One of my favorite songs sad its not on apple music anymore 💜

A different style then your normal but I like it and the lyrics 🙌

I think this is my favorite song of yours 

click on me for the eunhae side project <3

lots of stuff

EATURHEARTOUT W/ KENNYORLANDO (prod. noahmadethiss x recyclebin)

lyrics:

i know you wouldn't run away 
for no one
the sun in Monterey awaits
in your car, on the way
by my side, awake
and if it all goes well
then i'll think "oh my god"
i'm awake, wide awake

only time will tell
you know i'm dreaming of you
give me love for a spell
cast it on my clear view now
i knew it before 
and i knew all along
that you needed more
if i had one chance 
i'd tell you that i love you
after all this time

and if it all goes well
then i'll thank my lucky stars
i'm awake
wide awake

(chorus)

wide awake

a song ive postponed for waaaay to long, think in started the project back in april of 2021.

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finishing things up (ft. MOONSIGHT)

remember them days i was hitting licks
just to keep all the lights on?
whole time they was saying i wasn't shit
but at least we survived, huh?
16 when i dropped out of highschool
when all of our bills was past due
promise i'd get us a bag soon
so i did what i did cuz i had to

if you looked at me wrong i was bad news
kept a tool i was ready to use it
demon mode we on go, i was used to
living a life i was ready to lose, shit
then i thought about my mama
if i kept it up then we wouldn't 
have a roof and i knew it
so i swore to myself to stop with the fuck shit
and focused on making the music

stayed up every night just to make it work
for better or worse
laid up every night thinking about my worth
and repressing the hurt
started believing that happiness was
something i ain't deserve
so i made it a goal to flex on the world
before i leave this earth

i done bid farewell to all the
feelings that i bottled
ghost inside a shell
after all these pills i swallowed
if you couldn't tell by now
i ain't no fucking idol
this a cry for help-
think i've always been a lost soul

dealt with all this trauma
that i bottled up with bottles
knowing it won't help
is the hardest pill to swallow
wanna ask myself- have i
always been this hollow?
don't know where to go,
yeah i've always been a lost soul

hollup wait a minute
fast forward now i'm winning
still i feel so vacant, damn
all of these bands i been spending
both of my wrist probably 20
still getting drunk off the henny
pockets are full but i'm empty
and that's on depression
when i'm under pressure,
i tend to do better
but all of this stress
will leave me on the stretcher
my friends wanna help me
but i never let em
if anyone tries them
i'll probably kill them
that goes for my shorty
and everyone close to me
on my life i'm willing to die
and if i do, it's no need to cry
i'm with my brothers on the other side

nah i'm trippin
maybe i just really miss em
but i promised to keep on living
ain't done with my mission
until i'm getting these millions
and let em know who do it the best
never fold, keep my foot on they necks
stay focused on getting a check
i be praying that they never test me cuz...

i done bid farewell to all the
feelings that i bottled
ghost inside a shell
after all these pills i swallowed
if you couldn't tell by now
i ain't no fucking idol
this a cry for help-
think i've always been a lost soul

ghost in the shell

december (old plxnt) (4 year old track)

prod. da homie @noizzbeatz 

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages

[verse]
oh darling i’m sorry for things endured
she built up her walls but they slammed down the door
and oh in her sleep she had dreamed of release
had a few lorn attempts but her heart won’t cease
and she cries and she begs and she pleas for the pain
just to stop but it won’t, it repeats all the same
and the cause of it all is a curse so we lay
in defeat by the blade of the girl, what a shame

[bridge]
and i know you’ll recover just as before
the worst has yet to be seen
but soon you’ll find your recourse

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages yeah

stream!

rika (prod. noizz)

yeowch

lyrics:
u cannot erase all you’ve done
mental is one
but the follow thru makes you flinch
sit as the world comes undone
with the glow of the sun
to the trees you are just a finch

you’re fighting a war thats been won
its a hundred to one
and you cant help but scratch the itch
you’re exhausting it hun
and i’m honestly done
in the end, it was worth the risk

i hadn’t seen it in a long time
frostbite, from the shoulder i had once cried
no time, i had spent it on a false crime
some sky, i could say if u were alright
brace for it
under ur breath
you’ve got the taste for it
pay for it
maybe i did
i couldn’t wait for ya
tell me, love, that you love me
cuz in the hole i dug it got ugly

hate bein sober now
im sure u know how that feels
but in a space out of order now
you wouldn’t finish your meal

u cannot erase all you’ve done
mental is one
but the follow thru makes you flinch
sit as the world comes undone
with the glow of the sun
to the trees you are just a finch

you’re fighting a war thats been won
its a hundred to one
and you cant help but scratch the itch
you’re exhausting it hun
and i’m honestly done
in the end, it was worth the risk

finch

finch [wisssery]

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Alone (ft. juli)

Discos Que Nunca Ouvi - Projeto Naves

i've been at my lowest for a while now
making lists of everything to stress about
can never seem to get myself to go out
now i'm getting pretty tired of feeling this down

started feeling like i'm not the one for you
but you're the one for me
so what am i supposed to do?
i can see it when you start to look down more
never even tell me what that look's for

and i can't keep making the same mistakes
or i'll end up back in the same damn place
i just want things to get better
feeling hopeless
worried i'll go nowhere

couple pills down every night
praying that i'll make it til the daylight
felt this way as long as i remember
hate the rain but i can't blame the weather 

produced by @wardwills

twitter: @shannondelapaix
instagram: @shannondelapaix
LYRICS
(verse 1)
i've been at my lowest for a while now
making lists of everything to stress about
can never seem to get myself to go out
now i'm getting pretty tired of feeling this down

(pre-chorus)
started feeling like i'm not the one for you
but you're the one for me
so what am i supposed to do
i can see it when you start to look down more
never even tell me what that look's for

(chorus)
and i can't keep making the same mistakes 
or i'll end up back in the same damn place
i just want things to get better
feeling hopeless
worried i'll go nowhere

(verse 2)
couple pills down every night
praying that i'll make it to the daylight
felt this way as long as i remember
hate the rain
but i can't blame the weather

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

repetition prod. ward wills

Stay in line

solace

new release ［ シアノス / cyanos ] 
name your price
fumin-label.bandcamp.com/album/cyanos

repetition prod. ward wills

eunhae

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