LDS: it is what it is, what else could it be? Just hug me.
SSS: Man its whatever, man I should know better.
SKI: Platfrom6 straight to manchesterr hoping i can free my mind.

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Blow Out The Candles

Said i came so far 
But i didn’t i think i went too far 
Think im way to lost 
Way to crossed 
Add to the fuel to the fire to the moss
I been on my back on my bed 
For some months 

I been on my phone 
For way too long 
Thinking bout the girl 
That might come home 
But i swear i’m done w love this time

Thinking bout my lies on lies on lies 
Said i was tuff but i cried them night
Not cause of her 
cause my mind so fucked 
And I hate how I look
So i force my pride 

Tell me what it is to be considered 
So real 
Cause if it means all this hurt i can feel 
Id rather be fake as fuck 
And make everyone think that i smile 
When i really just peal off

Skinned off 
You might peel off 
Tell me is it real

See 
i 
don’t 
know 
way 
too many ppl 

But your faces look so familiar 
But my mind goes blank on a regular 
So i Blend to the wall 
Like im a chameleon 
I got a lot i need to prove 
I thought i needed a new muse 
But i needed myself to get 
Outta this loop

If i get out this loop 
Will i get back inside 
Thought about them times 
When my grandpa died
I didn’t even show up to his grave 
I cried 

Then i saw my grandma 
In his room 
I dropped to my knees and apologised 
She said he in a better place 
He was suffering 
it was all a matter of time

And i thought to myself 
Man I should’ve said bye 
I should’ve said why 
I should’ve said something

ACT 1

Consistency been lackin lately looks like im having to start all over again, minor
 my intentions are pure.

Song info : Created 23 March 2024.

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Relistening to it after 4 months of not listening to it, i came back from Africa on 31st of May back to the UK after being there for 2 months and damn this is an adjustment but i love that i was able to speak to my ancestors from my mothers side and my fathers side and fuck man it helped knowing that i had people watching me and was accepted.. they didnt speak to me through words im not nutz but spoke through the wind. 

Date: 2nd June 2025

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SHT WE MIGHT BE VENTING

AnotheR FROM THE ARCHIVE FOR U MAN WHO THING WE BEEN GONE FOR TOO LONG 
SSS IS STILL COLD 
L STILL DOES STUFF 
AND SHARONSKI IS A WALKING LEGEND

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