It'll be good this time
to watch the sunset
Don't let your mind wander off
it'll take you back to
all the bad places

And don't let your thoughts intrude
when you see
a wreck so beautiful
All you crave
in your brain
is for your hands to take me there

You unlearn, you unlearn
how to swim, how to breathe
How do you even cope in the first place?

Sunset Song

Just so we're clear
we're already here
and you want to head back

So overwhelmed
you lie on the ground
Let the bugs crawl all over your hands now

I know these things can't control me forever
It can be hard to bear with me
I know these things can't control me forever
I know it's not fair for you or me

It's hard to take your advice
when we both know I'd never try

Bugs

Talk for days when you're not sick and tired of me I've
gone to waste and I'll just stay indoors

Like this, even if it never ends, even if it never ends
Even if it never began for me

Even If It Never Ends

I'm dancing to a crowd
of nobodies while you judge my name
I kinda like you now
Treat me like I'm your sycophant

I'm falling over fast
A flight of stairs that'll get your laugh
I'm bleeding from the teeth
That'll get you up from your sleep

Butterfly (2021)

I want to talk to whoever you are today
Did you happen to find the pieces that I’m looking for?

Fear of flying keeps me wandering in the night
Fear of flying keeps me wondering
Into the night, into the night

If you really want to know

Fear of Flying

And my days are lost in color
and all memories fade
But I catch a glimmer
of excitement in your voice
that
tells me
I can wait!

He said,
help is on your way

Didn't want to see you go
not that I had a choice
Seems like the guilt I felt was shared
One of us had to go

Leave it to me

Leave It to Me

Looking forward
Looking backwards
Looking over
Looking under
Though I wonder
when it's over, when it's over
there's always time

Our last moments
please be present
keep in touch and
don't be scared when
you let go then
When it's over, when it's over
there's always time

To say goodbye, to say goodbye
Say goodbye

New Year's Eve

You want to break
down again, slow decay 
You're alone again
please ignore this accident

It's your body lying again
It's your body lying again
I can fix this, I can fix this
It's getting late. Don't you think?

I'll stay low
with you
cause I know you'd want me to

You'd die in my hands
I'd take good care
if I knew to care
You'll lie in the sand
When the waves pick up
you'll be on your way back soon

Care

I'm trying to redo all my songs for an album but I'm not super happy with this attempt. I'm uploading it anyway.

Eslee