thank u sm @speaking149_role for the lead luv u 
love you so much that it hurts
got too much to say, but i’ll save it for the birds
wanna talk to you, but it makes the hurt worse
feeling so cursed, like dirt
feeling so stuck, you’re my purgatory
and the shit’s self inflicted, don’t know why i’m worried
my story (tell), feeling hell, don’t know who to tell
and it’s bottled up inside, forgive you even though you didn’t lie
wanna tell you but i’m feeling tongue tied
i’m not like those other guys
talk down, keep it nice
just give me one night

(you give me a feeling that i, you give me a feeling that i- never felt, felt, never felt, felt)

Living, breathing, trying

made in december 2024
DJ APRIL @aprilfridae
@gunjamstacy @humanendeavour - 0:25 - idol
@eliesriot @alserstrasse - 1:51 - a millie
@schizop0lis @pesoxoo - 3:34 - alameda
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@gunjamstacy @eliesriot - 8:49 - stacy's ballad
@xayshn @zayok - 10:20 - tweaking hoe
@xayshn @gunjamstacy - 11:49 - slutty savior
@schizop0lis @gunjamstacy - 13:33 - slutty blood
@zayok - 15:53 - find ur love (bonus)
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@zayok - 19:04 - accordian (bonus)
@eliesriot @gunjamstacy - 19:51 - slave (bonus)

$lutty Boyz: Jackin' for Beats

Moving backwards w/ rage + zero

Hands up, push down

tell me all your deepest all your darkest fears
ill keep them in my head store them all far from here
and right before i go i start to shed a tear
and girl i might as well let you know it’s getting hard to hear

baby please just see that i’m somebody, body
you loved me well when i had nobody, body
you know i’m better than the first option, option 
you loved me well when you had no option, option

is it weird that i think about you still
glimpses of our motion, real (reel)
picture off kilter 
i watch you still
ohhhhhh and i give you 5 stars
and i look up at my mirror-
saw it was too dark (yeah)
(i'll see you on your worst day)
and when the thought of it all comes back to bite me
…its right beside me

and when i bite my lips girl i think about you 
and when i bite my lips girl i think about you 
girl i think about you oh

(i'll take you with a grain of salt)
too

baby please just see that i’m somebody, body
you loved me well when i had nobody, body
you know i’m better than the first option, option 
you loved me well when you had no option, option
(and it's like oh, how far i gotta let you know)
(late to escape, how far i love this place)

i think i'm scared that i still love you, no
i think i'm scared that i still love you, no

The fear of loving you / Tooth sinker + gunk

Track 10 from "Creation Story"
soundcloud.com/yamamayamaybe/sets/creation-story
Produced, Performed, Written, & Recorded by @bbyazul4k and @yamamayamaybe

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10. still Gettin Money

I still love you (unfinished) (pandi)

held, liVed

distance

wanna preserve this feeling
wanna make sure dogs eatin
told my god shake and roll my dealings
fuck it tho either way girl im chilin
i wanna know if you feel it
i wanna go to the city
i wanna go, take you with me
new type of feeling i’m not used to
sorry gotta ask a hundred times if you feel it too
every time i look into ur eyes it still feels new
i’d kill if it meant it healed you
girl take away you undo, you love to

Undo girl v2

Song i made while on hiatus, i’ll be back soon

bite girl bite girl
come know, take it slow
wanna show, and tell me what i don’t
baby come close
and, bite girl
(taste)
come know, take it slow
wanna show, and tell me what i don’t
baby come close
and, bite girl

bite down, bite girl
i know that nigga aint treat u right girl
wipe ya down
u the best in the world
she say "is u wit it?" ima get in real thorough

across my neck and down my back
i know u dont know how to act
unhook my teeth from her throat
she say "can u put it back?"

i release let the blood flow
tell me where u feel it at
im the signature to ur note
and your the bullet to my headddd

ya yaaaaa

I ain’t tryna hurt you
in love your virtue
baby girl let’s take it slow
show you wassup
you from above
you a angel
you a shining light aye I ain’t playing du-
girl you shinning bright aye
wanna kick shit judo
turn up til the roof gone

girl my name sam 
he ain’t got what you need 
you should tell that boy to scram
he ain’t got what you need 
tell me why that boy
still breathing
still pretend
I ain’t tryna flex on you

held, liVed

es.cher

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