***hook***
Heard u got a bit of issues, 
Ppl always trynna fix u.
Whole night i miss u,
Reasons we ain't working, got a lot of excuse
We could take it to the roof 
Tell me about the truth 
I ain't even scared of losing u 


***verse***

Truth is that scared so u lie.
Patiently waiting while all the problem align.
Say that u love me but u just wasting my time.
I put cross on my heart n I'm juss hoping i die. 
Opened my eyes n it's no longer u and I.
No longer feel need to hold u while u cry.
Open my arms n say  it's gone be alright.

***hook***
Heard u got a bit of issues,
Ppl always trynna fix u.
whole night i miss u,
Reasons we ain't working, got a lot of excuse.
We could take it to the roof.
Tell me about the truth.
I ain't even scared of losing u.



(mixed & mastered by SavageMafiia)

e x c u s e s (prod. TxB)

S.O.S (Sages Of Sivana) w/ Nizzlen & Lanzeey (prod. WxvAmbient)

b l k / 3 3 (w/ OfficialHak33m) prod. Knocturnal

sometimes there are some things we need to hear/experience & accept, only then will we be truly free from our fears

u n m a n a c l i n g

u n m a n a c l i n g (slowed + reverb)

c a r d i a c_i n_d i s a r r a y [UNMASTERED] (feat. Kart Valleze)

***chorus***

Been away ,i got new ways of living n solving my problems
Left the geevees n bitches still wanna play me like the vinyls
On my way own i can't say that again i got real ones around 
Plenty thoughts still reside in my temple ,I'm gassing thm out 

Can't be speaking on feelings, learned to mine keep in my head
Got their way n they keeping me in but some want me dead
Really be playing thmselves if they still play pretend 
I'd rather work on my worth thn fix pieces again

I've been stuck in woods ,I've been searching
Going after zen 
Burned my regrets n they got me drifting off again
Had to do wat I did juss to make sure the family was safe 
Been away made some change hear the difference wen calling my name




***verse***

Said they go pray for me soon as they heard 
I was losing my patience 
I had these plans in my head
I was getting the bag ,i was certain 
I was stressing n cutting my ties ,i was going through phases
Made my mistakes n i learned all these lessons, i put em on verses
Got no one to call wen it's harder to handle n problems resurface
Who do i blame it on ,who's to confront when I'm screaming n cursing
Been on my own for too long, with these potions is numbing the hurt
Switched up positions ,i called on my demons 
They hopped out the dirt
I told a lot to these shadows some things that i couldn't reverse
All the lies that told ,need forgiveness from people I've hurt
I gave a lot for the life that i chose
Now patiencely writing my wrongs 
Plenty promises I played the optimist


***chorus***

Been away ,i got new ways of living n solving my problems
Left the geevees n bitches still wanna play me like the vinyls
On my way own i can't say that again i got real ones around 
Plenty thoughts still reside in my temple ,I'm gassing thm out 

Can't be speaking on feelings, learned to mine keep in my head
Got their way n they keeping me in but some want me dead
Really be playing thmselves if they still play pretend 
I'd rather work on my worth thn fix pieces again

I've been stuck in woods ,I've been searching
Going after zen 
Burned my regrets n they got me drifting off again
Had to do wat I did juss to make sure the family was safe 
Been away made some change hear the difference wen calling my name



(mixed & mastered by SavageMafiia)

Almost Forever

a l m o s t _f o r e v e r  (prod. iamcylax & Blvck Rxddler)

***hook***

How come u never play the good guy
In the stories that u write
I've had Many coming and I've had many 
Posing but they don't wanna fight 
I'm bearly on scenes and never asleep ,i work to pay price 
Never with the G's, I grind on my own, they always dying in the night
They tried to give me some advice
They tried to show me how to fight 
I Had to make a sacrifice 
Never spoke on things that i don't know 
Now it feel like we've been here before 
I know some that are juss keeping a score
I know some wanna see me on tour 
Only love and Respect that i show 



***verse 1 (Artis kamour)***

I'm way to innit 
your support you can keep it
away from your orbit but still in your feelings
ima god to these niggas
I'm still getting bigger 
I thought that you figured.
out
This ain't no cat and no mouse 
and I do not need to be found 
Dont you mistake it for doubt 
my sanity more paramount

***verse 2 (Blxssed)***

It ain't allowed
All that shit yall be saying for clout
Say that they up but we taking em down
Yeah these niggas they talking, they shit it ain't announced 

Back in the front seat
Lately in light yew would swear iim in a movie 
I been tryna slide imma do like toosie
Catch me on 4k HD 2 scenes

***hook***

How come u never play the good guy
In the stories that u write
I've had Many coming and I've had many 
Posing but they don't wanna fight 
I'm bearly on scenes and never asleep ,i work to pay price 
Never with the G's, I grind on my own, they always dying in the night
They tried to give me some advice
They tried to show me how to fight 
I Had to make a sacrifice 
Never spoke on things that i don't know 
Now it feel like we've been here before 
I know some that are juss keeping a score
I know some wanna see me on tour 
Only love and Respect that i show 

***outro***

I done changed up
Had a lotta fakes on my face cuz
Thought they'd blow my phone for some favours
Trapped a lotta demons in my chambers 
Went and got the bag it's a steakout
They Want me dead now
In the night bullets fly juss like raindrops
Had to catch a case n it won't stop
yeah it won't stop
I won't stop until we beaming in drop top 
I remember days, Had to pray to G.O.D



mixed & mastered by : SavageMafiia 
                  cover art by : JZA_brosk               

a r m a d a  (ft. Artis kamour & Blxssed)

b e t t e r_ y o u _t h a n _m e [unmastered] (prod. SavageMafiia)

[ verse ]

I gave warm love to cold shoulders.

I got distant and a new persona. 

Now i got gang personas,

And I'm barely at the crib,

Coz i got mad devoted, with that new focus, 
On that new opus

Plus "family gotta eat" has always been the mantra

And I'll never mend a bridge for ones i lost to contra 

If it's war, thn it's war, i might be a little extra

They said to write it in blood so the pen cannot erase ya

I'm too filled with opions but still consume the lecture

Me n the broskis got overzealous we lost our patience

We imagined juss holding guns,
being the ones respected

But for them it went deeper, that was to be expected

I mean look at the setting, we idolised the gangsters

I still miss them, i know in heaven they doing better

Now that judgement is calling i hesitate to answer

I'm too deep in my feelings i got used to the pressure

I'm still fighting my demons, i told mom i won't let up 

Got a hold on the drugs and some things i couldn't tell her

And plenty still wish to see me account to errors

I Got used to juss walking in on all kinds of set ups 


s e l f (prod. prodxvzn)

l u n a   p i r u o e t t e  (prod. SavageMafiia)


[ verse ]

Came and i did it again,
They thought that i was kidding I follow the plan.

They cannot trusted they all follow the trends.
They got me moving different, i can't even dance.

I can't even fumble, trynna rake up bands.
Had to break up like twice already to understand. 

With this shit that I'm doing i cannot be her man.
I'm still fighting my demons if we can call it that.

Now I'm all up in the settings trynna change that.
Now I'm trynna get everything that i never had.

Need the fetti to fill up in different duffle bags.
Said for me to get the yams i gotta sell the grams.

(I was posted when these niggas tried to snatch that.
Had to hit up on the same spot to get it back)

Man they tried to be killers we're going tit-for-tat.
Had to get on the phone we needed an uncle sam.

Origami with the way these n*ggas throwing hands.
Bro, you don't gotta repeat it if you speaking facts.

Conversations, I'm still saying i ain't moving fast.
Obligation is to get it and to make it last.

Recollection got me saying you hate in the past,
Oh you buddy now, you saying that u got my back.

Counting up all of my problems i cannot relax.
I can never take serious unless it's direct.

d a w n  o f  e s r e v e r  (prod. SavageMafiia)

[ verse ]

Bridges burned, a couple lessons learned.
My life's been how it is when they all disperse.
They really had me pinned but now the table's turned.
I could never count the doubt that i have earned
And I've had to prove them wrong but wat do i deserve ?
A couple errors and a family curse,
Different generation and it's getting worse,
Nah, they can never see me, gotta hear me first

When Push comes to shove, we are not equals,
Got less fucks to give, intentions are see through
I am more focused on getting my dues.
I am more focused on seeing it through.
Really wasn't sure but i did wat i could.
when i did more i really had them all shook.
You only get what u give, now I'm living that proof,
I hold back tears wen i see wat it took

"This is real life and this is how i see you"
Different kinda vision wen they all resent you,
Different kinda lesson when dreaming misleads you,
Different kinda strength wen they can't even break you, 
Different kinda love wen they all really need you
But I'm glad I can't reflect or turn into
Whatever it is they tried to design me to be
Coz lately, we just cry it out, we sleep on our knees.


m o l v e r    a v e.

[ hook ]

Now they need me outside, oh yeah
Too many paid the price, oh yeah 
So they came on my side, oh yeah
New wins on my side, oh yeah 
Now they hit me last minute
New racks, new bag so I'm in it
New wins, no L's so I'm in it
New links, new tags so I'm in it
New tracks
So they need me outside, oh yeah
Too many paid the price, oh yeah
Stop wasting my time, oh yeah
New slimes on my line, oh yeah
New wins on side
New fears that i hid in my pride
Got pressure that resides in mind 
Too much but I'm saying it's alright
These fears really keep me out of sight

[ verse ]

A year ago I would take anything, try to switch it up, i admit it, i was really down bad.
All up in my feeelings and i counted all my options, head spinning, i was trynna get to wat i never had.
Had these niggas pulling up, really wasn't sure enough, had me in a corner, anything for the bag
But i wasn't for the streets and they really called me weak, but they never heard me speak, they couldn't understand.

[ bridge ]

Now I'm fighting for my peace
Said it's all on me 
had nights i slept on knees
Had smiles i couldn't keep
Falling off my feet
Nights i couldn't sleep 
Wen i was feeling weak 
When i was feeling bleak

[ hook ]

Now they need me outside, oh yeah,
Too many paid the price, oh yeah,
So they came on my side, oh yeah,
New wins on my side, oh yeah,
Now they hit me last minute,
New racks, new bag so I'm in it,
New wins, no L's so I'm in it,
New links, new tags so I'm in it,
New tracks.
So they need me outside, oh yeah,
Too many paid the price, oh yeah,
Stop wasting my time, oh yeah,
New slimes on my line, oh yeah,
New wins on side,
New fears that i hid in my pride,
Got pressure that resides in mind,
Too much but I'm saying it's alright,
These fears really keep me out of sight,


l a s t m i n u t e

l a s t   m i n u t e

                            [ verse ]



got way too many said they got me 
But i counted less.
Counted all my problems 
Just to come and say that I am blessed.
Lighting up and smoking weed the point is 
I ain't stressed.
I know I sinned before i gotta pray gotta confess.
Lately we juss drive around might pull up where stay.
Touch my bro i touch you back, any time and day.
Flashing light and VVS to only numb the pain.
I could run that back and come to say that shit again.

Easier for me to smoke my fears away,
Easier for me to say i couldn't stay,
Easier for me that we don't stay same.





3.2.1(prodxvzn)

             [ hook ]

They had me show my face already
These niggas had me iced already
you already tried be my baby 
Tried to show me things i did already 
Lately I've been moving couldn't keep it all steady
Soon I wanna leave, my baby
Soon I gotta get confetti 
True, I've been feeling bleak already
In my feels oh really, n my thoughts are plenty 

( you've been going through some things, i get it 
you don't wanna be with me, i get it 
you juss say it's on me coz, i let it ) ×2

                   [ verse ]

Maybe i need a moment 
Some days i think about it
Calling ur side, it's silent
I'm trynna be about it 
I'm too toxic won't show up
Moving fast gotta slow down
Lately i can't control how
I move with my heart cold now

Said i gotta change my ways 
But that is juss wat everyone says
I could tell u how it's to be this way
But u juss gotta be in my place

Friends say i never listen
Said I trust intuition 
Look at my past, man i got all my reasons
Driven by the feels that i kept in 
Reminisce on times that we wasted
Blinded, we thought we should stay then
Glad that the end had to come when
Lies, had to leave conversations
Coz way too many times you've been planning 
And way too many times you've been changing 
It Hurts for you to see I'm still standing 
Know i fell for u but i landed

                 [ hook ]

They had me show my face already
These niggas had me iced already
you already tried be my baby 
Tried to show me things i did already 
Lately I've been moving couldn't keep it all steady
Soon I wanna leave, my baby
Soon I gotta get confetti 
True, I've been feeling bleak already
In my feels oh really, n my thoughts are plenty 

( you've been going through some things, i get it 
you don't wanna be with me, i get it 
you juss say it's on me coz, i let it ) ×2



i   g e t   i t  [ lost files ]

s a c r i f i c e s (prod. txurusmadeit)

compilation of songs i either lost or didn't finish, almost deleted the mp3s but figured i should share these with yall instead.

n e e d   m e   o u t s i d e    w/ o c e a n d e x x (prod. oceandexx) u n f i n i s h e d

p r e s s u r e   w/ s n i d r o & s av a g e m a f i i a (prod. savagemafiia) u n m a s t e r e d

c h a n t         w/ s a v a g e m a f i i a (prod savagemafiia) u n f i n i s h e d

t o x i c c c     w/ x x x a n d e r r r (prod. XXXANDERRR) u n m a s t e r e d

b r o k e n      w/ I a m c y l a x (prod. Iamcylax) u n m a s t e r e d

h a i l e y     (prod. DSK)

o n  b u s i n e s s  w/ e r n e s t  t h e  n e i g h b o r  (prod.DSK)

o n  b u s i n e s s  w/  k.i d r e a m s  (prod.DSK)

t h r x s h  w/  e s r e v e r

s a m e    w/ h a k 3 3 m

e v e r y t i m e

w t f   i s   t h i s  ?

d e l e t e d   u s e r    (w/  l y n x m a c k)

o n e  t o  l o v e (f e a t. H a k 3 3m)

The word 'Paradise' (as used on the title) isn't to describe a sanctuary nor a physical place but rather a mental state. The irony of it, 'Paradise' resembles a place of peace but the artists use it to express their pain & despair, 'Paradise' being the devil's playground


(mixed & mastered by SavageMafiia)

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