featuring chromeyy x guts
prod djcondolences

CRYING GEMSTONES

lyrics:

i dont know why but i just cant feel at home
its okay i know that you're different from the time before
and you text but i never really check my phone at all
and i change like leaves on trees in fall
but your voice still echos in my empty halls
and im sorry that i never really text or call
but you know that i never check my phone at all

i can see my skeleton (prod. web)

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Settle with the options I am offered in this short time I'm alive,
the grind ain't ever stopping, this shit hurts but I'll still try
Hold back the high tide, emotions running me dry
I don't wanna make excuses in the meantime 
Better not to rewind, we gon keep it spinning
Whether Up or down life's not always about winning
So drop the shield
I don't care how it feels
I just want it to be real

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing

Blospar Bible, journey stack the millage
Legend of survival, I got tears behind these eyelids
Close my casket, and bury my ashes, I tried it all I thought my hope was everlasting. 
Hear my call, tears may fall, sometimes your very own ideas become the most feared of all

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing



malcreations [prod. yunny goldz]

.stitch me back together.

lyrics

now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
its nice to see your face
and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say

i dont know
but i aint drink this whole week and im proud of myself for that
wake up imma call you right back
love how youre tryna get me on the right track
cause im too busy worrying bout the right tracks
but i feel so dead inside
liquor and the soundbites coincide
and you want retribution for all the things that you dont know
go to sleep with my excuses and i wake up feeling old
cause i caught her on the wrong day
she hugged me in the hallway
i could talk about her all day

and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say
now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
fall in the rain

the house that nick built (p. acey)

FEATURING OGMIDNIGHT X CHROMEHEART
PROD DJCONDOLENCES

FOCUS, BREATHE

got another stomach ache
a new home, another shape
broke down on the tracks as you walked away
i’m missing home
i watched it burn today

i’ve been chasing dust
it’s such a long road
i’m walking it
two feet in the dirt
it’s a journey and i’m not equipped
climbing up the bridge to look down on this vacant town
but it’ll never feel the same since you’re gone
it’s a different sound

you would take my hand and tell me i am not a letdown
and if i fall this time you won’t be there
i’ll only hit the ground
i paint it all grey
to show there’s nothing left
i’m in a ghost town
one more day
i’ll no longer be around

stomach ache [deadends]

caffeine </3

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I don't wanna wake up
I don't think this feelin passin' yet
Caffeinate my mind
I'll just wait until I crash again
Lost the track of time
Took my heart and shawty shattered it
See the blood
I'm fine
I just told her that I'm passionate

I don't think you like me
Tell me how you feel inside
I know that your heart ache
Tell me is it like mine
Maybe I just like the pain
Only way I feel alive
Yeah your love is suicide
Yeah your love is do or die
I can't keep this up
Lately life is so distracting
She see the money now
No wonder why she so attached to me
She don't care about the past
Or what comes after me
Baby just don't let me down
Keep me up like caffeine

Caffeine
For me
Girl my heart and head hurt
She hurts me cause I let her
Cause she knows I'll never leave
Caffeine
Makes the crash feel so much better
I have the love you severed
We going down together

I don't wanna wake up
I don't think this feelin passin' yet
Caffeinate my mind
I'll just wait until I crash again
Lost the track of time
Took my heart and shawty shattered it
See the blood
I'm fine
I just told her that I'm passionate

I don't think you like me
Tell me how you feel inside
I know that your heart ache
Tell me is it like mine
Maybe I just like the pain
Only way I feel alive
Yeah your love is suicide
Yeah your love is do or die
I can't keep this up
Lately life is so distracting
She see the money now
No wonder why she so attached to me
She don't care about the past
Or what comes after me
Baby just don't let me down
Keep me up like caffeine

Caffeine
For me
Girl my heart and head hurt
She hurts me cause I let her
Cause she knows I'll never leave
Caffeine
Makes the crash feel so much better
I have the love you severed
We going down together

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<3

-emo fruits aka the sucio of sucio's

CAFFEINE (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

Fine with that

LOVE IS WAR, WAR IS HELL
IN THIS BATTLEFIELD I ROT. 

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE
MY LIFE IS A TRAGEDY THAT ØNLY GETS WØRSE BY THE HØUR 

Lyrics:

(beginning/verse1):
See all these flowers rot in the garden
I think its caused from all the energy you brought in
Your snipers nest, it got left vacant by the marksman
The bullet wounds you shot through me, they smell like garbage

(høøk1):
Feel a cold breeze between my collapsed lungs
My jaw torn off, it reveals my tounge
Limbs all scattered cross the mounds of mud
Is this what happens when you battle love?

In no mans land, you wont find your home
Artillery shells strike this iron dome
The deer all dead in the field they roamed
They say war is hell, love will take your soul

(verse222):
Run for your life
She planned to bomb these pines
Not once, not twice
This war will not subside 

Right now 
i can hear her bombs loud
Gotta keep my head down
In this trench, the lights out

All i smell is death, and its filling up my nose, i cannot feel a thing
Shell shocked and im frozen solid, losing all my sanity
Time stands still, dying all alone
Loot my bag, send the letters home

Will i die a hero bleeding out my head?
And do you think ill really find peace when getting rest?
While in this war, i sit and contemplate the meaning
Like whats the point of it? Lets sit and sign the treaty

(høøk222):
Feel a cold breeze between my collapsed lungs
My jaw torn off, it reveals my tounge
Limbs all scattered cross the mounds of mud
Is this what happens when you battle love?

In no mans land, you wont find your home
Artillery shells strike this iron dome
The deer all dead in the field they roamed
They say war is hell, love will take your soul

nø man’s land (sorrow bringer x luffysome)

last might i was about to throw it all away

LA elliott smith cover (prod by <3guts)

fairytales and love stories from the world of shades
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CRYING GEMSTONES

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