sick af rn so i flipped lil acoustic guitar ideas i had into beats and here we are

just gone/give in

some songs from a scrapped album and lose singles i forgot about alot of songs i lost the file so the shit mix is staying lmao

forgotten archive 1

never better

My Migraine

make me happy

Erase

(old song)
back when i was a somewhat competent artist

i drive my self crazy (2022)

cracked my skull

bears eating bears - if we were to crash into lake erie

bears eating bears - canvases fold under the weight of your colors

bears eating bears - knives are harder to pull when you hold them in

bears eating bears - rain

i can't love me (2023)

(old song) mix is fucking cancer but its the only file of the song that survived my harddrive suicide

falling down (2023)

toxic (2023)

True Window - Duelist (witchouse flip)

reflection

happy birthday

give In

just gone

distorted light

i don't want help

no more files so here is a fucking dog shit mix
from my first scrapped album

self destruct - (oct 5 2022)

i just wanted to make an early Soundcloud emorap beat i guess

10STORIES (april 30 2022)

lyrics-

Your mind will sell you the worst lies 
That will stick with you the rest of your life 
Twisting inside you till you hope to die 
And when it’s all done it will leave you bled dry 

Everything is fine and I can finaly breath 
Then next thing I know that I’m falling 
Cuz all the good things only happen in my dreams 
At least for now the nightmares arnt set free 
And everything is as it seems

a black hole is consuming my eyes 
It’s so hungry it eats all the lights 
That might be why I feel so light 
Turning my personality into a shadow 
Of who I used to be 

a poison bottle 
My mind tried to sell me 
It will solve all my problems 
Can I pay the cost for peace 
Cuz it’s been nights since I got sleep 

Your mind will sell you the worst lies 
That will stick with you the rest of your life 
Twisting inside you till you hope to die 
And when it’s all done it will leave you bled dry

my brain is selling me snake oil

i felt the poison in the roots 
for awhile 
left to rot bc i was in denial 
not a fucking chance to
reconcile 
and i wish i was as numb 
as you said i was 
bc the smoke in my lungs 
got me coughing up blood 


you’re such a fucking let down 
cut me up then spit out 
go on tell me how you feel now 
left it on your wrist now 
sounds like we wont miss out 
is this all a risk now ?

every morning had me fucked up 
justifying last nights arguments 
next month it might be better 
or we might kill each other 
who the fuck knows 
a glide bomb into the pavement 
bad love never ever made it 
scorched earth 
and bitter words 
just salt to the wounds


you’re such a fucking let down 
cut me up then spit out 
go on tell me how you feel now 
left it on your wrist now 
sounds like we wont miss out 
is this all a risk now ?

i felt the poison in the roots 
for awhile 
left to rot bc i was in denial 
not a fucking chance to
reconcile 
and i wish i was as numb 
as you said i was 
bc the smoke in my lungs 
got me coughing up blood 


you’re such a fucking let down 
cut me up then spit out 
go on tell me how you feel now 
left it on your wrist now 
sounds like we wont miss out 
is this all a risk now ?

letdown

deadeyes

waitwheredidthetimego

skylines and mistakes

close

i can't let my self win

alone

lyrics 

is this the point?
where you poison 
the water 
the water 
take deep breaths in 
as you take 
my last words 
with a grin

poison me 
for just one more week
poison me
for just one more week

was this how you pictured me?
bleeding out under the blossom tree

pull the curtain back 
and tell me the truth 
even if it will hurt 
at least ill know where i stand with you
at the bottom of the ocean blue 

drown me and drown me
so i can spend eternity 
with you in suffering
i know you wouldn't give up so easily 
so easily so easily


 take deep breaths in 
as you take 
my last words 
with a grin

poison me 
for just one more week
poison me
for just one more week

prod. eske is gone

poison me

ft. hysteriax666
https://soundcloud.com/user-945327957
prod. eske is gone

belong (ft. hysteriax666 ☾ ☦︎ ☽)

Tomorrows gonna be a better day
I told my self that yesterday
And I'm getting real tired of cooping 
With the empty pit in my rib cage

What if i denounced all the sins i have amount 
Would that make me feel something now?
Well it doesn't work
Iv been a better choice i have yarned
Still have nothing but hurt
 
I know its not all about me 
At least wanna be something for a single blink 
And I'm getting real tired of cooping 
With the empty pit in my rib cage

sink

live a little

f̷̻̜̟̀ͅe̶̯̣͎̺̋͆ͅa̵̡̫̠̻͛ṟ̵̨̢͕̀ ̸̙̏͆̒͌̄a̵̪̰͇̼̎̈́n̶̗̲͙̗͚̑̒̍͠d̷̲̺́̓͠ ̴̧͆́ľ̴̪̻͔͜ͅo̴̥̝͍͂a̸͈͔̰̬͋̌̕t̷̡̟̜̬̍͛̂͜h̶̲͎̏̑͂͊͝í̵̳͒͒̃̂n̶̨͚̭̩̹͠g̶͍̟͆̇̄ ̶͚͈̾͗̀

f̸̥̽ḙ̴́a̷̡͗r̵̫͛ä̶͉n̸͍̑d̶̅ͅl̵̞͊o̴̱͐ä̵̘́t̷̼̕ḩ̶̎i̸͙͊n̸̩̉g̵̝̀

prod.eske is gone 

(lyrics)

i don’t know what i want in life 
i got no expectations 
shoulda done this 
shoulda done that 
shoulda been a journalist 
but i fucked up in english 
never took a collage class 
too hung up on what coulda been 
can’t put my self on to something

ooo 
i don’t know what i want 
ooo 
i don’t know what i want 
x2

i don’t know what i want in life 
i got no expectations 
shoulda done this 
shoulda done that 
shoulda been a journalist 
but i fucked up in english 
never took a collage class 
too hung up on what coulda been 
can’t put my self on to something

ooo 
i don’t know what i want 
ooo 
i don’t know what i want 
x2

should have.

🝊 never better album out now 🝊
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eskeisgone/never-better

s̸̢̛͚͓̼̜̗͂̂͆̀̇́͛͊ͅo̵̧͈͖̪̞̥̭͓̅̒͂̒̔̑̊̓̽̍̃̕͝t̷̢̛̛͔̙͉̣̼̟̙̙̰͙͎̭̎̌̔́͛̄́́t̵̨̫͕̗̦͔͉̯̞͕͖̻̐̇̈́͌̀̔̀͘͝'̴̧͖̙͔͎͉͉͙͓̮̠͈͉͝ͅͅa̸̳̦͊̍̈́̐̄͑̾̏̍̇̏̃͘c̴͙̬͔̎̍̾̀̌̂̍͊̃͌̓̚q̴̡͚̇̂̇͛̄͘͘ǘ̵̯̰͍͈̺̜̗̝͍̼̹̊̓̀́͛̎̏͗͘͠â̴͔̬̠̣͓͐̒̀ͅ
https://soundcloud.com/ashencvlt
prod. @eske_is_gone
all beats prod. by me unless it says otherwise

eske is gone

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