you’re missing the point

prod. SaveMeSyler
SUPPORT ALETHIAE!! https://soundcloud.com/alethiae

lyrics

[phantom roses]
in the castle
of burning ember
she is fire
she's warm and pure
oh take her hand
please hold her close
she's burning slowly
in the burning ember

[alethiae]
will you remember me? far away in sleep
I hope we will meet one day
I got a glimpse of a star that reflected all my scars
never thought that I could look into your memory like that
like that

in the astral realm you came to me
and I almost fell
as I woke up from my sleep

oh do you know if we're supposed to be
the soul, split in two

I've always been here with you

come from a different level that
I am not familiar with
I will wait as long as divinely directed

Absolution of Parallel Flames (ft. Alethiae) [prod. SaveMeSyler]

STOWED

Thank you for listening 

insta @lowlifedemon
@skinnydragbeats

Thinking back it made me shed a tear 
laying at the shore look for my mind like i was never here 
benzo for the panic nothing helps me im still trippin
all the trauma is like torture whats the point and why im living? 
dont know if im suicidal i just know im feeling trapped
let him drown inside his pain hes breaking down until hes dead
and nobody understand me talking to me yea its nothing 
and i let you fck me up so bad at least it felt like something 
rainy days im in the west 
never getting rest 
in every single memory i have ive been depressed 
i dont wanna live a lie 
let me close my eyes
i dont really wanna die still think about it all the time 
i am fcking terrified 
sick of never feeling right
lately i dont even want to sleep got nightmares every night 
mind is way too dizzy
dreaming what it could be 
screaming from the water why does nothing seem to help me
floating on the pain feel like i fade away 
lost my mind inside this maze i never find a way 
dream of what it could be while i watch my mama cry
and i went into this clinic i saw different ways to die 
can you make me feel alive i feel like nothing way too long
way too many bodies stumble with no purpuse where im from
im so sick of being strong 
like a place i dont belong 
really feel like i wont make it really hope that i am wrong 
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
lock the door when i be crying on the floor 
all the torture and its coming from my brain 
lost my hope i just wanna kill the pain 
mom idk what to do
dont know what is true 
look at me like who are you 
too much im going through 
lately i cant show my pain to anybody nobody can feel 
the way i feel-turn into a zombie im waiting for something 

My thoughts are getting worse (prod. Skinnydrag)

uriel outro (taino23 flip)

I will always hate you, But I will forgive you (Prod. GrayOverDeath)

GAM

Lyrics:
Chasin’ but scared 
To touch me 

I know you 
You want me 

This life 
Is hectic 

I feel you 
I feel you 

I’m x 
And your x 
We both like 

Shhh 

No one 
Understands 
Us chere 

No 

I see the love you want 
Chere 

Trust me don’t gotta be scared 
Chere 

I can handle your touch 
Chere 

My ace, my love, my all 
Chere 

Don’t you wanna 
Dance with me 

In a place, 
where we’re both free 

I can feel you 
I can feel you 
Chere 
Can you feel me 
Can you feel me 
Chere 

touch me 
Please

I’m not scared 
Of what you’ll do 

My touch explosive
But I won’t, hurt you 

Chere I won’t 
hurt you 

Come be my 
Cherie 

All day and night 
On me 

Your heart beat 
Holy 

We’re both mutants 
chere 

They won’t accept us 
Chere 

But I accept you 
Chere 

Fxck the world 
Aslong as you’re there 
Chere

I want your touch 
Chere 

Look me in my eyes 
And tell me if you see I’m scared 

I’m not 
I’m not 
I’m not 
I’m not scared chere 

I’m not 
I’m not 
I’m not scared chere 

Touch me 
Touch me 
Touch me here chere 

Touch me 
Touch me 
Touch my face chere 

(Repeats)

SOLITAIRE [slowed + reverb] (prod  anyvibe, SeanP, damipro)

until next time

the two of us are dying (w/ nathin)

Im trying to better myself...ty for listening fr
(lyrics below)

@lowlifedemon
https://www.instagram.com/lowlifedemon/

mixed by @nevertellsplit
https://www.instagram.com/nevertellsplit/

prod. @griesgrammar
https://www.instagram.com/griesgrammar/


Replace the sun in my lowest
connect in the shadow find me in the forest 
demons I see turn to the reflections I be 
cover my face with my nails when the light makes me bleed 
mind has been replaced but I still feel shit
because I wake up at night and show my skin what they did 
I hate all my visions, I can't live without them 

I feel like I'm drowning 

the trap is not leaking 

lost in the season it's hard to keep breathing 
your love I don't need it/my feelings believe it 
leave it like that I see my home as a trap

sunny days lay my emotions to rest

best side of me is inside of me
try to escape from this low life in misery
maybe my own hell was meant to be 
leaky reality
carry my mind far away from society

why should i exist if my mind is not made for the exit
still cant connect to my shit
fancy fashion you still act like a bitch

dreams on the television 
2011 the killing vision
tired of fighting i'm tired of living
i'm tired of fighting my own fucking feelings

show me a place where the time doesn't hurt and i call it my home
maybe this life wasnt meant for me i dont think that i can stay long
wake up insane and i known that they could vever deal with my pain
i spend my time in the back 
lowlife forever we life in the rain

???

Rainy days in hell (prod. Griesgrammar)

Lyrics : Hands are trembling and I’m covered in blood again. I can’t help but be out of time.

These expectations are tearing me apart.
And I can’t hold my eyes open to your
Expectations 
there tearing me apart.
I’m running out of time.
I’m running out of time.

I’ll never be what you want me to be.

STOWED

ETHER3

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