https://soundcloud.com/1ecclesia
https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop

gate + ecclesia (greentop)

https://soundcloud.com/kaedefall
https://soundcloud.com/shishyshishy

everytime it rains it pours
n everytime ur here im urs <33

i can see the pain in ur eyes
all the stories
take me to ur heart 
thats the way i chose

in your arms tonight
what will be tomorrow
i can see the light
i can feel ur sorrows

one heart two souls
two birds one stone 
come here get close
when ur near its warm

you're the one i chase falling out of place
i'll be gone the next day i'm on my way 
can't take this pain, too much bear 
i wanted you so bad but bae you're not here
when i go out they stare, i wish i weren't aware 
i turned myself cold in hopes i don't get scared
life's just not fair, show me somewhere....
(where i can be shielded from this)
i'm searching for love i know i don't deserve 
and i cannot explain on how much it hurts 
there's something that i'll never really want 
and it's to who'll hold you when i'm gone

close + kaedefall (shishy + ev333)

https://soundcloud.com/prodbytoshi
https://soundcloud.com/kiryano
https://soundcloud.com/ar73mys

ur the voice in my head cant think straight
double cup filled to the top
cant think yeah

waiting for the day i fade away
cant take it 
waiting for the day i decay 
cant think straight

im at the end of the road
im boutta crack under pressure
n i got nothing but hope
hoping one day it gets better

n i see light where i go
why do i feel like i wither 
you say my heart feels cold
my heart feels like winter

ur my wonderwall
ur so sharp like glass it hurts
n yeah id do all 
just to see ur face again

times been moving too slow
but i can never go back
and yeah the walls they talk
but i dont know what they say

eternal winter 
they call me sinner
im off the xans im off the percs
smile for the camera 

my heart it shatters 
does it get any better
is it the weather 
dont think that it gets better

wither + artemys(toshi + kiryano)

https://soundcloud.com/prodsoulsss
https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn

(me)
xans in my pocket just in case
i cant see my face in the mirror see no face
n everytime it rains waiting for sum better days
n i been mixing pills its a habit i cant change

everything is blurry when im geeked its hurting :((
n i wish u were here rn dont think i can endure it :c
dont want u to worry bout the pills that i purchase <~<
dont want u to worry in the end im gonna hurt u </3

hear my voice <33
hear me shout
i been trapped in a pit n i cant get out
everytime i bleed 
i fall down 
u say u know a way out 
i just dont know how :c

(souls1)
i have no fucking clue what souls said sounds hard tho

geeked +souls1 (souls1 + yugen)

https://soundcloud.com/d3lus0ry
https://soundcloud.com/kiryano

all my bones r broken
keep my heart its frozen
it rains like there is no tomorrow
but i cant bury my sorrows

take a shot to my head
match the hole in my heart
all the tears that i shed
fall like snow in the night

all the things that u said
felt so wrong in the end
when i bleed on my bed 
will u hold my hand

all the promises forgotten
flow like blood into the gutter
cant keep running from my problems
but im running out of options

n i cant take it
i need a happy ending
eyes wide shut
everything will cave in

i feel like im running 
but im stuck at the beginning 
i would walk a thousand miles 
to c u smile yeah thats a given

life is out to get me 
i cant feel a thing im off the percs the way im living
i cant stop my mission
till the day i die ill be moving with precision

bleed (delusory + kiryano)

https://soundcloud.com/d3lus0ry

i see u nxt to the stars
ur face in the sky
u make my heart stop
ur makin me cry

im sorry for the past
i cn tell u prtty lies 
i kno it can b hard
i lose all the time

i know its not ur fault
tonight ill come back to u
its cold u keep me close
as long as im nxt2u

im at the gate im waiting
im in the rain no way back
i see the light its fading 
no sense of time complacent

nxt2u (delusory)

https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/7ripp0
https://soundcloud.com/okeefey
https://soundcloud.com/ev333

me: 

ill take the blame
i kno that its a secret
ill try n listen
wish i could b forgiven
my past mistakes
will always be a memory
n i cant change
i try but somethings missing

n i cant scream
yh i suffer in silence
the boy who cried wolf
will always keep on crying

n i cant lie 
sometimes i wanna end it all
but i cant fall 

pandoras box i keep it
i keep it close
u n me i need it
i cn feel it

arid:

yeah i leave it all behind im on my own
i just wanna die here i dont wanna be alone
its too hard to try again
its too hard to find again
yeah i tried and tried its too hard just to cry by flow
yeah i wasted my time i know
yeah dont say u want it
i feel haunted
i dont want to fall
i dont know why i steep so low
i think i found my way back home
yeah i tried my best
yeah u know the rest i know

Spotify <33

pandoras box + arid (rippo + okeefey)

https://soundcloud.com/okeefey
https://soundcloud.com/17seven1
https://soundcloud.com/diligencexs
https://soundcloud.com/ev333

me:

cry out loud i cant control it 
ash and dust im decomposing 
bruises on my skin im falling
make it through the gate im crawling

let it heal again its hopeless
scars don't disappear they haunt u
make it permanent ill hold u 
break my heart and bones ill fall through

u push i pull its over
time and time i fall for it
nothing that beats ur closure
i wish i could make it back

dili:

so so sorry 
ive been losing my time 
again n again 
I swear its not my fault 
cuz im losing fights
x2

scars + diligence(okeefey + 177p)

https://soundcloud.com/surg3on
https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
https://soundcloud.com/ev333


me:

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
every1 arnd me feel so cold
like a sinner

i try to see the picture 
but i cant seem to figure
bruises only heal 
when it feel like sumn missing

carrying this burden by urself 
like a mission
i feel so alone
i cant overcome this issue

turn my back to the knife
cut up my tissue
i try to fight my feelings
but i cnt deny i miss u 

struck by limerence 
covering my face again
im faded off a percocet 
wish i could hold ur hand again

arid:

i wanna hold ur hand again
i find it harder to pretend
i just need another reason why
keep myself distracted it all goes by
as soon as i open up u leave
i swear that it all goes back to me
i need a reason why
i dont even know if i should try
try again

victxrw:

if i go try ill die again
and i dont wanna see u leave from my eyes again
it all goes back 2 the times tht we met
if i ever get a change yea ill do it all again

yea ill do it all again
take back wht i said
waking up tomorrow
n ur still in my head
trapped up in my mind 
im still stuck in bed
if i go and try ill die again...

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
hell is all around me
and its like im at the center
dont know if ill make it
im never the winner
dont know if i cn take it
im never the winner

try again + arid + victxrw (surgeon)

https://soundcloud.com/artemys
https://soundcloud.com/yyuskee
https://soundcloud.com/ev333

no time to forget u
blue lights in the red room
no place i can get to 
like a ghost i cant get to u

let my heart hit the floor
thoughts racin thru my head yeah its all too much 
take a pill i cant feel it take another one 
blue bars it hurts i keep moving on

yuske:
theres something in my head
wish I could tell u 
things i shouldve said
now im trying to forget u
walking thru this hell
yea theres bloodstains in my bedroom
dont care bout my health
wish I never met you
I just wanna tell u

ghost + yuske (artemys)

https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez
https://soundcloud.com/dimpleb 
https://soundcloud.com/2slide
https://soundcloud.com/ev333

ich muss aufhörn zu verletzten 
fühle mich am ende
warum fühlt sich jeder tag 
wie der letzte an? 

ich weiß du bist immer bei mir 
ich sag bitte bleib hier
wenn ich nicht bei dir bin
ist die welt so laut

mein kopf is niemals still
es wird alles zu rauch
die zeit läuft ab 
ich hab mich nicht getraut

wenn ich dich vermisse
hör ich deine stimme
mein letzter wunsch 
zerfällt zu staub

ich will dich sehen
bevor ich gehe
mein letzter augenblick
die letzten Tränen

ich habs zu oft versucht
aber es geht nicht
halt mich in deinen armen
gib deinen segen 

nur noch ein letztes mal

slide:
(verschließ)
verschließ meine augen, vor der wahrheit
ich kann ihr nich vertrauen, wie kann das alles nur wahr sein
ich flüchte in ein traum (ich versteck)
ich versteck mich in den dunkelsten ecken dieser welt
doch deine stimme is so laut (laut)
ich fühl mich so verfolgt (folgt)
ich will dich vergessen doch es geht nicht
meine träume fallen zu staub
ich löse mich auf
ich verlier mein herz und meine seele
(verlier meine seele)
das die letzte träne
der letzte augenblick
die letzte wahrheit
mein letzter tag auf erden dann is vorbei
ich leg mich schlafen und sag goodnight

laut + slide (sochi + dimpleb)

@rpsu
@ev333
cover by @gachaconsumer on instagram

lyrics:

ich hab nichts zu tun außer rauchen
du weißt ich brauch dich
ich weiß ich verlier dich
und ich isolier mich

ich verlauf mich
schaue in den spiegel und sag trau dich
spüre meinen herzschlag
schau mir in die augen

alles von anfang an nochmal
ich gebe dir alles bis zum stillstand
sag mir warum fühlt sich
alles plötzlich leer an
sag mir was siehst du in mir
ich fühl mich schwer krank

wieder mal zu spät
meine chance verpasst
komm auf die party
und du gehst

alles was ich mache
mach ich immer nur für dich
alles was ich mache
hat ohne dich keinen sinn

halt meine hand
bleib an meiner seite
wenn du nicht bei mir bist
fühle ich mich so alleine

und ich scheiter
wieso muss ich immer zweifeln
2mg aber es reicht nicht

ichhabnichtszutunaußerrauchen (adrien)

https://soundcloud.com/officeworker
https://soundcloud.com/sonatine57
https://soundcloud.com/ev333
cover (@gachaconsumer): https://www.instagram.com/p/C-8wE3ANv8N/

old song but im trying to record more <3

lyrics:

nothing stays the same
everything it changes
tell me what is love
tell me why u hate it

tell me why it hurts
so fucked i cnt take it
see it in ur eyes 
do u pity me or blame me 

pull up in ysl
dont wnna be myself
dont wnna feel a thing
its like i never dream again

i need a saving grace
i need a helping hand
i cannot do this by myself 
but i cnt ask for help

everything u said i tried it
u ask me why im like this
cnt tell if im jus tired
is this the way im wired

saving grace (taihou1 + sonatine)

Mi Amor <33 + youngmindtrip (baslle)

instrumental is "arne" by haruka nakamura


your friends say im bad news
nothing new to me
im used to it

guide me to the moon
i wanna leave this town
fly me to the moon
in your favorite dress

xanax bars n oxys
daisies in a rose field
roaches in the ash tray
find my peace in daydreams

christmas in a summer night
halloween in spring i like to
place ur pillow next to mine
we can watch ur favorite movie

Guide Me To The Moon

https://soundcloud.com/midoctoberr (<33)

oh oh oh and im going through the motions
will u pick me up or will u leave me broken
no time left see it clearly i feel hopeless
see it in ur eyes i can hear it when ur talking

everything will fade when the time comes
youre right there walking through me 
everything we had its over
all i dreamed for long gone

i cant breath its too late
u cant hear me screaming
one last time see ur face
while im falling into pieces

everything i dreamed of
one last time to see u
everything i dreamed of
one last time to see u

one last time

one last time (midoctober)

evelyn

https://soundcloud.com/remedysnuts

pfp by @gachaconsumer on instagram

discord: ev333

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