prod by https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvmbr]
i’ma take my fuckin’ life tonight
but i tell everyone that i’m alright
diphenhydramine made me lose my mind
im stayin’ in tonight w/ fairies & sprites

i need hydroxyzine to get me by
drugs are bad 
but there’s a few you should try

try-try-try, drugs are bad 
but there’s a few you should try

take away my soul
i’ve dug myself deep in a fucking hole
& now there’s no place for me to go

she said ‘i heard your song trap phone
on my stereo, 
& i’m wonderin’ if you would take me home?’

i told that bitch ‘hell no’
i only want the dome
you’re a fucking leech
you only want my dough

i’ma still run it up & i put that on bro..

[etai]
been on go
since i been off blow
i waste my time and blow my dough
i hate my life its nothing tho
i felt this way forever bro

ketamine computer 
forgot my user
everything i type in gives me an error

there's nun i'd like more than feeling better
but the way its lookin’ i won't feel better

i wont see heaven, i don't fit in
i'll write my name under your skin
i take more pills, absolve my sin
& party rock until its dim
til the sun's up & i can't feel my limbs

[luv armor]
all this havoc & damage is tragic
i’m melodramatic & she just can’t have it

she tells me she hates me 
but she fucks like a rabbit
yeah, she tells me she hates me
but she’s wearin’ my jacket

i don’t ever wanna feel this way
you could take away all my fuckin’ pain?

i feel like Bladee, new Mercedes
call me baby, i’m fuckin’ crazy
rock this shit like it’s the 80’s
give a fuck if that bitch hates me
live my life in 4K HD

run my blood through an HDMI
yeah, i’m dyin’ inside
feel like i lost my sight
i think i’m goin’ blind

you can blame all your problems on me
if it helps you get sleep
swear that she’s all i need
but she thinks i’m a disease

[Redfoo sample]

switchblade anthem - luv armor x etai s0

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
cover art by https://www.instagram.com/bleak7x

i gave you my soul
lost control, there’s no goin’ back
now i’m down in a hole
feelin’ low, so damn hopeless, yeah..

i gave you my soul
lost control, there’s no goin’ back
i guess that’s just how it goes
all new lows, i feel hopeless, yeah..

i gave you my all
pray to god, that we wouldn’t fall
now we’re fallin’ so hard
i’m so numb, i can’t feel at all..

i’m fucked in the head
i long for death
i can’t heal at all..

so much regret
what i said, it still haunts these halls..

it’s hard to admit tht u nvr loved me at all
& harder to forgot the way tht i got involved
i write u these songs to get ur bl00d off of my palms 
the red there remains..
there’s no way to right all these wrongs

i gave you my all
i gave you my all..

my <3 it was crushed when u left
i cld nvr forget all those secrets you kept
maybe just to protect me
i’m so full of envy.. i know u resent me..

& the feelin’s so deadly
you nvr said it directly
but i know u regret me
if i’m wrong, just correct me..

you could nvr accept me
& it hurts so immensely 
all these angels protect me
you just wish you’d forget me

i watched the winter die
& now that spring’s in bloom
i couldn’t help but cry
‘cause you ripped me in two

i know that i survived 
but i had hoped i’d die
so baby, take my life
i’m finished, it’s alright 

i gave you my heart & my soul
but you can’t have ‘em both
i lose my grip & my control
i veer off of the road

i’ve got no time to cope
with nvr goin’ home..

crushed </3

prod. by me http://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
music video https://youtu.be/LC-IPpq16xI?si=I5pvWPqpP7KL5gWn
cover art by me

i think it’s kinda funny
girl, i luv these drugs & u luv my money..

i wanna die like, honey; 
i can’t live my life because u think less of me

i know that u don’t want me
i’m gonna take my life
she’s sayin’ ‘plz don’t haunt me’

grab ahold of my neck
i could nvr forget all the shit that u said
yeah, it’s stuck in my head..

u break down, we both hate this place now
pack our things & head south
but there’s no gettin’ out..

yeah, there’s no point in bein’ alive
‘cause i’m so dead inside
yeah, i’m so dead inside..

i can tell from ur eyes that u wanna get high
come & lie by my side
take ur time when u die

i saw u cryin’ at my funeral
u looked beautiful & i luv’d you so…
& one day, it’ll all be ok
i’ll remain in this grave
i just hope you can change..

i’m in luv w/ decay & th pain from ur blade
it helps me feel ok, plz don’t take it away

now i’m blue in the face, they all warned me in vain
shawty grabbin’ my chains
we been fuckin’ for days..

she said ‘u make me feel safe’
but i don’t have what it takes
i guess i’ll bend til i break
i got one foot in the grave

& i’m so full of hate
girl, u mad a mistake
& now i feel so betrayed
i said that everything’s grey..

i think it’s kinda funny..
yeah, i luv these drugs & u luv my money..

funeral

One night is like all it takes, spotlights streaming on your face

Spotlights (prod. Pacific)

prod. @digitalsp1t x @etaiso

lyrics:

have you ever heard
of a life being this absurd
well i'll tell you again, i have
does it ever hurt to know i'm still unsure about you and where i am

karma's a bitch
yeah and she mine and she fine 
and we going to party and finally get rich
we probably get lit
off percs ima itch
she want my drugs but i don't want the bitch
so i know that she using me just for a fix

hold on tight we never going home again
blow my mind but i don't wanna know again

hold on tight we never going home again
blow my mind but i don't wanna know again

have you ever heard
of a life being this absurd
well i'll tell you again, i have
does it ever hurt to know i'm still unsure about you and where i am

hold on tight we never going home again
blow my mind but i don't wanna know again

absurd - freestyle☆ [etai s0 + len!n]

fa​†e w/ nana + eepylo (p. souljuhed)

[outro made by eepylo]

[teej] 
please dont ask me what i am 
or what im up to
hand me my glasses on the table right beside you
dont have to tell me what it means it couldnt be truth
all i know is everything that im supposed to
get a grip on masking face itsjust reality
its close to being everyday 
i hope youre proud of me
super glue and sticks to fix up my morality
ive proven everything ive had to prove
so theres no doubting me
you live it once so live it short
theres still no benefit
smoke another 
chase it down with whats been evident
you feel the same but you could never even test to it
i feel the same but hide the pain through double cups of settlement

[v3nn]
getting faded everyday to ease my mind
i get so scared and i cant help but wonder why
i was dealt a life so bad dont know where im gonna sleep tonight
maybe i can find something to eat tonight
i remember being in the 03
nowhere to go riding round on E
i wish i didnt have to say all these words
just for you to know that im cursed
pls dont say ur life is bad cause mine is worse

evident ft. v3nn (sh1nky)

**This is an old track and I didn't write the producers name :(( if anyone recognizes the beat and knows who produced it, PLSSS message me and let me know**

Lyrics:

its a joke all the memories you held
cant look forward so you sit and dwell
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

sat and did not as thing this summer
looking back it is such a bummer
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

<3

It Didnt Last (p. ???)

[hook]
give a little time
know that ill be alright
never have i felt 
so low in my life
satisfy my needs 
with one more line
one more line
coked up and im anxious man 
i think its bout time
strictly in a circle 
called you toxic 1 night
so many dull fights
i can tell its not right

[verse]
dont wanna talk about a thing i know its my fault
i get upset and put my fist straight through the drywall 
im the reason that you left and broke the vicious cycle
but i stayed faithful in the end i watched my time fall
and theres some things im still afraid of 
heart break 
wet paint 
and cicadas
ashes in an urn the body dust of once a faked love
how could man be truly evil youre the one who made us

wetpaint & cicadas (pink)

prod. @yunnygoldz
autotune wasnt perfect on dis ik, but fuck it

LYRICS++++
Im not licensed for a tragic conversation
Move too close for comfort, slight invasive 
Nothing here to promote a demonstration
Except an evil mind with an evil motivation

Tinfoil skin i crumple up, for your entertainment 
Watch me tear apart across the stage, heart palpitation
Running off the rails, stop me at the next train station
Im a Speeding bullet, down the drain of manipulation 

Wipe away the tears, holdin onto fear
Dont let em come near, lemme make that clear
2024 yeah this my year, musketeer 
Im a pioneer

watch me persevere through the rubble on train tracks
Round n round we go on globe but never trace back
To the lost gone hopes, of our foes dont entertain that
Cause you only got 1 mind and when you die, you aint get that brain back
I aint entertain slack, if u dont got my motivation you an extra to my main act
I obtain that, through respect and plain facts,
I take damage over time even on a wall, paint cracks 

So baby inject the deadly venom
Turn my veins black
Hear the brakes screech as i lose my momentum 
On these rusting train tracks

Keep myself in comfort but my
tinfoil gets crumpled when im gripping onto
Rusting frames and rusted rails, 
Gave too much to retreat my tale
Tell my story softly, as i burn across the plains
Tinfoil will guard my heart but won't protect me at the stake. 
I might break n fall, final hand let's see my draw
Im all in, but arent we all? Slow me down but ill still crawl

Tinfoil skin i crumple up, for your entertainment 
Watch me tear apart across the stage, heart palpitation
Running off the rails, stop me at the next train station
Im a Speeding bullet, down the drain of manipulation

absurd - freestyle☆ [etai s0 + len!n]

etai s0

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