remastered on august 3rd, 2024
prod @enaze + @rainn_god
featuring @willowcore

listen2me

Spotify

listen2me + willowcore (prod. enaze + rainn god)

prod by @9st4rs
featuring @820
mixed/master @eserine
cover by @chimii777

lyrics:
@eserine
You
You say that you want me
Say that you're wanted too
Don't wanna be with him
Just wanna be with you
These things that you told me
They just can't continue
And I don't think I will forgive you

@820 (may be misheard)
If you'd rather forget me, don't raise your standard
As steep as it gets, just hear what i said to you
I know its so stupid.
I'm torn between choices
Plus, your lying is a thirst of mine.
I can tell
Remember the day it'd go

@eserine
You
You say that you want me
Say that you're wanted too
Don't wanna be with him
Just wanna be with you
These things that you told me
They just can't continue
And I don't think I will forgive you
I won't forgive you

wanted

wanted + Nosgov (prod. 9st4rs)

produced by @kojowav
featuring @plasticgirl1
cover art by me

soul

soul + rezlaine (prod. kojo)

prod @xtasane
featuring @buy0k
cover art by me

2late4you

2late4you + buyok (prod. xtasane)

mirtazapine

mirtazapine + haruki.exe (prod. yubella)

prod by haunt3r & kweensky
mastered by @950e

lyrics:

Do
Anything that you want
Anything that you want
Anything that you do

Been a victim of you for so long I
Finally realized why I built a shrine
Might as well just be on our damn prime

Didn't want to leave you right behind
You went dark and I could just shine
Not gonna stop here just to cry and whine

All of these feelings that you try to hide
In our life we're going for a ride
You don't want to stop the fucking lies
My soul you'll have to exorcise

Been a victim of you for quite a while
My feelings I just can't compile
We're just another data file

All of these feelings that hide inside you
I'm trying to figure them out
One by one
One by one
I just wanna know

Been a victim of you for so long I
Finally realized why I built a shrine
Might as well just be on our damn prime

Didn't want to leave you right behind
You went dark and I could just shine
Not gonna stop here just to cry and whine

Just to cry and whine

cryandwhine

cryandwhine (prod. haunt3r x kweensky)

misery

misery (prod. 00rcpk)

prod by @950e

lyrics:

All of these attempts I cannot forget
Holding my arm with the fucking tourniquet
You better change your ways or you change your mindset
Getting all the praise and I can't respect that
You vanished from my life where you going with all that
All these lies yea they're trynna vanish
Seven hills is not a vanity
I've lost my sanity

mindset

mindset (prod. midso)

prod @950e & @kuriyai443
mix/master @950e
featuring @pamungkash-211729317

lyrics:

@eserine
O nosso amor entrelaçado
Não pode ser roubado
É sagrado
Vieste até moncarapacho
Fui arrastado
Desculpa a minha maneira de ser
Tu fazes coisas que nem dá pra ver
Com as tigh highs a condizer
Isto vai durar até ao amanhecer
Sinto-me sozinha
Com a tua mão na minha
A minha alma até brilha
Lá na rua da beirinha
E sem sabermos o que é que pode acontecer agora
Não te armes em dora exploradora 
E este sabor de amora que não vai embora
Esta é realmente quem me namora
 
@pamungkash-211729317
Got a lot 
On my mind
Gonna take all
My time
Esta é realmente quem me namora
It's not good to say goodbye.
You hit my line
Damn girl 
You so fine
Hit me at the 
Perfect time
To bad we can’t 
Take back time
Esta é realmente quem me namora
It's not good to say goodbye.

@eserine
(time to say goodbye)
O nosso amor entrelaçado
Não pode ser roubado
É sagrado
Vieste até moncarapacho
Fui arrastado
Desculpa a minha maneira de ser
Tu fazes coisas que nem dá pra ver
Com as tigh highs a condizer
Isto vai durar até ao amanhecer
Sinto-me sozinha
Com a tua mão na minha
A minha alma até brilha
Lá na rua da beirinha
Lá na rua da beirinha
Tu és toda perfeitinha

amor entrelaçado

amor entrelaçado + qamungkash (prod. midso + kuriyai)

♫ [recorded on March 21st, 2024]
♪ [originally released on April 19th, 2024]

prod @950e
mix/master @950e

lyrics:
@eserine
At the party you said things that I should know
If you tried to look at yourself maybe you'd know
All these lies you said and I just ... I didn't know
Probably must've thought that I was just kinda slow

All these years ago and I thought that we would glow
And these crumbs of love seems to be all you can show
Emotions are undergoing and they don't overflow
You don't seem to know you don't seem to grow

Seem to know
Just a row
Seen you below

All these feelings they been stacking they can't stack anymore
Can't seem to find a way to reach you all you do is ignore
I never called you a whore and yet you are on the dancefloor
Our relation you longed for yet you start a war

Yet you start a war
There's things you can't ignore and you just swing the door
Just swing the door
You don't care anymore

At the party you said things that I should know
If you tried to look at yourself maybe you'd know
All these lies you said and I just ... I didn't know
Probably must've thought that I was just kinda slow

All these years ago and I thought that we would glow
And these crumbs of love seems to be all you can show
Emotions are undergoing and they don't overflow
You don't seem to know you don't seem to grow

unbound connection

unbound connection (prod. midso)

prod by @950e
mix/master @950e
featuring @ilyporo

lyrics:
@eserine
I don't know what's gotten to you
All these feelings that you take away from me
Feels so empty
I feel like venti
Trynna figure it out if we're pretending
The influence you had seems to be ending
This chaos you made seems so impending
Can you stop pretending
This is never ending
You put your blame on me
(Just seems you don't care anymore)
Your tears are like a sea
You'll be my nominee
Nominee
My nominee

@ilyporo
poro speaking fax

emptied

emptied + ilyporo (prod. midso)

prod @950e (620) + @nightigerxo
feat @ilyporo

next2me

next2me + ilyporo (prod. midso + nightiger)

prod @sif666
mix/master @eserine
featuring @auxina3
cover art by @chimii777

lyrics:
@eserine
You didn't keep count of my wounds
Still haven't seen you, it's noon
My life you treat like a cartoon
My soul is a half moon

My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

@auxina3
It’s no coincidence
I'm so burnt out since this
You want me to forget
But the wounds persist

I've seen this kind of overview
And honestly I’m over you
Laying in a acid pool
Rotting till I see the truth

But you're a fire starter
Sent my heart to the slaughter
Impaled on spikes left to ponder
Why did I have to be a…. Martyr?

@eserine
My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

firestarter

firestarter + auxina (prod. sif)

prod @sif666

lyrics:
@eserine
My wounds are still fresh (my wounds are still fresh)
This pain I can't outlast
I am (I am)
I am alone and depressed
Your love I can't request
What did you do to forget (what did you to forget)
What did you do to forget
With words I'll never regret
Who are you? 
Don't talk to me again

My wounds are still fresh (my wounds are still fresh)
This pain I can't outlast
I am (I am)
I am alone and depressed
Your love I can't request
What did you do to forget

alone

alone (prod. sif)

prod @9st4rs
featuring @plastic_rt

lyrics:
@eserine
Why you wearing a facemask?
I don't wanna talk about it
Have you really thought about it
You're really hurting me its tough shit
Why you making nauseous
Hold my heart so precious (x2)

I cannot see the (???)
The way you're hurting me so cautious
Don't wanna see you anyway

@plastic_rt
Eu sinto-me inseguro
Quando paro e penso no meu futuro
Eu não quero dar um tiro no escuro
Eu achava que te amava eu juro
Acho que vou ter uma OD da maneira que eu misturo
Quando penso em ti eu só começo a chorar
Quando eu penso na vida eu só penso em te amar
Mas não há nada que eu posso fazer
Parece que eu só sirvo para sofrer

@eserine
Eu não quero sofrer
Why you wearing a facemask?
I don't wanna talk about it
Have you really thought about it
You're really hurting me its tough shit
Why you making nauseous
Hold my heart so precious

facemask #2019

facemask + plastic (prod. 9st4rs)

prod @eserine / remixed by @wipemytears1

lyrics:
You're not putting things in their place
I just wish you could see my face
You're trying too hard to replace
And tomorrow will be another day

I cannot believe the things you say
You broke my heart you must pay

Things in their place
I just wish you could see my face
You're trying too hard to replace
And tomorrow will be another day

anesthesia

anesthesia (prod. wipemytears1 + eserine)

restless

restless + plastic (prod. midso)

remix of my own song "soul"
prod @kojowav
featuring @ilyporo

youdontdeserve

youdontdeserveme + ilyporo (prod. kojo)

prod @negativecreeper
feat @cloudiiscape
mix/master/additional tweaks @cloudiiscape
specials thanks @950e

lyrics:

(@eserine)
I have...
I have known no fear
You watched me disappear
They said you'd stand right here
We're going to new frontiers
You've set me in tears
My heart, you're the pioneer
Look at us through all these years

I just don't know what happened to you
Would you really believe me?
I don't know what you want
What to do with you

(@cloudiiscape)
I wonder what’s tearing me asunder?
Maintaining is so hard
I tried but i fell apart
Ur price was unspoken
I paid but ignored the cost
Time’s fleeting, we’re so lost
So lost..
You watched me disappear
Said you’d stay right here
But I’ve been alone for all of this time

known no fear

known no fear + cloudii (prod. negative.creeper)

prod @950e
mix/master @plastic_rt @eserine
featuring @sif666

lyrics:

@eserine
I don't wanna be nice
You're acting like a mice
When we reach the frontier
And you're telling me what's right
This is going downhill 
And we're running out of time

Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online
Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online
And it's all online
Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online

I fought and fought and fought you
And you were right there looking in for a clue
Looking in for a clue
And you were right there looking in for a clue

@sif666
And I'm always on a come down
Every time i try to talk to u i break down
Why did u hurt me? 
I'm waiting for u online
You dont deserve me
I got a little too kind

Ecstasy
I miss the way that u treated me
Always thinking bout your name
Why wont you text me?
Why did you hurt me? 
I wanted you to be mine
You don't deserve it but I'm waiting for u online

online

online + sif (prod. midso)

prod @plath4evr
mix/master @eserine

lyrics ❄️

I've been trying to make it right
And my neck you tried to bite
I'm not looking for a fight
I thought I loved you but not quite

But not quite
Only see you right at night
Seems you're getting out sight
Out of my sight

out of sight

out of sight (prod. plath)

prod by @950e & @prod-nineteen-218096032
feat @auxina3

lyrics:

@eserine
You thought I would just let you walk away
Don't give a fuck about anything you say
Always talking mad shit about my ways
Always talking mad shit about your days

I don't care you have balenci on your face
Just fucking know your damn place
Just give up you're a menace a disgrace
You wish you could run at my pace

@auxina3
No hard feelings I’ve been more concrete 
Keep one eye open every time I sleep
In preparation I told u to  just leave me be
If I wanna be the best then I’ll be discreet 
You can’t have my soul 
They did a number on me 
My blood runs cold 
Got a noose to feed
Fake friends leave 
So what’s left then?
Another nose bleed

@eserine
I think you might be going insane
Why don't you just get in yo fucking lane
Flexing yo shit all fucking day
Don't you think that's a bit fucking lame

You thought I would just let you walk away
Don't give a fuck about anything you say
Always talking mad shit about my ways
Always talking mad shit about your days

I don't care you have balenci on your face
Just fucking know your damn place
Just give up you're a menace a disgrace
You wish you could run at my pace

walk away

walk away + auxina (prod. midso + 1Naiteen)

[single]
original recording session (june 26th, 2024)
prod by @9st4rs
mix & additional tweaks @eserine
cover art for PAROXETINE EP (unreleased) by @izias4real on IG 

lyrics 🕯️
[chorus]
I'm feeling different
All these problems around 
Are not existing
Haven't seen my heart
I couldn't fit in
Yea you broke my heart
I could've missed it

(Gotta try harder)

Did you know we can get much higher?
Too bad you didn't try
When you lie to me
You just cannot stand it
(You just cannot stand it)

[verse]
Broke my heart
And you just cannot ... (?)
Did my part and you just disappeared
Not withstanding what we could've been
You ripped my heart right there from the start
Stabbed to the heart and we just fell apart
Not understanding the wounds I had
In your thought you were just mad

Things have been getting quite bad
Gi-gi-gi-give me what you took from me
Why won't you give it back?
[melodic glitch/stutter]
I simply can't breathe

[final bridge w/ grossbeat]
You ripped my heart right there from the start
Stabbed to the heart and we just fell apart
Not understanding the wounds I had
In your thought you were just mad

[chorus]
I'm feeling different
All these problems around 
Are not existing
Haven't seen my heart
I couldn't fit in
Yea you broke my heart
I could've missed it

(Gotta try harder)

Did you know we can get much higher?
Too bad you didn't try
When you lie to me
You just cannot stand it
(You cannot stand it)

paroxetine

contrast

contrast (prod. 9st4rs)

[soon on spotify]
prod by @107fama
art omao on x/twitter

lyrics
(intro + chorus)
Took away everything
That you had from me
Nothing got in your way
You're the center piece
A look in your face
You're the enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
The enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
The enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me

(verse)
The mess you created
Can't you see
You live your life
Without me (without me)
I'm not sure what I'm doing here
And maybe you could've told me that
That I just don't, that I just don't know
(That I just don't know)
(Don't do me like that)

(chorus)
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
A look in your face
You're the enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
You're... the enemy

enemy

enemy (prod. 107)

track 2 from 'dataKrash' EP

prod @pw4prez + @950e
feat @auxina3
master @950e

lyrics:
@eserine
All the things you said
Turning to my head
I can't stand it
Ain't gonna leave my bed
Don't don't talk to me
Talk to her instead
You you to me might as well just be dead

I can't stand you
I can't hold you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't stand you
I can't hold you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you

@auxina3
If you wait for me 
Then I’ll wait for you
Don’t wanna complicate things between us two
It’s already hard enough 
What we both went through 
Fall to the dark or to you I don’t wanna chose
We represent a perfect harmony 
Don’t worry whatever karma brings 
No matter what the cost get lost in me
Look into my eyes you just gotta trust in me

@eserine
I can't stand you
I can't hold you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't stand you
I can't hold you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you

(All we have is purple days, I should've told you)

dataKrash

purple days

purple days ft. auxina (prod. sochi + midso)

track 1 from 'dataKrash' EP

cover art [https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/]
prod @pw4prez + @950e / extended arrangement @proddsea
feat @7senss

lyrics:

@eserine
They said it couldn't be done
I'm having a lot of fun
All this shit you throw at me
I was starting to feel numb
Do you feel your heart hum
And it's all cuz...

It's in my eyes
Don't care about your problems
And you wish you could solve them
I tried again I was so dumb
(I guess I was dumb)

I tried to get away
All the nights I couldn't stay
Put knifes on my wrists
If you thought I would obey
I just told you I'm not okay
And you wanna stay

You say you're problematic
Don't wanna think about it
Yes day no day
Feel like a schematic
Aren't you cybernetic
And my heart you're gonna break it

@7senss
Uh now what do you know?
Just don’t get too close
Don’t go where I go
Don’t don’t don’t tell me your mind
I’m not good to rely on
And if I said I ever was then I’m a liar

Can’t promise that I’ll make you proud
Can’t promise I won’t cry wolf again
Not sorry, that’s just who I am
You don’t have to be my friend

Don’t don’t wait for me
Don’t don’t think of me
I’m not what you need
You’re not what I need
Don’t don’t wait for me
Don’t don’t think of me
If I call your name don’t come back for me

(You better hope I never see your face again)

@eserine
Don't care about your problems
And you wish you could solve them
I tried again I was so dumb

(Hmm are you talking about me?)
(BLACK WING ACADEMY)

I tried to get away
All the nights I couldn't stay
Put knifes on my wrists
If you thought I would obey
I just told you I'm not okay

Don't care about your problems
And you wish you could solve them
I tried again I was so dumb

eserine

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