Mourning After

I am that I was, as I no longer am, for I am nothing
Amen, enjoy some Ethel Cain babes. 
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20 'til midnight at gas stations
Praying to a stranger's dogs in the parking lot
I asked have I done enough for salvation
They said you'll die if you leave it up to God
Said I've been drinking from this river 'til I bled it dry
But they looked me dead in my eyes and said
It doesn't matter if the grass is greener on the other side
As long as it's alive

Mourning After

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