sane

learn how to find yourself within a cycle of infatuation and acceptance being confused with love.

stuck.

though midnight came,
like a jacket in the breeze
you never forgot to shiver,
but only to the thought of me
- ivan.

shiver (cover)

[Status.]

the way things are

the way things are (prod. by @orabos_sama)

Last Night

dear reader,

this was a cool song i knew i wanted someone else singing with me on it so i asked oossa (http://www.soundcloud.com/oossasounds) who was already going to be on my album, and this shit is wild i felt like tyler when i got it back. i hope you guys like it. both versions are cool af. so enjoy. and dont forget to like and shit. bless.

lots of love,
rbk.

one cold night [version 1] (w/ oossa✨) (prod. by monty datta)

[Relatable.]{ft. Anthem 2k}

a second. (live Interlude)

[Depression.]

all these letters never sent?
and all these voicemails that i left you,
never sent?
and now you posting all your happiness on instagram while i was sitting crying for 6 months without a hand.
“i’m sorry love,
that i don’t have all of the strength to give you hugs.
and how you cried over facetime wasn’t enough.
see it was god who told me that you weren’t the one.”

i was one who,
helped you love.
and gave you strength,
to show you trust.
and i admit,
yeah i fucked up.
but there’s a difference between loving me & lust.

i kept on 
loving you wrong,
and so i’ve written song after song.
just to reach out,
and let you remember that i’ve been your rebound since last year’s december.

when the snow fell harder than it looked,
my lips kept on cracking,
my songs had no hooks.
i stayed in my bed,
had no love for my books.
& i gave up on school,
all the time that it took,
to remember you.
and all the little memories that made me smile,
they went and faded blue.
or maybe black when it was back to how i’d see it through.
just me and you.
on facetime just me and you.
the distance blinded me so i just couldn’t feel it through.

a second. (live Interlude)

escape ivan

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