NO DIAMONDS GLISTEN

prod mix and feature by saturn's lament my beloved partner in crime!!!1!! 
this man basically did everything on the song so the way justified myself even being on it was by rapping the longest single verse ive ever done.
this song is probably the most i've called myself out lyrically. i did not feel ok after recording this one honestly, and what it released in me was not cathartic like it usually is. how this one sounds is exactly what it felt like to write and record it. hope u enjoy

lyrics//

jozie//
check up on the dial
got me wretchin up the bile
feelin wretched feelin vile
every time i end up stretchin the denial
for just a little longer, let me totter
let me wander, with no water
in the desert for a while
check up on the dial
got me wretchin up the bile
feelin wretched feelin vile
every time i end up stretchin the denial
for just a little longer, let me totter
let me wander, with no water
in the desert for a while

saturn's lament//
scrape my flesh now to let me out
peel my skin down, d'you love me now?

jozie//
propelled forward all by buzz
i lost my own judgement, fallen like love
i say that i'm fine, i'll call my own bluff
i talk to that tall ass wall, it wont budge
i long for what was, i stalk my old crush
i'm lost in my thoughts, i want to grow up
but i'm
paranoid to a fault, i wont trust
wont fall for tricks, mirrors and mist
its no love
every hour slashes minutes
every sour afterimage
in my mouth from halves that didnt work out
the past is written
i'm a coward, thats admitted now
aint proud of that position
how's the bell's toll sounding louder every passing minute?
clouds so black and sickening
hangin over my head
i took some sugar to the tank to cope,
the motor is dead
so i'll walk
so i'll walk
so i'll walk
that's all there is to it, nothin more
walk with guilt, i walk with grief, with all my actions underscored
with the gritting of my teeth, i know i'm rotten to the core
so when i perform
i leave it all on the fuckin floor
love is war, all is fair till i prolly break the code
and let the honor flicker on and off, i gotta take it slow
cause if i dont
then this one won't turn out anomalous
to all my problems previous
and we'll end up anonymous
and go back to the strangers we were born as
what's the makeup of your mask ?
is it satin, is it steel?
is it loose or is it tight?
does it fit you right?
i'll whisper as i whistle through the night
akin to the wind in your hair
blow through and i leave no trace
with a sense of unease that'll settle in your chest
when i pass by, you see no face

all of us strangers (with saturn's lament)

TRACK TEN: YOUR SWORD IS HERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU RETURN TO YOUR FORM

i ain’t change much
i still feel the hate
it burnin up inside me
know i can’t escape
did too much now i’m layin flat on my face
it ain’t suicide to me i just need a lil break

aint got a number you can call, feel like you dead to me
a body lyin cold at night i need somebody next to me 
it’s replaying in my head everything you fuckin said to me

her face fades out i fade out again
apologies mean nothin when they writin by my pen
i told her i’m tryna be here until we end
she said baby i can’t live with you when you live this life of sin 

i ain’t change much
i still feel the hate
it burnin up inside me
know i can’t escape
did too much now i’m layin flat on my face
it ain’t suicide to me i just need a lil break

i barely speak there ain’t a question you gon ask me
it’s sleepless nights like every week so they don’t pass me
it’s what you sayin it ain’t bout if you go faster
cause i got harder than you pussies while in fasting

i ain’t change much
i still feel the hate
it burnin up inside me
know i can’t escape
did too much now i’m layin flat on my face
it ain’t suicide to me i just need a lil break

IT AINT SUICIDE (BRVDY)

remix/master of original sk3lly track
prod djcondolences

SK3LLY - THE ONLY THING I EVER NEEDED WAS NOTHING

IN MY HEAD[feat.jynn saint]prod.health stone

Lately I don’t know what sleeping is 
I wake up every day like it’s meaningless 
I Look up where the Ceiling is yeah
I swear like there’s no healing this 
The blood dripping to my fist  
I’m smoking on the dabs dont even know what feeling is 
I’m shaken up why this feeling never passing 
Why nobody matching 
All these grams Im tryna pack in 
Playing with the oujia on the door the demon tapping 
I’m alone but money stacking
I’m stoned always lagging 
Hear the voice the ghost chatting 
Hear the rain outside it’s a gloomy night 
Feel like nothing right 
Hear your voice in my dream but never the sight 
Never smoking light 
I see the edible I take a bite 
I reunite with all these thoughts that cause me so much fright 
Same shit different day 
Same pain blunt lit 
Take an eight to the face 
Popping pills so I don’t ache 
Why my hand always shake 
I cannot stand when when I just break  I can’t escape 
I think my pain would take a cake 
Crunch Berry in the cone, sweet swirl in the ozone
Flick the Bic, flame dance  speakin’ in a low tone
Whip glide through pines like a blade through skin
Chrome smile moonlit, i don’t know where I been 
Steerin’ with the ghost in the seat next to mine
Wrist glow soft in that pale moonshine
Got the Past life ridin’ shotgun, can’t put it behind
And my Thoughts loopin’ back like cassette rewind
Lately I don’t know what sleeping is 
I wake up every day like it’s meaningless 
I Look up where the Ceiling is yeah
I swear like there’s no healing this 
The blood dripping to my fist  
I’m smoking on the dabs dont even know what feeling is 

Produced by oceanash

IDK What Sleeping Is

DONTGIVEAFUCK

starlaxx x cobra $hins - 2 lines
prod. by cobra $hins

2 lines (ft. Cobra $hins)

wasteland w/ tombfell prod zanthin & panotune

Papa

Prize (prod. hope)

fairytales and love stories from the world of shades
members in following

SK3LLY - THE ONLY THING I EVER NEEDED WAS NOTHING

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