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prod/mix/master: 666juulgod
writing: eskelite, 666juulgod, st jimmy

lyrics:
I'm fucked up off these memories
I can't take it
thought of you on my skin got me hooked like amphetamines
and I hate it
cut me off, now my hands still shakin'

you looked so shy on our first date
wrapped your fingers in mine like "I can't wait"
little too high, held me under blue lights
and you made me feel so safe

but the hand in my hand turned to hands on my thigh and
somehow I knew this would end in me cryin'
took me for granted, then left me alone
still starin' at my phone

I'm fucked up off these memories
I can't take it
thought of you on my skin got me hooked like amphetamines
and I hate it
cut me off, now my hands still shakin'

drink it off
I've been havin' enough
I'm always tryna cut you off but I'm addicted to love
and I be overthinking 'cisions every time that we fuck
and every time I say a word you call me out on the bluff

and I know
you know I'm dishonest
my hoes are causing a problem now
gimme some time and we can work it out
gimme some time

I'm fucked up off these memories
I can't take it
thought of you on my skin got me hooked like amphetamines
and I hate it
cut me off, now my hands still shakin'
I'm fucked up off these memories
I can't take it
thought of you on my skin got me hooked like amphetamines
and I hate it
cut me off, now my hands still shakin'

amphetamines (feat. st jimmy)

[Verse 1]
On some bad shit in my lil skirt
Ride the mattress till my *moan* hurt
Hit the basement, get the chains out
Hit my cadence, blow your brains out

Black eyes when they fight me
Got the butterfly in the backseat, @ me
Head rush 'cause she like me
Brown eyes and the fangs wanna bite me

[Pre-Chorus]
Settle, never settle
I got platinum pussy, I got metal freckles
Hydroponic flower with the silver petals
Make a man regret if he don't treat me gentle

[Chorus]
Oh my god, get the fuck out my way
Touch me? Drink bleach. Keep your mouth off my name
Never see me catching feelings but I'll catch a fucking case
Put your teeth to the curb, turn the street to a grave

[Verse 2]
Blah blah, I don't like it when you talk
Got the collar on your throat and yeah, my doggy better walk
Make em stop - when I catch 'em unaware
Neon eyes, lick the knife, got your blood in my hair

[Pre-Chorus]
Settle, never settle
I got platinum pussy, I got metal freckles
Hydroponic flower with the silver petals
Make a man regret if he don't treat me gentle

[Chorus]
Oh my god, get the fuck out my way
Touch me? Drink bleach. Keep your mouth off my name
Never see me catching feelings but I'll catch a fucking case
Put your teeth to the curb, turn the street to a grave

[Outro]
Steal a fuckboy's car and I crash it
I'm not your fucktoy or your habit
Not a girl or a gun, I'm a hatchet
Carve you up, can't escape, closed casket

METAL FRECKLES

Wanna sneak off to the bathroom, press you up against the wall
Chipped nails, dirty posters, and I'm sliding down, sliding down
Know that I can't have it, but I want it all, want it all
Honey, can't you feel the way I'm burning up
Going down

I hate the way you make me feel
Like chemicals are peeling off my skin
Against your fingers when they slide in me
Feel every inch

I think I need a
Hospital, hospital
Hospital, hospital
A lust that's more like organ damage
Sick as fuck for you

I think I need a
Hospital, hospital
Hospital, hospital
A lust that's more like organ damage
Sick as fuck for you


I can taste the desperation like a poison on my tongue
I'm scared I'm addicted to the thought of you, thought of you
Try to kill the cycle but I'm coming undone
Mind stuck in the loop of you forever, forever

I hate the way I make me feel
So empty and uneasy
As I lay awake and medicate
Until I can't remember it

I think I need a
Hospital, hospital
Hospital, hospital
A lust that's more like organ damage
Sick as fuck for you

I think I need a
Hospital, hospital
Hospital, hospital
A lust that's more like organ damage
Sick as fuck for you

I want so much
And I can't keep
Concealing all my feelings
Let you cut so deep, a surgery
You're stitched to me
And I'm still bleeding

I think I need a
Hospital, hospital
Hospital, hospital
A lust that's more like organ damage
Sick as fuck for you

I think I need a
Hospital, hospital
Hospital, hospital
A lust that's more like organ damage
Sick as fuck for you

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