vocals by - @12113215am-835295438 (1:21)
prod by - @pearlblade
cover art by - @12113215am-835295438 (1:21)


Lyrics -

intro:
ay ay ay 
ay ay ay
ay ay ay 
ay ayayay

verse1:
kill my ego again
i just wana be friends
is the world gonna end
would you still love me again

don’t wana worry about money
i know that it hurts but you just say its funny
don’t know what you want from me
too tired so i just say nothing 

chorus:
you don’t know if it’s real
i stayed up all night long
you taught me how to feel
don’t wana hang up my phone

verse2:
angels on my side when i walk thru 
i can’t wait to come home to call you
i wanted to die than i found you 
that was a lie cause i still do 

i try to put on a face
i try to put on a face
all my friends are online 
we never get a face to face
i only talk to you in my songs
you never say my name
you say you don’t know if it’s real 
well i feel the say

i tried to escape the matrix 
yea i tried to leave
ou a conspiracy
a conspiracy 
what could i do 
to get you back to 
now i only talk to you
if it’s in a dream

chorus:
you don’t know if it’s real
i stayed up all night long
you taught me how to feel
don’t wana hang up my phone

1:21 - dream talk (pearlblade)

w/ @sxiju
prod kubik + ev333
mix/master by @etaiso
cover art by @aidanjewell

lyrics - 

sxiju: 

how do i do it like a butterfly
spread my wings up to the sky
i’m not going to break down and cry
no matter how you’re going to try

i am in a need to obtain the answers
on my way to become an advancer
being a member of square dancers
you’re in my way feeding me with a cancer 

i’m like a blossom here
so many want me dead
i might be one of them
petals as bright as flair

there’s still shit do to
needs to be fixed what’s screwed
to make a room for the new
not gonna quit for you

anesthesia:

i never could help you baby
butterfly wings i fly away, 
from you
and id do anything for you
 
i want to be your victim
don’t call baby i’m not gonna listen
in my mind with these thoughts it’s a prison
make the most of the time that you’re given

life has no reason
i’m in league wit the demons
i can’t trust a soul
they change up like the seasons

take the knife make my face fucking perfect
i gave you all of my love know u don’t deserve it
words on the mirror they say that i’m worthless
you can try to hold it in but it always come back to the surface

walk around like a ghost when its dark out
you reach your arm into chest an rip my heart out
it’s something under my skin im tryna carve out
love letters with your name fucking marked out￼

i want to be your victim
don’t call baby i’m not gonna listen
in my mind with these thoughts it’s a prison
make the most of the time that you’re given

surface w/ sxiju (kubik + ev333)

https://songwhip.com/etai-s0/made-of-salt

lyrics: 

you got my heart in a vault
and its breaking out
you got a heart made if salt
and you're shaken now
i got my foot on the pedal but we ain't racing now
put myself in situations i won't make it out
and where i stood the world around started tumbling down
i see the good in you when anyone would let you drown
yeah where i stood the world around started tumbling down
i see the good in you when anyone would let you drown
x2

if i disappear 
just know i never wanted to be here
i would die just so i don't see you
nevermind what i want i don't need you
ill fine in purgatory
tell my life in twisted stories
im not dying for the glory
i just think its over for me

made of salt (prod. pearlblade + etai s0)

prod @pearlblade
<3
lyrics:

tell me why u so cold
not to the touch
but by the way u look at me
am i that hypnotizing ?
without even trying
i succeed at nothing

so cold so cold
t t touch
the way you look at me
at me
fuck trying
i succeed at nothing

nothing (prod. pearlblade)

lyrics:

(etai)
if you love me then start letting me go
you never loved me thanks for letting me know
u stand out in the front row when i hop on stage and put on a show
cant expect me not to leave got my foot out the door
said fuck school since i was young cause i knew i wanted more
i cant live the life that i didn't ask for
i wish this life would just end faster

(sif)
i do this shit for fun, yeah its not that deep bro
you told me "itll be okay" but i dont believe you
blood all in my eyes make it hard to see
crying all alone cuz when we touch i bleed

pink butterfly knife, got my blade up
pretty lil lines on the table
took a lil too much yeah i fucked up
got pills in my sweater, fuck a re-up

front row w/ sif (prod. kil1lvrr)

shoutout all my friends
ty p3tro for the dante red preset lol
and tekkiebby for being the person i messaged all these bars to <3

lyrics:

flamin hot cheeto bars 
racing mach speedo cars
raging magneto powers
ways to be a nematode?
may i flex this vessel
it took 22 years to mold
take 2 steps ahead and
20 back thats why i feel the road 

my feet corrode 
im walking back and forth its getting old and now im freezing cold

off the ketty moving like 3 toddlers in a trenchcoat
vom spaghetti spillin out the bottom theres a stench tho
im a player in the game
u warming up the bench tho
ion need a ratchet 
i could hit u wit a wrench yo

inspector gadget go go gadget hatchet melee weapon
i took a blue bar i think i might've went to heaven
but then i woke up in the night i think it was like what eleven 
took another B707 im a fuckin living legend
im just waiting for the blackout
till i pass out spillin drink on my pants wow

nematodes (+bleachcraft +glacies)

etai s0

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