prod by @9st4rs
featuring @820
mixed/master @eserine
cover by @chimii777

lyrics:
@eserine
You
You say that you want me
Say that you're wanted too
Don't wanna be with him
Just wanna be with you
These things that you told me
They just can't continue
And I don't think I will forgive you

@820 (may be misheard)
If you'd rather forget me, don't raise your standard
As steep as it gets, just hear what i said to you
I know its so stupid.
I'm torn between choices
Plus, your lying is a thirst of mine.
I can tell
Remember the day it'd go

@eserine
You
You say that you want me
Say that you're wanted too
Don't wanna be with him
Just wanna be with you
These things that you told me
They just can't continue
And I don't think I will forgive you
I won't forgive you

wanted

Spotify

wanted + Nosgov (prod. 9st4rs)

produced by @kojowav
featuring @plasticgirl1
cover art by me

soul

soul + rezlaine (prod. kojo)

prod @xtasane
featuring @buy0k
cover art by me

2late4you

2late4you + buyok (prod. xtasane)

mirtazapine

mirtazapine + haruki.exe (prod. yubella)

misery

misery (prod. 00rcpk)

prod by @02v

lyrics:

All of these attempts I cannot forget
Holding my arm with the fucking tourniquet
You better change your ways or you change your mindset
Getting all the praise and I can't respect that
You vanished from my life where you going with all that
All these lies yea they're trynna vanish
Seven hills is not a vanity
I've lost my sanity

mindset

mindset (prod. midso)

♫ [recorded on March 21st, 2024]
♪ [originally released on April 19th, 2024]

prod @02v
mix/master @02v

lyrics:
@eserine
At the party you said things that I should know
If you tried to look at yourself maybe you'd know
All these lies you said and I just ... I didn't know
Probably must've thought that I was just kinda slow

All these years ago and I thought that we would glow
And these crumbs of love seems to be all you can show
Emotions are undergoing and they don't overflow
You don't seem to know you don't seem to grow

Seem to know
Just a row
Seen you below

All these feelings they been stacking they can't stack anymore
Can't seem to find a way to reach you all you do is ignore
I never called you a whore and yet you are on the dancefloor
Our relation you longed for yet you start a war

Yet you start a war
There's things you can't ignore and you just swing the door
Just swing the door
You don't care anymore

At the party you said things that I should know
If you tried to look at yourself maybe you'd know
All these lies you said and I just ... I didn't know
Probably must've thought that I was just kinda slow

All these years ago and I thought that we would glow
And these crumbs of love seems to be all you can show
Emotions are undergoing and they don't overflow
You don't seem to know you don't seem to grow

unbound connection

unbound connection (prod. midso)

prod @02v (620) + @nightigerxo
feat @ilyporo

next2me

next2me + ilyporo (prod. midso + nightiger)

prod @corpsekittyy
mix/master @eserine
featuring @auxina3
cover art by @chimii777

lyrics:
@eserine
You didn't keep count of my wounds
Still haven't seen you, it's noon
My life you treat like a cartoon
My soul is a half moon

My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

@auxina3
It’s no coincidence
I'm so burnt out since this
You want me to forget
But the wounds persist

I've seen this kind of overview
And honestly I’m over you
Laying in a acid pool
Rotting till I see the truth

But you're a fire starter
Sent my heart to the slaughter
Impaled on spikes left to ponder
Why did I have to be a…. Martyr?

@eserine
My soul you burnt to ashes
I'm getting all these flashes
Aren't you the fire starter?
My head is underwater

Did we just fall asleep?
Your heart is hard to keep
All of these complications
It's gotta be rejuvenation

firestarter

firestarter + auxina (prod. corpsekitty)

prod @corpsekittyy

lyrics:
@eserine
My wounds are still fresh (my wounds are still fresh)
This pain I can't outlast
I am (I am)
I am alone and depressed
Your love I can't request
What did you do to forget (what did you to forget)
What did you do to forget
With words I'll never regret
Who are you? 
Don't talk to me again

My wounds are still fresh (my wounds are still fresh)
This pain I can't outlast
I am (I am)
I am alone and depressed
Your love I can't request
What did you do to forget

alone

alone (prod. corpsekitty)

prod @eserine / remixed by @wipemytears1

lyrics:
You're not putting things in their place
I just wish you could see my face
You're trying too hard to replace
And tomorrow will be another day

I cannot believe the things you say
You broke my heart you must pay

Things in their place
I just wish you could see my face
You're trying too hard to replace
And tomorrow will be another day

anesthesia

anesthesia (prod. wipemytears1 + eserine)

remix of my own song "soul"
prod @kojowav
featuring @ilyporo

youdontdeserve

youdontdeserveme + ilyporo (prod. kojo)

prod @negativecreeper
feat @cloudiiscape
mix/master/additional tweaks @cloudiiscape
specials thanks @02v

lyrics:

(@eserine)
I have...
I have known no fear
You watched me disappear
They said you'd stand right here
We're going to new frontiers
You've set me in tears
My heart, you're the pioneer
Look at us through all these years

I just don't know what happened to you
Would you really believe me?
I don't know what you want
What to do with you

(@cloudiiscape)
I wonder what’s tearing me asunder?
Maintaining is so hard
I tried but i fell apart
Ur price was unspoken
I paid but ignored the cost
Time’s fleeting, we’re so lost
So lost..
You watched me disappear
Said you’d stay right here
But I’ve been alone for all of this time

known no fear

known no fear + cloudii (prod. negative.creeper)

prod @02v
mix/master @plastic_rt @eserine
featuring @corpsekittyy

lyrics:

@eserine
I don't wanna be nice
You're acting like a mice
When we reach the frontier
And you're telling me what's right
This is going downhill 
And we're running out of time

Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online
Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online
And it's all online
Bitches wanna do it here and it's all online

I fought and fought and fought you
And you were right there looking in for a clue
Looking in for a clue
And you were right there looking in for a clue

@sif666
And I'm always on a come down
Every time i try to talk to u i break down
Why did u hurt me? 
I'm waiting for u online
You dont deserve me
I got a little too kind

Ecstasy
I miss the way that u treated me
Always thinking bout your name
Why wont you text me?
Why did you hurt me? 
I wanted you to be mine
You don't deserve it but I'm waiting for u online

online

online + corpsekitty (prod. midso)

prod @plath4evr
mix/master @eserine

lyrics ❄️

I've been trying to make it right
And my neck you tried to bite
I'm not looking for a fight
I thought I loved you but not quite

But not quite
Only see you right at night
Seems you're getting out sight
Out of my sight

out of sight

out of sight (prod. plath)

prod by @02v & @prod-nineteen-218096032
feat @auxina3

lyrics:

@eserine
You thought I would just let you walk away
Don't give a fuck about anything you say
Always talking mad shit about my ways
Always talking mad shit about your days

I don't care you have balenci on your face
Just fucking know your damn place
Just give up you're a menace a disgrace
You wish you could run at my pace

@auxina3
No hard feelings I’ve been more concrete 
Keep one eye open every time I sleep
In preparation I told u to  just leave me be
If I wanna be the best then I’ll be discreet 
You can’t have my soul 
They did a number on me 
My blood runs cold 
Got a noose to feed
Fake friends leave 
So what’s left then?
Another nose bleed

@eserine
I think you might be going insane
Why don't you just get in yo fucking lane
Flexing yo shit all fucking day
Don't you think that's a bit fucking lame

You thought I would just let you walk away
Don't give a fuck about anything you say
Always talking mad shit about my ways
Always talking mad shit about your days

I don't care you have balenci on your face
Just fucking know your damn place
Just give up you're a menace a disgrace
You wish you could run at my pace

walk away

walk away + auxina (prod. midso + 1Naiteen)

[single]
original recording session (june 26th, 2024)
prod by @9st4rs
mix & additional tweaks @eserine
cover art for PAROXETINE EP (unreleased) by @izias4real on IG 

lyrics 🕯️
[chorus]
I'm feeling different
All these problems around 
Are not existing
Haven't seen my heart
I couldn't fit in
Yea you broke my heart
I could've missed it

(Gotta try harder)

Did you know we can get much higher?
Too bad you didn't try
When you lie to me
You just cannot stand it
(You just cannot stand it)

[verse]
Broke my heart
And you just cannot ... (?)
Did my part and you just disappeared
Not withstanding what we could've been
You ripped my heart right there from the start
Stabbed to the heart and we just fell apart
Not understanding the wounds I had
In your thought you were just mad

Things have been getting quite bad
Gi-gi-gi-give me what you took from me
Why won't you give it back?
[melodic glitch/stutter]
I simply can't breathe

[final bridge w/ grossbeat]
You ripped my heart right there from the start
Stabbed to the heart and we just fell apart
Not understanding the wounds I had
In your thought you were just mad

[chorus]
I'm feeling different
All these problems around 
Are not existing
Haven't seen my heart
I couldn't fit in
Yea you broke my heart
I could've missed it

(Gotta try harder)

Did you know we can get much higher?
Too bad you didn't try
When you lie to me
You just cannot stand it
(You cannot stand it)

paroxetine

contrast

contrast (prod. 9st4rs)

[soon on spotify]
prod by @107fama
art omao on x/twitter

lyrics
(intro + chorus)
Took away everything
That you had from me
Nothing got in your way
You're the center piece
A look in your face
You're the enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
The enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
The enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me

(verse)
The mess you created
Can't you see
You live your life
Without me (without me)
I'm not sure what I'm doing here
And maybe you could've told me that
That I just don't, that I just don't know
(That I just don't know)
(Don't do me like that)

(chorus)
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
A look in your face
You're the enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
You're... the enemy

enemy

enemy (prod. 107)

track 2 from 'dataKrash' EP

prod @pw4prez + @02v
feat @auxina3
master @02v

lyrics:
@eserine
All the things you said
Turning to my head
I can't stand it
Ain't gonna leave my bed
Don't don't talk to me
Talk to her instead
You you to me might as well just be dead

I can't stand you
I can't hold you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't stand you
I can't hold you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you

@auxina3
If you wait for me 
Then I’ll wait for you
Don’t wanna complicate things between us two
It’s already hard enough 
What we both went through 
Fall to the dark or to you I don’t wanna chose
We represent a perfect harmony 
Don’t worry whatever karma brings 
No matter what the cost get lost in me
Look into my eyes you just gotta trust in me

@eserine
I can't stand you
I can't hold you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't stand you
I can't hold you
You say all you wanna say, I can't guide you
I can't touch you
I can't feel you
All we have is purple days, I should've told you

(All we have is purple days, I should've told you)

dataKrash

purple days

purple days ft. auxina (prod. sochi + midso)

prod @pw4prez + @02v
feat @auxina3

lyrics:

[Nana from Elfen Lied]
("Are you ready to get back with me now? You know you can't defeat me. My vectors are longer than yours!")

@eserine
Can't do it I won't do it
The way you're treating me
I'll go through it
Been too many times
I'll push through it
D-d-do you see my love?
You wanna view it

(You wanna...)
You wanna view it
B-b-Been too many times
I'll push through it
Go-go through it
D-do you see my love?
Don't wanna do it

You wanna view it
(You wanna...)
You wanna view it
B-b-Been too many times
Still don't know ya
And I wish I could've shown ya

@auxina3
Often wondered don’t know why you hated
Fake friend your sins  reinstated 
Drawing blood from the money
Not immortal but I saw it coming
Dark clouds when it’s sunny 
I want back you what you took from me
can’t really blame me for what I saw
You only wanted games and adderall

@eserine
(You wanna...)
You wanna view it
B-b-Been too many times
I'll push through it
Go-go through it
D-do you see my love? 
Don't wanna do it
You wanna view it
(You wanna...)
You wanna view it
B-b-Been too many times

[Nana from Elfen Lied]
("That's what I was afraid of... her powers are much stronger than mine!")

[Eserine]

Can't do it I won't do it
The way you're treating me
I'll go through it
Been too many times
I'll push through it
D-d-do you see my love?
You wanna view it

[PTSD]

go through it

go through it ft. auxina (prod. sochi + midso)

track 1 from 'dataKrash' EP

cover art [https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/]
prod @pw4prez + @02v / extended arrangement @proddsea
feat @7senss

lyrics:

@eserine
They said it couldn't be done
I'm having a lot of fun
All this shit you throw at me
I was starting to feel numb
Do you feel your heart hum
And it's all cuz...

It's in my eyes
Don't care about your problems
And you wish you could solve them
I tried again I was so dumb
(I guess I was dumb)

I tried to get away
All the nights I couldn't stay
Put knifes on my wrists
If you thought I would obey
I just told you I'm not okay
And you wanna stay

You say you're problematic
Don't wanna think about it
Yes day no day
Feel like a schematic
Aren't you cybernetic
And my heart you're gonna break it

@7senss
Uh now what do you know?
Just don’t get too close
Don’t go where I go
Don’t don’t don’t tell me your mind
I’m not good to rely on
And if I said I ever was then I’m a liar

Can’t promise that I’ll make you proud
Can’t promise I won’t cry wolf again
Not sorry, that’s just who I am
You don’t have to be my friend

Don’t don’t wait for me
Don’t don’t think of me
I’m not what you need
You’re not what I need
Don’t don’t wait for me
Don’t don’t think of me
If I call your name don’t come back for me

(You better hope I never see your face again)

@eserine
Don't care about your problems
And you wish you could solve them
I tried again I was so dumb

(Hmm are you talking about me?)
(BLACK WING ACADEMY)

I tried to get away
All the nights I couldn't stay
Put knifes on my wrists
If you thought I would obey
I just told you I'm not okay

Don't care about your problems
And you wish you could solve them
I tried again I was so dumb

problems

problems ft. senses (prod. sochi + midso + dsea)

prod. @02v

lyrics: 
@eserine

Always think about it
There's nothing at all
All this crazy shit
Just how big is the fall
Don't wanna think about it
Just wanna go to the mall
Don't wanna trust anymore
Another love I will call

My heart is aching not for the taking
Medication thrown on me don't wanna take it
You tried to fake it
I'm wide awake and
All these conversations I must be mistaken

I'm not the side bitch
Don't wanna hide bitch
Got thrown in a ditch
I ain't watching lilo n' stitch
They call you heartbreaker
I couldn't stand her
I just wanna know why you kept staying with me
There's nothing else that could even be
I just wanna know why you even like me
Why do you even like me

Not for the taking

Don't wanna take it

I'm wide awake and

I'm not the side bitch
Don't wanna hide bitch
Got thrown in a ditch
I ain't watching lilo n' stitch
They call you heartbreaker
I couldn't stand her
I'm not the side bitch
I'm not the side bitch

I'm not the side bitch
Don't wanna hide bitch
Got thrown in a ditch
I ain't watching lilo n' stitch
They call you heartbreaker
I couldn't stand her
I just wanna know why you kept staying with me
There's nothing else that could even be
I just wanna know why you even like me
Why do you even like me

eserine

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