you are special and this song is incredible

until just now this song very much slipped my mind—hadn’t listened to it in months—but immediately after hearing the first few chords i was able to recall the melody perfectly. really says something about how fantastic of a songwriter you are and how captivating your melodies are <3

Galaxy cluster (Type IIIE)

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

SPOTIFY

watch me break (yungspoiler)

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud Content ID system the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

(plays are botted)

prod.me

cry, that's your best sound
cry, that's your best sound 
cry, that's your best sound
talk, that's your best sound

where's the fun in living it?
i don't find this way of living fit
no more 
why's it hard to feel remorse?
it's so hard to feel
no, more
no, more
no, more
no, more

- original title, field(yourbestsound)

your best sound

1 out of 4

lyrics:

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make you watch until it hurts
And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

Stick a knife in your heart
I know that if it’s real then it bleeds
Let the whole world see it
Now is not the time i make u leave
Feels like it’s a pastime all the time
Said u wanted ur life to be working around art
Feels like im a drag like all the time
Keeping my composure while i cannot play the part

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make u watch until it hurts

And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

if it's real then it bleeds

art: @xaev 
prod.me 

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes
she says that i'm fine
it's all in my mind
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes 

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

JUST TAKE WHAT YOU WANT
I HATE GAIN AND LOSS 
I'VE LOST THE WHOLE PLOT!!!!!!!!!!

close my eyes and i'll see.

gain & loss

BGbDbGbBbDb capo 4

watch myself speak in the mirror
how my words fall off their string
tell myself there's nothing different
this is how i've always been

i'm just cradling my fears
alternating between shooshing and singing
lullabies about their angels

i want to believe

i'll come out the other side
i will not turn into smoke
one day i'll be strong enough to
press a kiss to your collarbone

i stayed up and poured what's left
of myself into a fishbowl and back
felt like the fitting thing to do
this feels like all i can do

all i can do

bleed *VIP (full ver.)

medicine

prod. me!!!
Stream: https://ffm.to/theleadinyourlungs

STREAMMMMM

The lead in your lungs

Demo from like march I cant finish this

Let em get jealous watching us
All alone naked sparks
And when they close ill take u home
Cuz I know who u are
When we walk the line
Head on my shoulder cuz we know its hard
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in ur heart
And I get jealous watching us
All alone in the dark
Dont need to sell my soul just to know who u are
They want what we got
Ohhhh
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in your heart

In the dark (demo)

for the glory of God - the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit ✝️

oh
everything for
all of this is worth it, for His sake, for His sake

oh
everything for

when i was lost, He would pick me up like no one else would do, nobody else
cus He was with me with everything i went through
given the choice, heaven or hell, what would you choose
hell's been defeated by Jesus, so let me tell you the good news

give Him glory and all the worship
everyday, not just Sunday service
cus i've been saved but i don't deserve it
Jesus gave me purpose
all of this is worth it, for His sake, for His sake

oh
everything for
all of this is worth it, for His sake, for His sake

oh
everything for

given over to the spirit,
i've been saved by faith and
grace alone, i'm sinking into peace
in Heaven

Better repent and turn to God if you haven't

He'll leave the 99 for the 1
Loved us so, gave His only Son
God is merciful, and He's just
There's none righteous, not even one
Except for Jesus Christ.

for His sake

Dono or Support

Wake Up Song

art by 8485
prod @69845 @januaryyy

spotifyeeeeee
https://open.spotify.com/track/7IFqcJvqi9uf2GX8RxuZJC?si=q73q7b32SEeuFp2OtjoW3Q

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End-of-life

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