prod @yumenikki @oaelis

[emo:]
im w me
crushing beads
smokin trash from the dirt, fuckin seeds
block what u put on my feed
used to fw xans, took an arrow to the knee

yea thats cheese, stackin cheese
rollin rollin rollin off a bean
i wud text u back but i cant see the keys
helix doin shows every week too elite

like neverless i dont know why
wanna take a picture but im camera shy
life really stressed but im gettin by
they dont really like me cuz i never lie

u can fw me for the last time
imma take a pill just to pass time
imma crush it up just to do a line
mix a couple things but ill never die

i dont wanna alive
point eighty nine
im in love with poison,
so i might take five
i might take four
need a couple more
walk through the door
its all plastic to ignore

smokin scary pack when i record
smokin scary pack that put u on the floor
always been in last place i dont check the score
im stuck in a bad place im in love with tor

tor prod. freger & r000

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Heaven is just right through the door. (w/ ☆scøøb☆) [prod. taylor morgan] ☆♱🎧🫧

prod jxssx <3


Lyrics:

I had u right next to me
Pray my death come slowly
U lay here and rest with me
So we can be less lonely
I could hear the whispering
Telling me control it
2 me this means everything
Don't tell me it meant nothing

Wanna talk to you like all the time
But it doesn't feel right
I got you all on my mind
When im layin in my bed at night
Life is all some type of ride
N when u get off it u die
So lets just enjoy our lives
Cuz we'll never get a 2nd try

(arl)
i dont wanna let u dwn ...
cld u catch me when im fallin ?
guess im nevr honest
datz my biggest problem
nd when it blows up who u call abt dat?
nd i go nd take it no takin it back !
if i build it ima break it :/
see dis smile i been fakin :) ----> :(
count up my blessings b4 i forget
remember the words hit me right in the chest
u </3
im feelin dwn but i try2 :/
give us the moment u lied
idonwann talk movin2 slow..
tlkin 2dat bitch bt who kno??
give us the moment u lied
i don wan nevr 4get
live onda net


I had u right next to me
Pray my death come slowly
U lay here and rest with me
So we can be less lonely
I could hear the whispering
Telling me control it
2 me this means everything
Don't tell me it meant nothing

Wanna talk to you like all the time
But it doesn't feel right
I got you all on my mind
When im layin in my bed at night
Life is all some type of ride
N when u get off it u die
So lets just enjoy our lives
Cuz we'll never get a 2nd try


try2 ++arl

@benjithemachine

yea i think this is done and i also want to release this apart of a dance ep but im lazy and lame. here yu go <3

heartless (benjithemachine)

I could never trust a word that you're speakin
Why you say you had my back and you don't mean it
I can't believe it
Can't believe it
You put a knife in my back and left me bleeding
I don't really give a fuck about these hoes
Yea I'm coolin, doin better on my own
Oh no, oh no
Oh oh, oh no
Yeah, yeah (ya, ya)
Let's go
Ooh woah ooh woah oh oh uh oh
Step inside the club and I'm causing a commotion
When I'm popping out everybody notice
Think I got em mad cause they ain't got no motion
They gotta focus
Another broken promise
Can't deal with this betrayal
Why can't you just be honest?
I need you to be loyal
You said you'd ride for me
Guess you lied to me
I thought our love was meant to be
Turned out it was make-believe

spotify

can't believe it (uh oh)

Above ft. JoshuaSageArt (wayza)

@joshuasageart
@haveonlyonechance

Lyrics:
Feel your touch just pure love only
Cartier Frames and they on the one & only
Feel like I’m at peace if she holds me
Please just listen up and listen closely

On Thee Horizon
I’ll be vibin

I ain’t trippin trippin
I remember the first time when we were kissing kissing
I remember all your texts that you were sending sending
Left your mark upon my heart oh girl you really did it
Thought about it, been a minute

Horizon ˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗ [prod. tenoji]

+ @akasukii
p. @shatter3d @prod_dxvi @bazington


tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
‎ ‎

@akasukii
i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
yea it feels like i might die
i cldnt even feel alive
if i wanted 2 survive
tell me y were falling apart
tell me y its been so hard
i cannot handle being so far 
u left me with a broken heart </3
i cldnt sleep 4 nights
u left me with tears dried
on my face
wish u cld see it my way
‎ ‎

tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆

cldnt sleep 4 nightz + akasuki (shatter3d dxvi baz)

dont b scared
dont b scared of who u R
theres no point in looking
bb i might’ve gone 2 farr
dont b scared
i got a sword on my back
kiss the stars im so attached
idk nuthin abt u
abt uUuuUU
i got it all without trusting anybodyy
so girl how do u luvvv mee ?
is none of dis tru :/
climd nd u fall take da life out of da party
the liquor help im starving
dis all was 4uu

its always 4u </3

i don rlly h8 nobody 
i jus wannb sum1 ( ˙▿˙ )
i j need sum1 2 luv me
i js wannhav sum fun
i j rlly need sum1( ˘⌣˘)♡

ft. @emorave
prod. @kggn @47e

dont want u 2 see me liek this
i jus wanna b beside her
im the book n shes the writer
stalk u on the web like im a spider
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i wish we still had time
n i would u giv everything of mine
i would u giv everything
i cant sleep at night
i listen to ur voice on rewind
id trade everything we had for some more time
n i thought i had u but u never were mine
i know that ur selfish but my heart is all urs
it belongs to u more than it belongs 2 me
now its gettin hard 2 eat
cant get out of bed i only wanna sleep
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i lied its like all the time

emorave:
yeahhh
i see the look in your eyes, like yea
drugs just to pass the time, like yea
spazzed, thats just how were designed, like yea
pills just to keep me alive, like yea

you gotta be careful, youll hurt yourself bad
its gotta be simple, i wanna go back
scared of the future, obsessed with the past
crushing pills up i love to relapse

give me nothing, im dying alone
watch me crying u shud take a photo
make me feel like hydromorphone
need you with me, my skin is so cold

take another im feeling reckless
way too fucked up cant finish a sentence
i feel hopeless, molly replenish
feel my emotion the moment u said it

care at all, no you dont care at all
beat me up ur so terrible
i avoid it stay lyrical
angel wings im so ethereal

let me in w/ emorave (kuru exo)

fijimar x kidtrash - DND [drma]

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try2 ++arl

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