shapeless

haunt

necesidad

someone like u

DQTC

Every issue with my confidence is products of fear
I can’t take these things for granted, Everything I hold dear
I’m too impatient to watch my own growth
Every night I question fame like what’s it all gonna take
Imagine conquering the ache inside As I lie awake
The tears are falling like rain
The dream goes down in the drain
I can’t keep chasing my own shadow just to prove my own name
I was selfish to try it on my own
Drop the mirror, it breaks
Some wounds you can’t mend with tape
conditions had me displaced
Collect the fragments in case
Every defeat teaches grace
Memories I can’t erase
I have no choice but to embrace Everything that caused me pain
I try to keep up the pace 
But life just isn’t a race
I still wonder how much time i have to find my own place
So sick of hiding my face
And everything I must chase
I still wonder how much time I have until I’m replaced
I’m too impatient to watch my own growth
But I still try to let it all go
Although I can’t see the end of the road
I know wherever it leads I’ll go
I was selfish to try it on my own
I would’ve curled up and died in the snow
But now I’m learning to lean on what’s close
Through every motion I’ll feel less alone

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lyrics:

You make me
Die a little when you're not around
And you could save me
If I could see you once in a while

Wherever you go
It's not like you know
It's only us in the end
It's time to let go
Of all that you know
It's only us till it ends

Everywhere you go, yeah, putting on a show
Driving till we're both dead, acting like we know
And we could sip out of the bottle, but should prolly' take it slow
I think I'm in love baby, I should let you know
I should let you know

Oh yeah
I don't think you see me that way
Maybe I'm too hard on myself
I didn't mean to say it that way
I'm wondering now

Do you miss me
Haven't felt alive since 2015
Dreaming of a life that wouldn't fit me
Preaching to a choir that isn't listening

They gon' be there for you now, but when you up you by yourself
Driving through the city, you ain't got no one to tell
It gets lonely at the top
It gets lonely at the top
I love it when you're thinking bout' me

Everywhere you go, yeah, putting on a show
Driving till we're both dead, acting like we know
And we could sip out of the bottle, but should prolly' take it slow
I think I'm in love baby, I should let you know
I should let you know

let you know

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lyrics:

You never thought of me that way
I was just another boy

I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you

Bloodstains on the floor if they wanna talk
My hearing impaired could you turn me up
I'm tryina' go off, would you turn me up
Missed out on some friends
Missed out on some life
Still living better than most
And I don't even try
I wish that you'd stay
I would stay alive
I don't feel at all
Bet I'm gon' feel it tonight
Bet I'm gon' feel it tonight
Bet I'm gon' feel it tonight
You never thought of me that way
I was just another boy
I was just another boy

I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you

just another boy

I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

It’ll take some time to complete the puzzle
I was only 20 seconds late for the shuttle
Might miss my flight 
I’m sorry but i might be walking in the door way later tonight

2019 I hopped right off the porch 20 thousand in savings I was making 6 bands a month 
Now it’s overdrafted accounts
Crazy how I went up then down
I’m tryna get it all back
Turn my whole life back around 

I think I’m built different but I have to think I’m great
Your current situation’s a product of your brain
You gotta manifest with efforts that you make 
Put in the work and you can always change your fate 

I’m standing on this til’ it all breaks
I know change will come with fame I’m aware of the stakes
I might’ve moved up in the ranks but life just cut the brakes
I can’t stop

I was watching the summer smash livestream your favorite’s set was a wreck
I know I could do better
I think Cole Bennett should book me next because I could do better
I don’t do this for a bag I speak for the real in these letters

But I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

TLD

EthanUno

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