I’m worth it, that I’m not alone,
But this battle’s mine, this weight I’ve known.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

But you never leave, you never let me go,
You’re the only light I’ve come to know.
And maybe one day, I’ll let you in,
But for now, I’m stuck in the war within.

Overthinking 2 (Remastered)

Lyrics:

Snow falls, but it won’t freeze me,
I’m safe inside, where the warmth holds me.
The world outside is burning, but I don’t care...
With every breath, I feel the cold air.
I light my smoke, sip my drink,
Watch the chaos, and I just think...

Christmas lights flicker, soft and bright,
But I’m alone, and it feels just right...
Wrapped in the glow, in this quiet space,
A holiday’s warmth, in this empty place...

I’m alone but I’m fine...
In the silence, I find peace tonight...
The world’s burning down, but I’m safe here...
Smoking my thoughts, with no more fear...
A drink in my hand, a smile on my face,
Winter’s embrace, in this lonely place...

The fire crackles, a comforting sound...
The night is still, no one’s around...
The cold air bites, but it can’t break me,
I’ll toast to this night, let the world be free,
I’ll watch it burn while I sip my wine,
As the world falls apart, I’ll be just fine...

Christmas lights flicker, soft and bright,
But I’m alone, and it feels just right...
Wrapped in the glow, in this quiet space,
A holiday’s warmth, in this empty place...

I’m alone but I’m fine...
In the silence, I find peace tonight...
The world’s burning down, but I’m safe here...
Smoking my thoughts, with no more fear...
A drink in my hand, a smile on my face,
Winter’s embrace, in this lonely place...

The clock strikes twelve, New Year’s near,
A fleeting moment, another year,
Fireworks echo, but I stay inside,
The warmth of my home, where I confide...
I raise my glass to a world in flames,
Another chapter, but it feels the same

I’m alone but I’m fine...
In the silence, I find peace tonight...
The world’s burning down, but I’m safe here...
Smoking my thoughts, with no more fear...
A drink in my hand, a smile on my face,
Winter’s embrace, in this lonely place...

The world burns outside, but I’m still here...
Watching it all, with nothing to fear...
The fire’s warm, the drink’s divine,
As Christmas fades into New Year’s time,
In this moment, I’m alone but fine...

Lonely Lights

Lyrics:

Why don’t you listen?! I’ve been screaming all this time,
The world is broken, and we’re sinking in its grime!
Can’t you feel it?! This crushing weight of lies,
I’m tired of pretending, while hope just up and dies!

You stand there like it’s fine, but I’m falling apart!
Do you even care at all, or are you just playing the part?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

Do you see these hands?! They’re stained from holding on,
The battle’s never-ending, but your strength is always gone!
I’m not your savior! I can’t carry us both,
You call this life a purpose, but all I see is a ghost!

You tell me it’s “worth it” when it’s tearing me apart,
How can you stand there when I’m bleeding from the start?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

Look me in the eyes! Tell me this is how it ends,
While I’m clawing at the edges and you’re calling it pretend!
Don’t you dare look away! Face the grief you’ve ignored,
If you can’t bear the weight, then what are you fighting for?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

I’ve given enough! I won’t carry your shame!
This grief isn’t justice; it’s a soul-crushing chain!
Don’t ask me to stay! I’ve nothing left to give,
If you’re so strong without me, then show me how you live!

I'm done

Mixed Thoughts 2

Lyrics:

Voices of anguish claw at my mind,
But I won’t let them chain what’s left behind.
A world of lies built on decay,
I’ll burn it all and light the way.

The filth of greed, it stains their hands,
But I’ll bring justice to this barren land.
Their poison spreads, but I won’t fall,
I’ll tear it down—destroy it all.

Kill the pain, destroy the chains,
Erase the darkness, end their reign.
Through fire and ash, I’ll cleanse the sky,
Corruption falls—tonight it dies.

They feed on weakness, thrive on despair,
But I’ve seen the truth through the toxic air.
The time has come to purge the rot,
To take back everything they forgot.

Their empires crumble, their thrones will burn,
This is the end for all they’ve earned.
Through struggle and scars, my blade will sing,
A reckoning for everything.

Kill the pain, destroy the chains,
Erase the darkness, end their reign.
Through fire and ash, I’ll cleanse the sky,
Corruption falls—tonight it dies.

Feel the weight of your sins, it’s crushing down.
Hear the roar of the flames, it swallows the sound.
No mercy, no redemption for what you’ve sown,
I’ll leave no trace of the lies you’ve known.

Kill the pain, destroy the chains,
Erase the darkness, end their reign.
Through fire and ash, I’ll cleanse the sky,
Corruption falls—tonight it dies.

No more pain, no more lies,
This is the end of their demise.
From ashes rise, the pure remain,
A brighter world, free from chains.

Purging the Dark

Lyrics:

The mirror cracks, but I still stare,
A thousand faces, none compare.
Their whispers claw, they pull me down,
The silence screams, I start to drown.

The weight of guilt, the scars unseen,
A war inside, where I've always been.
Every breath feels like a fight,
To find a flicker in the night.

I’m clawing, screaming, breaking through,
These demons won’t define my truth.
But every time I think I’m free,
They drag me back into the deep.

I built these chains, I forged my cage,
A prisoner to my own rage.
But in the cracks, a light breaks through,
A voice that whispers, "I’m with you."

The twist of fate, the cruelest lie,
I fought for years, but never asked why.
The voice was mine, the demon too,
The war I waged was all for you.

I’m clawing, screaming, breaking through,
These demons won’t define my truth.
But every time I think I’m free,
They drag me back into the deep.

It's all my fault, I let you fall.
The love I lost, I lost it all.
The monster wasn’t just inside,
It was my guilt the day you died!!!

Ooohhhhhhh! Noooooo!!!
I hate myself so fucking much!!!
I hate to feel shattered in millions of pieces!!!
I hate everything about this worthless place!!!
Guess I'll just pull the trigger...

I’m clawing, screaming, breaking through,
But this abyss feels born anew.
You’re gone, and I can’t make it right,
I’m haunted by your fading light.

The mirror breaks, the shards remain,
A fractured soul in endless pain.
But still I walk, though shadows call,
A hollow echo of it all.

Fighting Shadows

Lyrics:

Running through the summer haze, bicycles flying down the trails
Laughing ‘til we lost our breath, chasing echoes in the air
Forests whispered all our names, frozen moments in the frame
Every snapshot tells a story—now they’re all that still remains

Fireworks in winter nights, snow forts built in fading light
Coffee warming frozen hands, laughing loud, making plans
But time’s a thief, it slowly crept, took our days, the ones we kept
Now I’m staring at the past—tell me, can we bring it back?

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

Took the car and hit the road, just the two of us this time
Still we felt the empty space where the third one used to ride
Late-night laughter through the haze, chasing memories we can’t replace
But the days slipped through our hands, and we slowly lost our way

Firecrackers in the sky—burning bright, but gone so fast
Just like us, we shined so strong, but nothing gold will ever last
Tell me, did you feel the change? Did you see it slip away?
Or was it just another night before the dawn erased our names?

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

Flipping through the photographs, I see us in the golden past
Tears are falling, but I smile—'cause for a moment, we’re alive
We still exist in memories, in echoes carried by the breeze
Maybe one day, when fate is kind, we’ll meet again, somewhere in time

I miss these days so much!
It feels so far away!
But at the same time...
It feels like it was...
Yesterday...

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

But until then, I hold this pain,
The bond we had still calls my name,
And if the stars should realign,
I'll see you there—one last time...

Fading Trails

Indifference (Remastered)

Lyrics:

Moonlight on the highway, fading in the glass,
The echoes of a life I know I can’t get back.
Footsteps in the dirt, washed away by rain,
Every road I take still whispers your name.

The wind calls, but I don’t turn around,
The past is a song, but I won’t hear the sound.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

Familiar streetlights glow in the night,
But they don’t shine the same, they’ve lost their light.
A part of me stays where the seasons change,
But I keep moving, I can’t stay the same.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

The past is a ghost, the weight is real,
But I won’t break, I won’t stand still.
No more waiting, no more chains,
The road calls out—I'm not afraid.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

A breath of cold air, the sky open wide,
Not the end… just another ride.

Drifting Away

Drifting Away 2

Drifting Away 3

Rest in peace Chester, you'll be missed forever...

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