sad feels

もう既に落ちかけた太陽を見つめ
PMは16:00 ()体温は低め
昨日の夜のメモリ胸にsaveした後
1人帰路に着いた道のなかで考えてた安堵
この際全てbetするべきと悟るように
部屋の隅で震えてた過去の俺を払拭
できるかって自分勝手だってマジで安定
懺悔すら受け入れる心持ちとanthem
指先タップして誰かの生活を覗き見
していたって心何処にfuck off
次の未来笑うfriends見えて来た情景
1人だけじゃなにもないこれはまるでロールプレイン
ゲームのようなペース叩き出してく点数
case-by-caseで状況変わるレース
それを制す　だけのway 
いつか今が名場面
だからこれを過去に置いてfade away



生きる意味をfell風を受けてsink
腹が減ればeat終わりなき旅
先は見えぬ終点　すでに決まった運命じゃ
ヘドが出るぜ俺は飽き性Actionしてgood day
先の方　見えるよう　苦労してlow巻いて
こう！　別の行路　なんてねえ　myflow
大したLifeじゃないが誰かの為になると
確信。できた夜に着地(着地)
次のページ　イケると思ってたんだ
俺はそう。デスソース足して焚いて叩き直した根性
今のまま終わるとしたら生きた意味はチャラ
だから何か残す為にまた0を1にmake して
決して。楽じゃないが　停止線超えたとこで
演じてる。主演は俺。なあお前もそれ
掴みに行く栄光　頭浮かんだ映像
それを具現化させるためのfree work

feel like feat. CAOS (prod by DCJ)

girls talk (Covered by ci×LICCI)

PLAY（Prod.NomicMade）

Christmas Gift (2)

"Reoccurring Dream" by Ethan Gruska. 
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Reoccurring Dream Lyrics : 
Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

And it’s no surprise if you don’t understand
If you’re blindsided I’d have trouble blaming you
I’m good at hiding how I feel
Always worried what you’re thinking of me

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help, I want to understand
I don’t know where to start getting close to you
But maybe you’re not running from me
I’m always pushing people away unknowingly

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

Reoccurring Dream

i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but i can never tell
so we can’t do this my way

suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art

i don’t wanna spend time with you
naw you don’t fucking know me bro just tell me what you got
before i claim your spot
still you’re stuck in my favor
it’s all the same
you got my attention but I won’t listen
can’t walk with conviction
been out of state
so how come i’m burning out
tryna make it out of here alive
 
i want more from men and women
if we take it slow then i won’t hesitate
we could do it thirty minutes
and you can ask me any second of the day
i’m gonna miss you but I’ll never hit the brakes
cos i’m fucking or i’m fucked up
and if I ain’t gonna sing that shit you better see me
work a nine to five to fill my plate

so you best watch me pop
when people get the jist they be like oh my god
i got more time off
still tryna figure out who you are
can’t put my thoughts to speech unless i steal your magic and i put you on my sleeve
all i really know is i should punch the snare in when i’m feeling beat

and i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but that shit don’t go well
that shit don’t go well

i suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art
nah i don’t wanna leave home
i can’t free smoke and it’s all my fault baby
but it’s alright just know i feel you
i feel you

this ain’t all my love
i got way more love

Reoccurring Dream

EthanGruska

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