Lovesick

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lil dovas - together forever (feat. spira me + sg lily + kbry)

@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

Prod. @s4eed9x @1lycesna

bb dance dance
this might b our last chance
im the 1 she cant stand
now she want me back
talkin in past tense
6 months has passed since
our first kiss n last kiss
i want u so bad

on this percocet i cant sleep
i lost all my friends in the club tonight
she way 2 perfect now i cant speak
when shes around shes my kryptonite

o like tell me wya rn
i cant believe u up nd left me
i cant stop if u want me 2
ur gonna have 2 arrest me

bb dance dance
this might b our last chance
im the 1 she cant stand
now she want me back
talkin in past tense
6 months has passed since
our first kiss n last kiss
i want u so bad

y u only hit me when ur sad
i wanna stop but i cant
someone tell me when it ends
im so sick of being friends

i just need 100k ion need the fame
she told me that she luv me she dont even kno my name
i told her how i feel she said that she feel the same way
we could never work out what a shame

what a shame

bb dance dance
this might b our last chance
im the 1 she cant stand
now she want me back
talkin in past tense
6 months has passed since
our first kiss n last kiss
i want u so bad

Stream

Dance Dance Revolution [s4eed + cesna]

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

everyday is a waste
cuz I’m sitting in place
I juz want a smalll taste
but I feel so erased

this is all I could do
to feel lighter today
so rhat I cud get high
n put this on replay

zakrovayu ya glaza
praletayet ves deeeyan
neznayu ya pachimyu
mne vzgda tak lean

fkomnatey ya zeshu
everythin iz so blue
delyat mne nechavya
nyet ya abmanyuuu

w4ste (shinju)

listen it if u feel lonely.

s/o @suigetsuluvu


Release date:
11 january 2022

never, forever

rosy's aqua garden of pure love and ecstasy ☥☥☥

sound

ariana grande - side to side (roark remix)

waste of time w c4tz [death]

Produced by me (alias: uglycoverup)
Twitter: @eth4nx0

:/ Tired ... 2022 doe

I Don’t See Myself In Trues
So I Throw The Diesel On
Course My Fit Fye Lil Bitch
You See Who These Clothes Is On?
Fold Up This Slice
Then I Throw All Of These Shroomies On
I Might Have A Problem
Bitch Who Are You Tellin On?

I’m Getting Better With Every Song
You Know Whats Up
She Flirt With Me Everyday
I’m Getting Throated Up
I’m Jumpin From Bitch 2 Bitch
You Know I Can’t Wait Up
She Hittin Me Up Again After 2 Months
She Want Me To Wait Up
But I’m Way Up

My Mama Hate Em
But I’m Wearing De Rick Owens Shoes
My Homie H8s You >:(
So Best Hope You Can Run In Them Boots
I Seen A Couple Greats From The Ground Up (I <3 uKara)
I Watched My Lil Homies Grow Up
I Still Got Old Shit Pinned Me
Bruh, Move On (Srsly listen to my newer music -__- )

(Hook)
(Outro)

WaitUp

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/mysterial0/

promise

björk - arisen my senses
made on my phone

⚕⚕⚕⚕ arisen ⚕⚕⚕⚕

https://open.spotify.com/track/6lBBfgmurmoWYxueLDzgzc?si=d787cb7ec0134e74

Heavensent ☆

random ish from october that i never finished sowry for the mixing
album soon!