Written and performed by fijiplus & etai s0 (@etaiso)
Produced by 1darko & cr1sis
Mastered by etai s0 
Released September 19th, 2025

BLACK ICE 2002 (@blackice2002)

[Chorus, fijiplus]

hardly conscious while I throw back liquor
fisticuffs to bring my high down quicker
numb enough that I don’t feel the blisters
pour another come on make me sicker

let’s go, couple glass shards on the floor
I did my time inside a k hole
got nothing intact but my own soul
and I’ve been drowning in it all

[Verse 1, fijiplus]:

Ive been drowning in it, I’ve been bleeding digits 
I been chilling all alone at the edge of living
fuck your contradictions, I’m not here to listen
started thinking on my own then I saw your demons

put the noose around my neck, 
ima go and jump the bridge
get an audience with god 
tell him hes a fucking pig

how you leave us on our own
with a book on how to live
everything’s been burning
ever since I popped open my lid

ever since I popped open my lid and saw that hope was vacant 
drowning in soup of misery so long I’ve become wasted

[Chorus, fijiplus]

[Verse 2, etai s0]:

what is it you want from me? i can't tell
i been chillin, but im killing hella brain cells
off a substance, you cant even touch this

and im smoking something toxic
big blunt to the lung, flying in a cock pit
smoking durban poison, im with my boys and
me and fiji plus got the ketty crushed 
now we frozen

im in a k hole i don't do no yay bro
im in a k hole i don't do no yayo

i been wondering when the grind gon pay off man its loading
i just wanna wake up and see my music exploding
that's all i ever wanted, i'm on it
mark my words, imma make it, i promise 

imma make these haters understand 
imma do what they said i can't do, i'm the man
back then remember doing hella xans
lowkey i miss em need a couple milligrams

K HOLE (1darko + cr1sis)

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/hexedvstar

& you throw it in my face 
when i say your name
..i don’t wanna take all the blame
you give me kisses in the rain 
then you go away
..bleed me until nothin’ remains

you told me that i can’t change
& that you don’t feel the same
..it’s gon’ drive me insane
you don’t want me here
& that’s okay
..it just hurts that nothin’s the same

(i don’t wanna be the one that takes all the blame)

you put your knife deep in my heart
yeah, i feel the pain
..baby, why’s it me that you hate?
you cut me, oh so deep
but i won’t say..
..i just can’t stop thinkin’ your name

my heart hurts all the time
can’t tell my wrong’s from right
you know we always fight
i don’t even know why..

you throw it in my face when i say your name..

say your name

break me apart

holy scripture

'07crank (3mourn)

lyrics:

tamagotchi xx

i just wanna carry u around in my pocket
bring you round the world 
take you anywhere u wanted
im a swag star need a star bitch
gotta know how to throw it down 
in the moshpit

i dont wanna be a trending topic
rather stay niche 
making beats in the daw bitch
cookin heat i cannot miss
tryna teach artists not to be so novice

and im trying my hardest 
not to feel like garbage
but i still feel like garbage
imma die as a sacrifice 
bury me alive in my ice
im in paradise 
but im paralyzed 
feelin scary vibes
i can not see clear thru my pair of eyes
real recognize real and im verified 
but they wont let me in imma terrorize

i just wanna carry u around in my pocket
bring you round the world 
take you anywhere u wanted
im a swag star need a star bitch
gotta know how to throw it down 
in the moshpit

i dont wanna be a trending topic
rather stay niche 
making beats in the daw bitch
cookin heat i cannot miss
tryna teach artists not to be so novice

i just wanna carry u around in my pocket
bring you round the world 
take you anywhere u wanted
im a swag star need a star bitch
gotta know how to throw it down 
in the moshpit

i dont wanna be a trending topic
rather stay niche 
making beats in the daw bitch
cookin heat i cannot miss
tryna teach artists not to be so novice

and im trying my hardest 
not to feel like garbage 
but i still feel like garbage
imma die as a sacrifice 
bury me alive in my ice
im in paradise

tamagotchi (2ukko)

feat. @12113215am prod. @pinkcasperr

lyrics:

mind blank you can already tell
that im not really here
im a ghost in a shell
i attract what i fear
know im goin to hell
but im already there
know im already there yeah

already dead on the inside
i just bought some drugs 
cuz im not feelin real life
remember big blunts sparkin up at east side
now im in that widebody whipping thru the streets i
don't know how to be alright

dont know how to be alright
im up late at night
chasing my dreams on the mic

hoping imma blow up like some dynamite 
its likely that i might
its likely that i might

wake up like a real life pop star
pop out the bed like a couple pop tarts
lie to myself like its alright
love me again shorty love me again

got too deep thought that we would be better as friends
hope the good times would never end
on my knees like rnb and i say amen
prayed for times like these shorty was a 10/10

now im by myself 
i dont wanna be alone
ghost in a shell
while im singing on the microphone
walk outside
then i go right back at home
sing my lil song hopin one day that i blow

i just wanna leave this place
i been tryna stay awake
wonder how long it’ll take
before i lose my mind or break

mind blank you can already tell
that im not really here
im a ghost in a shell
i attract what i fear
know im goin to hell
but im already there
know im already there yeah

already dead on the inside
i just bought some drugs 
cuz im not feelin real life
remember big blunts sparkin up at east side
now im in that widebody whipping thru the streets i
don't know how to be alright

dont know how to be alright
im up late at night
chasing my dreams on the mic

hoping imma blow up like some dynamite 
its likely that i might
its likely that i might

eastside w/ 1:21 (caspyy)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i know you don’t remember me
but i’m stuck here with these memories 
& nothin’s ever as it seems
it’s a never ending tragedy
but baby, you’re a masterpiece…

& i was wearin’ all black
yeah, i know you love that
i love livin’ in the past

we used to play Minecraft
yeah, i really miss that
& i really miss my dad

he hates all these hihats
but we’ll both just laugh
deep inside, i’m really sad..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure..
please save me from this world

my life’s just a chore
so i’ll take my ass to church
& i’m prayin’ to the Lord
i can’t take anymore

you know a heart’ll hurt so bad
when you live in the past 
& you’ll never go back.. yeah

i miss my cat’s that fuckin’ died
& being guided by the light
you know, it’s always dark outside..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure
i can’t take it anymore

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothing more
than a pain that just gets worse..
yeah, it’s always gettin’ worse

yeah, everything; it hurts..
don’t even act concerned
don’t give a fuck about this world..

i hope they piss upon my grave
i feel my soul, it starts to fade
into a darker shade of grey..

i hope these feelings go away
there’s still a chance that i’ll be saved
unless i sealed my fuckin’ fate…

‘ion know about you
but i don’t know what to do
yeah, i think that we’re through
..yeah, i’m thinkin’ that we’re through

‘ion know about..
'ion know about you
but my lungs are turnin’ blue
& i don’t know what to do..

cut my arteries
you know that it’s hard for me
i’ll never be anything
but baby, you’re everything..

living in the past

I'll never be anything

iTunes

i'll never be anything

@prodnitefall

lyrics:

don't talk to me, im broken
and i need my fix, huh
haters talking shit, huh

pussy u dont know who ur dealing with
they just mad i got swag 
so they're stealing it

pop 2 beans so im feeling it
want a hook from me?
20 Gs , imma reel it in

and imma spend it all on ketamine and weed
imma do my money dance just to reup on some tree

now im right back where i started
im departed, im deceased 
im feeling lucky, pour the tris inside the peach

iced tea, so im icy
bet you mad that im fuckin on ur wifey
you can have her back only wanted her for one night
then i vanish like the dark knight
i made her panic in the starlight
might need a xanax to feel alright

don't talk to me, im broken
and i need my fix, huh
haters talking shit, huh

pussy u dont know who ur dealing with
they just mad i got swag 
so they're stealing it

pop 2 beans so im feeling it
want a hook from me?
20 Gs , imma reel it in

and imma spend it all on ketamine and weed
imma do my money dance just to reup on some tree

now im right back where i started
im departed, im deceased 
im feeling lucky, pour the tris inside the peach

and i dont wanna leave
i feel like no one wants me here 
but i dont wanna leave
i havent felt the sun on my skin in about a week
all i know is geek, baby, all i know is geek 
falling off aint nothing, I'll be on again
and when its said and done can we still be friends?

looking forward to the torture being over
will it end?
cause it seems like it never will
i roll over in my bed, find another pill
pop that shit, i feel like peep, im in another world

vanishing act (yukiii)

@prodnitefall

lyrics:

took all your pictures off the wall
can't bear to see you anymore 
although i miss you we were bound to fall
fall right through the floor

just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was
just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was

i got it going for me now
i'll show you what i'm about
my drugs pack a punch 
they'll knock you out
i don't care about the clout
i just wanna make it out
just wanna make it out
im gonna make it out
im gonna make it

i've gotta make it out
i've gotta make it
i've gotta make it out
i've gotta make it

just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was
just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was

off the wall (yukiii)

prod. by caspyy
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
https://soundcloud.com/pinkcasperr
https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

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goin' ghost - nvr nvmbr x p!nkcasperr x etai s0

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tamagotchi (2ukko)

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