i find the mapquest in the glovebox
and im reminded when my life was so much worse
the forecasts clear today
but i can see rain from the clouds in the distance
and i could tell something was wrong
cuz everything felt right
and i dont think thats how it works
if you gave directions to the nearest corner store
id have no idea what im doing
and ive been here my whole life

im perfectly still with a hose at my feet
waiting for an ocean to form beneath me
thought millions of times i could fly if i want to
but the laws of nature wont change that easily

hometown 2k

12-21-23-7:52pm_chapter281

na cuz hold on

all produced, mixed, and mastered by me

lyrics

ill still run it back
i wish that i had never messed up
ended up in last
i dont think ill ever catch up
soul still tied
cant get back on track im far gone
i don't wanna die
still so confused on what i want

why am i this way
too anxious to speak
ruins my day
too tired to eat
ill be okay
breakin my teeth
for shit i won't say
ill never be me


Grolth

locked in the closet and now i'm just seething
what the fuck do you mean it's so easy ?
you've never lived if you can't hear me
i'm calling you out bitch yeah you're failing !

but you knew it all along right ?
every single crevice of my mind
psychological torture at night
why you actin' so surprised
and you can reword it however you want
i can see right through your facade
light bursting in, I see it, what I want
calm & quiet I’ll move when you’re gone

i'll never be me (ft. Grolth)

june 11

@carrophobia

my road was smooth
felt like i was drifting
til i crash theres no collision
i fell right thru
i could feel it shifting
see thru til i got it tinted
keep to myself under supervision

couldnt be myself til they all were missing
got me playing victim
treat myself, thought i was tripping
(tripping)
told myself it was superstition

(tripping x3)

@gr0lth on bells
@synplant on snare

gm_starshine1

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SPINNING IN THE CYCLES

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made in 8 hours on april 10th 2020
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