I fell asleep on you my love
with 70 people watching
I don’t know what I was thinking of
but deep down baby it’s haunting

Ashamed and sick to my gut
cut it out with a motorized son

Last time I tried to do the same
on some drink and medicine
just like this but now reframed
this is the last time I try anything

Attempt at what I just can’t tell
I’m done putting myself on sale
    
Put your la ughter in my face
I’d much rather have it to embrace 

I never thought that my old friends
would leave me so many lashes
I’d rather not succumb, god sends
people to me causing crashes

Smoking out the dirty sum
Glad they’re gone I’m the lucky one

Put your faultless mind in space
there’s no room for it in my new cage

I’m so done

Midnight Hatsize

All credit goes to Swans/Michael Gira for this song.

Blood Promise (Swans cover)

I sleep in Tidy Places
I know what I embrace is

Lemon water for me and you
escape from my old residue
Soak up letters like alcohol
I’ve been drinking your novels

[chorus]

Mundane things don’t bother me
Driving my heart waves in your sea
of love that you have I’m not sure
take one more chance what not for

[chorus]

Tidy Places

Everything

Never Fall In Love Again

Go fuck myself
Thats all I see
come out of you
It's all I read

Please take everything
I want less

and I've spent a lot less time thinking about the things I've tried
I spent it all on you
You have to reason just to try to think of me too

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Jank

You weren't the one who made me mad
I was the one who could not let go

And now the time comes for me to hold you down
I'll do it everytime til you don't stick around

I couldn't leave by my sole choice
I needed to hear it from your voice

And as this stone rolls along I wanna jump in front of it
I know it won't stop so maybe it'll make me quit

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Rolls Along

You’ve made me think that I’ve got something to prove to you
But deep down I want nothing to do with you

I’ve always questioned why I even exist
Now I place that thought on a higher list

Now I believe I could not be precious to anyone
That’s not your fault my worst thoughts lead among

Lead among the things that I appear to believe in
I’ll never cast another stone until I fade away again

Caught myself making fun of those who are just like me
And once they’re gone I’ll wish I had given them a real apology

Only in death they’ll know both ways I felt
I hope they see the hand I had but not dealt

Not Dealt

I’m trying not to be myself
Only here but no where else
I’ve made a point to make a dent
In all the good that god has sent

But with no appointment
And without our lives
I would find a way out if it meant we could survive
I Mechanized the process
Of how we really try
Try to delegate us let there be no outside eyes

Been waiting for a sleepy feeling
It’s 5AM and my brain is screaming
Telling me of what I messed up
And it don’t care if fess up

Imagine the two of us
alone on an empty bus
Aware of where we're headed but we're not happy

And what would you think of me
If I confessed Ecstasy 
as what you are giving me
each time I see your face on my TV screen

and I would be imperfect for you

Imagine the two of us
wherever we wanna be
I hope that's reality someday
and what would you think of me
if I confessed ecstasy
is everytime I see you comin towards me

and I would be imperfect for you

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Drawn into a shade
into a pale shaded charade
and I'm stuck in my thoughts
pull them all out
take them apart so
you can't see who I am
I am so afraid of you

Move
Moving on out
into a part, part of this town so cold
I did bring a coat cause I can't control the things I've not grown so
Tell me how to like you like you're not unlike my own

You'll take me for granted, I know
I've already had it, I know

Eschew You

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