if I find someone in the future this song will represent him if it's not him that's not anyone but until then I will just focus on my education or my job to be successful in life

Your Vow/Way We Are Now/Selfish(part 3)

The sun went down but I stayed dark
Lost myself in the waves at the park
No signal, no buzz, no beacon to see
My phone was off just like me

Why didn't you call is what you said
But I was lost inside my head
Silent as a night with no stars in the sky
My phone was off and so was I

Time dripped slow like honey on stone
A quiet rebellion I faced alone
No excuses, no lies, just the raw truth bare
I wasn’t plugged in I wasn’t aware

Why didn't you call is what you said
But I was lost inside my head
Silent as a night with no stars in the sky
My phone was off and so was I

Airplanes hum but they don’t land
Clock spins free in an empty hand
I hear your voice but I can’t reply
I was shut down no reason why

Now I’m back in the rhythm you crave
Blame it on the break that I gave
Wasn’t the world just too much to see
My phone was off just like me

Why didn't you call is what you said
But I was lost inside my head
Silent as a night with no stars in the sky
My phone was off and so was I

Cruella - Why Didn't You Call?

"Back to You" is an emotionally charged acoustic pop ballad that captures the raw ache of lost love and the desperate longing for a second chance. With melancholic yet soaring melodies, the song blends soft piano, warm acoustic guitar, and subtle percussion to create a hauntingly beautiful atmosphere.

The lyrics tell a heart-wrenching story of regret, love lost in the distance, and the unwavering hope of rekindling what once was. Each verse unfolds like a love letter left unsent, while the chorus swells with powerful emotion, echoing the pain of separation and the desire to turn back time.

Think Lewis Capaldi meets Taylor Swift—a song that tugs at heartstrings and lingers in the soul. Perfect for late-night drives, tearful reflections, and anyone who's ever wanted to go back to the start.

With its touching narrative and cinematic quality, "Back to You" is more than just a song—it’s an experience. 💔🎶

Back to You

Back to you

If It's Not You

A heart speaks louder in silence... and some songs are made to whisper the words we never say.

🌙✨ In the stillness of starlit skies, where memories linger and love echoes through every note... “Stay” was born.

This acoustic ballad is more than a melody — it’s a quiet plea, a soft touch in the dark, a promise that even when love drifts away, its rhythm never truly fades.
With gentle piano, sweeping strings, and words full of longing, “Stay” captures what it means to hold someone in your heart… even when they’re no longer beside you.

💔 If you’ve ever loved deeply… if you’ve ever stood in the silence hoping for one more second—this song is for you.

🎧 Let it find you in the quiet. Let it speak for you when words won’t. Let it stay.

Stay

Living to Love You (2025 Remastered)

Living to Love You

Raw, rebellious, and roaring with emotion, “Louder Than Me” is a soul-baring rock anthem that commands attention on Pop Pulse Vol. 1. With a gritty female vocal delivery in the spirit of Miley Cyrus, this track fuses rock, country-pop, and soulful pop into an unapologetic statement of self-liberation.

From stripped acoustic strums to electrifying slide guitar, “Louder Than Me” builds into a full-throttle anthem for anyone who’s ever been silenced—and is finally ready to scream. It’s not just about breaking free, it’s about breaking through.

📀 Now playing on SoundCloud via Pop Pulse Vol. 1. For every quiet voice that deserves to rise—this is your battle cry.

Louder Than Me

When first love hits, sparks fly. Ear candy for your all day treats.
Original concept, prpts, mix, mast, prod: duudleDreamz
Creative collaborator, vocals: Kezuki Nova

The Way You Love Me dD2

You showed me the way
You showed me the light
I don’t need your help now, I’m alright
You tried to attack
I tried to defend
There’s no need for you to pretend

Just let me go and you will see
I’ll follow the Sun and remain being free
Don’t get in my way 'cause I’m on my own
I like being alone

You gave me protection, you created a wall
I wanted a friend, but that’s all
You told me to believe in the magic of youth
You took my life from me that’s the truth

So let me go and you will see
I’ll follow the Sun and remain being free
Don’t get in my way ‘cause I’m on my own
I like being alone

We started a fight, I couldn’t control
I wanted the life that you stole
I tried to believe, I wanted so bad
But now I’m alone and I’m glad

Let me go and you will see
I’ll follow the Sun and remain being free
Don’t feel bad that I’m on my own
I, I like being alone

You gave me protection
You created a wall
I wanted a friend, but that’s all
You told me to believe in the magic of youth
You took my life from me that’s the truth

Let me go and you will see
I’ll follow the Sun and remain being free
Don’t get in my way ‘cause I’m on my own
I like being alone

Let me go and now you see
I followed the Sun and remained being free
Don’t feel bad that I’m on my own
My life... being alone

Lyrics and Music written on guitar in 1991.

Mindy Chisholm - Being Alone

This song is a beautiful, nostalgic journey through a past that feels both distant and immediate. It's a dreamy pop track that perfectly captures the bittersweet essence of cherished memories.

The song opens with the soft, comforting sound of memory crackle, instantly setting the scene like an old home movie starting to play. A warm melody and clean guitar arpeggios create an intimate, reflective soundscape. The husky, reflective male vocals feel like a close friend narrating a heartfelt story.

Throughout the track, subtle analog synth swells and a deep, warm bass add a layer of comforting depth. The music masterfully mirrors the lyrics' central metaphor: the imperfections and "faded edges" are what make the moments so beautiful. The entire song feels like a light glowing from an old film projector, illuminating a past that, though scratched and faded, still gleams with love.

Faded Edges

6ft Gone

Hey, I’m Ethan — a small soul sending music in bottles to quiet hearts. 🌙🎶

These songs aren’t made under moonlight guitars. They’re crafted with:
MusicXML + Composer + DAW + MIDI + My Vocals/Lyrics + Instrumentalists + Techno DJ Mixing + AI Mastering = My Songs

If a song tickles your ears or hugs your heart — that’s enough.
If not… maybe the next bottle will float your way. 🪶💫

🎵 𝙰𝚌𝓸𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜 • 𝙼𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌𝙼𝚇𝙻 𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚌 • 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 • 𝙿𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚎𝚝 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜 🌌

Thanks for being here. Really.
— Ethan ✍️💙

P.S. I don’t do this alone. 🌙 A quiet thank you to the kind souls behind the scenes who make these songs whole:
Daniel Berger — composer, a poker-faced soul with a kind touch
Eve Godfrey — pianist, a quiet dreamer whose hands speak in soft colors 🎹
Anne Connor — violinist, the heart of the strings 🎻
Emmerich Möller — techno DJ & mixing magician 🎛️
Alicia Hill — graphic editor, a visual whisperer ✨
Grateful, always. 🪶💫

If It's Not You

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