remastered on august 3rd, 2024
prod @enaze + @rainn_god
featuring @willowcore

listen2me

Spotify

listen2me + willowcore (enaze + rainn god)

prod by @9st4rs
featuring @820
mixed/master @eserine
cover by @chimii777

lyrics:
@eserine
You
You say that you want me
Say that you're wanted too
Don't wanna be with him
Just wanna be with you
These things that you told me
They just can't continue
And I don't think I will forgive you

@820 (may be misheard)
If you'd rather forget me, don't raise your standard
As steep as it gets, just hear what i said to you
I know its so stupid.
I'm torn between choices
Plus, your lying is a thirst of mine.
I can tell
Remember the day it'd go

@eserine
You
You say that you want me
Say that you're wanted too
Don't wanna be with him
Just wanna be with you
These things that you told me
They just can't continue
And I don't think I will forgive you
I won't forgive you

wanted

wanted + Nosgov (9st4rs)

prod @enaze + @rainn_god
mix & master @enaze
cover art by me

lyrics: 
@wiiola
(Portuguese)
na tua vida eu quero entrar
eu só queria não me atrasar
os teus labios contra os meus
agora é tempo de dizer adeus
no teu quarto eu nem podia entrar
o meu amor por ti eu só queria mostrar

todas as noites em que me ignoraste
e as feridas que tu não saraste
e eu nem sei como me encontraste
a minha vida tu nem consideraste

os teus labios contra os meus
agora é tempo de dizer adeus
no teu quarto eu nem podia entrar
o meu amor por ti eu só queria mostrar

(English)
I want to enter your life
I just wanted to not be late
your lips against mine
now it's time to say goodbye
I couldn't even enter your room
my love for you I just wanted to show

every night you ignored me
and the wounds that you did not heal
and I don't even know how you found me
you didn't even consider my life

your lips against mine
now it's time to say goodbye
I couldn't even enter your room
my love for you I just wanted to show

vida

vida (enaze + rainn god)

listen on spotify ~ https://sptfy.com/Plmk
produced by @kojowav
featuring @plasticgirl1
cover art by me

soul

soul + rezlaine (kojo)

prod @xtasane
featuring @buyok1
cover art by me

2late4you

2late4you + buyok (xtasane)

mirtazapine

mirtazapine + haruki.exe (yubella)

prod by haunt3r & kweensky
mastered by @02v

lyrics:

Do
Anything that you want
Anything that you want
Anything that you do

Been a victim of you for so long I
Finally realized why I built a shrine
Might as well just be on our damn prime

Didn't want to leave you right behind
You went dark and I could just shine
Not gonna stop here just to cry and whine

All of these feelings that you try to hide
In our life we're going for a ride
You don't want to stop the fucking lies
My soul you'll have to exorcise

Been a victim of you for quite a while
My feelings I just can't compile
We're just another data file

All of these feelings that hide inside you
I'm trying to figure them out
One by one
One by one
I just wanna know

Been a victim of you for so long I
Finally realized why I built a shrine
Might as well just be on our damn prime

Didn't want to leave you right behind
You went dark and I could just shine
Not gonna stop here just to cry and whine

Just to cry and whine

cryandwhine

cryandwhine (haunt3r x kweensky)

listen on spotify: https://sptfy.com/Qegd
prod by @02v
mix/master by @02v @eserine

lyrics:

Would you tend to my wounds if I asked
And you just seem to remain unmasked
Getting all these memories straight from the past
Kinda wish your love wasn't half assed

Kinda done with you
And you said we're through
My feelings are so blue
How can this be true

Building a point of view
Who the fuck are you?
My feelings are true

I'm not feeling so well
Putting me under a spell
Just how could you tell

I don't like the way that you're treating me
All these retries and you're teasing me
Intake your lies rather pleasingly
Just shut your mouth and don't fuck with me

Thought we'd be forever
Now it's just whatever
You're putting me under pressure
Stop calling me whenever

Would you tend to my wounds if I asked
And you just seem to remain unmasked
Getting all these memories straight from the past
Kinda wish your love wasn't half assed

Kinda done with you
And you said we're through
My feelings are so blue
How can this be true

Building a point of view
Who the fuck are you?
My feelings are true

I'm not feeling so well
Putting me under a spell
Just how could you tell

I don't like the way that you're treating me
All these retries and you're teasing me
Intake your lies rather pleasingly
Just shut your mouth and don't fuck with me

Would you tend to my wounds if I asked
And you just seem to remain unmasked
Getting all these memories straight from the past
Kinda wish your love wasn't half assed

wounds

wounds (pleasant)

misery

misery (🔒)

prod by @02v
cover art by me

lyrics:

All of these attempts I cannot forget
Holding my arm with the fucking tourniquet
You better change your ways or you change your mindset
Getting all the praise and I can't respect that
You vanished from my life where you going with all that
All these lies yea they're trynna vanish
Seven hills is not a vanity
I've lost my sanity

mindset

mindset (pleasant)

prod @02v & @kuriyai443
mix/master @02v
featuring @pamungkash-211729317

lyrics:

@eserine
O nosso amor entrelaçado
Não pode ser roubado
É sagrado
Vieste até moncarapacho
Fui arrastado
Desculpa a minha maneira de ser
Tu fazes coisas que nem dá pra ver
Com as tigh highs a condizer
Isto vai durar até ao amanhecer
Sinto-me sozinha
Com a tua mão na minha
A minha alma até brilha
Lá na rua da beirinha
E sem sabermos o que é que pode acontecer agora
Não te armes em dora exploradora 
E este sabor de amora que não vai embora
Esta é realmente quem me namora
 
@pamungkash-211729317
Got a lot 
On my mind
Gonna take all
My time
Esta é realmente quem me namora
It's not good to say goodbye.
You hit my line
Damn girl 
You so fine
Hit me at the 
Perfect time
To bad we can’t 
Take back time
Esta é realmente quem me namora
It's not good to say goodbye.

@eserine
(time to say goodbye)
O nosso amor entrelaçado
Não pode ser roubado
É sagrado
Vieste até moncarapacho
Fui arrastado
Desculpa a minha maneira de ser
Tu fazes coisas que nem dá pra ver
Com as tigh highs a condizer
Isto vai durar até ao amanhecer
Sinto-me sozinha
Com a tua mão na minha
A minha alma até brilha
Lá na rua da beirinha
Lá na rua da beirinha
Tu és toda perfeitinha

amor entrelaçado

amor entrelaçado + qamungkash (pleasant + kuriyai)

♫ [recorded on March 21st, 2024]
♪ [originally released on April 19th, 2024]

prod @02v
mix/master @02v

lyrics:
@eserine
At the party you said things that I should know
If you tried to look at yourself maybe you'd know
All these lies you said and I just ... I didn't know
Probably must've thought that I was just kinda slow

All these years ago and I thought that we would glow
And these crumbs of love seems to be all you can show
Emotions are undergoing and they don't overflow
You don't seem to know you don't seem to grow

Seem to know
Just a row
Seen you below

All these feelings they been stacking they can't stack anymore
Can't seem to find a way to reach you all you do is ignore
I never called you a whore and yet you are on the dancefloor
Our relation you longed for yet you start a war

Yet you start a war
There's things you can't ignore and you just swing the door
Just swing the door
You don't care anymore

At the party you said things that I should know
If you tried to look at yourself maybe you'd know
All these lies you said and I just ... I didn't know
Probably must've thought that I was just kinda slow

All these years ago and I thought that we would glow
And these crumbs of love seems to be all you can show
Emotions are undergoing and they don't overflow
You don't seem to know you don't seem to grow

unbound connection

unbound connection (jane)

prod by @02v
mix/master @02v
featuring @ilyporo

lyrics:
@eserine
I don't know what's gotten to you
All these feelings that you take away from me
Feels so empty
I feel like venti
Trynna figure it out if we're pretending
The influence you had seems to be ending
This chaos you made seems so impending
Can you stop pretending
This is never ending
You put your blame on me
(Just seems you don't care anymore)
Your tears are like a sea
You'll be my nominee
Nominee
My nominee

@ilyporo
poro speaking fax

emptied

emptied + ilyporo (pleasant)

prod @02v (620) + @nightigerxo
feat @ilyporo

next2me

next2me + ilyporo (620 + nightiger)

prod @sif666
mix/master @eserine
featuring @auxina3
cover art by @chimii777

lyrics:
@eserine
You didn't keep count of my wounds
Still haven't seen you, it's noon
My life you treat like a cartoon
My soul is a half moon

My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

@auxina3
It’s no coincidence
I'm so burnt out since this
You want me to forget
But the wounds persist

I've seen this kind of overview
And honestly I’m over you
Laying in a acid pool
Rotting till I see the truth

But you're a fire starter
Sent my heart to the slaughter
Impaled on spikes left to ponder
Why did I have to be a…. Martyr?

@eserine
My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

firestarter

firestarter + auxina (sif)

prod @sif666

lyrics:
@eserine
My wounds are still fresh (my wounds are still fresh)
This pain I can't outlast
I am (I am)
I am alone and depressed
Your love I can't request
What did you do to forget (what did you to forget)
What did you do to forget
With words I'll never regret
Who are you? 
Don't talk to me again

My wounds are still fresh (my wounds are still fresh)
This pain I can't outlast
I am (I am)
I am alone and depressed
Your love I can't request
What did you do to forget

alone

alone (sif)

prod @9st4rs
featuring @plastic_rt

lyrics:
@eserine
Why you wearing a facemask?
I don't wanna talk about it
Have you really thought about it
You're really hurting me its tough shit
Why you making nauseous
Hold my heart so precious (x2)

I cannot see the (???)
The way you're hurting me so cautious
Don't wanna see you anyway

@plastic_rt
Eu sinto-me inseguro
Quando paro e penso no meu futuro
Eu não quero dar um tiro no escuro
Eu achava que te amava eu juro
Acho que vou ter uma OD da maneira que eu misturo
Quando penso em ti eu só começo a chorar
Quando eu penso na vida eu só penso em te amar
Mas não há nada que eu posso fazer
Parece que eu só sirvo para sofrer

@eserine
Eu não quero sofrer
Why you wearing a facemask?
I don't wanna talk about it
Have you really thought about it
You're really hurting me its tough shit
Why you making nauseous
Hold my heart so precious

facemask #2019

facemask + plastic (9st4rs)

prod / remixed by @wipemytears-500007651

lyrics:
You're not putting things in their place
I just wish you could see my face
You're trying too hard to replace
And tomorrow will be another day

I cannot believe the things you say
You broke my heart you must pay

Things in their place
I just wish you could see my face
You're trying too hard to replace
And tomorrow will be another day

anesthesia

anesthesia (wipemytears1)

restless

restless + plastic (jane)

remix of my own song "soul"
prod @kojowav
featuring @ilyporo

youdontdeserve

youdontdeserveme + ilyporo (kojo)

prod @negativecreeper
feat @cloudiiscape
mix/master/additional tweaks @cloudiiscape
specials thanks @02v - @sif666 - @auxina3

lyrics:

(@eserine)
I have...
I have known no fear
You watched me disappear
They said you'd stand right here
We're going to new frontiers
You've set me in tears
My heart, you're the pioneer
Look at us through all these years

I just don't know what happened to you
Would you really believe me?
I don't know what you want
What to do with you

(@cloudiiscape)
I wonder what’s tearing me asunder?
Maintaining is so hard
I tried but i fell apart
Ur price was unspoken
I paid but ignored the cost
Time’s fleeting, we’re so lost
So lost..
You watched me disappear
Said you’d stay right here
But I’ve been alone for all of this time

known no fear

known no fear + cloudii (negative.creeper)

prod @02v
mix/master @plastic_rt @eserine
featuring @sif666

lyrics:

@eserine
I don't wanna be nice
You're acting like a mice
When we reach the frontier
And you're telling me what's right
This is going downhill 
And we're running out of time

Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online
Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online
And it's all online
Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online

I fought and fought and fought you
And you were right there looking in for a clue
Looking in for a clue
And you were right there looking in for a clue

@sif666
And I'm always on a come down
Every time i try to talk to u i break down
Why did u hurt me? 
I'm waiting for u online
You dont deserve me
I got a little too kind

Ecstasy
I miss the way that u treated me
Always thinking bout your name
Why wont you text me?
Why did you hurt me? 
I wanted you to be mine
You don't deserve it but I'm waiting for u online

online

online + sif (jane)

prod @plath4evr
mix/master @eserine

lyrics ❄️

I've been trying to make it right
And my neck you tried to bite
I'm not looking for a fight
I thought I loved you but not quite

But not quite
Only see you right at night
Seems you're getting out sight
Out of my sight

out of sight

out of sight (plath)

prod by @02v & @prod-nineteen-218096032
feat @auxina3

lyrics:

@eserine
You thought I would just let you walk away
Don't give a fuck about anything you say
Always talking mad shit about my ways
Always talking mad shit about your days

I don't care you have balenci on your face
Just fucking know your damn place
Just give up you're a menace a disgrace
You wish could run at my pace

@auxina3
No hard feelings I’ve been more concrete 
Keep one eye open every time I sleep
In preparation I told u to  just leave me be
If I wanna be the best then I’ll be discreet 
You can’t have my soul 
They did a number on me 
My blood runs cold 
Got a noose to feed
Fake friends leave 
So what’s left then?
Another nose bleed

@eserine
I think you might be going insane
Why don't you just get in yo fucking lane
Flexing yo shit all fucking day
Don't you think that's a bit fucking lame

You thought I would just let you walk away
Don't give a fuck about anything you say
Always talking mad shit about my ways
Always talking mad shit about your days

I don't care you have balenci on your face
Just fucking know your damn place
Just give up you're a menace a disgrace
You wish could run at my pace

eserine

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