Days Go By (feat. Melli Farias)

MOB Freestyle ft. ASPIRE (PROD. Maabeatz)

lime; unfinished (1)

u dnt deserve da clout bch (unfinished draft)

Originally, I wrote these verses for the CCBS #4 and wasn't able to make it to the cypher due to my day job. :( SO HERE IT IS!! This beat was produced by B. Nostyle, check out his SoundCloud! 
https://soundcloud.com/bnostyle95

*This track is not engineered, just one take, layered on the beat* :p


lyrics;

Said you a rich man
With all ya flexing
But we remain unimpressed
With the dressings
We don't need all the clout
That you keep chasing 
Never hit a cieling 
With our growth 
So we made it

Never complacent
Instead we put our faith in
Energy spirits and souls 
Who can maintain
The beauty that
Derives from within
Can't restrain it

Heart is blooming florals
Like the garden 
In my basement

Garden in my basement
We outgrowing
The shady
Never get defensive 
Bout what's made up
On the daily
Blinded by the ego
When u can't vibe l
To the greatness
Incapable of more
When ya is soul is feeling vacant 
But I've been reaching lately 
I've been plotting crazy
Came to the conclusion 
That we gotta save our babies
I ain't backing down
When these lights be 
Needing saving 
Light em with the fire 
In our souls
We host so gracefully

Ive been chanting my dreams
Into existence
Metamorphosis
transformed by
All of the misses 

Opening these doors 
So more doors could be opened
Our purpose is engraved
No more thinking we hopeless

Money is a tool 
But never a motivation
Use it to invest 
2 spread more luv & education
Work on the fruition 
Of our new world 
Revelations
Opening our eyes 
Is just the first step to salvation
Freedom for the people 
As a whole, from this oppressive
System that's been forced upon us
Through our generations
Caging up our minds, they never listen 
Time to claim this
Power that we've held
It's been within us
Never changing

Ive been chanting my dreams
Into existence
Metamorphosis
transformed by
All of the misses 

Opening these doors 
So more doors could be opened
Our purpose is engraved
No more thinking we hopeless

Rich Man prod. B.Nostyle

Gotta couple homies that be honest
With me
They say ive changed, I ain't the same
And that i need therapy
N they seen a few of my demons
I ain't meant for them to see
Attempted suicide 
Pour out some of this Hennessy

Crawling in the realm 
Of Discontent 
I gotta wake up
Swervin down this road 
But I Still be on my way luv

Hoping I ain't crash with all this fog
Thatd be insane huh
I know it'd be okay
Cause we just energy 
Displayed huh

Fuuck it 
I ain't here to waste time
Know I -- run it 
When it come to my own life
Caaan't - drop it
Gotta stay up on my grind 

Can't afford to lose myself 
I gotta son
I gotta ride for

N bet id die 4
His daddy 
We gon strive for
Giving him the world 
It ain't bout ego
Nah it's called for
Plotted on our roots 
We taking back 
So fuck your offer
Our soul ain't up for grabs 
I'll stand my ground 
I need a lot more

Listening to music on the daily
Puffin on the green 
While we plan our sanctuary
Cultivate our dreams
In hopes that maybe it could save me
cause povertys been mean
It's made our lives a little crazy

Toxic tendencies
And all that stress, it really made me
Too focused on that green
Not what it really mean 
To carry
the healing of our past generations 
It's been heavy
I refuse to let it be
Overshadowed by shady

Im just tryna get my own now
Can't give up, I'm here to stay 
I gotta grow now

I been lost 
It's time to find my way
And home how

I been fiending for that warmth 
That momma swore bout
On my own now 

xxxxxxxx

Link 4 the beat I used: https://youtu.be/VmOpyD0kXOM

On My Own Now (PROD. MONT.)

idk


Id say I'm fucked up
But thats quite an understatement
The cards that I've been dealt
Have always felt a bit abrasive
And I fought love
And I've had all this time to claim it
But it seems I cannot see my 
Visions clearly, guess I'm aimless -ly
Running through these feels
Like I'm lost and
Never been alone
Feel it's time to fix my compass
I been losing sleep 
Over shit that ain't worth it
Time to pull the plug
Cause I know you ain't worth it

I've 
I've lost myself
And I need some help
Guess it's time to let you go
Cause I'm missing out 
On a whole entire world 
Leave this hurt on the shelf
Better yet into the void
Don't wanna risk it hellllll

I don't wanna risk it
Falling back into your trap 
Baby I can't relive it
Don't know if I'd survive
It's time that I just mind my business
So pack your shit and go
I know you're feeling like an idiot

Oh shit 
I didn't mean to get bitter
I guess that I'm just mad
That we couldn't be better
We made a whole life together
And now the pieces feel scattered
Tell me how do I refrain
From reminiscing on matters
That end up being irrelevant
& They end up betraying me
In the end 
I always fell 
But it was never meant for me
So I'm downing this Hennessy
Just to feel like I'm "doing me"
Doing me , without you
This emptiness is feeling kinda frightful 
It's time I be alone
It's time that i build my own lifeboat
Feel the pain that has aroused
When I tell you I don't love you
know you hate to see me go
But I'm telling u, it's right to :(

toxic goodbye demo :(

You either winning or u want the crown
Ain't got no time to kill
Or spirit 
I'm not here to drown 

Sometimes it feel like im just living 
From the fuckin ground 
I'll shoot my vines into the 
Sky
Like I defy the sounds

Of every 
Image that's complacent
To a sadly crowd
That underestimates
The power that our 
Mothers' found

Misguided by 
The demons 
That the blinded
egos douse

With wrongful energy 
And means
It’s time to put it down

Don't hide the vision
That was given 
Feel ya soul, glow

Embrace the magic
And the meaning
That our temples hold

Through generations
Of oppression
Such a cowardly show
The suppression
Of our people
Is where the money goes

Rooted illusions
Of no power
Feel the
Mind control

Abide the treason
Of our lights and of the
human soul

Search for a reason 
To despise instead
Of taking hold

Of our response
It’s superficial 
To just steady go

Along with such
A toxic system 
That defines our
Growth

As overthrowing 
It’s a threat
For the status quo

That’s beneficial 
For the armies of 
The greedy toads

Mining for matters
That'll never
Be enough to show

Our self importance's
What you'll pass onto
The next to go

Searching for recognition
Something that we do control

Let's reappraise,
Mend Our mental 
Now's the Time to sow

The very seeds and 
Feed the juice
Of the fruits we grow

I just think it’s really empowering to be part of a generation that’s continuing to demand change, now more than ever, we’re in a good position to take action; but at the same time, although most of this is generally accepted within our communities, fear is what’s holding us back...so if it’s not unawareness, it’s fear.



Link to beat I used: https://youtu.be/jmIioaoNPMA

Daffodils (Prod. Tilak)

produced by:

https://andrewbgangster.bandcamp.com/

https://www.instagram.com/andrewbgangster/

bars by:

https://esperanzita.bandcamp.com/

https://www.instagram.com/esperanzitacreates/

Manifesto

Let Us Rise


a toxic goodbye ❤️

lyrics:

Id say I'm fucked up
But thats quite an understatement
The cards that I've been dealt
Have always felt a bit abrasive
And I fought love
And I've had all this time to claim it
But it seems I cannot see my 
Vision clearly, guess I'm aimless -ly
Running through these feels
Like I'm lost and
Never been alone
Feel it's time to fix my compass
I been losing sleep 
Over shit that ain't worth it
Time to pull the plug
Cause I know you ain't worth it

I've 
I've lost myself
And I need some help
Guess it's time to let you go
Cause I'm missing out 
On a whole entire world 
Leave this hurt on the shelf
Better yet into the void
Don't wanna risk it hellllll

I don't wanna risk it
Falling back into your trap 
Baby I can't relive it
Don't know if I'd survive
It's time that I just mind my business
So pack your shit and go
I know you're feeling like an idiot

Oh shit 
I didn't mean to get bitter
I guess that I'm just mad
That we couldn't be better
We made a whole life together
And now the pieces feel scattered
Tell me how do I refrain
From reminiscing on matters
That end up being irrelevant
& They end up betraying me
In the end 
I always fell 
But it was never meant for me
So I'm downing this Hennessy
Just to feel like I'm "doing me"
Doing me , without you
This emptiness is feeling kinda frightful 
It's time I be alone
It's time that i build my own lifeboat
Feel the pain that has aroused
When I tell you I don't love you
know you hate to see me go
But I'm telling u, it's right to

Toxic Goodbye

Thinking back to the times that I was missin
Peace of my soul, barely conscious, barely livin
Dependant on the clout dependant on the opinions
Of the other side , flexing how they hella different
But Im me
I do it to believe
I'm baring all my soul 
Nothin coming in between

And if u don't behold
The magick thats blessing we
Then I'll try to show you more
Everything that you can be 

I know you're feeling sore
From the weight that's on your chi 
A vision of the worst
Feeling like you can't breathe

Mami said it would hurt
When you grow up like we
Forgot to let us know
That the world just wouldn't see
What I am, what you are
Without telling us we can't 

Raised 2 little Girls 
Did her best with a man
Who was never honorable 
Hit her face once again
So we packed up all our bags 
And we left in the end

But thats not the end of this story
U see this little girl
Started feeling really sorry 
Blame herself for the hurt 
That her momma knew , solely
Never understood growth
So she picked up all worry 

Began indulging through the only 
Way she knew 
Baby hit this blunt , Take a swig of this juice
Stumbling on the roof 
Playing games with the truth
She just wanted it end
And all her friends, they knew it too

Now she on the floor 
In the bathroom, bout to do
Something she'll regret
In a moment, maybe two

didn't wanna die
She just needed something soon
So she started to devise 
A plan that would get her through

Blade to her skin
Now theres blood up on her shoe
She did away the pain
By suppressing it with new 
Pain. This was hers.
Felt she had something to prove. 
She reclaimed her own trauma 
And it hurt but it felt good
To recognize the growth 
That she never really knew 

But baby girl know 
That she got this 
She can Move (x 2)

Mountains with her soul
Set intentions, she can rule

Thinking back to the times that I was missin
a piece of my soul, barely conscious, barely livin
Dependant on the clout dependant on the opinions
Of the other side , flexing how they hella different
But Im me
I do it to believe
I'm baring all my soul 
Nothin coming in between

And if u don't behold
The magick thats blessing we
Then I'll try to show you more
Everything that you can be 

I know you're feeling sore
From the weight that's on your chi 
A vision of the worst
Feeling like you can't breathe

Mami said it would hurt
When you grow up like we
Forgot to let us know
That the world just wouldn't see
What I am, what you are
Without telling us we can't 

Raised 2 little Girls 
Did her best with a man
Who was never honorable 
Hit her face once again
So we packed up all our bags 
And we left in the end

But thats not the end of this story
U see this little girl
Started feeling really sorry 
Blame herself for the hurt 
That her momma knew , solely
Never understood growth
So she picked up all worry 

Began indulging through the only 
Way she knew 
Baby hit this blunt , Take a swig of this juice
Stumbling on the roof 
Playing games with the truth
She just wanted it end
And all her friends, they knew it too

Now she on the floor 
In the bathroom, bout to do
Something she'll regret
In a moment, maybe two

didn't wanna die
She just needed something soon
So she started to devise 
A plan that would get her through

Blade to her skin
Now theres blood up on her shoe
She did away the pain
By suppressing it with new 
Pain. This was hers.
Felt she had something to prove. 
She reclaimed her own trauma 
And it hurt but it felt good
To recognize the growth 
That she never really knew 

But baby girl know 
That she got this 
She can Move

But baby girl know 
That she got this 
She can Move

Mountains with her soul
Set intentions, she can rule

I know how hard it is to believe that there's only one way out. Being in so much pain, that you're willing to do anything to end it. But you're more than a moment of relief. You're more than the existence of that pain. You're strong, and you're loved. You're meant to be here.

This world was made for you.

CATHARSIS



Id say I'm fucked up
But thats quite an understatement
The cards that I've been dealt
Have always felt a bit abrasive
And I fought love
And I've had all this time to claim it
But it seems I cannot see my Vision clearly, guess I'm aimlessly
Running through these feels
Like I'm lost and
I've never been alone
Feel it's time to fix my compass
I been losing sleep 
Over shit that ain't worth it
Time to pull the plug
Cause I know you ain't worth it

Oh,
I've lost myself
And I need some help
Guess it's time to let you go
Cause I'm missing out 
On a whole entire world 
Leave this hurt on the shelf
Better yet into the void
Don't wanna risk it, hell

I don't wanna risk it
Falling back into your trap 
Baby I can't relive it
Don't know if I'd survive
It's time that I just mind my business
So pack your shit and go
I know you're feeling like an idiot

Oh shit 
I didn't mean to get bitter
I guess that I'm just mad
That we couldn't be better
We made a whole life together
And now the pieces feel scattered
Tell me how do I refrain
From reminiscing on matters
That end up being irrelevant
& They end up betraying me
In the end 
I always fell 
But it was never meant for me
So I'm downing this Hennessy
Just to feel like I'm "doing me"
Doing me, without you
This emptiness is feeling kinda frightful 
But it's time I be alone
It's time that i build my own lifeboat
Feel the pain that has aroused
When I tell you I don't love you
know you hate to see me go
But I'm telling u, it's right to
I'm telling you it's right to

Toxic Goodbye (Remastered)

V I B R A T I O N S (PROD. LEE)

𝖑𝖆𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖔𝖔𝖙𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙 ❣

Diosa

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