Produced By @pyu
i'M so proud Of uu
xoxo

lyrics;
i still itch around the pills when im all alone
having visions of u singing when im feeling low
i hope u try to reach out, i cant let go
hope u know i do this for u, im solo

they say home is where the heart is
would u do it again, 
if u knew what u were starting
u were my only friend
u were my lifeline, the story ends
i would sit thru a life time
to see u again :(

u could hmu when u hear me
im not a psycho, im in love clearly
i want u back, hope u dont fear me
ill keep chasing u, dearly

i hope that u see me
when im dead on the news T_T
this feels like a nightmare
i wish it wasnt true
tell me do u miss me?
idk what to do
these are my last words
hope they get 2 u

for u im vulnerable
i could spend all i want
still cant fill the hole
inside
im so miserable
u made me feel real
i feel terrible

ive been a zombie since february
hurt my heart, ive never felt this worried
down on my luck but i deserve it
i still think abt ur notes, got my body hurting

(outro)
ur my soldier
ur my princess
i bleed for u
im in distress
miss ur hair
& ur face
girl ur perfect
tell me if u see this
so its worth it

February (Meta)

sorry to those I couldn't fit into the title @yuzien @djpronebloc @m2monroe <3

0:00 - solo
1:03 - w/ @1ddvaa
1:51 - w/ @ihateukidu
2:31 - w/ @rewind214
3:15 - w/ @znth01
3:51 - w/ @coldspades
4:26 - solo
5:12 - w/ @grimgardx
6:10 - w/ @prodjayysoul @dami4k
6:58 - w/ @liamtakeover
7:31 - solo
8:18 - w/ @yashio20k
9:06 - w/ @yashio20k @neohnq
9:43 - w/ @yuzien
10:30 - w/ @djpronebloc
11:36 - solo
12:09 - w/ @m2monroe
12:49 - w/ @yashio20k @liamtakeover
13:30 - <3

summer 24 | lifess kidu rewind zenith coldspades grimgar jayysoul dami4k liamtakeover yashio neohn +

@8clockwork
@1fangs
_____ new stuff next week have a lot for u guys ^.^

baby dont wait around for me
cause i wont be here around you see
and i cant even worry about a thing without u here

and im not proud of the things u did w me
you laid it all right here to see
you cant even hold me here right next to you tonight

and you gave me my hopes and dreams
cross and touch
leave me here ive seen too much

my veins untangle
dont leave my heart enstrangled

@1fangs

got a breathstrip- I can't even breath
I can't sleep at night, thinking of my deeds
when you look at me, tell me what you see
If you like games, would you play with me?
What's the worst thing you've ever done? Mine trumps yours.
& I'm sad, say it everytime, my heart's hers .
Yea just do with it what you like, bank it, stored .
Yea just save it for a rainy day, my dead corpse .

dont wait around for me + fangs (clockwork)

today is my birthday... this is a collection of my favorite beats i've made this year :) i hope you enjoy them

tracklist: 
[00:00] pathway @222quiet
[01:02] HAHAHHH @julianrogai
[01:49] archangel @okeefey
[03:10] classic @resolve1k
[04:28] begin @okeefey
[05:23] bastion @pettyheaven
[06:39] vow @with3r
[08:23] nighttime @kojowav @light9
[09:50] inseperable @okeefey

18 @okeefey @with3r @inno @kojo @222quiet @pettyheaven @light9 @julianrogai

ft. @lllovbug @cavzsx @pw4prez @serenityflower
1 & 3 are bjork samples
2 is a Nicole Dollanganger sample
kit soon i promise

AUGUST24 FT LOVBUG CAVZ00 SOCHi & SERENiTY

https://soundcloud.com/officeworker
https://soundcloud.com/sonatine57
https://soundcloud.com/ev333
cover (@gachaconsumer): https://www.instagram.com/p/C-8wE3ANv8N/

old song but im trying to record more <3

lyrics:

nothing stays the same
everything it changes
tell me what is love
tell me why u hate it

tell me why it hurts
so fucked i cnt take it
see it in ur eyes 
do u pity me or blame me 

pull up in ysl
dont wnna be myself
dont wnna feel a thing
its like i never dream again

i need a saving grace
i need a helping hand
i cannot do this by myself 
but i cnt ask for help

everything u said i tried it
u ask me why im like this
cnt tell if im jus tired
is this the way im wired

saving grace (taihou1 + sonatine)

endless pondering

1. gone
2. your eyes
3. i dont know you anymore
4. reflect
5. slow death

psyche

tera - vapor (innam)

decay +mental

brknglss + lewisgoing + kojo + april21 + jolst + rippo + xyjae + audiodiary + vvspipes + kylejunior + veilonme
.
art by me

EndOfSummer2024

prod @friendly

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/xrsEeXVQmFU?si=c5KWi1X1XW7qaeEF
https://open.spotify.com/track/3HNC24vPIumpvnFfkGoeqV?si=3e16889047554a2b 

girl, I know you care 
if you need me I’ll be there for you
I just wanna stop and stare 
and look right at you cuz I want you 
Girl, you make my heart tear 
when I think you’re leaving on me
Hope you know I’m right here
cry on my shoulder lean right on me

How I love the feeling when my skin is peeling off 
you can treat me like a doll
I’ll be whatever you want
and how I love the feeling when my heart just drops
It’s only when I see you 
and you pick it back up

I wonder if I’m in your thoughts when you wake up
i know there’s something wrong in my head
but i’ll change up
change just for you
i just wanted to say some
a long the lines of
“you’re the one for me”

let me bite through you 
girl i’m craving you
I got a lot of secrets that I want to say to you 
I got blood on my jeans and my jeans brand new
I feel so far from you
did I think this through
I want your blood, 
won’t you rip my heart to shreds 
baby hurt me like some cuts
don’t you love it when i’m dead
i wish i could hold you
but i got scissor hands
this could be my last chance
can you save me like some narcan

SPOTIFY

doll Love (friendly) *music video in desc*

evelyn

https://soundcloud.com/remedysnuts

pfp by @gachaconsumer on instagram

discord: ev333

saving grace (taihou1 + sonatine)

ev333

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