This is basically a rough draft and I can clean it up later. But I wanted to try to get this out ASAP to keep up with the hype. I am hard of hearing these days so I am sorry if it sounds super harsh and bad and I can't really tell

Enjoy and don't forget to go break stuff!  📺💥🔨

And to the people who try to bring me down, 
“You will take NOTHING from me!” ✋🏽😤👿

Also, Hamish.. if you don’t want this up.. I’d respectfully take it down! :) 🤍
Thank you for listening to it, twice, btw 🫶🏽

RAGE ROOM (ESPHYXIA DEMOLITION ROOM BOOTLEG)

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MARAUDA - RAGE ROOM (ESPHYXIA DEMOLITION ROOM BOOTLEG) [FREE DL]

I made this super quick in 5 days to challenge myself so I had something to put out on Valentine's Day. I will be working on it more.
I made this for my girlified. I love you, Carmen! <3

Calvin Harris - I Need Your Love Ft. Ellie Goulding (Esphyxia Valentine’s Day Remix) [DEMO]

GO TO YOUTUBE FOR THE RIGHT VERSION:
youtu.be/nJL1aKNyZAU

8 years ago, today, May 6... my friend from church, Logan Bethard, took his own life....... he was only 14 years old... 
To this day, I have become an advocate for Mental Health Awareness and have had the absolute blessing of talking and helping people out through some of their worst times in their lives...... many have even said that I have saved their life... and that always brings me to tears. Struggling with mental health, as I even do myself, is one of the biggest demons a lot of people go through... silently, even...

But I'm here to tell you: It's OKAY to not be silent!
It's OKAY to speak up!
I know it may feel like nothing is heard but YOU are heard... THEY are heard, maybe even by you... if you are also someone helping someone out!
You don't NEED to be afraid to get help!
I know... it's super scary sometimes.... I am scared to get help, myself!

But trust me.... there ARE people out there who care.. SOOO much about you.... me, family, friends (old and new), significant others... even strangers! You can never be too far from love 💝

PLEASE!!!.... If you or a loved one or someone you know is struggling... PLEASE reach out!
You ARE loved!

My DMs are ALWAYS open!!! Don't feel like you are a bother if you want to message me! If I don't see it or get back to you, know that it is ME and my antisocial tendencies... NOT YOU!!!

IF you don't want to raise concerns and want to seek help anonymously, call 988. There are always people on the other line who are willing to help or even just listen!
Check in on your people and tell them you love them!
Tomorrow isn't always promised...

I love you ALL!
- with love, Esphyxia

I DO NOT OWN THE RIGHTS TO THE ORIGINAL TRACK

❣️LINKS❣️:
YouTube: youtu.be/nJL1aKNyZAU
ToneDen: www.toneden.io/esphyxia/post/lin…awareness-version
Google Drive (if you don't have SoundCloud): drive.google.com/file/d/1doKqLE9n…w?usp=share_link
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/esphyxia/linkin-park-one-more-light-esphyxia-suicide-awareness-version-2


SUICIDE PREVENTION NETWORKS:
www.spsamerica.org/
sprc.org/
www.cdc.gov/suicide/index.html
988lifeline.org/
Or call: 988

Linkin Park - One More Light (Esphyxia Suicide Awareness Version) Reversed cuz Copyright [Read Desc]

Happy FNAF movie release day!
As a special treat for you guys, contemporaneously with the movie's release I am releasing a demo showcase of my upcoming "Five Nights at Tearout EP" featuring 9 tracks 
(so, the basis of some of these tracks may change as it's released since these are work in progresses):

00:00 Intro
00:30 Hide and Seek
01:22 Jumpscare
02:38 Drag Me To The Crusher
03:25 Nightmare Mode
04:16 Unfortunate
05:26 Mangle
06:55 Outro
07:17 FNAF 1 The Living Tombstone (Esphyxia Remix)

ENJOY! AND HAPPY SCARE-O-WEEN! 👻
Comment which track you’re most excited for! 😤🫶🏽🔥✨

Sorry if it’s really harsh on the high end. Even tho I’ve been producing (self-taught tho) for 9 years, I can’t figure out how to not make things harsh for the life of me (plus I’m losing my hearing 😅)… even with deharshing VSTs. But my laptop lags so much and I can never hear the fine adjustments I’m making but I’m hopefully finally buying a desktop PC soon! 

YouTube Teaser: https://youtu.be/l2juDfotcHE?si=C-5ONQEmuR5pcMgH
Instagram Teaser (more in depth): https://www.instagram.com/p/Cy6Zt3HA0mn/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

FIVE NIGHTS AT TEAROUT EP WIP PREVIEW [Read Desc.]

Made this last night. Happy 2024 🌝🥳🙌🏽

SURPRISE! First track of 2024 is UP! & it's RIDDIM?! 
Spent a lot of time making this last night for you all!
I hope you enjoy it and Happy 2024! 
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧  and did I mention it’s FREE?!
🥳🫶🏽😷✨

Easily maybe one of the prettiest tracks I've made?! 😌 
This is part of an idea for a track I've been meaning to make for YEARS now... so expect that at some point too.... 
So that's why it's called 'Ganymede' because it's referencing that track I'll make

Idk why but this reminds me of little mice or cats dancing in a circle with their paws up. I love how this brings that soft, bouncy vibe! 🥰 🐭🙌🏽🐱

I’m also sorry I can’t figure out how to fix the high end ringing
EQ and soothe don’t make it sound any better 😫

DOWNLOAD: https://www.toneden.io/esphyxia/post/bunda-space-reggae-dub-esphyxia-ganymede-spesh-free-download

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BUNDA - SPACE REGGAE DUB (ESPHYXIA 'GANYMEDE' SPESH) [FREE DOWNLOAD]

Random tracks I've been meaning to put out there that's just showcasing my random sound designs.. usually not actual official releases

Cymatics - Chicken Dance (Esphyxia Mess Up)

A little sound design track I made that reminded me of Somnium Sound (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Esphyxia - Somnium (Sound Design) [2018]

</3 Made this last night as to have something for Valentine’s Day for y’all this year! It’s another solitude one so I decided to make this! 🤙🏽 I had asked Sheldvn if I can remix this and he said to go ahead!

I took a dark trap approach to this remix. I don’t listen to rap or trap but I’ve came across dark trap recently and decided to try it out! One of the few trap songs I’ve made and this one is def the best now! 🫶🏽

Be sure to go follow Sheldvn:

https://on.soundcloud.com/3pe2SacxcuHLmFJf6

https://open.spotify.com/track/5JlqzogGmtaze0TONYBTLi?si=yvwmTuUaQD2YiIo_wy0pAQ&context=spotify%3Atrack%3A5JlqzogGmtaze0TONYBTLi

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRGy5qC2iuY

LYRICS 🎶 :
You killed me. It’s a cold case
Shot down again in broad day
She left with a piece of my heart
A trophy put on display

Serial heartbreaker, love chaser
Made me dig my own grave
Send me to my maker
Got takers where the love isn’t fake

You know I was down for us
Come and dig me up when you feel down for us 
Til then, I’m just a skeleton covered in dust
I guess, I’m just a shell of what I once was 

You killed me. It’s a cold case
Shot down again in broad day
She left with no trace
Left me to rot in L.A.

Six feet underground 
You’d think that I’d let go
I just toss and turn. Come back, haunt you like a ghost
If we meet in Hell, welcome to the Sh*tshow
I’ll be waiting there for you

Serial heartbreaker, love chaser
Made me dig my own grave
Send me to my maker
Got takers where the love isn’t fake

Serial heartbreaker, love chaser
Made me dig my own grave
Send me to my maker
Got takers where the love isn’t fake

You know I was down for us
Come and dig me up when you feel down for us 
Til then, I’m just a skeleton covered in dust
I guess, I’m just a shell of what I once was

Free DL </3

Sheldvn - Serial Heartbreaker (Esphyxia Dark Trap Remix) [Valentine’s Day]

It’s my birthday! 🥳 Here’s a little clip I’ve been meaning to post for forever! 🫶🏽 Enjoy! 🎂

I Just Can't Take It [2020] (CLIP)

It’s my birthday! 🥳 I started this 2 nights ago and it reminds me of Jkyl & Hyde and so I figured I’d share the love of what I’ve been up to recently for my birthday!!! Def one of the best tracks I’ve started in a while! 🫶🏽 Enjoy! 🎂
I’m not too sure on the name for it yet as I may make a separate track for either

Bygones/Resonance (WIP) [Birthday Preview]

| (• ◡•)| (❍ᴥ❍Ʋ) 

By now, Jake's two-incher had grown to it's full length and was throbbing fit to burst. Jake could not wait any longer, and neither could Finn. Jake penetrated Finn's virgin bootyhole with gusto, and began pumping. 

"Oh my gosh, Jake!" moaned Finn, "That feels so Algebraic!" Jake said nothing, and continued pounding. Being 12 years old, Finn did not have much of a wiener to speak of. Nonetheless, he began massaging the spot where a penis should be, crying out in pain and pure ecstasy while he did so. They did this for about 26 minutes, before Jake suddenly stopped. 

"What's the matter, buddy?" Finn questioned, "You run out of juice so soon?" 

"Naw, man. I just had a great idea! You remember my stretchy powers? The ones that make me grow huge?"

"...Yeah?" Finn answered cautiously. 

Suddenly, Jake's two-inch-long cock expanded in Finn's ass. It grew and it grew and it grew. Finn began screaming, but not because he was in pain, but because his body was now being filled with Jake's beautiful genitalia. Jake continued to grow until his doggy lipstick was 300 feet long and as wide as a city block. 

"Jake... You really are a true bro." Finn squeaked out, barely able to speak. 

"Thanks, dude." Jake said, and smiled. He knew that now, Finn and himself were inseparable friends. Nothing could ever come between them. And with that heartwarming moment, Jake continued. Jake kept pumping and grunting, back and forth, in and out of Finn's backside, his doggy balls slapping on what was left of Finn's body. 

"B-Bro. I think I'm about to come!" Exclaimed Finn. "Let's come together, as one! As true BROS!" 

And they did. Jake released his load all inside Finn. So forcefully, in fact, that some came spurting out of his mouth. Jake's jizz flew so far, it even reached Lumpy Space, hitting the Lumpy Space Princess in the face. 

"B-Bro. I think I'm about to come!" Exclaimed Finn. "Let's come together, as one! As true BROS!" 

And they did. Jake released his load all inside Finn. So forcefully, in fact, that some came spurting out of his mouth. Jake's jizz flew so far, it even reached Lumpy Space, hitting the Lumpy Space Princess in the face. 

Jake shrank down to his original size, and exited Finn. Finn's body has been wrecked beyond recognition by Jake's large phallus, and he now resembled a large pancake made out of flesh, with a boston creme filling. 

"We did it, Jake... We really did it." whispered Finn. He had not much time left in the world. Jake recognized this, and moved in closer. 

"Yeah, buddy. We did." Choked Jake, fighting back tears as the realization that Finn was going to die swept over him. 

Finn raised his hand, and made a fist. Jake did the same, and bumped it against Finn's. And with that final heartwarming moment, Finn passed on.

[Desullen]

The End Of The Internet.mp3

Started this back in 2022. It’s actually supposed to represent a coming darkness and depression I felt at the time and is supposed to be a mental health track

All the sounds I made from scratch 👀 
BUT… I may scrap the drop bass entirely 🤷🏾‍♂️ 

Happy Solar Eclipse 2024 🌕🌖🌗🌘🌑

Eclipse [2022 Demo] (Clip)

FIRST PATREON RELEASE! A remix Ova and I did in 2018 that we haven't really been able to publish cuz copyright... and so I am finally deciding to put it up on Patreon!
I hope you enjoy and thank you for any support there!

PATREON LINK: https://www.patreon.com/posts/riot-ten-rail-ft-106112878?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

Follow Ova:
https://soundcloud.com/ovasenpai
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpQ3wp58AHKe5LqZYIZEAaQ
https://soundcloud.com/ovasenpai_extras

Riot Ten - Rail Breaker (ft. Rico Act) (Esphyxia x Ova Remix)

PATREON

Riot Ten - Rail Breaker (ft. Rico Act) (Esphyxia x Ovasenpai Remix) (CLIP) [NOW ON PATREON!]

A Bass Trap track I made in 2019 that people really liked then and so I am finally deciding to release it!
Sorry it's so repetitive... I made it fairly quickly
I don't make trap much and so I figured I'd showcase it!
It's got a hint of Jersey Club in it too :P
It was my first time attempting that kind of beat
Enjoy!

Rattlesnake

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Esphyxia - Rattlesnake [2019] [Free Download]

Happy 10 Years of Esphyxia Day! Today marks 10 years since I posted my first track "Celebrate!" on here!
This is a pretty piano track I have been meaning to release this for a while now but here it is.
It is supposed to have rap lyrics that say, "You learn a lot when you turn all the lights on," but I haven't made those yet.
It's about things coming to light... for both bad and good.
Enjoy!

Esphyxia - (Turn All The) Lights On [2018] (Instrumental)

Today marks 10 Years of Esphyxia since I posted my first track, "Celebrate!," on here! In honor of that... I have made a 10 Year Version for you guys so I can show y'all something new and the new styles I want to bring as well!
(I had an original version that cut off when it first cuts off but I kept finding myself restarting the track over and over cuz it felt so short and so now it’s just the extended version and you can act like it ends at the first cutoff if it seems too repetitive by then 🤣)
Thank you for the support for 10 years and for many more!
I love each and every one of you! 🫂🫶🏽🤍
Enjoy! 🥳🎂
- Esphyxia 😷

Esphyxia - Celebrate! (10 Years Of Esphyxia Version)

Hey, Star Wars fans! I've been wanting to make this for a while now! I am having a Starkiller hilt installed by Avery Castillo and so I figured I would make this to maybe use to showcase it as well!

Update: The showcase is up and it was included!
You can find the vid on his channel here! 🥳
https://youtu.be/QE3yVT1_2-0?si=dJ-Br45aqZSeO0c4

Visualizer now on YouTube!
https://youtu.be/dr6lss4jbeY?si=ROH-OVrTGAMdVkaH

Esphyxia - Duel of the Fates (Lofi Version) [Free Download]

See me open up for Marauda at the Canopy Club 10/10/24 😈
https://canopyclub.com/event/marauda-2/canopy-big-room/

⚠️ PSA ⚠️

Here’s an instrumental demo of a lyrical song I wrote in 2020. It’s one of the prettiest piano tracks I’ve written and I’m tired of keeping it to myself and so here y’all go 🫶🏽 
I just reopened the project and cleaned up the piano some since I’ve learned how to more and so I feel a little more confident posting my melodic stuff now… 
Now, just to figure out how to get my vocals down okay.. 😅
This is one of my favs I’ve made and so enjoy! 🙏🏽✨

Once I can record, I’ll post a vocal demo as well
My audio from 2020 isn’t good cuz it was a voice over for a screen recording which was delayed. I have lung/throat issues for unknown reasons and so my singing won’t be the best but hey 🤷🏾‍♂️ 

Upcoming Lyrics: 
“I could be the one who saves you 
The one who helps you 
The one who holds you tight

I could be the one who heals you
The one who builds you 
The one who who makes it right 

I could be the one who listens
The one who’s honest 
The one who holds your chin.. up

[a few beats in]
I’d be all you’d want, but you still choose him…”

I Could Be (Instrumental Demo) (2020)

All is good in RoboParadise… but is it all of what it seems to be?

This is a track I made back in 2018 that I finally just got to retouching up and releasing! I know it’s repetitive but I made it purely cuz I thought the sound design was satisfying 🤷🏾‍♂️ 
This has been one of my favs I’ve made and so I’m happy to get it out for y’all! 🫶🏽 I really have loved the drum mixdown in this as well
Enjoy! 🤖🏝️

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Esphyxia - RoboParadise (2018) [Free Download]

Esphyxia x Kase Work - Gunz Go

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Esphyxia - Death Note (Shinigami) [Free Download]

I made this in 2 days to release it at the same time that Kompany released his New Reign EP

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Kompany - Rapture (Esphyxia Remix) [FREE DOWNLOAD]

Finally. The track you all have been waiting for! Thank you for 600 followers! I’ve upped my game 😼. Fun Fact: the “the ultimate combination of heavy” vocal is my own processed 👀💯. The end talks about making my way up the ladder. Enjoy! Feel free to like and repost if you enjoyed it 🤙🏼

Esphyxia - Heavy Headbang

Esphyxia - Heavy Headbang [600 Follower Freebie]

Necrosis EP

Esphyxia - Necrosis (Dead Ringer)

Zomboy - Resurrected (Esphyxia Exhume Edit)

Esphyxia - Phantasm

Esphyxia - Exhume [Necrosis VIP]

Mitsuki x Esphyxia - Venom

Atrocitus x Esphyxia - Venom [Free DL]

We come in Reese 👽🖖🏼 or get vaporized 🛸🔥
Finally releasing this track since I thought the Area 51 Raid Day would be appropriate. This is one of the projects that are on the laptop that wont boot so I could only finish the track by adding sub to the audio.
I hope you enjoy it as much as I did making it 🛸

Alien Technology

Download Their Tech.

Esphyxia - Alien Technology [FREE DOWNLOAD if you raided Area 51 👽🛸]

Trey Verkuilen. 26. Dubstep/Tearout producer on FL 24
Mental Health Advocate 🥀🔄🌹 ✝️
It's your fav Gas Boi, ‘𝓔𝓼𝓹𝓱𝔂𝔁𝓲𝓪,
Links: https://linktr.ee/esphyxia
PATREON: https://patreon.com/esphyxia
My tracks are usually downloadable
Music is the eye to the soul
[MALADJUSTED] 👽🌎 ✝️
•John 8:23-24• NOTW

The reason I write big, scary music about Death is because it scares me the most... hence why I picked up the name “Esphyxia” from Asphyxia (to be deprived of oxygen; suffocate)
I almost drowned and Asphyxiated in a pool as a kid, 
so living to see the blessings life gives after is why I make music... to give back. 
Without music… I suffocate
Until my last dying breath, I will share my love for the world and music 😷❤️

•’The story of Esphyxia is that he is someone who lives in a world that he is too familiar with.. but not a part of… making him maladjusted… unable to cope with the norms of society. He has set himself apart from the rest… in the hopes to free himself from the confines that everyone else shackles and slaves themselves to… wearing a gas mask as to not breathe in their poisonous gas… which permeates the very land. 
He is a nomad.. a lone wolf… in this desolate wasteland we call Earth. He does not partake as the world partakes. 
But yet… he has a kindled fire in him to help spread love in the world… despite the darkness and death 
He will stop at nothing to bring peace and balance to the non-pragmatic ether he lives in… forging himself to be someone who can inspire and overcome
He has faced many deaths… but he knows one who is greater than Death, itself ✝️,•

I’m losing my hearing.. so I’m sorry if my music doesn’t sound the best or harsh 😅

I also am a musician who played violin for 14 years in orchestra and plays piano, guitar, etc by ear 👀 
I’m also a lyricist, amongst other things
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

𝓔𝓼𝓹𝓱𝔂𝔁𝓲𝓪 ⦍𝔐𝔞𝔩𝔞𝔡𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔡⦐

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