Cuando era un niño, todo parecía más sencillo. Corría por el parque sin miedo, comía lo que quería sin culpa y me miraba al espejo sin cuestionarme. No conocía la ansiedad que ahora me ahoga ni el dolor de dejar atrás un lugar que amaba al mudarme de país, sin entender lo que significaba. Extraño esa inocencia, cuando no me daba cuenta de lo que sucedía a mi alrededor, antes de que la vida me obligara a madurar demasiado rápido. Mis padres, con sus propias heridas y exigencias, me lastimaron sin quererlo, rompiendo partes de mí que aún no sé cómo reparar. Hoy, la culpa al comer, la dismorfia corporal, las pérdidas y el vacío me consumen. Me siento atrapado en un bloqueo emocional, añorando los días en que, aunque no sabía mucho de la vida, al menos no dolía tanto ser yo.

this is so calm, like a beautiful field without a horizon

I believe I’m going to end my life with a gun someday, I hate being lonely everyone wants to leave me and I don’t Know why.

we can get a place...a job... you know like people do..you wanna be people? lets be people

real

duster - the landing slowed and heavily reverbed

Duster - Constellations ; [ Slowed ] .

A Quick One Before The Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut -have a nice life(slowed)

There is nothing remaining other than the desperate want to return

Goodnight Dad I Love You

i threw a rock off an overpass and killed a guy

left - sign crushes motorist (slowed)

like they always say, what goes around comes around

I don’t own any rights.
Enjoy! 
Note: (Yeah my old account was not hacked I was just very stupid and forgot my password :3)

I wish things were different. (Killswitch Riff x Arthur Morgan)

I don't own any rights. 
Song: The beginning by Flawed Mangoes
Enjoy!

They thought I was you. (The Beginning x Michael Afton)

It hasn't for me. (Retire x Thorfinn)

Credits to tonilk_ for making the audio jus couldn’t find it sound so decided to add on my own

Father, it’s me Michale

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

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my little winter.

I Don't Like Mirrors - Repressed (Slowed + Reverb)

AndYetYouTryToComeBackOnceInAWhile

goodnight dad I love you - wishing (slowed + Iphone alarm)

Nathan Pizano - vocals, guitars, bass, synths, samples, programming

Released on October 20, 2025

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