Engineer: 77sats

I don't wanna cry, alone
I don't wanna die, alone
got demons by side, im alone
and it's hard to pass the time

You don’t call me on my cell phone
I’ve forgot the lovely voice that i had well known
Think i crashed the whip and now i'm in a deadzone
And i'm trapped inside the world that is my headphones, yea

You don’t call me on my cell phone
I’ve forgot the lovely voice that i had well known
Now i waste the days away i'm in a dead zone
And i'm trapped inside the world that is my headphones, yeah my headphones

You know i would call you back
I know you know that
Now i'm walking through the void
And my world is black, you know that

I got the memories, inside me
All of the remedies, behind me
i'm tucked, all away, in a world
And you’d never find me

I don't know what i do
Wanna run away, that's true
Solo in my life, im screwed
Wanna find love like you 

I don't wanna cry alone
Knocking on my door, don’t wanna die alone
Line went dead, it's a quiet tone
Guess i'm gonna ride alone

Dead Ringer (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Cover: amonbeleth
Beat: Nato/Yeezo
Mix: ESP

Lyrics:
I just wanna find some love
Ain’t been seeing many doves
Sick of this, it’s getting cold
Sick of it it’s getting old
Just wanna dance in moonlight
Loves made for us, needs two right
So come and make me whole
Come be my kindred soul

I just wanna fly away
With you, i know i'll be ok
I don’t ever wanna fall
I wanna say we do it all 
Just wanna dance in the blue light
Loves made for us, that’s true right
Come and make me whole
Come be my kindred soul

Your a dead ringer
You caught my heart
Hook line and sinker 
Ain’t been through it all, only through the wringer  
 
Well she don’t like to linger
I really shouldn’t linger

Ussain bolt, yeah i gotta dip
Ain’t poker, but i’ll use my chips
Popping out, with a bad ass chick
Eagle eye, know i never miss

No tendo, know
I don’t play no games
I hope, you know
That i'm taking names
I think you know
I be making claims
Yeah, this isn’t even my lane






But i kick back, oh oh
She threw the ball, you know i kick back
Oh, oh
Got diamonds, twinkle, got her wrist cracked
Oh, oh
We keep it low and then we kick back
Low and then we relax

Oh, this couldn’t be
I’m damned do you see
In my eyes a gleam
I miss how it feels
I wanna cause a scene
But is that really me
Woke up
All of it was in my dreams

I just wanna find some love 
Ain’t been seeing many doves
Just wanna dance in moonlight
Loves made for us, needs two right
So come and make me whole
Come be my kindred soul

I just wanna fly away
With you, i know i'll be ok
Just wanna dance in the blue light
Loves made for us, that’s true right
Come and make me whole
Come be my kindred soul

Kindred Soul (prod. Nato/Yeezo)

3 months ago, Purple River and I were planning to release this song. Before we could properly release it, I was informed they were taking a break at least, and at most retiring from music. After some thought, I figured I'd just post this song on SoundCloud since I already paid for the cover and we were planning to release it prior. I hope you enjoy our song. I hope Purple River is doing well.

Lyrics:

[ESP]
You don’t know
Know this ain’t all for show
Get diamonds on my wrist, twinkle like a star explodes
Supernova I’m about to blow
They keep it on the low
Was always out of it, now I guess I fit the quo

Well oh
Let's go now
Freezing like the snow
The snow now
We didn't even glow
We glow now
You didn’t even know
But you know now

I don’t mind you, I blind you
Peep me, oh wait, you're passed
Know I'm stellar, yeah tell her
So we can have a blast
Making tidals, that’s final
So I can get the bag
Chasing you, this isn’t tag
Hate to zig, I hate to zag

I’m running running
Call me Bolt
I’m stuntin’ stuntin’
I do the most
So Run it back, I know, I’ll you get humming humming
I’m running running
Speed fast
I’m gunning gunning
Know I do the dash
The music cause a scene and I just love it love it

Cruising in my lane
Left, rights, what I might do
Going all the way
Well that’s tight, I’m with my crew
I’m on my wave
But you're about to die dude
Gonna rap star, rockstar
I’m passing beside you

[Purple River]
Yeah I’m stunting stunting
Yeah I’m stunting stunting
Every day I think about a bag
Yeah I’m flexed up
I’m running running
Yeah I’m running running
See us right ahead
Lil’ boy know I'm next up

Out here getting money with the team
The way I'm running it feel like a fiend
The way I'm pulling up I feel so clean
If you want a feature it ain't free

You're so wack
Going out sad
I remember all the times when I was down bad
Now I bounce back
Full speed hit it dash
Louie, Bag, counting hella stacks

[ESP]
You don’t know
Know this ain’t all for show
Get diamonds on my wrist, twinkle like a star explodes
Supernova I’m about to blow
They keep it on the low
Was always out of it, now I guess I fit the quo

Stellar

Stellar (Ft. Purple River)[Prod. Dee B x VENDR x Naawoj]

Lyrics:

Yeah baby sorry I lied, cause I wasted your time
Your wishing I was in your car, so I could only ride 
So sorry for our decline, but i was walking the line
You in my DMs, know I do not even wanna reply
Going through the motions now
I don’t want your devotion now
You said I lost my focus now
But it was never me, and it would never be

So you sit there, now following me
Stole your heart, now I’m wanted for treachery
So you sit there, by your lonely
Cause everything I ever did now you don’t wanna believe

Your head a warzone now, so it seems
10k on my head, wanted for everything under the sea
Your in your headphones now like me
8D in your head, all around, you still find me

I’d tell you stories you would never believe
Whenever you were down, come crying to me
The world you living, it was all fantasy
You saw me disappear like Houdini

Yeah baby sorry I lied, cause I wasted your time
Your wishing I was in your car, so I could only ride 
So sorry for our decline, but i was walking the line
You in my DMs, know I do not even wanna reply
Going through the motions now
I don’t want your devotion now
You said I lost my focus now
But it was never me, and it would never be

inconsiderate

Inconsiderate (Prod. malloy x nash)

Lyrics:

We aside, I'm betting
Sky, I'm getting
Tied, for second
Bye, I'm wrecking

Cruise in my lane, so I won't swap
Snooze in my lane, don't get dropped

We aside, we letting
Skies, we heading
Tied, for second
Tonight, you'll get it

I don't wanna, won't regret it
I don't wanna, won't forget it

I slow, I don't doubt
My face, I love frowns
So her love, won't see now me
She like me, but all around
I cave, I'm 6 ft
There's no pain, when I sleep
Rather live in fantasy
But I can't pass this agony

I'm a rockstar, coded in the cards
Living is bizarre, but I'm going far

We aside, I'm betting
Sky, I'm getting
Tied, for second
Bye, I'm wrecking

Cruise in my lane, so I won't swap
Snooze in my lane, don't get dropped

Cause we aside, we letting
Skies, we heading
Tied, for second
Tonight, you'll get it

I don't wanna, won't regret it
I don't wanna, won't forget it

Sidelane (Prod. ruan & maxflynn)

Cover: whiteupapa
Beat: hxllowlucy
Mix: ESP

Lyrics:
Wanna run it off, isn’t enough 
We get down, but we going through the mud
So I wanna go, but I feel stuck
So I just run the clock down  
Like Dio, but I can’t get the knives out
So it breaks me down 
(Hell yeah I’m lost)
I wanna be found
So I got myself, i know I’m the enemy
I got myself, I know i'm the effigy

So I’m Masked up, I’m hollow like im bleach now
6 up, but i can barely reach now

I see it coming
I see it running
Gotta jet now, get now, see me in the vet now

I Solo go, 
By my lonely
Know i never pass the quo

So far gotta just do the dash 
So one day i’ll be getting the cash
But right now trouble hitting the gas
 
Ghost mode, ghost mode
You can’t see me, I know

So one day you and me
One day, ESP
I wish i could know
Wish i could go

But all I want, is to happy
No doubt, no fear, ain't wacky
But i slow
I don’t goo

Wanna run it off, isn’t enough 
We get down, but we going through the mud
So I wanna go, but I feel stuck
So I just run the clock down  
Like Dio, but I can’t get the knives out
So it breaks me down 
(Hell yeah I’m lost)
I wanna be found
So I got myself, I know I’m the enemy
I got myself, I know i'm the effigy

Effigy

Effigy(Prod. hxllowlucy)

Credits:
Singers: ESP and HeyMrNoOdLeS
Prod: trelea maryus & whereisdanny
Artist: bagasan1007

Cause I know I’m losing out, confusing now
Stasis, don’t got a lot of time
Cause she’s like an angel in the sky

This shit be going wrong, as far as I can see
In the end, want you and me	
My heart aches, really killing me
I’m here all the time
It’s like we playing pong, it always comes back to me
I’m yelling at a wall, so are my words really here
I’m shooting for the stars, but when I shoot I can’t steer   
I don’t know if you’re still here


But I’ll make it to the ends for you
Cause I got imps, I got effigies, girl so do you
I gotta come clean, telling you the truth
When I’m with you, they get a clue 
But you get my heart, racing now
In your eyes, you’ve got my head, spacing out
I want you by my side, I need there 
I’ll chase you to the ends where no one’s there
She got running, ain’t no tag team race
Feel like TAMA$HI, He fell from the start, yeah he’d say
Just like Kakashi, got that tunnel vision in my face
Need a Lotti to be in my WRLD, that’s why I play
Cause I know I’m losing out, confusing now
Stasis, don’t got a lot of time
Cause she’s like an angel in the sky angel in the sky

This shit be going wrong, as far as I can see
In the end, want you and me	
My heart aches, really killing me
I’m here all the time
It’s like we playing pong, it always comes back to me
I’m yelling at a wall, so are my words really here
I’m shooting for the stars, but when I shoot I can’t steer   
I don’t know if you’re still here


I don’t know if you’re still here
In the end, I want you near
Suicide, on the right, I steer
I’m alive, overcome my fears
I just think it’s sad that
You just wanna go back
Back to the past where
Me and you would just laugh
And I know it’s bad, it’s the only thing we had
I was overtaken
Got some drugs ima take em
I don’t wanna take this no more
I don’t wanna talk about this no more

I just think it’s sad that
You just wanna go back
Back to the past where
Me and you would just laugh
And I know it’s bad, it’s the only thing we had

This shit be going wrong, as far as I can see
In the end, want you and me	
My heart aches, really killing me
I’m here all the time
It’s like we playing pong, it always comes back to me
I’m yelling at a wall, so are my words really here
I’m shooting for the stars, but when I shoot I can’t steer   
I don’t know if you’re still here

Ends

Ends (Feat. HeyMrNoOdLeS) [Prod. trelea maryus & whereisdanny]

[Intro]
Yeah!
Yeah, Yeah, Yuh, Yea, Yeah!
Yeah! 
Yuh, Yuh ,Yuh , Yea, Yeah!	

So all my other songs have like 20 seconds of nothing, so here’s an intro
I like the beat though, you hear that?
It kinda reminds me of an Anime ED		
Not gonna lie, I like that
Yo, Lucy goes hard on this one
Let’s go	

[Chorus]
I just want your love yeah
So I’ll chase you
You’re like a shooting star
I need my wish to come true
You know I want love, but I’m out of luck
What I feel, what I want, Is it true?
Know I need angels like you
So when I see the light you know I chase you


[Verse]
When it’s dark out, it’s a bummer
Cause I’ve been through the dirt like I was a hummer
But you’re the plug for me, yea, no Summrs
My heart skips a beat, you play it like a drummer


I still crash when you're not the drummer
Cursed, I’m the another
Feeling like Mei, so why not just become her
But I run I know it’s toxic
I run cause that’s my tonic
I run cause that’s my tonic

Cause when the moon goes down
I keep the demons waiting, they were never fading
Light is all I need around
That’s why I chase you, I chase you

[Chorus]
I just want your love yeah
So I’ll chase you
You’re like a shooting star
I need my wish to come true
You know I want love, but I’m out of luck
What I feel, what I want, Is it true?
Know I need angels like you
So when I see the light you know I chase you


[Outro]
I’ll chase you
(I’m running like it’s a race)	                                                                     
Never erase you
(Your vibe, it won't go away
I can’t wait for you
(They say loves blind, but I see you clearly)
So I’ll chase you
(So, I’ll chase you)

I’ll chase you, I’ll chase you
I’ll chase you, I’ll chase you

Chase You

Beat: Hollowlxcy
Art: Titis Setyo

Lyrics:
Oh yeah
Jumpstart, here I’m racing
Pull a left swerve, right swerve, see me chasing, oh yeah
I’m in the GTR, I’m where the cosmos are
Can you wish on me just like a shooting star?
Cause I don’t wanna go (Don’t wanna go)
Wanna go away (Don’t go, Don’t go)
I’m out here alone, like a stowaway

I’m counting up now, the bag ain't heavy
So I clock-in, pockets are empty
I got visions of a better life, they tempt me
Gimme some leeway already
All I see now is the finish line
See a world where im eating gourmet by the dinner time
Ice on me, you’d think im skiing in the wintertime
Things just straight like I'm wearing the invisalign
So I’ll be in the stars you see
Like 1,2,3 so wish one me
I’ll be floating like the melody, everyday

Oh yeah
Jumpstart, here I’m racing
Pull a left swerve, right swerve, see me chasing, oh yeah
I’m in the GTR, I’m where the cosmos are
Can you wish on me just like a shooting star?
Cause I don’t wanna go (Don’t wanna go)
Wanna go away (Don’t go, Don’t go)
I’m out here alone, like a stowaway

Cosmos! (Prod. Hollowlxcy)

This is from another collab that didn't end up getting released. I've edited the other individual out, as they did not want to release these songs because their current style of music doesn't reflect this old project. Nonetheless, I wish them the best, and more importantly, I hope you enjoy it.

No Strings Attatched

How Unfortunate

Coldheart (Prod. Malloy & Valious)

Lyrics: ESP 713 & TAMA$HI 
Prod: Hxllowlucy

Lyrics:
(Chorus)[TAM$HI]
I just did a left swerve, I just did the right swerve
They tellin’ me forget herI cannot forget her
Went and caught feelings so you know that I got butthurt
Yeah, I went and caught feelings so you know that I got butthurt
Girl, I’m caught in your illusions I don’t know what’s real
Rockstar racks girl I can’t feel
This bud ain't hittin’, what’s the deal
Just want your touch but it ain't real


(Verse 1) [ESP 713]
You and I, now we’re like an apparition
They couldn’t see the vision so I can’t let you down now
You're full of bad decisions I know we’re different
You turn me upside down
So guess what I can’t get around?
That no matter where we go we moving loud, we always get a crowd
So even though you get me, and even though you vex me
You will never wreck me
So I want you to the until the end
Yuuko and Teiichi, that's the blend
Girl, I need you ‘til you ascend
And I’ll love you ‘til my soul is dead

(Chorus)[TAM$HI]
I just did a left swerve, I just did the right swerve
They tellin’ me forget herI cannot forget her
Went and caught feelings so you know that I got butthurt
Yeah, I went and caught feelings so you know that I got butthurt
Girl, I’m caught in your illusions I don’t know what’s real
Rockstar racks girl I can’t feel
This bud ain't hittin’, what’s the deal
Just want your touch but it ain't real

(Verse 2) [ESP 713]  
Why is real love hard to come by
Can you just stay here, you’re my fantasy 
You tell me “Wake up to reality”
Girl I know you’re a specter, and your gonna fade away!
Yeah, I don’t want that, I really need you
Need you, I don’t wanna leave you   
Cause beyond that was it my love that really freed you?
Wherever you are, I’ll miss you
You’re the memory I wanna remember til I lose my ember, so it lasts forever.
So with every second, no, day that passes, I don’t wanna lose that light

Illusions (ft. TAMA$HI) [Prod. Hxllowlucy]

Beat: Elzio & perish
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wpx5jSYt2_Y
Lyrics:

Had to fold, right when you said you loved me
Heart’s been through a lot, it ain’t a dud
Cause when I wrote this song, I wasn’t feeling lovely
You could say I'm in recovery
But baby, I feel so free, so don’t tie me I'm begging
But you’re not the problem, girl it’s me
But you’re not the problem, girl it’s me

Girl, it’s me, I ain’t made of gold but I glisten see
Diamond in the rough, but I’m deep I’m in the rut
Cause I dig past all my problems
That I don’t wanna solve away, don’t wanna solve today
And that's why I’m moving past all my options, I’m a toxin
I think I need an antidote or an elixir
Because when she went away, I really missed her
Need another fix now, like she’s my drug
Shit I need another plug
Cause this love shit got me addicted
I wanna find one, want my perfect perspiration
I really want a heart, but I’m feeling conflicted
Conflicted!

Had to fold, right when you said you loved me
Heart’s been through a lot, it ain’t a dud
Cause when I wrote this song, I wasn’t feeling lovely
You could say I'm in recovery
But baby, I feel so free, so don’t tie me I'm begging
But you’re not the problem, girl it’s me
But you’re not the problem, girl it’s me

Lovely (prod. elzio & perish)

Written By: ESP 713
Prod: le0prod and ninewaters

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Yeah!
(Go, Go, Go, Yeah!)
Yeah! 
(Go, Go, Go, Yeah!)
Yeah!

[Chorus]
Yeah I’ve been here
3 months well it feels like years	  
Time don’t move for me, it’s not weird
It’s like a jump cut call me K.C.
Yeah, I’m in the zone, I run it call me K.D. (K.D.)
But oh, I don’t know, I wanna let it out
“World, I’m alone now, face me”
Is it too much to ask for you to save me?
Cause I’ve been on the ground and now it’s like home

[Verse]
I’ve been tryna level up lately
Right now I’ve been chilling at the crib, as of lately
I wanna get up, don’t wanna be stuck
Could that ever be ESP? Maybe vaguely
But, I don’t even wanna go (Go, Go, Go)
Don’t even wanna play the game
Yeah, It’s moving slow
And have I ever seen a dub? Man, I wanna know
I won’t ever know, til my neck is freezing cold
I ain’t dreaming anymore, but to be honest
I’ve been like this the longest
Cause I don’t try my hardest, don’t where my heart is
I think it froze, “You can do it all”
That’s what I’ve been told
What I want is to make our remedy
I wanna haunt, to exist indefinitely
We’ll use it all, even more, plus jealousy (Yeah, jealousy)

[Chorus]
Yeah I’ve been here
3 months well it feels like years	  
Time don’t move for me, it’s not weird
It’s like a jump cut call me K.C.
Yeah, I’m in the zone, I run it call me K.D. (K.D.)
But oh, I don’t know, I wanna let it out
“World, I’m alone now, face me”
Is it too much to ask for you to save me?
Cause I’ve been on the ground and now it’s like home

Emperor E (prod. le0prod & ninewaters)

Lyrics by: ESP 713
Beat by: trelea maryus

Lyrics:
You know I, I’m shrouded up
Nameless, like I’m on a quiz,  I need a little luck
Cause stage 20 ain’t it
But I’m finna level up, gonna get my money up
Never let my funny up now, cause it be bizarre how
How I know I don’t, I know you don’t, see it in the cards
And how I know I won’t, I know you won’t, entertain facades

But I’ve been away so long, a fantasy is all I can remember
So I’ve been lost so long
Feeling bad today, I need a bag today
Was never in so you never see me flexing
In my own lane, betcha see me double checking
In my own way, never seeing the reflection
But life is like a lesson, might fail if you testin’
So I try to lay low and spend my time with me
My demons lurking in the walls, they reminding me
That it’s every little thing that be binding
Let me confide in the
But then I see her free as can be
She the ying to my yang, makes me complete
And I know my heart tends to deceive

So you know why, I’m shrouded up
And nameless, like I’m on a quiz,  may need a little luck
Cause stage 20 ain’t it
But I’m finna level up, gonna get my money up
Never let my funny up now, cause it be bizarre how
How I know I don’t, I know you don’t, see it in the cards
And how I know I won’t, I know you won’t, entertain facades

Entertain Facades (prod. trelea maryus)

Lyrics By: ESP 713
Beat By: Sloth & Heyylotus

Lyrics:
You're just a little bit of everything I want
Just a little bit of everything I know I wanna flaunt you, baby
But we’re miles apart
I’ve been numb so long thought my heart wouldn’t even start (start)
My hearts in 2, in parts (in parts)
Your eyes, your soul, like art (it’s like art)
And maybe you don’t love me
But I don’t wanna see go away

In your web now, in your web now
Bae you know your in my head now, haven’t felt this way in years
See I’m dead now, I want you in my bed now
With you I don’t deb down, with you know we get down
So I don’t really wanna wait
In the next breath, angel of the night, you’ll fly away
You don’t get me, but looking back, I didn’t try to say
I was tripping, your body’s like a spell, I felt ok
Yeah, all I see is red but I’m going straight forward
You know I don’t care, yeah I know I’m not normal
I’m tryna crash down like a Level 9 Mortar
Is it my time, or am I in order
Yuh, Huh, I’m in a corner
Everything I ever wanted right infront of me
So I’ll take my leap, I adore you
But I think you get that, never forget that

You're just a little bit of everything I want
Just a little bit of everything I know I wanna flaunt you, baby
But we’re miles apart
I’ve been numb so long thought my heart wouldn’t even start (start)
My hearts in 2, in parts (in parts)
Your eyes, your soul, like art (it’s like art)
And maybe you don’t love me
But I don’t wanna see go away

A Little Of Everything (Prod. Blossom & Heyylotus)

Beat By: prod.ast3roid & Blossom
Lyrics By: ESP & Serena
Mixed By: Serana
Art By: ruizsara

Lyrics:
[Chorus: ESP 713]
Yeah where did all my mind go?
Think I’m going psycho
Should I talk it out, nah, I think I’m going Pyro 	
Tell me you don’t care, tell me you don’t care for me
Think I need it, you’re really my ecstasy
And If my mind goes down, I’m like ”So what”?
Ain’t even in my prime zone now, you see me, so what?
Yeah I know I’m not normal to you, but I’m normal to me
So I’ma, so I’ma write this story

[Verse 1: ESP 713] 
I, yes you see me, I
I really never wanna let go, see me on my own but I’m always on my echo
So I just never back now, I gotta stay a stunner, I gotta stay a runner
Cause I don’t really wanna lose me, cause I don’t know
If anyone‘ll ever choose me, but me, I’ll go
It’s like I’m running for the old me, when modern meets retro
Say I gotta let go, but we ain’t ever met though

[Verse 2: Serena]
Running from the old me, like running from the police
Got me down bad blocked my shot like a goalie
Lately she been tripping said she'd be my one and only
Running from the bank you ain't ever wan' be lonely
I'm gone, block my phone, I don't wanna talk 'bout it
You said you don't care but I heard you just going on 'bout it
Used to want impalas but I'm driving in that wide body
Killing me softly now I'm looking for my ceremony
Baby you’re not normal, and I'm like so what?
Treat my heart like a battlefield, it's enormous
Got you running back, baby girl, I know you gorgeous
I can't really lie, the way you do me got me torn up
So what? I can make it through the night baby
But you be tripping, You know you mine, but you fine babe
Don't know what you did, but you really crossed the line babe
I don't wanna piss you off, just talking with my mind babe

[Chorus: ESP 713]
Yeah where did all my mind go?
Think I’m going psycho
Should I talk it out, nah, I think I’m going Pyro 	
Tell me you don’t care, tell me you don’t care for me
Think I need it, you’re really my ecstasy
And If my mind goes down, I’m like ”So what”?
Ain’t even in my prime zone now, you see me, so what?
Yeah I know I’m not normal to you, but I’m normal to me
So I’ma, so I’ma write this story

sO wHAT (ft. Serana) [Prod. ast3roid & Blossom)

This was the original Entertain Facades. It was named Black Star originally. TBH I've always liked this version better. I was looking through old songs and just wanted to post it. I might post more today it just depends on what I see. This song is just the raw version of it, only effects on it are autotune and nothing is leveled. 

Beat: https://youtu.be/g-UENDicGLc
Prod: trelea maryus
Lyrics: ESP 713

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Black star, don’t shine too far
In your heart you’re a superstar
Don’t know who you are 
They’re out for you, better be on guard
I know I don’t, I know you don’t, see it in the cards
I know I don’t, I know you don’t, entertain facades
  	 
[Verse]
Been away so long 
A fantasy is all I can remember
So I’ve been lost so long
Feeling bad day, I need a bag today
Was never in so you never see me flexing
In my own lane, betcha see me double-checking
In my own way, I ain’t seeing the reflection
Life is like a lesson, fail if you testin
So I try to lay to low and spend my time with me
Demons lurking inthe wall, they reminding me
Then it’s every little thing, it be blinding me
Let me confide in the
And then I see her, free as can be
She the ying, to my yang makes me complete
And I, my heart tends to deceive

[Chorus]
Black star, don’t shine too far
In your heart you’re a superstar
Don’t know who you are 
They’re out for you, better be on guard
I know I don’t, I know you don’t, see it in the cards
I know I don’t, I know you don’t, entertain facades
They say love is blind, not when our eyes meet
She Yin to my Yang, makes me complete

OG Entertain Facades Raw [Black Star] (Prod. trelea maryus)

This one is just a song we were working on that I've been holding on to for a bit but I forgot why. The songs basically done so I'll just release it. IDK how much more I have but I doubt I have any, or many more.  Also, the pic doesn't mean anything it's just a funny cat pic.

Lyrics: TAMA$H! & ESP 713
[Chorus:TAMA$H!]
Yeah she asked me where I been, I’ve been rocking Dior
Gucci on my shades, I’ma let this choppa roar
And I’m addicted to the bag, never going sad
Dior on my body and I put it on her ass
And lil’ shawty wants racks, told her I got racks
Pull up with my homies and we chilling out the trap
Bitch im pouring codeine in my cup and ima fill it up
And I’m an addict to your love cause I can't feel enough

[Verse 1:TAMA$H!]
Heard they want smoke so I call my brodie
Shawty tryna control she dont even know me
Said she know Soul but she dont know TAMA$H!
‘40 on me I bet you cannot stop me
There’s a whole lot of pain in this world, talk shit
I might crash my whip, on some high type shit
And I’m high as a bitch can’t lie type shit
If you touch my heart you might die lil’ bitch

[[Verse 2: ESP 713]
You might die type shit, I might die like a witch
Cause we ain’t click no more, we going out without a hitch
Cause I already said I was done with your evil love
Frames on, yeah I’m seeing truth, I see a ton  
So If I’m feeling petty, ima gloat with the cam
Ima show you everything you could’ve hanged around
Gonna move stylish, on my ego trip, on a new climate, on some PJ shit
But it’s like a from the past
My all-black whip to her all-black fit
With her ice-cold heart and my change in the script
I’m done playing my part
Just tryna be me, not ride love waves
Just tryna find peace, that’s not your way
and she tryna find me, find the doorway
and she always wanna ask me where I been

[Chorus:TAMA$H!]
Yeah she asked me where I been, I’ve been rocking Dior
Gucci on my shades, I’ma let this choppa roar
And I’m addicted to the bag, never going sad
Dior on my body and I put it on her ass
And lil’ shawty wants racks, told her I got racks
Pull up with my homies and we chilling out the trap
Bitch im pouring codeine in my cup and ima fill it up
And I’m an addict to your love cause I can't feel enough

Gucci Shades (ft. TAMA$H! & ESP 713)

We were working on this one a while months ago but then we just stopped. We both got busy and didn't have time to communicate so now months later I just thought to release it. My mix is shit cause all i do is presets rn so that a big L but i liked my verse a lot. 601's verse, voice and mix were really really good, major props to him.

Lyrics: sheluv601 & ESP 713
[Intro:sheluv601]
You said that you do not really need me
Why you coming back for more like it’s a repeat

[Verse 1: sheluv601]
Sorry baby you can’t have my heart tonight
She just need somebody, make her feel alive
Lately I’ve been so tired of this life
Ima  just go fucking drift away, into the stars tonight
Got me so down bad, I’m feeling dead inside
I’m a, flower, drug, make me feel alive
Who care about the way I act
I know that this pain is gonna pass, cause I put it in the past

[Pre-Chorus:sheluv601]]
I got a migraine, you need to leave need to migrate
Molly really made my pupils dilate
That lil shawty, told she her she could come my way

[Chorus: sheluv601]
You said that you do not really need me
Why you coming back for more like it’s a repeat
You don’t even miss me, you just miss the feeling
Fucked around and broke my heart and now it’s freezing
I don’t feel the love no more, now you acting like a hoe
Let me take off all your clothes, love the way your skin glows
In that pussy ima go go go
I just want the lust, dont want the love no more

[Verse 2: ESP 713]
I don’t want the love no more
We going back and forth, it’s feeling like a chore
And in my head I’ve always wondered whats love for
I gave my everything, ain’t saying that you to give more
Sorry I’m just thinking fast, pedals always on the floor
Now I’m fighting with myself, feel like ichigo some more
So I’m bouta drift away, that’s something you can’t ignore
Said you’ll never love again, but could you even love before
I don’t know, girl you playing games
Tic-tac-toe, XOXO, OK
You will never fix what we’ve been through lately
The way you’ve been on my mind, girl I know you’d shame me

[Chorus: sheluv601]
You said that you do not really need me
Why you coming back for more like it’s a repeat
You don’t even miss me, you just miss the feeling
Fucked around and broke my heart and now it’s freezing
I don’t feel the love no more, now you acting like a hoe
Let me take off all your clothes, love the way your skin glows
In that pussy ima go go go
I just want the lust, dont want the love no more

drift away (ft. sheluv601 & ESP 713)

beat got sold before i could use it. was always gonna scrap it bc of that but i thought i'd post it just because. It was gonna be an intermission type song in the middle to break up the album. I also just wanna post more, life is short man and that idea is getting to me I've wasted too much time. This was just something to throw out to you guys. Sorry.

Lyrics:
Hold my heart for me
Can’t take it anymore
I Give you custody
And I’ll love you forevermore

I’m a bad owner
Putting my heart through tribulations
The cracks are even bolder, sold her
To the drug I’m feeling just now
I’ve been feeling low but you keep me- 

Hold my heart for me
Can’t take it anymore
I Give you custody
And I’ll love you forevermore

Forvevermore (LOSER ALBUM B-SIDE) [Prod. Katakuri]

Conflict

Conflict (prod.Kiwi)

Love Pills Snippet

Just the aftermath thoughts of summer emotional mayhem.

Highway 49

Love Pills

Grim

Intro:
You know you and i
we're made of flaaws
I worry too much
And your not real at all
In my mind
I don't know whos real or wrong
And these songs are made to deal wit it all

Chorus:
I get her and her flaws (get her and her flaws)
getting pretty wacky
Like we in the world of Oz( world of Oz)
When we get together,	
Running rampant like we jaws(like we jaws)
Every night we live
So you should hold the applause(hold the applause)
Playback on the gram 
so know we never pause( we never pause)
Think im hooked I don't ever wanna fall ( ever wouldn’t wanna fall)
Knowing she’s the one, yeah you know she has it all( she has it all)
Knowing she too good for me,  she doesn’t care at all( care at all)
I want her in my life, I don't ever wanna stall(never stall)	

Bridge:
I know im only dreaming
My reality is creeping
Moving slows its got me freezing
I wouldn't call it a demon

Verse:
see me with a clingy bih
Nah I don't got the time 
I leave for a second
And its suddenly a crime
I just want a girl
That can maybe hit my line 
I just want a girl 
Who won't hit me in the spine 
Everyone I sees
always lurking from behind
Nobody wanna stay
They just keep it a surprise
Wouldn’t see it coming
Know I gotta check my eyes
We never see it coming
Hoping to another guy


I really wanna go
Go with her to any show
When we hit the floor
We know they already know
You Loop it all around
And keep sticking to the flow
You know its coming back
Chrous you already know 

I get her and her flaws
getting pretty wacky,
Like we in the world of Oz
When we get together,	
Running rampant like we jaws
Every night we live
So you should hold the applause
Playback on the gram 
so know we never pause
Think im hooked I don't ever wanna fall
Knowing she’s the one, yeah you know she has it all
Knowing she too good for me, she doesn’t care at all
I want her in my life, I don't ever wanna stall

I know im only dreaming
My reality is creeping
Moving slows its got me freezing
I wouldn't call it a demon

I know im only dreaming(i know im only dreaming)
My reality is creeping(My reality is creeping)
Moving slows its got me freezing(yeah this all just got me freezing) 
I wouldn't call it a demon
(2x)

I get her and her flaws
getting pretty wacky,
Like we in the world of Oz
When we get together,	
Running rampant like we jaws

Outro:
Yeah, yeah I get her and her flaws
Yeah, yeah I get her and her flaws
Yeah, yeah I get her and her flaws
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah I get her and her flaws

Flaws

Flaws (Prod. Tsurreal x luvcrtny)

Lyrics:
I wanna leave you all, in the past
I wanna leave it all, will i last
When i'm in the fall, life doesn't go fast
I wanna keep it all delicate as glass

In my absence
What would happen
Would you mention me in passing
Would you regret what had happened
Would it fill the room with sadness
In my absence
What would happen
Would you say that its unlucky
Would you think the news is lovely
Would you just be acting ugly

But Ohhh,
i don't know where I would go
Would i fly away from home
Would i land on some snow
It has a glow

While i'm phasing through this world of mine
I can't find the time
To stop and see the world around me
I can't unwind

In this world I feel just like a shadow
Maybe you can know
IN this world im feeling overshadowed
Maybe im shallow

In my absence I don’t know if you’d be missing me
In my absence, would you tell dead air your final plea
In my absence, craft your words just like a masterpiece
In my absence, would you live your life like im deceased 

But Ohhh, i don't know where I would go
Would i fly away from home
Would i land on some snow
It has a glow

In my absence
What would happen
Would you mention me in passing
Would you regret what had happened
Would it fill the room with sadness
In my absence
What would happen
Would you say that its unlucky
Would you think the news is lovely
Would you just be acting ugly

absence

Absence (prod. splashgvng)

Cover: olegkravets
Prod: Fantom
Mix: 77sats

Lyrics:
All Bad days lit
In the brand new whip
People hating on me
But the words don’t stick
I be posted up 
With the 1 boy clique
And they tryna play me 
And they think they slick 
 
All Bad days lit
In the brand new fit
All Bad days lit
Donuts in the whip
All Bad days lit
Only for a bit
All Bad days lit
All Bad days lit

I got sad days
Rad days
lotta of bad days
Got them waiting on me like a valet
Got my head piled up
like an ashtray
Road long
yeah it's looking like a highway

Bad days blow
Try to play me, go
In the winter my body froze
In the summer, i drip like oh

All Bad days lit
In the brand new whip
People hating on me
But the words don’t stick
I be posted up 
With the 1 boy clique
And they tryna play me 
And they think they slick 
 
All Bad days lit
In the brand new fit
All Bad days lit
Donuts in the whip
All Bad days lit
Only for a bit
All Bad days lit
All Bad days lit

You all killed the vibe
Now im withdrawn
Like danny im here
Leave with the phantom on
I’ll pull up in the night
before the break of dawn
Because the regular people
Just make me yawn

You might wonder why i don't like you
Get everything with your life, i'm not like you
You pushing me sky high, good and bad too
Cause when you show me up, i wanna pass you

Bad Days

Bad Days (Prod. Fantom)

Cover: Steffie Molla
Prod: Tsurreal and luvcrtny
Mix: 77sats

Lyrics: 
I get her and her flaws 
getting pretty wacky,
Like we in the world of oz
When we get together,	
Running rampant like we jaws
Every night we live
So you should hold the applause
Playback on the gram 
so know we never pause
Think im hooked i don't ever wanna fall 
Knowing she’s the one, yeah you know she has it all
Knowing she too good for me, she doesn’t care at all
I want her in my life, i don't ever wanna stall

I know i'm only dreaming
My reality is creeping
Moving slow it's got me freezing
I wouldn't call it a demon

i want girl who gon be next to me
Posting on the gram
Wanna flex with me
Time goes by when she be texting me
Pop out and you know she gonna step with me

Yeah, I don’t need a baddie
No trust, and they aint gon make me happy
I'd be lying if i ain't gon want it badly
Think im alone in life, til the finally
But this girl

I really wanna go
Go with her to any show
When we hit the floor
We know they already know
We Loop it all around
And keep sticking to the flow
the Chrous  coming back
ya know

I get her and her flaws 
getting pretty wacky,
Like we in the world of oz
When we get together,	
Running rampant like we jaws
Every night we live
So you should hold the applause
Playback on the gram 
so know we never pause
Think im hooked i don't ever wanna fall 
Knowing she’s the one, yeah you know she has it all
Knowing she too good for me, she doesn’t care at all
I want her in my life, i don't ever wanna stall

I know i'm only dreaming
My reality is creeping
Moving slow it's got me freezing
I wouldn't call it a demon

Flaws (Remix)

Flaws (Remix)(Prod. Tsurreal x luvcrtny)

There is are sweet times in life, and sometimes life can be bitter as hell. We have to express our emotions somehow right? Recently released rapper PX10 joins the remix of Absence as they talk about the feeling of not being there. Tuxedo Mask joins the tracklisting for a stellar performance on Dazed, as ESP and him talk about girls.

Uploaded October 28th, 2020, this is the first produced EP of the artist ESP. 

Art: Steffie Molla
Production: 77sats

Lyrics:
Feels like i'm outta time
Cuz everydays feelings empty 
I want it all to turn a tide
But i know it won't, and it tempts me     

I feel that it’s a fiction
My realities affliction
cuz no matter what i do
It will not be through

Loneliness in the mental
I don't wanna settle down with you

Happiness is a rental
It was fun, but don't belong to you

Know they wanna
Revel in they trauma
They get theirs  
never got mine too  

I know they peep me as a goner
i don't know, if i enjoy the view

I gotta find a motion
Cause i'm lacking emotion
With all of my devotion
Our voice will be an explosion

Feels like i'm outta time
Cuz everydays feelings empty
I want it all to turn a tide
But i know it won't, and it tempts me
    
I feel that it’s a fiction
My realities affliction
cuz no matter what i do
It will not be through

I don't wanna pretend, this is the end for me 
But it’s feeling so
I don't wanna depend on everyone energy
You might not even know
I think all the pain is really killing my memory
Cuz i don't know where to go
All i wanna do is kick it at the Beverly.  
So i don't feel like im below

But then i know, i start caving 
Then i know that i'm waning
Hard to have hope remaining
When it feels like i'm always feigning

Feels like i'm outta time
Cuz everydays feelings empty
I want it all to turn a tide
But i know it won't, and it tempts me
    
I feel that it’s a fiction
My realities affliction
cuz no matter what i do
It will not be through

Stasis (Prod. Tundra Beats)

There is are sweet times in life, and sometimes life can be bitter as hell. We have to express our emotions somehow right? Recently released rapper PX10 joins the remix of Absence as they talk about the feeling of not being there. Tuxedo Mask joins the tracklisting for a stellar performance on Dazed, as ESP and him talk about girls.

Uploaded October 28th, 2020, this is the first produced EP of the artist ESP. 

Art: Steffie Molla
Production: 77sats

Lyrics:
Away from it all
Dunno what your thinking 
I’m living the fall
It ain’t even sink in
Do I wanna tear my heart out
If I show you, do you think you’ll relate
To my emotions
Feelings coming up, like the ocean
Don’t wanna play, threw away the tokens 
High tide better watch where I’m going

In my absence
What would happen
Would you mention me in passing
Would you regret what had happened
Would it fill the room with sadness
In my absence
What would happen
Would you say that its unlucky
Would you think the news is lovely
Would you just be acting ugly

But Ohhh,
i don't know where I would go
Would i fly away from home
Would i land on some snow
It has a glow

In my absence I thought you loved me
I still wrote you, and you dubbed me
In my absence, i thought you’d listen
Still I held on, was i tripping
Oh, all the months i wasted just to know
I thought you would be mine, girl I hope
All the time i wasted, but i know that
Yeah i know that

Ohhh, I don't know where I would go
Would i fly away from home
Would i land on some snow
It has a glow

In my absence
What would happen
Would you mention me in passing
Would you regret what had happened
Would it fill the room with sadness
In my absence
What would happen
Would you say that its unlucky
Would you think the news is lovely
Would you just be acting ugly

Absence (Remix)(feat. Px10)(Prod. splashgvng)

I make music for fun, I like to create music I like. Hope you enjoy it.

Features are free, I only care about if I like the music.

ESP 713

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