That's Why We Run - Demo

Dearly departed,
I knew before it started
When I said skip it I didn't mean all of it
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Unless it kills who you are
that makes you weaker forever 
and strengthens the walls which you use to
continue to justify, the silence, only interrupted by
skylines and rail
which make you set sail 
again and again
land is nowhere in sight 
another day, another night 
what you gave is what you got
you can't have what you sought
your thoughts twist and they turn 
no longer empty, just fraught 
with the fear and the pain of another one lost

what did you expect 

no matter the cost
you threw yourself out like batter to box
thoughts scatter then saunter 
emotions shatter and wander
each time shorter than the last
they linger and launder
the son's daughter will dawdle 
the hands of the potter will bottle the bother 
why ponder to falter 
why share in the sonder of one half of one whole partner

I'm not cut out, I'm too fragile to saddle this
Must I be devastated for creativity's catalyst 

I sink in my chair, I've sat in this 
A kink in my hair and I tear from this
A thousand yard stare and I'm blinded by all of it
If love's a job I've chosen to quit 
Gave my notice, let's make the severance quick
the freedom is already making me sick
I'll lay around all day not doing shit
And tell myself
The undying quiet is for my benefit

Dearly Departed

Everything about you was so neat
From head to torso, your once in a while smile so sweet
Like presents on Xmas our presence meets

Your hands say hi, but your eyes say hello
Our gazes graze idly, bullseye, I stare, but beware of Ides, Mid, I know
Round spectacles, so spectacular
Call me farsighted cause I'm delighted by your prudence
Every expression calculated; every word measured

If I could cast your spirit in a cask
I… would empty EVERY glass for you
In search of every last
Forecast about the sadness of two 
Masochists and I'd rather risk 
a scriptless past
And be typecast for the chance that you don't pass
On an imaginative casualist that sinks quick and thinks slow
So I'll ask if...   

Spotted

That week wait makes me weak; wait, 
What's six plus you minus Tuesday? 

At this rate I'll choose any date
Low and slow, it'll always be worth, the wait

There are no mathematics that can calculate,
No algorithm that can satiate
No AI that can replicate

Your fire, forged from the laurels of your toil
Your water, borne, from dug deep soil
Your earth, radiating contrasting gradients
Your air, feminine, soft and defiantly daring

Locked tight like a tidal wave,
Tara, the very air of you sets my earth ablaze
You've got all the elements that I crave
And I can only ever wish for it to be true
But I already know, it'll always be Me and, it'll never be You

Every Element

Inspired by a Google review of the Bel Air Motel in Austin, TX. 

Tangerines

Spotted Guest Recitation by Pro-X - FB: Proxmilixia

Spotted - Guest Recitation by Pro-X

Eden Guest Recitation by Trace Casanova - IG: TraceCasanova00

The lights bright, the sound tuned
Here I come, my name booms
Welcome to my room
Its the perfect medium, its all I got
How can you be so sure and I so not?
Forever I was the prodigy
We all were, we had to be

Your solos flow so flawlessly
My figure uncertain, my hands; messy
Tonight I fear the spotlight
I swear if it were any other night 
Alone I sing, like its my last tour
Together I fall
I fall forever, once yours


Eden - Guest Recitation by Trace Casanova

June July music and lyrics by Meg Lauren 
Vocals, Acoustic Guitar- Meg Lauren
Electric Guitar, Bass Guitar, Percussion, Background Vocals- Nick James Boettcher
Engineered/Mixed by Nick James Boettcher 
Mastered by Harold LaRue at Harold LaRue Mastering, Houston, TX.
Copyright 2025 
All rights reserved

Lyrics:
Homemade rockets that you fire to the sky
Revealing all your secrets while I try not to cry
Shoot 'em round, watch 'em spin by
Then we get, then we get just as high

When you leave take me with you
Shall I grieve my lost tissue 
Let freedom ring, ring, ring

June's been a bitch for many a year now 
Flying her false flag promises and summer sounds
While she steals life and limb,  whole bodies plucked from within my grasp 
Even my own isn't owned at last

When you leave take me with you
Do you feel how I miss you?
I miss you so.

June casts a shadow on July's summer skies 
I'd heal you with words if I wasn't so lost  
I've seen better
I’ve seen better days




June July

Available on 01.12.2015 from:
http://www.scotchbonnet.net
http://www.mungoshifi.net 

Mungo's love classic 80's rub a dub without apology. So they jumped at the chance to re-record Johnny Osbourne's ice cold classic with the “Bumpy” one himself. They enlisted the help of Prince Fatty, whose all-star cast of musicians licked over the classic "He Prayed riddim" with such warmth, you would never guess he lives in breezy Brighton. Then they bolstered it with two scoops of Mungo’s drum and bass...

Tracklist
A – Mungo's Hi Fi ft Johnny Osbourne – Ice cream love 
B – Mungo's Hi Fi – Ice cream dub

That's Why We Run - Demo

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