Why Me

Fearing The Blame

If You Were Gone

Not Like Anyone Else

This Show Called Life

Electra Volcana

Dead To Me

False Hopes

What's The Point?

Nothing Now

Nichts Für Mich

Damn Shit Piss Fuck Hell

I'm a member of the whining generation
Never happy with my position or my station
Really worried 'bout the status of the nation
So I say fuck it
And do a lot of drugs

Yeah yeah
I can't say that I've done
Anything that I really really liked
Except get fucked up, juiced, wasted and spiked
And I've trudged on through life
With days of misery
Just trying to get by
To keep me off the streets

Cuz I'm a pussy

I'd rather bitch and complain
Than do anything that matters
Anything to change my life
All my dreams and hopes are shattered
Mentally deficient in all the ways
A person ought to be
Yeah, I'm fucked mentally

Maybe I had a bad childhood
Were my parents fucked up
Was I bullied and tormented and beaten up
The past all draws a blank
And what does it matter
I'm a fucked up person now
And there's nothing to be done

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Fuck it
Fuck you
Fuck you all

That's all I can say is
Fuck it
Fuck you
Fuck you all

And kiss my ass too

Pyssy

End Of The World

Impulsiv Und Unkontrolliert



Oh shit shit shit
Shit
I'm a fucking idiot
It’s fucking true
So damn stupid
Stupider than you
But you're one too

Born under a bad sign
Never have a good time
Life always got me fucking down
No one wants me around

Yeah, I'm a fucking drag
Ain’t it easy enough to see
That the whole wide world
Wants to be rid of me

Can’t do a thing
Useless as a rock

Try to think
But my mind’s blocked
So I think
Oh what the fuck,I might as well die
But I’m too fucking afraid
To even try

So I bitch and I moan
Live life like a ghost
Ain’t got no escape
Nothing I like the most

Oh, would you kill me
If you spent time with me
Would you put me out of my misery?
Or would you go run and hide
Hop in your car and take a wild ride?

Get the fuck away from me
Yeah, it’s easy enough to see

Fuck I don’t think
That I really care anymore
Last time I got fucked up
They found me on the floor
Left me there in a puddle of vomit
Spent the night right on it

Fuck I say
Shit you see
Media making you a fucking monkey
Piss to you
Fuck you too
And every thing you say and do

Monkey

Damn Shit Piss Fuck Hell v2

Damn Shit Piss Fuck Hell  (Jazz)



Holy fucking shit
That's all I can say

Well what the fuck
Is wrong with the world today
What the fuck happened
How'd it fall apart
Was it destined from the start?

Now i dont know
What the fuck I can do
Make some molotov cocktails
Or buy a gun or two
But for what?
No one seems to care
Freedom gonna evaporate
Into thin air

And then everyone can say
We wanted it this way
Yeah, we wanted it this way

Save us from today

So I sit
And I rot
Wait for the world to end
But nothing ever happens
Thank the lord
Amen
Although I feel
Like im fucking gouged, lied to
And a fucking slave
But I'm safe
As long as I behave

Yeah,
The rich get richer
And the poor dont matter
Bullshit fills the news
Heads explode
Brains splatter

Well, I guess I can say
That I didn't want it this way
This isn't the way of life that I choose
But I lose

And then everyone can say
We wanted it this way
Yeah, we wanted it this way

Save us from today



Save Us From Today



When the buzz is gone
And I think I'm done
There's always another one
To take me back
To where I want to be
Constantly
Or so I think

When I'm dry
And ain't high
And I don't know the reasons why
I keep going on when nothing seems to matter
And life is so flat
And the days are done and shattered

Go the straight and narrow
And be a good soul
Don't end up like a problem
Keep yourself to your goals
And when you think
You wanna jump off a cliff
You're not the only one
Everyone's adrift

Need a lift?
Find a gift.
Maybe a rebirth of your soul
Take its toll

I know my affliction
And all my addictions
And the constant craving
Of living on the edge
Of death
Maybe this hit will be my last breath

When the buzz is gone
And I think I'm done
There's always another one
To take me back
To where I want to be
Constantly
Or so I think

When I'm dry
And ain't high
And I don't know the reasons why
I keep going on when nothing seems to matter
And life is so flat
And the days are dull and shattered

I'm so empty
Empty I could die
And the only thing to fill me
Is bullshit and lies
So don't try to make sense to me
I'm too numb
Don't want to see the way it should be
In my distorted reality

When the buzz is gone
And I think I'm done
There's always another one
To take me back
To where I want to be
Constantly
Or so I think

When I'm dry
And ain't high
And I don't know the reasons why
I keep going on when nothing seems to matter
And life is so flat
And the days are dull and shattered






Distorted Reality

Feelin

Look at what you've done
Look at what you did
Who the fuck you think you are
Who you trying to kid
Thought that you were king shit
Unlike any other
But you're just a piece of shit
Who tried to kill his mother

Kill your mother
Kill your mother
Mother fucker
Unlike any other

I fucking hate you
And everything you are
You're just a pathetic worm
Who thinks he is a star
Slither through the shit and mud
You're a parasite
Who is the unlucky one
Who is in your site

I've seen your type before
I read you like a book
Childish. Predictable.
Sum you up with a look
You dont even need to speak
For me to know your trash
Burn in hell, mother fucker
Kiss my fucking ass

You target the innocent
You never take the blame
Anger. Hatred. Vomit
You only evoke shame
Whatever it was that happened
In your fucked up days
Rotted you so badly
In so many ways
You realize you have nothing
And you never did
So I'll ask again
Who the fuck you trying to kid.

Fucking human parasite
Consume.  Destroy.  And smother.
Life's too fucking hard for you
But please dont Kill your mother

What'd she ever do to you
What's so fucking bad
Maybe it really bothers you
That she fucked your dad
The day that you became life
The day that she gave birth
Is the day God spat on you
You are nothing of any worth

A helpless child.
A little boy
Eternal victim
Devoid of joy
Predator,  the worst
Victims for your needs
Confuse them with your twisted shame
Hateful emotional greed

I know you and I see you
I can diffuse you like a bomb
I knew it before you did
That you'd try to kill your mom

Don't Kill Your Mother

Do they meet
Do they gather
Do they talk about the shit
That really really matters
Are they the ones who make the rules
And are we just their fools

You ever wonder why
Nothing makes sense
Why are we getting dumber
Why our thoughts are less intense
Why we have to comb through history
For signs of intelligence
Because it's all forgotten
We've forgotten who we are

Yeah,  technology advancing
But let's face it
We're all still just dancing
With customary shit and institutions
That no longer serve a purpose
Keep us buried in delusion

Some people think
That this earth is only a few thousand years old
No matter what they've been told

Now it seems that the purpose of the nation
Is to effectively dismantle
The systems of education
Because a smart person is a threat
And we only have value
If we're in debt



In Debt

So you wanna hear
My backstory
Well there ain't no tragedy
Ain't no fucking glory
Just a lot of fucking trauma
That would bore you to death
But it put fire in my breath

Let me tell you about you
You pathetic worm
You think you got it figured out
But I see you suffer and squirm
Go through the motions of a lost life
Become a slave to the wage
Is it existence or mindless strife

When you go to church
And sit in the pews
Do you think
This is what God wanted for you
You can create But you destroy
Spend your time and money
Playing with children's toys
Too dumb to think
Yeah. Its too tough
Let others make the rules
One vote is good enough
Because you're convinced
That there is nothing you can do
Thats what's wrong with the world
Full of people just like you

People like you
People like you
Useless as rocks
Sorry but it's true
And the real fucking problem
Is you think that you have value
And others
They believe it too

But some of us can see
The shit on your fingers
The stench of your soul
The odor that always lingers
The ways you're all so false and fake
You see it's not just me
You give God a fucking headache



God's Headache

I hope I die soon
But my doctor says I won't
I want a gun
But my therapist says don't
So I do a lot of drugs
And I hope they'll cause my death
Every time I take a hit
I hope it takes away my breath

Yeah yeah yeah
Fuck it all 

I hope I die soon
But my doctor says I won't
I want a gun
But my therapist says don't
So I do a lot of drugs
And I hope they'll cause my death
Every time I take a hit
I hope it takes away my breath

Yeah

Hope

I walked into the house of the lord
Mostly because I was bored
But what they did and said
I was abhorred
Venom of Satan
Disguised as Jesus’ sword

They all pretended
They were surrounded by love
But the preacher
Wore boxing gloves
They got real stupid
Started speaking in tongues
And then it all made sense
Why everything's wrong

People like these
Are universal trash
Throw them in the fire
And cook them to ash
Do not give them pity
Do not give them a pass
But the real fucking problem
Is that this shit is gonna last

So many different flavors
Spread across the globe
People getting false hope
Can't worship alone
Some are so dismayed
They’d cut you to the bone
Should you disagree with them
Or don't believe at all

Don’t believe at all
Don’t believe their way
Why do you exist at all

Preacher in Boxing Gloves



You will never be free from pain.
You will never be fully understood.
You will never get the childhood you needed.
No one is coming to save you.
You will be misunderstood and unrecognized.
You will want things you’ll never get.
Your body will keep breaking down.
The world will never be fair.
You will always have to fight for meaning.
You will die with unfinished shit.
You will never be enough for everyone.
You will always get triggered by old wounds.
You will always feel out of place.
You will not get closure.
You will lose people who mattered more to you.
You will never know if you truly mattered.
You won’t get back the stolen years.
You will always be haunted by alternate versions of you.
Happiness will never last.
Most people lie to themselves.
Telling the truth will cost you.
You will always have to explain yourself.
You will question your worth until you die.
Love will not fix you or them.
No one will fully get you.
You won’t ever arrive.
You will always feel like you’re faking it.
Your needs will always feel like a burden.
The world won’t care that you’re tired.
Grief will never go away.
You will not get justice for what was done to you.
Your best qualities came from suffering 



Facts of Life

What the fuck
Is wrong with you?
Why are you here?
What did they say?
What was it
That made you
Come my way,

Today?

I don't feel
Very comfortable
Right now
You make me feel so ill
Make my fucking
Spine run chills
And I don't wish you
Any true ill will
But get away from me
Or I will need
A lot of pills

Oh no

What the fuck
Is wrong with you
Asking me
How I am
Like you fucking care
I can see right through
Your stare

What the fuck
Is wrong with you
Taking all my air
Are you doing this
On a dare
Go meet that monster and see
Is she like
You and me

But if I were
Would I truly say
What the fuck
Is wrong with you

Today



Friends

Facts Of Life (for kids)


I don't know why I exist
Maybe you don't know too
Maybe we should go and kiss
Or go and screw
That's what our parents do

Maybe we should get some guns
Go around, shoot each other
Go and shoot all our friend
Blow away sister and brother
Kill all our enemies too
Isn't that what our parents do

Live in the world
And treat it like trash
Shit in the rivers
Treat earth like ass
Make rivers into a witches brew
That's what our parents do

Make the laws and go to war
Steal resources, more and more
Need more soldiers, fuck another whole
Make the world a place
Where you don't care anymore

Hey, I'm sorry that it's true
But that's what our parents do
And the thing that's really bothering you
Is that you do it too




Parents

I'm so sorry
If I have offended
Didn't mean to shock you
When you were undefended
And I admit it
That I just pretended
To be sweet when all I really got
Is nothing but rot

And now you're here
Listening to this
Nothing of value
Nothing worth a piss
Just a lot of venom
Thats easily dismissed
Or maybe truths
That linger in the mist

I say I'm sorry
But I don't feel it
In my soul
Just another attempt
To fill an empty hole
Trying to light a fire
To warm a soul so cold
The miserable story of life
So old, too many times resold

Dismiss all of this
Because it's all fake
Or maybe it hit you
Like an earthquake
Chills down your spine?
Knees that start to shake?
Something in your soul
That maybe aches?

Oh, its torture
Yes, I know
Only one way out
Though so many ways to go
The reality we face
And that none of us know
Is what's waiting for us
At the end of this show

Maybe nothing?

Is that a hope?



Maybe Nothing

Nothing is real, except my words. AI generated musical madness.

EvaDedd

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