6. in september, you killed me :( (W/ UGLY)

sample is bedroom community by glass beach, amazing song

here it is again
a heart of excitement in the form of a girl who hates her life
as she sits alone on the floor of her bedroom
waiting for answers, wasting time

here it is again
i wish he had substance
wish that you'd notice right from wrong
that does not concern me
im just a lil kid
playing in the snow, having fun

i hope he'll be okay, 'kay
even if you don't notice
but everybody knows he hates his life
that does not concern anyone, it's so sad
they would only care if he takes his life

and as he comes back from school its like a lock on his heart
he's trapped in these walls
he's here for an eternity
then he drops his fucking bag beside him
nobody greets him
he's just standing stupidly
run into his room and the door is locked and shut, not open, nobody ever calls him back
so he'll never leave his bedroom in this bedroom community

a girl who hates her life

he sits on the floor and asks what happened
she begs for more of the drugs they make her happy
what happened

it takes so long for her to realize
he is gone, no longer alive
hold his hand, she holds it so tight
what she did, she knows is not right
go to the witch that started it all
if he's not back by night then ill fall
but it's too late, she risked it all
and now he's gone
for her fun

what happened

he sits on the floor and asks what happened
she begs for more of the drugs they make her happy
what happened

rachel

let me live please (songwars) lmk if yall want this on all plats

baby let me show you life
with me
come get it

don't worry bout other guys
just me
im different

bae if we stop right now
you'll leave me so so sad
you know i want your love
i want it so so bad

baby can you come with me tonight?
just stop
think about it for meee

bae keep me on your mind
lemme love you
baby dont waste no time
never hurt you
girl i would rather die
girl lemme tell u my love suicide
bae i just need you as my ride or die
i need you willing to die
i try my best not to tell any lies
tonight ima shower you in lies
bae i don't know if you do realize
you lookin at a mfkn star
baby gotta look where we are
we at the summit at the top
and these niggas at the bottom
they dont know how to climb that far
baby you the wheels and the engine and the model of my life when you finna let me drive that car
baby lemme do push start
baby lemme get to the bottom of your heart like damn

baby let me show you life
with me
come get it

don't worry bout other guys
just me
im different

bae if we stop right now
you'll leave me so so sad
you know i want your love
i want it so so bad

baby can you come with me tonight?
just stop
think about it for meee

idk wtf this nga beige was sayin jus lock in type shi 

baby let me show you life
with me
come get it

don't worry bout other guys
just me
im different

bae if we stop right now
you'll leave me so so sad
you know i want your love
i want it so so bad

baby can you come with me tonight?
just stop
think about it for meee

COME WITH ME W/ BEIGE PROD STELLA

PRESAVE KEEP HOLDING ON - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/estella10/keep-holding-on-please
<3

get another christmas feat
crayon feat
stupid leech
bitch
jus for a stupid lil "skel clone" to still do the same numbers goddamn that's rich
better call camp on me cuz you know you can't rly do shit without them, bitch
nigga keep moanin on all them tracks n try to talk on me go hop on twitch
nigga better do that shi
without camp you'd lose that shit
you can't show no face round here
kiheir? i'd shoot that bitch
go call yo big bro on me
talk shit and i still ain flinch
keep sayin im worse than u
guess the numbers lie like shit

u can keep talkin dat shi it don matter cuz ain nobody scared of u nigga
how the fuck you get bitched by a nigga name stella and ain nobody there for you nigga
you ain een self prod you can't say you make music cuz don nobody care bout it nigga
if i was kiheir i'd kill myself and nobody'd care bout it nigga

i might have to kill him
teach his ass a lesson
you ain grown a bit in a year u steady stressin
u wannabe keys so damn bad you such a peasant
you should overdose off of your antidepressants

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leech

im so tired of this feeling wanna really really die
everything i do is trash i wonder why i even try
im so bad to all my friends i wonder if i even died
would they surround me with flowers as if i was still alive
wanna jump off of a building only way that i can fly
if i asked her if she loved me i bet she wouldnt deny
but that bitch just told me she was out seeing another guy
i waited a fucking year for you to come ruin my life

stupid bitch i fucking hate you and your stupid fuckin faith
and if you hear this note i hope you know it's way too fkn late
blame me for your cuts, and drinks, you can blame me for anything
when i kill myself in your backyard i bet it leaves a sting
hate your basement and your ceiling, i hate kansas when it's spring
hate my birthday, i hate you, i hate my life and everything
hate the way you fucking type i hate the way you fucking sing
and i hate my fucking mind i even  hate the way i think

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