I just randomly found this band and oh my god are they good, I like this song. It has such a different feeling, kinda like a bittersweet ending to a movie, mixed with faint nostalgia.

help I saw cat mask pfp and thought grahh is that a therian music artist

i dont wanna be myself 
i wanna be someone else 
right now, i know 

i changed my mind, ill go to hell
just feed me and keep me in a cell
spend everyday needing so much fucking help
ill tell you the secret and see if you tell 

im not afraid of falling anymore 
i stare at the face 
i ignore features that look the same
theres a hook in my face
pull it out another one forms behind it
instantly cut off circulation
i feel my eyelids flutter as i struggle to sit
i just collapse to my knees in a fit
coughing, laughing, dry heave
punch my fist against the seat and the lid 

theres a message in here somewhere !
changing lanes
ill stay in mine
you stay insane
i love this crowd
dog bites man 
man drops a hydrogen bomb on the ground 
i got a sweet tooth 
i like it when i find hidden objects
i see you
underneath the grass
rubbing against me 
touch it, whats the difference?
ask me if its empty
over turn the glass and get every single last drop out 

oh god its fit right in the palm of my hand now 
rejected blessing i see the angel it shines down
im happy to have the plaque scrapped from my teeth
i added gems to my canines
im playing with them as we speak 

i lie and i steal things
try to be revealing 
off putting !!!
show me where i lost footing
lip service
cock sucking dick circus 
ill be at auction but all of this shits worthless

(motorboat cough cough) whoa! couldnt begin to imagine how that happened
hey, look over there! 
spit in a napkin!
are you kidding? im asking
are you shitting in my hand or wishing on black magic?
you didnt understand
sometimes its okay to match the energy of your worst man
im the dead spy, i got two red eyes
ill let you guess why i stare out my blinds paranoid
people around me notice and im afraid that theyre annoyed
or think im crazy, and maybe theyre right
backdrop: illusion of contact
age it until it tastes like a safe ride
take you home in the back of a sports car
godly intention so pure as im sure that yours are

i dont wanna be myself
i wanna be someone else

Numbing Agent

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0ctitedOWKy9tGwQg4e2l7?si=CMC6fDchT6uyJwod_ajttg

here's a sick nasty collab between two of the greatest, y'all.
we're like the kanye and jay-z of weird electronic music

Follow https://soundcloud.com/4lung
And buy her stuff here!
https://4lung.bandcamp.com/

And here's mine!!
https://mowmowmow.bandcamp.com/

in december
i imagined getting carted away
and i left off
getting left out in the pouring rain

oh i’m fine i’m fine
i mean it this time
everything is fine
let’s just leave it behind

oh i’m fine i’m fine
mirror look into my mind see
everybody loves me
everybody loves me

no-ones above me

no-ones above me
<3

Thanx, new mowmowmow album at some point.

Everybody Loves Me! (w/ 4lung)

@rooksfeather & @neotenomie
the most 🔥🔥🔥 album about gay trash, chronic pain & dissociation you've heard all year 

help me do what i like if you like what i do: https://www.patreon.com/ESPer99

SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY

👉👉👉 OWN IT

rook&nomie - SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY - 04 YEARWOUNDS

imdeath4

Thank u for supporting my work.

LYRICS:
(...)
Theres no justice in this world
(...)
Is it just us in this world
(...)
Is the whole earth cursed
Are our bodies made
Of evil cursed blood soaked dirt

(...)
Or are we made of something worse
Cos I feel like I’m something worse
Can ppl really change
It just seems too late 
It just seems way too late

I don’t think anybody needs forgiveness now
I pray hell is real so we all go down
All together so we’re not all alone
We can still torture each other 
And chew meat off our bones
Uh

Can we all just  share 1 body
So we can only kill ourselves
I swear that i wont get lonely
If start to starve I’ll just fucking eat myself

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite


Lets watch vids of cops killing kids
Ya jesus wept but no one cared what they did
Liberals all just loving the law
Theyre just doing their job
Theyre just killing us all but-

(...)
These no justice in this world
(...)
And it just us in this world
U can treat me like mark
If u wanna be jeff
We’re the last ones left
Adam / Eve of death

I wanna hide 4ever
4 at least 4 million years
Every night I pray 4 nothing
Cos Nothings so much better than this world is

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite

Devi McCallion - 11:11

NEW RAT KING WORLD CHAMPION EP OUT NOW: https://dalmatrix.bandcamp.com/album/blue-collar-street-racing-tour

LYRICS:
transgender girls want to love each other
transgender girls all hate themselves
transgender girls all hate each other
i wish trans girls could love themselves

maybe it’s a curse
or a fucked up hex
all the kicking and the screaming 
and the drugs and the sex

cast a spell, raise some hell
cause no matter what’s next
we've got hope in our hearts
and apples in our necks

we love to bitch 
and we love to fight
just to prove we exist
every single day & night
we’re sick in the head
and our money’s always tight
but we’re here to fuck up
that’s our god given right

we love to piss 
and we love to moan cause
we feel that we all have to face the world alone
and time and time again all the evidence will show
is that god hates fags who take girly hormones

DOWNLOAD

RKWC - Transgender Girls

Bag Of Bombs

song is by Devi McCallion aka Cats Millionaire 

first version is here: https://soundcloud.com/wdadwdwa-dwadwadwasdaw/exclusive-royal-canterlot

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/

rook&nomie - SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY - 04 YEARWOUNDS

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