Produced by @dancinginrainfall

shoutout @secretssss for the melody
     ib @waterwav

lyrics //
juice box trappin, shattering all the has beens
ice got me ageing backwards like a back flip
hash got me clueless, spitting upon accidents
im stacking cash, reside where a casket is

stained fabric has these fags asking
how the fuck my knuckles flashing latest fashion
told em that these hoes were ecstatic
passing by til my hand and blade grasped em
slash a whore uvula
these fags gasping since im in a place where hellspawns relax in
hoping that the god will snatch back the malice
acted out by the guy with red gashes
but the matter is i lack care
which is why my friends wish that i was impaired
or maybe its envy, because im deadly on every track i crash within like a white chevy
my flows lead me down the wrong pipe
which is similar to swallowing some water and coughing it up afterwards
instead of rapping as a hobby, it feels like i'll fall off handling the pressure of blowing up
keep a cobra clutch upon yakuza
and pray i dont lose my mind before the moon is up

juice box trappin, shattering all the has beens
ice got me ageing backwards like a back flip
hash got me clueless, spitting upon accidents
i hope that i'll fly high as a pacifist
bitch, i'm trappin, shattering all the has beens
ice got me ageing backwards like a back flip
...upon accidents
i hope that i'll fly high as a pacifist

♡♡♡

http://soundcloud.com/kyrstahh

prod. @dancinginrainfall & @chewy
s/o @y4ndere for the melody <3

updated dec 14

lyrics //
murder fanatic
head in the back with a 12 gauge strap harassing happy faculty
20,000 in that bag when i blast that 80 marlin magazine and let the gash release
blood flowing like flossing and tooth gaps
a ruger and 2 gats so where the hell are my rooms at
calculate the newtons inside of my new raps
as demonstration of how i am brutalizing the school staff
pure apathy crashes into my actions
as i massacre these bastards with gold rings attacking me
splish splashing on acid packets 
making for collateral damage that causes stxich to caught up inside the tragedy
kill hoes happily holding em on the balcony
while bruce wayne passively relapses on addys
please, fall back like you finished a track meet
if you thought that you could fathom what we spat then you'll require vaccine
to pass me is a travesty
this nodoz sniffer is slap happy with casualties
coke nosed passenger ready to die slow in a pit of that hash oil that she gave me the keys sheesh
i got that nigga stxich's body in the back of an acura, faggot covered in scattered dust
soul of dark matter is all that he has stashed
but im shattering the fragments with the pre recorded tracks with us

define a dirty life through this pane
dirty glass
seeing blood on the grass
dirty wrist and piss, got three wishes
and kisses from misfits
my lips, this lipstick tastes like sunkist
turning off the lights for the party full of blades
cocaine, switching up til the oxys taking brains
and the tracks full of tacks laying down 
but the fact is that ill rise up
and maybe drop down slowly
falling off the bed bitch is tipsy off a potion
let the chrome in, deep inside the headspace
membranes will shatter
like brittle bones from a ladder
so ecstatic for some power
shower in the gold, ten hoes on my porch for some icy ass flowers
dome piece caught a pop
so she dropped off the earth
and forgot about her hurt
and all the wealth she inherit
so ill tear it til its gone
and ripping cherries from the trees full of green (spectre, spectre)
excuse me please, i’m not smoking from these bongs
bitch you got me dead wrong, a long life
with knives and pipes full of gold stripes
one night is all that i ask
ace of spades and some flights

spectre feat. kyrsta ◇ prod. miseryprism & isa

prod. @dancinginrainfall, @youmid & @chewy, & @broketeen

    s/o yung bruh

lyrics //
sacrilegious, refusing to give a shit
but the pastor just offered me a couple ritalins and minute maid
bitch's eyes wandering farther than where my father is 
causing me to grip the katana and let division play
containing me is similar to my depression
the more that i try to hide it, the more that it runs rampant
thats the reason why im writing shit 24/7
about spreading cerebellums while mimicking what is said in this

you might be wondering why im not selling records
cause not everything's about all the checks
im sitting desolate spending my seconds telling companions bout my intelligence
while crying in a cell of my mental essence in elegance

grape swishers and acres of lean residue
switchblades and vigorous incisions to reticles
i told him bout the spectacle known as my victim's ventricles
so when i severed him, it was so that he'd get a better view
heaven's hell to a nigga like me
how can i relieve myself if i cannot leave people deceased?
nicotine and ether lost inside the breath in the cathedral
im forever just a teen who releases to please fiends and shit
i was never participating in barking
if the opposition's spotted, theyre put down, thats obvious
concocting rotten sloppy shit for popping lobbyists
thats guaranteed to give you first spot upon the naughty list
posted up with lucifer, ruling with my malevolence
im staring for that serotonin, bearing a machete with
fentanyl connected to the end of the metal tip
preparing just to end a bitch's life with a deadly kiss

redhanded while fucking the game presently
with leftover evidence present upon my freshest tee
negligent of whoever has the testes of testing me
i leave them in the dirt and stomp them out, let them test defeat
you know its me like an ex whenever theyre texting you
or when you see my body next to you under a crescent moon

posted up with porcelain kettles to crash a fortress with
some whores and her corporate posted with jim morrison
the doors hold splatters of an older bitch's porridge
after slipping on the forest of organization's organisms
call me crazy, but im bout to make a porn of this
and title it "a 3 minute horror movie with shorter bitches"
know the mission is not to blow the proportion
but to make all of these hoes kiss my dick and let them hold the kids in
catch me vandalizing morgues
while proposing the notion for all you niggas to grow relations with ropes
or focus on your controller, dont worry about my own
before your socials are flooded with r.i.p.'s and condolences
hope you niggas get folded enough to grow
or blow out your fucking brains after failing to even blow
just know, once your flow of publicity's turning old
youll catch me lurking with hatchets instructed to take your soul

face cold expressionless waiting to go below
with tears under your cheek like a yung bruh emoticon

u,__u

http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

thank you @1812922 @lilac

augustine ◇ prod. miseryprism

http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

updated dec 14

lyrics //
too dizzy, im starting to spit and vomit this
eliminating fathers as retribution to foster kids
daughters grab scarves as calming methods since honestly
my bars flow inside of a snowball, thats why im chilling
strictly business when stripping these beats naked
dont take it inside the anus when bodies is claimed avidly
your favorite rapper painted in red soon as this tape release
so please take position and station your body onto a seat
post mortem maniacly forcing 90 percent of my sword into a whore to lick the iron off
floorboards covered in human remains, effortless
my pessimistic energy ending the fucking continent
bother him, plunging katanas in your esophagus
and coming out raw like john cena when dropping this
supply me with the oxys and get em back empty handed
disbanding entire clansmen, planning murders in spanish
bam goes the shotty obliterating cabeza
explaining my schizophrenia to a door: cobain is us
hanging from a lanyard, dancing with satan 
making up fictitious situations like midgets thats tryna scrape the sun
done, one time for my r a p
especially because im bathing beats, checking for suds
sobriety's an antagonist thats coming with drugs
i pickpocket him and take a swig of liquor and run

come through with a norfleet beside me
im flying out my pores, stop eyeing at me sideways
just because my appearance creates migraines
look forward, keep your eyes straight

skipping through dimensions demented on several levels
intending to end myself in the past tense so im dead this month
step inside her mansion, erect, edging until im done
planning to make cerberus jealous from all the head i won
zero weapons when catching you hopping fences
i teleport like a dead bitch shifting into the heaven realm
self explanatory how i left 
but anyways it ended in you 12 bands shorter and had your neck with slits
breathe slower than brandon mccartney sleeping
inside of a grave 6 feet deep swallowing lean and shit
beaver with the writtens, excalibur with the lyrics
im nearing the end, zoning to 93feetofsmoke
see me spiraling into a great depression
regretting seeing my bathroom mirror ahead my corridor
shawty said "choking is for them sluts", i guess im one
cluttered camera roll of my body off of the floor, im bored

catalyst ◇ prod. miseryprism

updated the mix on this aug 16

http://soundcloud.com/y4ndere
http://soundcloud.com/sanriorose

lyrics //
evading all the federates tempted to get ahead of this
i threw my old necklaces, traded for cold medicine
give me a couple seconds, the definition of excellence
will flash across your brain and then exit it like the theft of gems
bipolar, expressing the weather endlessly
within my rhymes, spitting this desert heat in the celsius
negative 27 degrees, freezing you dead asleep
to pick an ice shard off your body to end pedestrians
not bothered, im honestly tossing pottery
the cause of all the thawing of false frosted is all on me
tell your camaraderie "talking is for the frail"
pops jaw locked til the glock pop now its on the trees
pale melanin, bleach is a favorite friend of me
ichigo kurosaki when reaping the souls
draining the power into a porcelain canister like im roshi
performing fucking mafuba on zamasu just to hold a beast
slide the keys and my notoriety rises
surprise nigga, im driving a mile to take a life with me
i decrease lifeforms through a verb, thats how i be
while mispronouncing words on purpose for spontaneity
piledriving a vicodin up her sinuses
light head is a pastime for her and i supply her needs
reach for my backpack, grabbing my magnum out the deep end
you can imagine yourself how she look when im leaving

carry folders of my victim's information
place it onto google drive and upload as a wave file
cause i murder tracks, solely instrumentals
with more passion than hearing kevin gates read on wattpad
raps cold cause im putting my heart in em
your shawty performs whore shit, rhymes pulled her, the horse dick in it
adore this vision, im only here for 14 seconds
i came inside of the first verse so hold your pressuring

neither rapping nor exaggerating
slap happy, spastic on top of this since im masturbating
song saturated in salivary, in my defense
i cant control my habit of spitting this syntax of havoc
people thought that i couldnt last without a distorted ayazra track in the back of me playing catch up
to that i say: listen to lava or lakeside or this
and if you still think im inadequate, go and slash your wrists
thoughts dropping like mall shopping in poverty
quicker than population decreasing during the holocaust
modern day stalin, my gourd's in pure chaos
not scottish but all of this shit im spitting is raw, deceased
licking beer off a bleeding and pissed mistress
sorry i may have startled you by the flick of my triggered pistol
heres the dollar for serving all of my drinks in bliss
cause i feel considerate after hitting this bitch's system

seppuku \ (•◡•) / prod. yandere & d0llywood1

http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall
   mixed & mastered by @dancinginrainfall
      </3 </3 </3

lyrics //
lost out on my bitch's funeral service
she was on my lap, topping me til i was blue with nervousness
blew inside the church's newest girl when doing services
thats why her ghoulish perm isnt the cutest that she knew today
portray a foolish addict when im smacking this
behind the glass frame in the cabinet that im rapping with
imagining my shadow attacking me while i grab a drink
to watch the glass shatter as liquids amalgamate when dead
found my head when i left it inside asylums
im constantly fucking lying like trying to like the life you live
irises to activate my fight or flight when knives are here
since im a fucking coward when trying to die by my command
contemplating if i want it or am i mislead
writing this about it to find it inside my mind correct
prying through the tidal wave of nightly thoughts by my breath
and now im sitting crying on an instrumental while i tread
brain hemorrhage, temple leaking my excrement
instead of spitting reckless, perception of life is said in this
the bottom of the crescent's the residence of my penmanship
to represent the desolence shedded throughout my larynx to wrist
father taught me keep your bombs inside the closet
but never mentioned that coughing up shotties was in the law in here
so talk about it on the block and see how far youre walking
cause the one response im offering is shots inside my sorrow's abyss
saw the car and i nodded and watched as darts emit
a large flick of sparks, its honestly why my heart is amiss
all this power ive garnered and im a toddler still
sitting back in awe astonished at what my progress has built
this is all i got as far as feeling honored goes
all that fucking pondering got me as far as objects would go
walk around in cold water as my partners retold
my state of thoughts in my body as all my problems enfold

brain hazardous on this i know you noticed
ive been on this since a flagellum, not a thought in my head is to fold
solely solo for the moment so the foes are avoided
youre witnessing my coldest holdings so enjoy while its shown
not a goal inside my mind has been approached
that's suicide, making rhymes with my owners, and being lively afloat
you werent the first or even last to depart me
ive been lonely through the course of me knowing that i was born to be known

brain hemorrhage, temple leaking my excrement
instead of spitting reckless, perception of life is said in this
the bottom of the crescent's the residence of my penmanship
forget the words i mentioned, i never wanted the end to begin
brain hemorrhage, temple leaking my excrement
forget the words i mentioned, i never wanted the end to begin

tsireya ◇ prod. miseryprism

http://dvonhendryx.bandcamp.com

lyrics //
enter in the labyrinth of psychedelic chance
you might find it's grand while it's igniting your hands, cramping up
tie them to the fans, turn it on, band members
would admire how enchanting your yelps were as like blood wasnt sprayed
i think, i just ejaculated to me 
the injury to my veins excited me cause i like when it rains
especially whenever writers think that lying for fame
can ever rival me when i am in my mind and in pain
fuck a bar im reciting a line
pardon the waterfall in my sinuses, trying my hardest not to be sane
innate rhymist, finding the time not to resort to giving my life, thus redefining what highness is
attending to my death isnt as kind as you would like it
if i was reminded of me id turn my mind into silent mode
fly onto a coast then buy me a ride, drive in the boat
die in the ocean like titanic for likes on my post (ironic)
my one emotion is the lack of it
without a glass shard on my shattered wrist, my ass don't exist
eclipse, taking the shadow off of my back
and let my whole clique surpass me, back smacking the road as i sin
homies profit off the pen like theyre the police
posing like they were O deep, hoping beside the road to eat
when in reality, their clothes folded and their hoes sleep
i guess we'll never know like kanye on where these posers be

just another nigga tryna make a map inside this rapping shit
glass half empty in my mind, where's the tap in this
cause if i was a pen, my ink's wrapped in the baddest place
catch a break and get up off my ass
make it on top of the tide's asphalt
live it up for a month and watch as i decay
cracking the matting until it shatters and breaks
and now im back to square one after my lavishly days ended
digest what im performing for you
torn inside and mortified im as alive as freddie mercury
melenated and horny for whores sporting control on me
born only to order and take, thats what my story seems
neither saddened nor enjoying so resorting to writing about my troubles is where i would find my home in this sea
its safe to say im more than lonely, my importance recedes
by day by day the way im going takes a toll on me, cease
about as likely as me blowing up
freezing in the moment of temporary misfortune
gun breathing on my forehead, praying to take a blow at once
this is where you want me to be, i hope you know im numb
despite the fact that im running from what i cant escape
i hope yall bones band together as they dismantle today
im only wanted on this planet for the chance to be great
thats why i cant stop, this mannequin is planning to stay


if youve forgotten what im called, im zarnoxu from the flawed
thaw false frosted jaws since talking is where im god in this
a population lost to lost noggins thats wandering
onto an open log of audio where you drop all your shit
thats why im caught in here, shoutout to my father
im hopping onto my laptop calling him hoping thoughts wouldnt ring
shoutout to my grandfather, never got to perceive
but know your offspring plotting on domination of beats
odd one out, i never took the oddysseys 
but always took the hottest b's, saw they had their heart in me
its probably because of their thoughts, thinking theyll soften me
but now the only way thatll happen is if my cock would bleed
cosmo's screaming "colorado, stop, youre weak"
but when i put the days in, yall always stop to see
young artsy nigga without a canvas
but when that bitch mouth is calling, im bob ross with ease
shoutout to all of my followers, i stopped the "aw" scheme
because yall have me in awe, i know yall happy now
havent been myself since january, i cant be found
now im breaking out of the campus with a granny's smile
still, that 3 hundred look like candy now
id rather call you friend than fan, cause yall my family now
ive been intangible, expanding since the day i was out
im going up, yall niggas could never hand me down

fatal ◇ prod. devon hendryx

wrote this within 2 hours in the middle of the night, youre welcome

    http://soundcloud.com/1812922

lyrics //
caught a pedestrian's back on the fence
heard theyre offering fed's a whole stack for his head
oughta off him and leave him with absence in breath
but i saw this and told them to ash me instead
rather be dead, ask me what happened
a blast to the past is the last thing im fed
this is the action of lack of respect for existence
or matters my apathy sheds
throwing the game like a failed sport
cape in the case case a nigga wanna save whores
flames leave him dangerous, told him play safe more
spraying hot shit out your mouth, let him play torch
say youre in pain, im aroused, need i say more?
doors in the way, im allowed in, dont pay for the fame
tryna pass for a clown in a late world
thatll have you ass out, saying everyday's worse, howling for saviors

born to portray the relapsing
of rappers on crack while theyre firing laxatives
know you will never find a better match than him
those who will try find dying a natural happening
closed casket with tacks in your ass
go and ask my father for that autograph, im asking for it
shoutout to him, hope he know i wont be that important
just attacking tracks knowing i move back, not forward
post photos that approach the line of horrid
then i send them to the ceo of soundcloud, stroking it
doughboy's smile turned frown when my cold hands
post on his eyes, leave him froze cause i choked his head
hoes get wet when i am in the area
thats only cause i blow their minds upon the stereos
only cause at open mics, the crowd's scared as fuck
only cause with open eyes, no one compares, whats up

questioning why its apparent
that when hope is lost, i relax when i need to be gone
on the move again, the fall ensuing breath
im calling knowing that you lost what i said
pondering only resumes in my bedroom
upon 1 second of doing my best
fond of assuming position of death
when that thought of prevailing is lost in my head
shots rolling like glass on a wooden counter
talk a lot of foolish chatter but a father couldnt handle us
thinking you were parallel to me but couldnt damage him
swipe left on your life, couldnt care to share him my blood
hoes get wet when i am in the area
thats only cause i blow their minds upon the stereo
only cause at open mics, the crowd's scared as fuck
only cause with open eyes, no one compares, whats up

paradigm ◇ prod. blank body

http://soundcloud.com/yuracual
http://soundcloud.com/d9minicc

        s/o cocteau twins

updated dec 14

lyrics //
hands cant handle what the handyman demands
postmortem going manic distorting the laws of languages
posted in the game like a panzer landed on me
cannot stop or reprimand me so you halted just to chant what i say
i find it crazy how the tides change at random as i stand in place
wondering how ima get to 7k
wedding cake's an option but i havent had a hand yet
still missing that girl to unlock like she was standing in gray
too cancerous, telling em change the channel
cause they cant put the stamp on, banish me so i cant awake
you will never get to delight in my fucking vanishing
i landmined my planet just in case i try to plan escape
although that is tempting, blowing up is my objective
either definition works for me
swerving out the rental putting treasure on her nose
no seatbelt like im west
throwing bezels out the road in the moment like hobos hoping "please"
stepping in the void, when i breathe, fiends run
point 5 to a roidhead and make him see blood
live from the tenant's own house, sleepwalking
on 15 shots of sedatives like im offering a place to keep him lost in
fleeting out my cortex, portal towards my confidence, oh i missed you my longest friend
holding jars of oxygen conviscated from fallen men i caught
conversation and tolerance arent my strongest strengths

how to bring a blush to the snow
dont simmer cause im bound to make blood rushes flow as im spitting
hope thrives as i cut fuckers bones 
what im chilling would be crowned as the one to be told amongst children
souls lies in my mind when im home so,
visiting me comes with the price of beholding the victims
of my long lost rhymes of the cold 
keep this inside of your head since you know so vividly
how to bring a blush to the snow
dont simmer cause im bound to make blood rushes flow as im spitting
hope thrives as i cut fuckers bones 
what im chilling would be crowned as the one to be told amongst children
souls lies in my mind when im home so,
visiting me comes with the price of beholding the victims
of my long lost rhymes of the cold 
keep this inside of your head since you know so vividly

withbound ◇ prod. yuracual & fijianIP

fuck everything

http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

shoutout to @komorikeepitretro he is the reason this song exists
     http://soundcloud.com/clammyclams
file updated june 11... and again dec 14

lyrics //
phantom residing in heads of the chose
if youre hearing this now then realize you are gold
they took me for urine for hours
then found a new element in me, no alchemist boy
ride with a toy with my cavalry
tryna find out why the fuck you would challenge me
poison your chords now you looking like a blowfish
hold this L like speech impediments, i leave you voiceless, bitch
foul mouthed with it like its algae inside of my liquor 
im carrying illness like pigeons
riding with niggas with trauma
so dont be surprised when you find out our triggers
im ignorant when im aroused
so dont show me a picture of blood on a couch
cause im bound to envision my vowels emitting a sound
thats enriched with your bowels with all your allies in the distance
frowns on the victims, overly deafening sounds in the room that they hide in like children
silence the whispers, listen, hes showering violence on foes who act lively for difference
smile, my innocence vanished
im vile and manic
the tiles are painted with canisters filled to the brim with the lives
that i banished to hell for their answers to answer your question

ticking the boxes i wished to have right
a long time ago finally this day is mine
you wish that our actions were swapped
cause your life's baghdad to your new clique, get a new ass to ride
tooth chipper thatll make a human pacified
and turn clocks backwards, lose track of time
turn me irrelevant? look at the time
the clock's back so far my dad's back to life
more self loathing than humans inbred
born in a well cause a coin mustve fell
and the person who threw it said "please give us hell"
wishing you well cause the mission im sent
you are missing a breath and your throat isnt swell
stone cold in a zone only dying takes me out of
eyes gouged on a scoundrel, i never gave an ounce of a fuck
mind doused with a gallon to ignite it
so i really truly mean it when i say i'll light a firestorm
icloud on the rise, apple better hire me
to stop dropping files of a crying mother pouring iron out cause its exciting me
same thing goes for the ghost that resides on my scrotum
imagine me tired retiring boasting online with my poems, you wont like that wont you?
said your community's up nigga show me
youre falling in lava, look under your crow's feet
if my existence was false then youre toast, obsolete
so dont act like youre known for unorthodox stories
moment of truth for you jackass
jacking my style while you stroke to my raps how this @ feel?
quiet, its good for your health
put the chrome to his dome, then i tell that nigga google yourself

reverend ◇ prod. clams casino

written, recorded, & mixed within 3 hours

  http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

updated dec 14

lyrics //
focus your eyes, closure isnt one i'll allow in here
bet i'll pronounce you astounded when vowels surround you
cower in the dark when i light a fuse (that'll do)
vintage image of my heart in the crib
oh i miss when i powdered you
hoping a bitch comes and see what my mouth'll do
spit in a way that'll make 2 patients with rabies get out the booth
sickly insane with a dick for a brain
yeah im coming from out her room
yes i edge to the sound of the silence you cowards produce
when im coming around to shoo flies when i find a move
bad bitch and her name two timer
she sucking on both of our clocks
racking up mileage im driving her nuts
ask her to smile its white as a swan

piledrive standards and fuck the opinions
of bitches, im highly sadistic
driving on the i-95 while twisted
screaming fuck 9-5s, i am spitting
couldnt put me in a line, i aint listening
shooting up a club of albinos, im stiffing
bloodlust and drugs combined makes this shit
(you dont even do that shit) alright, stitched lips
not even the mightiest sword writes this shit
dickheads watch out and mind your business
call me a lightskin the light on my body is dark
but the light on my dick aint dim lit, dipshit

dec. release: daydream ◇ prod. miseryprism

http://soundcloud.com/hollowshawdy
yeah the title was my idea
prod. @dancinginrainfall

lyrics //
die, idgaf about your pride. 
why? cus you still tryna tell lies, so decide
you tryna end up on the news? tryna die in the night? tryna be my sacrifice?
i, idgaf about ya life
i, i do not care about whats right
im tryna find you so i'll try to slice you and go stab out your mf eyes
all of you make me so sick, yuh
all of you act like a bitch, bruh
crazy how all of you acting like you do not even know what the fuck happened
how you gon let em lie like that and wonder just why did i get so damn mad bitch?
how you gon talk shit for real, then fuck with the people you hate on for traction?

flowing in the winter in an ice hotel
your bones shiver as you wonder how i write so well
just to hammer in how much you fucked up
got a ruler and a nail in your coffin now go measure how much you screwed up
soon to be the news to a chump
2 tears for the lucky motherfucker to confuse me for a come up
lungs shattering, guns up
more than a fucking battery charge
when i take the bullet out you like a buttplug
had to be a reason why i scatter seed across the average rapper's favorite weekday to drop on
i matter cause im walking on my feet and get your cocks hard
you matter cause i murdered you and pop up when you search zarn
rather be the father than a god, not a lot of people know me
but you know that my effect is still apparent
blaring out a seven deadly sin when you stare at this
gluttony cannot begin to share what i'm bearing with, bare with me
mary had a sheep when she fed it this
turn the little lamb to a brick, dont you share to kids
sober but daring to spend on expensive things
might fuck around and buy soundcloud, a penny changed
pints of some heineken, bound to extend to a place
where returning is found to be out of the question
destined to reside in an empty place
mouthing fallacies about my enemies escaping
better be the vacancy we're hopping in
i got the drop on it they got followers, i want it hit
run me the pockets and drop the follows that you got inside your closet
i want all of it and not a soul is stopping me from going higher than a fucking rocketship
its fine to be in shock
i rap circles round you niggas, go and do a 360 on that shit you was talking
she want pipe but my dick is exhausting
oh well, you never get what you wanted

everything we do is outlandish & i love that for ourselves feat. hollowshawdy ◇ prod. miseryprism

i need to do this more often

http://autumnsgreysolace.bandcamp.com
         https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=szGDy66ricY

lyrics //
hand full of bands that i had in the past
i put money where my mouth is, thats why i buy laxatives
why? because i talk shit
your backwards thinking will put the dog in a god quick
reason why im on this, lightbulb? nah brother its gone
i put that out by talking, thats how dark my heart is
word of the mouth you regarded as top 10
i'd stop with that nonsense, your motto doesnt follow your spit

slip fingers on the lips of those who always doubted me
and watch me as i finger fuck the hope in your fallacy
wrote it haphazardly slathering ash
stroking my dick in a focused pattern
im getting off to your passionate screams
one handed typing poems on my shattered screen
to get my point across to not even half accurate pleads
i want it bad and stopping isnt an action in reach
i want it bad and stopping isnt an action i see

veering off course for a second
cause my porno flowing will put a slowmo whore in a short bang bus
this is what you cant touch
slick rick attempted to pillage this shit i sent his left retina to 10 gods
better off voyaging in antarctica
or better yet, venus with your clothes stripped
appointed to deploy words, verbally poking her with a semi boner
penis so battered, when the po came i self reported

slip fingers on the lips of those who always doubted me
and watch me as i finger fuck the hope in your fallacy
wrote it haphazardly slathering ash
stroking my dick in a focused pattern
im getting off to your passionate screams
one handed typing poems on my shattered screen
to get my point across to not even half accurate pleads
i want it bad and stopping isnt an action in reach
i want it bad and stopping isnt an action i see

getting even closer to the tipping point
struggle is the reason why the blowing's so enjoyable
i hope the voyeurism of you hoes was support for a cause
but if not, dont worry cause the more you said, the harder i got
more than povertous, my words broke a locksmith
synonymous with toxic, four levels of world ending when my jaw drops shit
she flocks when i post
curiosity killed the cat, thats why pandora's box opened 
nocturnally depositing cum when my eyes fall drowsy
the thought of you cowered in loss put the power in me
louder than the towers dropping, shouting confirmations of arousal
shhh, close your mouth hole, youre fucking up the moment
i showed you who leviathan is, i wasnt lying, look below my belt
slow in wealth but pro in stealth
im fucking a bitch blind, and later i'll let her explain wood she felt

slip fingers on the lips of those who always doubted me
and watch me as i finger fuck the hope in your fallacy
wrote it haphazardly slathering ash
stroking my dick in a focused pattern
im getting off to your passionate screams
one handed typing poems on my shattered screen
to get my point across to not even half accurate pleads
i want it bad and stopping isnt an action in reach
i want it bad and stopping isnt an action i see

彡彡彡

happy birthday @yuracual
ib gibi asmr, coco & clair clair, & kate bush
file updated june 11

lyrics //
shhh, silent, heard that you hibernate fine when my lines hit
perfect, arrived on time for this fine dine wine
that i wrote right after my line hit
rope dime bags in my line from a word
know that bitch pesticidal to fly in my world when she find this
spraying out the acura and i aint even driving
i told that adolescent wisen up and go to play dough
savor what youre biting from this, soon it will be fatal
deprive life on the mic, lurking in your telephone
tell a hoe to tell her phone number
and let this song blare in your hand and i guarantee youre getting ignored (whatd you think was gonna happen)
cause im a natural depressant, avatar too
move mannequins expressing these verbs
let me be my own lawyer after murder leave the case closed
i got a way with words like smoothtalking in courthouses
snort fountains of pale on the dail
my militia knows blood clots like injured jamaicans
fame for the taking yall break fast rappers could have that
id rather pan cakes with this paper
hate when these fake fucks go on a tangent
and say that they made me with cosigns
get the bullshit out the equation and shapeshift
the way that you move right now is amazing, no bueno or peso
lay low improve what youre making
and grow an obsession, gambino to asians
hanging round lames is a tragedy
go take the mold or your blacks out and switch them with racists
make shit that playfully breaks what the basic is used to
a new tune made for the ages
take up a space that is vacant
and make sure the snakes in the place arent yourself youre erasing

quiet, sirening im ready for the take off
so loud i uncover a guy that went awol
phasewalk, my appearance made a villain shake off
the very same thoughts that would make him rip his cape off
buried in the coffin of a fallen prophet
known as the savior of metaphoric gotham
is what i would i would say if i died again
i died once and revived myself, quick revive solo that time i lived
go silent when zarnoxu's talking
i bring a new meaning to asmrtist
far off mark if you coming to me wrong
one dart to your noggin, address me as a marksman quick
go silent when zarnoxu's talking
i bring a new meaning to asmrtist
far off mark if you coming to me wrong
one dart to your noggin, address me as a marksman quick

motion ◇ prod. yuracual

http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

lyrics //
theres beauty in the struggle if your eyes fall on my event
assuming you would like that, come on down, invite a guest
tie them to the bed, and watch as they writhe, try their best
describing how they cowered is how im putting my mind to rest
i couldnt put my finger on the thought until she opened her legs, my head's bound here
your cowardice supplies my erections to drop it honest
im tired of sitting questioning why departing is common
hold the cataract my irises fogging my ego's throbbing
would you love me if the i's in my sentences turned to consonants
applause turned to gunshots, cumshotting mahogany
the dissonance in sound of me talking this going cognitive
switching my entire identity for acknowledgement
i ponder on the thought of you flocking because im fatherless
crying after hours of calling for shots at profiting
you saw i had the drive for your motives then put a cog in it
im all you ever wanted and i love it
heard my friends tell me that our thing is toxic, cliff walking is optimal
honored to be part of you honestly, this is all im useful for
im thankful you even gave me a bar to use (which bar are you referring to?)
stop talking you dont understand the way we lock with our chests, arrest cardiac
caught me at a party, the thought of you left my heart in cracks
are you my forever i wanna know if im dropping glass

would you tell me stop if my body was saying stop
or would you let me put a dart in my ankle and have me walking bad
heartless with my confidence, do you wonder if all your acts
have a consequence on my thought process, you wonder that?
youre the one that can handle me with a mouth
in complete and utter dominance of you and you dont want me back
see this as a mockery to me and you dont want me back
jumping off a car and you couldnt care, my heart is in cracks
tell me stop if my body was saying stop
or would you let me put a dart in my ankle and have me walking bad
heartless with my confidence, do you wonder if all your acts
have a consequence on my thought process, you wonder that?
youre the one that can handle me with a mouth
in complete and utter dominance of you and you dont want me back
see this as a mockery to me and you dont want me back
jumping off a car and you couldnt care, my heart is in cracks

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surprisingly a quickie im getting better at this

    http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

lyrics //
slight problem displayed
my wifi's off cause of my interception cause my bar's in the way
a far cry from the dark south in this place
came to tarten your mouth with my heart in a phrase
bit parched? here's a rain coat
cover your ear if water from me placing from
my brain to my tongue is a straight plain no
no heads sway my way when the gun shot in the wave
hold pressure when you wake but when youre gone, hope the same goes

my mom told me focus on the grades
but im focused on the vowel for another funny reason
the a's brought the comfort to someone who im leaving in the past
cause my heart is somewhere standing with a meaning
if college was a must then im sorry for me sleeping
but its not so id rather fall off in the deep end 
succeeding in that realm cant compare to what breeds here
so ima keep on talking this nonsense in secret
hereditary when im speaking steadily
the only way you'll get ahead of me is with a head of me
hold your temper, i'll reach you back if you just let me be
hold your breath, collabing with me comes with letter fees
most dont ever reach in my orbit, im high in dorphins
without a high endorsement cause my writing takes a while just to fly in your mind and swarm it
i took the extra mile so realize that im gorgeous
one day i'll smile when they find me, thats just how i am coping
depraved inside cause im writhing daily
assignments past due, and only one thing is rising up
tolerance, followers, consciousness, all of them lie in mud
under my garments, my confidence is sure to rise enough
wrist take flight when that ibuprofen takes the night to walk
snakes hiss quiet when im invited but theyre biting chalk
space in private is just a lie to get my mind to talk
naked tonight, ladies excited to play with me but my balls aching

slight problem displayed
my wifi's off cause of my interception cause my bar's in the way (playing connect 4 with my life, all the green is lost)
a far cry from the dark south in this place (it's only red and yellow, all the green is lost)
came to tarten your mouths with my heart in a phrase
bit parched? here's a rain coat
cover your ear if water from me placing from
my brain to my tongue is a straight plain no
no heads sway my way when the gun shot in the wave
hold pressure when you wake but when youre gone, hope the same goes
slight problem displayed
my wifi's off cause of my interception cause my bar's in the way
a far cry from the dark south in this place
came to tarten your mouths with my heart in a phrase
bit parched? here's a rain coat
cover your ear if water from me placing from
my brain to my tongue is a straight plain no
no heads sway my way when the gun shot in the wave
hold pressure when you wake but when youre gone, hope the same goes
problem displayed
my wifi's off cause of my interception cause my bar's in the way
a far cry from the dark south in this place
came to tarten your mouths with my heart in a phrase
bit parched? here's a rain coat
cover your ear if water from me placing from
my brain to my tongue is a straight plain no
no heads sway my way when the gun shot in the wave
hold pressure when you wake but when youre gone, hope the same goes

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prod. @d9minicc
mixed by @dancinginrainfall, extra original production & extra effects added by him as well

lyrics //
(not quite right) pessimist sent here to lie
with a stripe of malevolence never seen
try again if you attempted to triumph on the bitch
one b to your eye now youre based where the sky is
dont breathe where i sigh in, delete you like virus
complete sequence by the tone, beep faster (decease please)
met her where the red light acts on
that bitch gets me off wrong, i rip the jacker
let my dick spit leviathan til christians ask god
to let me into heaven cause my raps surpass thought
to get ahold of me you light a match on bad stars
and even then im asking you to throw some stacks on (im rich bitch)
levitate, provoke, and pass on
im living as a ghost, evanescing just to dedicate
a day into forgetting where im staying
to inevitably stay inside the station with a mic and rash thoughts
whichever way im headed its a dead end
jack off, return in a september then repeat it for a year again
its easy as a 1 2 30 to see im nearing death
thats why i speed the flow up, cause im feeding you with tears
know you'll never see me lurking, wear my iris on my sleeve
if you see me then im here where i reside
a materialization of your fears, am i here am i there
i dont know what i am meaning when im speaking
am i here, do i hear, do i fear, am i there, am i where, where i am

here i am, staring at the ceiling while comparing to disparage where i am
stripteasing with my weaknesses, the only thing i couldnt resist
its pornography youre watching while you look at me spitting this soft audio
you love it and you shouldnt pretend
i put it on you cause i love it so we're both in this
planning to hear the fall of it, the part of me that's shooting my head
i call it song because who wants to see me do that instead of spitting this slop shit
i call the shots, shoot me the head
i need a cerberus bitch, im a headhunter that's plotting to hunt my own head
you stop me and its 2 to be rest
im on my own, its only me who says my fate is whatever, you do your own shit
im on it and im focused on death
the death of rappers myself included
no need to refute me, know what im doing
so in stupor i'll forget what i said
an endless cycle of saying shit i dont mean and repeating it just to fleet again
a loser with no truth in his head

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came up with this idea yesterday while skating, hope you enjoy... ode to my future and american healthcare

http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

lyrics //
before i start particin' in drugs
im dropping off of the face of the planet 
hiding then dying like i was lyle stevik
before i ever start, i'll get the world to wake up
stop acting like god is here when trans people could die and 1 person would share their message
when your insurance runs out where will you head?
1000 for medicine, bitch you better check your checkings
im fucking set up, serotonin perplexed
and a day away from a headache permanently releasing tension
enter the broth, a thick potion of carcass
slick tasty and sweet but where's it sending me tomorrow?
there's a vegetable right next to me telling me i look sorrowful
it couldnt even speak, im hearing it through a hollow door
i pull their lights and i tell it to take a dream
benefit me and shut up, i eat whenever i please
your pleading is nothing short of a bark outside of a tree, one of many
silence, i got my mouth to feed

i like to skate and searching up wiki articles until my brain delays
analyzing the text of the forgotten and the slain
would i be like them? i never shyed away from saying things
that everyone thought but too much of a bitch to hit display
but fuck it, as long as i can live to make an impact
grabbing a blade and cutting on my body in a zig zag
taking a canon picture then posting it to my socials
so i can pop like toddlers to canisters filled with tic tacs
honest to god i'll kill myself over this music shit
if it means that i'll finally get the plays i wished
but then i wont see the faces of all whose listening
witness my face amiss

while im asleep, i gamble with the walls while seeing grins
head collision, im betting 20,000 that i'll hit
a bloody nose, concussion, a terrified look in vision
the people you love above you and a book full of regrets
this epilepsy will fuck with you
those doctors thinking bout how you had to pay out of pocket 200 just for the visit
listen, when you're gone just trust me, you'll never miss this
heaven or hell or neither is better, you know your mission

im still conflicted, page after page writing the same thing descriptive
i still dont believe it
how much convincing do i need, i need a new visit
to see if this feeling will stay...

an epileptic's prayer ◇ prod. miseryprism

im always down to hear what you think of my songs, good or bad

秋 ZARNOXU 秋

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