might as well (prod lambda, octo)

4YA (prod xeno, mixed matches)

prod. reactance

lyrics:
it was her
you told me not to worry
i put you first
you broke me without warning

how can i fill void?
i cannot x3 
i cannot go far
scars on my heart 
you did this all alone
baby what for?
am i just someone
that you will want gone

it was her
you told me not to worry
i put you first
you broke me without warning

i put you first

gemini baby p.5kjordn trgc prodtjay.mp3

https://soundcloud.com/user-534313948-686495752 

9eare (fckpari) - charcuterie prod. @jinawtf @x1joyboy

I Hope

prod. latrodectus

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING

OPM BABI REMIX

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

Medication (ft. ES) (#2)

Want You Back (ft. Kipzathang)

Freedom is key, i am happy with flying high and giving it all my all, freedom and friendship is always key.

I Hope

ESJ ☑️

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